When Qin Ran rushed to Ling Jiaran's community, the phone had already been hung up, to be precise, it was broken.

Just wanted to go upstairs to find Ling Jiaran, but saw a Ling Jiaran wiping his tears and striding with a box from a distance. Her hair was unkempt, and the princess's pigtails on the top of her head were wilting.

She sobbed and wiped a few handfuls of tears, and then continued to sob, perhaps because she couldn't control herself after crying too much. Her eyes had turned red, and her face had turned red from the tears she had wiped.

Qin Ran rushed forward and hugged Ling Jiaran.

"What the hell is wrong with Ranran?" Qin Ran asked worriedly, "Why do you suddenly don't want to study medicine?" Why did you quarrel with Uncle Ling? ”

Ling Jiaran buried her head in Qin Ran's shoulder socket and cried loudly, as if she had been greatly wronged.

Qin Ran stroked Ling Jiaran's back and caress carefully, "It's okay, I'll accompany you." ”

Ling Jiaran's head buried in Qin Ran's shoulder and neck shook it, "I feel so stupid." ”

Stupidly falling in love with a man who won't be with him, and then using another relationship to fill the scars of this relationship. Silly compromise with life and accept arrangements you don't like.

The sunset was accompanied by weeping willows, and in the dusk of the sun, the silhouettes of the two girls were stretched very long, and they hugged each other, and the weak golden light radiated from them.

Ling Jiaran calmed down her emotions after crying, this time it was not like in the past when she was sad and sad for several days, this time, her emotions were like a tide, coming fast and fierce, and retreating quickly and abnormally.

"I'm not a person who likes to compromise, but I still choose to compromise, choose to wronged myself, I suddenly don't understand, what is the point of me doing these things," Ling Jiaran seemed to open the conversation, telling his true thoughts in his heart, or questioning, "I know that I have no more feelings for Du Moliang, but I still choose to accept Zheng Xin, I know that I don't like to study medicine but still listen to my father's words, apply for the medical major, who do you say I am doing this for?" ”

Breaking away from Qin Ran's embrace, Ling Jiaran put the trolley box away and wiped his face a few times, "Qin Ran, I want to leave." ”

Ling Jiaran's eyes were determined, not like she was joking, her face was serious, and her playful and cheerful appearance in the past seemed to have nothing to do with her at all.

That's right, Ling Jiaran has changed.

"There are still half a year to graduate, can't you wait any longer? When you graduate, you can go wherever you want, "I have been in school for more than four years, and I will graduate in half a year, if I give up at this time, all Ling Jiaran's previous persistence will be in vain."

Ling Jiaran shook his head, "I don't want to, I don't want to stay here at all." Do you know why I don't want to study medicine? ”

Qin Ran shook her head and continued to listen to her.

"I have an aversion to studying medicine from the bottom of my heart, and I am not serious about this internship, but I am reflecting. This kind of place where people are not happy every day is not suitable for me, I prefer freedom," Ling Jiaran took a long breath, "Of course, Du Moliang is also a reason, I don't want to see him again." ”

Knowing him seemed to Ling Jiaran to be really unlucky, and after meeting him, Ling Jiaran's life became a mess. Maybe it's more of Ling Jiaran's own factors, but Du Moliang's influence on her should not be underestimated.

On the same day, Qin Ran was going to take Ling Jiaran back to her house first, but Ling Jiaran insisted on staying in a hotel, Qin Ran persuaded for a long time, and Ling Jiaran insisted that she didn't want to disturb her and Zhong Zhicheng.

Qin Ran couldn't resist Ling Jiaran and finally compromised, sent her to a nearby hotel, and also helped her order a meal, staring at her After eating and resting, Qin Ran left with peace of mind.

When I got home, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, Zhong Zhicheng hadn't come back yet, put down the bag and went to the kitchen to pour water, and found that there was an empty cup on the desk, and there was more than half a glass of water in the quilt.

It should be Zhong Zhicheng who came back.

She and Zhong Zhicheng have a common habit of pouring a glass of water to drink when they go home.

It looks like there is another operation to be stopped.

After washing up and getting ready to sleep, Zhong Zhicheng still didn't come back, Qin Ran's right eye kept jumping, and she couldn't sleep because she was upset.

Pull back the curtains and look out at the stars.

When Zhong Zhicheng used "air conditioning" to trick her into this room, the means were not very clever, why did he be fooled.

Thinking that Zhong Zhicheng was going abroad, Qin Ran couldn't sleep even more, without him, he would be the only one left in this house.

It's ridiculous, I've been here alone for so many years, are you still afraid of these days without him.

At five o'clock in the morning, Qin Ran was still asleep, and the sound of squirming still woke her up, and Zhong Zhicheng came back.

Qin Ran picked up the mobile phone at the bedside and glanced at the time, rubbing her eyes dimly, the bright light of the mobile phone screen pierced her eyes, but she saw that Zhong Zhicheng, who was changing clothes, turned her back to her and changed into the sweatshirt she wore to sleep on weekdays, and turned around and fell down on the bed.

Lying on the bed, he didn't move, and he didn't even have the strength to turn over.

Qin Ran originally wanted to pull the thin quilt over him to cover, but he stretched out his long arm and directly pulled Qin Ran down, raised his hand to cover her eyes, and said in a chaotic manner: "Sleep." ”

She didn't resist, grabbed Zhong Zhicheng and covered her eyes and took it down, but after a while, Zhong Zhicheng had already fallen asleep.

