Chapter Ninety-Eight: I Can't Give You a Promise

said that he wanted to stay at night, Lu Ziqian began to be absent-minded after dinner, it was still early, it was always inappropriate to go back to the room to sleep at this time, but it was not a matter for the two of them to sit here in a daze!

Lu Ziqian looked left and right, ran to the window and looked at the starry sky outside, and suddenly thought of a very romantic thing.

"Fu Rongxi, it's still early, can we watch the stars on the balcony?" Lu Ziqian proposed, Fu Rongxi was holding his cheeks to think about something, hearing Lu Ziqian say this, he raised his eyes to look at the night outside, and then nodded.

"Come here, go to the balcony on the third floor!" Fu Rongxi's voice was sexy and magnetic, hearing a burst of crispness in Lu Ziqian's ears, and seeing his outstretched palm, Lu Ziqian couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

Stretching out his hand and placing it in the wide and warm palm, the slender fingers immediately wrapped his entire palm, and the warm contact of the skin made his palm sweat slightly.

There is a spacious open-air balcony on the third floor, which is decorated with flowers and grass very nicely, and when you open the balcony door, the cold breeze blows in your face, and the feeling of being surrounded by a cold itch makes people feel that their minds are suddenly much clearer.

Next to a row of flowers and plants there is a long hanging chair, on which two people sit and the chair sinks slightly, but it is more than enough to carry the weight of two people. Sitting on the bench, the chair swayed slightly, and the chair swayed like a swing when it was on tiptoe on the ground.

There is a breeze blowing, in the night of heaven and earth, you can see the stars in the sky when you raise your eyes, the purest air between breaths, and the faint fragrance of flowers and plants.

This scene always feels very romantic, looking at the man next to him who is slightly taller than himself, gently tilting his head just enough to lean on his shoulder, the feeling of indescribable warmth and peace of mind, that strong arm is a very solid support.

"Last night's ......" sat quietly for a while, the swaying chair slowly stopped, and Lu Ziqian retracted his fluttering thoughts and said softly.

"Huh? How was last night? Fu Rongxi asked, his eyes still looking at the deep and quiet night sky and couldn't retract.

"I talked to Lu Zimin about some things, and I confessed everything, including the fact that I fell in love with you."

Hearing Lu Ziqian say this sentence so frankly, Fu Rongxi immediately turned his head, looked at Lu Ziqian's handsome and slightly feminine face in the moonlight, and softened his expression, "And then, Lu Zimin is very angry?" ”

"There will be anger and shock, but of course there will be more disappointment! I confessed to him, hoping that he could help me keep it secret, don't tell my parents for the time being, I will take the initiative to explain everything when I have the opportunity. Lu Ziqian smiled slightly, and that smile looked particularly moving in the starlight, elegant and light.

Fu Rongxi didn't squeak when he heard it, he frowned slightly and didn't know what he was thinking, and it took a long time before he spoke with some uncertainty: "Lu Ziqian, you want to tell your parents about this?" I never thought about these things, and I didn't think about the day when I would have to face your parents, and what I said about responsibility may not be the same as you think. ”

Fu Rongxi's words may be very hurtful, but they are the truth, he has not yet determined his feelings, and he can't say that he loves him without the slightest hesitation. Moreover, even if the two of them are together, what he thinks about the most may be the relationship between his lover, and he has no intention of coming out to his family at all.

"......" Lu Ziqian was stunned, looking at Fu Rongxi's eyes with extra sadness, the disappointment and heartache were well hidden, and he didn't want that person to find out.

For a moment, Lu Ziqian seemed to have eased himself a lot, raised his lips with a smile, played with Fu Rongxi's fingers with his hands with his strong knuckles, and said seemingly casually: "I know, don't you fall in love with me yet, take your time, don't worry!" ”

Fu Rongxi felt even more heavy in his heart when he heard this, and he became a little irritable after thinking too much, looking at Lu Ziqian's eyes full of tenderness and generosity, and some viciously wanted to break his beautiful thoughts.

He wanted to tell him that the biggest possibility between them was to get along as lovers, and he wouldn't do such a thing as taking him with his parents. He is going to get married and have children in the future, and even if he doesn't get married, he will have his own children, so the surrounding of many women around him can't be broken, and the old man in the family definitely doesn't agree with him taking a man back.

These words are cruel to say, and it makes people feel that they are also his unkindness, but this is what he himself has to face. As for guarding a man for a lifetime, he never thought about it, nor did he make up his mind.

These words may be said as soon as possible, so that Lu Ziqian can fully understand, and maybe he will also understand that giving up on him will not make him completely sad and disappointed one day when the facts are in front of him.

"I'm sorry, I can't do what you said!" After thinking about it, Fu Rongxi still spoke ruthlessly, and at the same time withdrew Lu Ziqian's clenched palm, and the whole person immediately became indifferent.

"What?" Lu Ziqian was confused, and looked at Fu Rongxi in confusion, "You can't do anything, do you think you won't fall in love with me?" ”

Lu Ziqian trembled a little when he said this, and his constricted and bent fingers showed his anger, but sadness and bitterness outweighed everything, making him powerless to express his anger.

"Are you saying now that you'll never be able to fall in love with me? Fu Rongxi, answer me! Lu Ziqian stubbornly wanted to know the answer, obviously he just said that he hadn't fallen in love with him yet, why did he say that it was impossible to fall in love with him at this time, so that he would have to shatter even a little hope?

"I'm not talking about this, I'm not sure if I'm going to fall in love with you!" Fu Rongxi said coldly, it seemed that he was also very troubled, Lu Ziqian heard him answer like this, and his expression immediately relaxed.

"That's good, no matter when you can fall in love with me, I'll wait, and I didn't force you, what are you talking about!" Lu Ziqian smiled reluctantly, and leaned his sitting body closer to Fu Rongxi.

"Lu Ziqian, you didn't understand what I said!" Fu Rongxi said in a deep voice, his words were like the moonlight that had just dreamed, and now it suddenly became cold, "I may fall in love with you, but I won't take you to meet your parents, maybe I will be with you for the rest of my life, but I can't guarantee that you are the only one around." ”

"What do you mean?" Lu Ziqian got up suddenly, looked at Fu Rongxi with wide eyes and burning eyes, and when he touched the man's indifferent eyes, he bit his lip in some pain, and his teeth imprinted blue and white teeth on the lip flap.

"I mean, there's no way I can give you a promise that I will only love you in this life, or that I will only be with you!" Fu Rongxi also felt that his words hurt Lu Ziqian a lot, but he had to say it ruthlessly.

Because, this may be what they will face in the future, and it is impossible for him to be carried away by momentary emotions and give up to attract many things. This is also another responsibility for Lu Ziqian, he can't selfishly ask for his life without any guarantees.