Chapter 90 (Minor Repairs)
After a while, the sunlight in front of Mu Hanxia was blocked.
It was his face that leaned over, found her lips, and began to kiss gently. Mu Hanxia's whole body was a little stiff, and he wanted to reach out and push him away, but his hand was directly held by him and he couldn't move.
His lips were a little dry, and Mu Hanxia thought that maybe it was because of staying up late. With the light on her back, she couldn't see his face clearly. At first, he just rubbed her with his lips, touching and rubbing her. Then kissed it deeply. His hand was also slowly holding the back of her head, and the other hand was holding her hand.
He always likes to kiss her in such a position. A posture of complete control. After so many years, it hasn't changed.
Mu Hanxia couldn't resist such a kiss.
The faces of the two were also quietly pasted together. So quiet, so gentle. But under the dazzling sunlight, Mu Hanxia clearly felt that the moment his tongue was entangled, the feeling of electric shock exploded from his tongue and hit her heart all the way. He kissed so lightly, his fingers silently inserted into her black hair, obviously he hadn't seen her for many years, but he seemed to have kissed her like this a thousand times, so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar, so intimate that he couldn't be more intimate. And so did she.
It was the feeling of the soul being touched. She knows. Countless people passed by her, but there was only one him in this life who could touch her like this.
That's the taste of dead love. She knows.
Actually, it never really died. It sank, sank, and sank so much that even she couldn't reach the silent valley. Now, awakened by his stubbornness.
She knows it all.
He kissed her affectionately, like kissing the only beloved person in his life.
Mu Hanxia's tears slowly fell, he noticed it, and raised his head to kiss it. Then he pressed his face to her and asked softly, "What are you crying about?" ”
"Lin Mochen, why are you doing this to me?" She said in a hoarse voice, "You want to chase and chase, you want to kiss and kiss." Do you want to be together, and do you want to be together? It's been six years, and you're not the same person you used to be, and I'm not the person I used to be. ”
He hugged her and said, "I never thought that I would love you like Lin Mochen back then." It's me now, and I still can't let go of you. ”
Mu Hanxia covered her eyes and was silent, but his hand was grabbed by him again, forcing her to look directly at him.
"Come back to me, okay?"
When he really heard him say this, Mu Hanxia's heart swelled with such great grief and emotion. However, she was silent for a moment, only so silent that Lin Mochen's heart was falling coldly before she spoke: "Lin Mochen, I don't know." The past is indeed in the past, and I don't care anymore. But it's been so long, I don't know if we're still fit together. You want me to go back, do you want a lot this time? But I don't know if I can give it to you. We are familiar to each other, but we are also strangers. Over the years, I really didn't think I could start over with you. If we really try to start over, maybe ...... There will not necessarily be good results. Even so, do you want me back? Are you sure? ”
Her words only made Lin Mochen feel her obvious self-protection and faint helplessness. It was painful and painful for him. He was sure of himself, but he was really not sure of her.
He was quiet for a while, but smiled faintly, hugged her tighter, and said, "You ask a drowning person if he wants the last straw." Do you think he would like it? Dreaming in the middle of the night, he was afraid that he would wake up laughing. ”
Mu Hanxia was completely speechless. Her heart ached. After a while, she looked up and dropped a kiss on the side of his face.
Then under his gaze, her face gradually burned again. He smiled slowly, a very comfortable smile. He actually took her hand and kissed it. Stared at her and kissed her again. Mu Hanxia only felt an electric shock-like sensation, coming from the back of his hand, and his heart was flustered. His eyes were as heavy as an abyss, and he took her back into his arms, bowed his head and kissed her again.
This time, the kiss was no longer scrupulous, no more temptation. The kiss was so intense and strong that her hands were almost in her flesh and bones. His mood was obviously not calm, and his eyes were closed, but his face was a little red. Mu Hanxia was caught off guard, and was kissed by him so that he was short of breath, and his face was red and his ears were red. And he kissed for a long time, and finally bit her lip, her ear, the tip of her nose recklessly, and actually whispered: "Dear ......" Mu Hanxia's heart was numb, and his face turned even redder.
But he whispered in her ear, as if he had called a thousand times, "My dear...... You're finally back. ”
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The two of them stayed in the park for a long time, and Mu Hanxia was still in a trance, but he realized so clearly that he had been granted his wish by Lin Mochen. Her heart was a little messy, but it was joyful.
Until the twilight fell, Lin Mochen took her hand and sent her downstairs to He Jing's house.
Mu Hanxia went upstairs and simply packed his luggage. He Jing stood by the window, looked at the cars and people downstairs, and asked hesitantly: "That's Lin Mochen, ...... you?"