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In the morning, Qin Ran took the key to the gym next to him and prepared to exercise, so much equipment was placed there in vain, not to mention that he always ate meals in the doctor's exclusive area and gained a lot of weight.

Hey? Strange, how could she care about her figure?

After the exercise, Zhong Zhicheng hadn't gotten up yet, and Qin Ran hurriedly called him to be late if he didn't want to be late.

He came back at five o'clock and got up at seven o'clock in the morning, and only slept for two hours, and it was normal for him to not be able to get up.

Zhong Meiren's anger when she got up should not be underestimated, and when she woke up, she sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, ignoring no one.

He didn't respond to Qin Ran's order for breakfast.

That's the only flaw he's about.

But only in this way can Zhong Zhicheng be like a person and not a god in Qin Ran's heart.

When Qin Ran arrived at the pediatrics, Du Moyou hurriedly walked to the first treatment area with a medical record, the two looked at each other and smiled, and Du Moyou's figure disappeared at the door of the ward at the end of the corridor.

"Sister Yan, what's wrong? Have an emergency? Qin Ran asked Jiang Yan at the nurses' station.

"There is a child, he had difficulty breathing last night, and he may not be able to save him, the director of the anesthesiology department came to see it, and said that the situation was not very good, and the director of our department also said to notify the family to prepare, hey," Jiang Yan shook his head, "The family does not give up the rescue, and Mr. Du does not want to give up, he has been guarding the child last night, isn't it all morning, took the medical record book and went to the ward again." ”

Qin Ran looked back at the direction in which Du Moyou had disappeared, as if something was touched in his heart.

As an intern, she stayed in the hospital more to feel the dedication and dedication of the teachers.

At the end of the day, doctors are human beings, and they have their own lives.

Du Moyou is the mother of a five-year-old child, and she can't often accompany Zong Yi because she always works overtime.

Zong Yi almost grew up in a hospital. Five-year-old Xiao Zongyi can already recognize all the medical equipment in the pediatric department, and can also tell where they are used.

Maybe the children don't understand the role of those equipment, but under the influence of his ears and eyes, Zong Yi even remembers the thick and thin tubes in the tracheal intubation first and then inserted.

Pediatricians are the most scarce of all doctors, perhaps because most of the patients are children who do not have the ability to make independent decisions and mature thinking and expression.

It may also be because the income of pediatricians is lower than that of some departments, the number of patients is still large, and it is very hard, and the resources of pediatricians in China are in short supply.

In fact, Chida University Hospital has canceled the emergency service of the pediatric night shift. Because the doctors are really insufficient, they have not rested well after the night shift, and they have to go to the night shift for emergency treatment, which is too unbearable.

Qin Ran helps the children measure their weight at the nurse's station, the children are in the development period, the weight changes relatively quickly, and the height and weight chart is the most basic indicator to reflect the health of children.

Several children cheered and competed to weigh themselves, and children are like this, and there will be a bunch of children vying to do what they want to do.

Qin Ran maintained order, helped them weigh themselves, and recorded data.

Originally, he planned to go back to the urology department after he was fine, and when he was about to leave, Du Moyou slowly walked out of the ward with the medical record book in his arms, a little distracted, turned around and leaned against the wall at the door of the ward, raised his head and winked at the ceiling, and exhaled a long breath.

Then there was a howl of "wow" in the ward, yes, the howl of a woman who wailed, wailed, who was in pain.

Qin Ran suddenly understood what had happened, another life, a life that had not yet grown up, was gone.

Du Moyou relieved for a while, and then walked into the ward again, Qin Ran guessed that she should have lost comfort to her family.

The children in the same room in the ward were all taken out, the door of the ward was closed, and Du Moyou never came out again, only seeing the nurses coming in and out, as well as the various relatives of the children who kept pouring in.

Qin Ran saw the child's mother with her own eyes, a woman in her thirties, who was in her prime and dressed extraordinarily, crying as a "shrew", her originally beautiful face was bloated from crying, and she couldn't stand up, and she could barely stand up when she was supported by other family members.

The group came out of the ward, and Du Moyou held the medical record book to the child's father to explain the child's situation and the development of the disease in the past few days.

"Sir, we are also very sad about Jiaojiao," Du Moyou's face was solemn, facing a fresh life that passed away quietly, no one can be relaxed, "You mourn, Jiaojiao's mother must watch it, her heart is not very good, crying like this will hurt her body." ”

"Doctor Du, I've worked hard for you these past few days," the child's father looked sad and choked up a little, "When something like this happens to the child, in the final analysis, it is still our incompetence as parents, thank you for being with us Jiaojiao these days." ”

Qin Ran looked at the two of them from a distance, Du Moyou at this moment was very elegant, bright and sad elegance.

And, of course, exhaustion.

The funeral home's car arrives to witness the moment when a living person truly becomes a dead person.

In fact, the death of a patient lying in a hospital bed is basically the same as falling asleep, and it does not even make people feel dead. The moment when a person is truly sentenced to death, the moment when a person dies in the hearts of the living, is the moment when the funeral home's car drives into the hospital.

Du Moyou returned to the doctor's office, sat weakly in his seat, and lay on the table as if he was weak.

There was a ringing on her phone, and she didn't seem to hear it.

Qin Ran approached quietly, but was pulled by Jiang Yan, she leaned into Qin Ran's ear and whispered, "Don't disturb her, Moyou is so sluggish every time she meets a child, let her slow down." ”