Mu Hanxia replied: "Ah Jing, something has happened these days. We...... Intended to try and start over. ”
He Jing was surprised, but she was quiet for a while, held Mu Hanxia's hand, and smiled: "Axia, I won't say much else." After so many years, you're actually the only one. I know what you're thinking. Then grasp the person in front of you and live it well. I'm happy for you. ”
Mu Hanxia thought of the relationship between the two today, and only felt tenderness in his heart. She replied, "Thank you, Ah Jing." Actually, you said last night that you are not what you used to be. Why am I? You say that you have a lot of grievances in your heart, but in fact, I ...... Over the years, I have also complained about him. Many times, when I'm unhappy, when I'm uncomfortable, when I can't get through, I always think, blame him, blame him.
If he hadn't provoked me in the first place, if he would have stayed in the position of a good friend. If I hadn't seen a man like him, if I hadn't been loved by him, I might have been happy by now. Regardless of whether I have money or not, I will meet someone who is quite suitable later, and then I will live happily ever after.
But that's not the case. I met him. After meeting a lot of people, I can't fall in love with others. I thought, so be it. It's not a big deal to live alone for the rest of your life. But over the years, no matter how smooth my studies and career were, no matter how calm and mature I felt, I always felt that something was missing in my life. No, it's a lot less.
He Jing'an listened quietly. Mu Hanxia continued: "You said yesterday that you envy me for the life that I once put to death. But in fact, a lot of times, I can't do that anymore. In the matter of love, whether to be safe and no longer hurt, or to take the risk of seeking the only fulfillment, all these years, I have always let myself choose the former. Am I stupid or not? But I really am, don't dare. She held He Jing's hand, was silent for a while, and said, "I only found out after returning to China, and I only know these days that he still loves me all along." He's waiting for me. It turns out that we really ...... Trapped in what happened seven years ago. Ah Jing, I feel sorry for him, I still feel so sorry for him. This feeling is so clear, I just know that if I just give up, I can't bear it. It's not that I can't give up myself, it's that I can't give up him. So I promised to give him another chance. I hope this time, he will never let me down again. But I want to ...... Now he will definitely not let me down again. ”
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He Jing sent Mu Hanxia downstairs. Lin Mochen walked up and took the luggage. He Jing said: "Hey, Lin Mochen, take advantage of the opportunity, otherwise don't want to be her boyfriend." ”
Lin Mochen glanced at Mu Hanxia and replied with a smile: "Of course, you must grasp it well." ”
He Jing smiled, and Mu Hanxia said to her, "I'll go back first, you can sort it out here, come over as soon as possible." He Jing said, "Okay." The two hugged again before parting.
Mu Hanxia got into Lin Mochen's car and went straight to the airport. There were only two of them left, and it was quiet in the car. Lin Mochen asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Mu Hanxia was actually still thinking about today's events, but replied, "It's nothing." What about you? ”
He replied, "I'm thinking about today." ”
Mu Hanxia didn't make a sound.
He said: "In the cold summer, you must not regret it, and you cannot regret it. I will cherish it desperately in this life, and I will not let you feel a little sad. ”
He said in this life.
Mu Hanxia's eyes were a little hot by him again, but he said, "Well, take your time." ”
"Take your time." He replied, "You are the dealer, just open my limit today." After that, I slowly rose and slowly recovered all of them. ”
Lin Mochen and Mu Hanxia took a plane back together, and the car asked the people from the branch to turn around and send them back to Beijing. After the plane, Mu Hanxia found that his seat had been upgraded to first class and was with him.
She had drunk alcohol last night, and she began to feel sleepy not long after she sat down, and just wanted to take out the blindfold and put it on, but his hand was held by him.
And then all the way, I didn't let it go.
I don't know how long it took, Mu Hanxia woke up, gently lifted the blindfold, and the first thing he saw was him. After all, he had been up all night last night, and he was sleeping very deeply at the moment, breathing evenly and his eyebrows stretched. And her hand was firmly held in the palm of his hand.
Mu Hanxia looked at him quietly, looking at his broad forehead, straight nose bridge, and slightly tall and thin cheekbones, which were the appearance in her memory, but they seemed to have changed a lot. For a moment, she felt that she couldn't take her eyes off.
It was a long moment before she turned her head to look at the layers of clouds stacked and tangled outside the cabin. The sky is high and the earth is wide, and it is boundless. It's like the many scenery she's seen over the years.
She has been to South America, Egypt, and Northern Europe.
Columbia University has been, Meister Middle School has been. The person named Lin Mochen has been to all the places where she has lived since she was a child in the United States.
She has finally seen a better scenery and a more open life.
It was only at this moment that he finally accompanied this journey again. Mu Hanxia realized that he had lost something and was looking for something when he was traveling alone.