Chapter 192: Starting from Scratch

That summer, the sun lingered for a long time, and people suffered a lot.

In those days, trivial matters overlapped, and Shi Yanyu's iron-like body collapsed violently.

During that time, because of the collapse of his son, Shi Ba had to regain his identity as a family.

The only thing that gave them some comfort was the birth of Xiao Lin, this is the child of the Shi family, flowing with the blood of the Shi family, unfortunately the little snack had some accidents, and he didn't take a good look at the world and broke his breath.

Originally, the birth of the child was delightful, but in that case, only his grandfather was by his side.

Shi Yanyu was selectively unconscious, Lin Hao was knocked off his legs and did not wake up for a long time, and Lin Biao was also lying in the ICU.

A family of five, three of them are in the hospital, and Shi Ba, an elder, can only bury his pain in his heart, except for business, his daily itinerary is to go to the hospital to try to wake up his son on the hospital bed with sound.

The doctor said that Shi Yanyu's body was fine, it may be that the scene of Lin Hao being hit has lingered in his mind for a long time, his body and bones are already weak, and he instinctively chooses to escape under the strong stimulation, whether he can wake up depends on his meaning.

The years are going on, and in a blink of an eye, it has been three months since Xiao Shilin, from being held in his arms at the beginning, to being a toddler now, Shi Ba is distressed to see, these processes are precious, but his father has not been able to see this process with his own eyes.

Put Xiao Shilin on Shi Yanyu's hospital bed, let him climb on his father, climb from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, Xiao Shilin spent ten minutes, fell off Shi Yanyu from time to time, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at his grandfather pitifully, he stared at Shi Ba with pitiful eyes without crying or making trouble, until Shi Ba picked him up and put him on Shi Yanyu.

"Xiao Yu, Xiao Hao doesn't wake up, you don't wake up, what do you want me to do, this is your child, how pitiful he is without you by his side, look at him, how cute his thick eyebrows and big eyes are, this is your child, it is your and Lin Hao's child, are you willing to sleep all the time and put the child aside? He is too young to grow up happily under your arms. ”

After the sleeping Shi Yanyu heard your and Lin Hao's child, his eyes moved, Shi Ba called the doctor in surprise, when everyone thought he was going to wake up, he didn't see him react for a long time, Shi Ba thought he was old and dizzy, and suddenly spread out on the chair in frustration.

Xiao Shilin had never seen his grandfather like this, he was so frightened that he cried when he sat on the bed, and Shi Ba had to spend effort to coax the child before he had time to grieve.

Although Shi Ba wanted to accompany Shi Yanyu more in the hospital, Xiao Shilin couldn't stop crying, and it was time for him to drink milk, so he had to take him home.

When the night was thick and the hospital ward was silent, Shi Yanyu silently opened his eyes, and in an instant, a tear fell, looking at the half-curved moon outside the house, his heart throbbed.

Xiaohao, I'm still sorry for you after all, are you okay now? If we just left, wouldn't we have to endure grief?

Can...... What should I do with the child, he is still so young, he can't speak, he can only cry, he makes noise in my ear, it wakes me up, he should be a little devil, but he is a little devil after all, without the big devil to lead, how much he has to suffer, can you bear to watch our children suffer?

I'm all awake for the sake of the child, can you stop sleeping!

The news of Shi Yanyu's waking up was quickly notified to Shi Ba, and Shi Ba rushed with Xiao Shilin as soon as possible.

Shi Yanyu sat on the hospital bed, his eyes were blank, after Shi Ba came in, his eyes kept around the child, Shi Ba didn't have time to surprise, so he asked people to put the child in Shi Yanyu's arms.

After sleeping for too long, Shi Yanyu's entire joints were very stiff, and he became more and more careful when holding the child, for fear of falling the child.

"This is our family, Lin Hao's ...... Because of an accident...... He died. I was afraid that Shi Yanyu would ask another child, and Shi Ba would answer early.

Shi Yanyu didn't speak, but closed his eyes and was silent for a long time, and then smiled slightly and kissed the child's head, Xiao Shilin didn't understand who this was, and he didn't understand the action just now, but his nature made him like this kind of behavior, and he instinctively laughed at Shi Yanyu.

The child's pure smile made Shi Yanyu feel sad, he hugged the child tightly, and tears flowed freely.

Two of their family of four were missing.

Shi Ba didn't want to disturb Shi Yanyu sentimental, so he retreated silently, outside the house, even if he was over half a hundred years old, he couldn't help but wipe his eyes secretly, no one knew about his panic in the past three months, the crisis of the white-haired person sending the black-haired person was approaching, and he was afraid that one day he, the old man, would become the child's only relative.

Well, the son woke up, the pillars of the family got up, everything was fine, everything was fine.

Since he hugged his son, Yan Yu couldn't let go, Shi Ba had no choice, he moved the child's belongings to the hospital, and took him home at night, the hospital is a hospital after all, how can there be a good family to take care of, Shi Yanyu doesn't want to wronged the child, he let the child play in his bed during the day.

Lying down for too long, Shi Yanyu woke up on the third day before he could get out of bed, a week later before he could walk normally, and his face began to recover after half a month, after getting out of bed, he didn't go anywhere, just walked around the room with the child, teasing the child, and playing with toys on the sofa with him.

The boy is noisy, Xiao Shilin is no exception, one day he accidentally bumped into the corner of the sofa, his white and tender thighs turned red, Shi Yanyu was speechless in distress, and kept holding Xiao Shilin to coax him, and then neatly let people move out the extra things in the ward.

A month later, Shi Yanyu returned to normal, and that day he tossed around in the ward for a long time, until his demeanor was still the same, he held the child, stepped out of the ward door in a dashing manner, and went to find the child's other father.

He didn't forget how sorry Lin Hao was when he met him that day, so he didn't want to make Lin Hao feel distressed, and he forcibly endured his thoughts just to visit Lin Hao in the best state.

These days, the only thing that can soothe his anxious thoughts is Xiao Shilin, every time he sees his innocent and bright smile, his sight is completely taken away by Xiao Shilin, and he begins to reduce his longing for Lin Hao.

Lin Hao was lying in the ward, living only on potions, the whole person was too thin, and his legs, the doctor said that there was no hope of recovery.

Shi Yanyu was a little comforted by this result, all he lacked was Lin Hao, how healthy he was, how unsound he was, the children had come out, their lives had been involved, and they couldn't be separated for a lifetime.

The moment he stepped into the ward, the outline in his memories coincided with the person on the hospital bed, and at that moment, the huge sadness almost broke Shi Yanyu's pretended to be strong, but fortunately, Xiao Shilin sensed that something was wrong, and pinched his ears with his immature little hands, making him react quickly.

Shi Ba didn't abuse Lin Hao, the best doctor, the best medicine, the best escort, in exchange for the result that Lin Hao really became a sleeping beauty.

Placing Xiao Shilin on the side of the bed, Shi Yanyu bent over and affectionately stroked the familiar outline, and the cold touch conveyed from his fingertips to his heart like thunder and lightning.

"Mouse, are you okay?" For such a long time, Shi Yanyu rarely spoke, except for teasing the child, his voice was cold and emotionless, but this sentence made him completely collapse.

Xiao Shilin didn't understand who was on the bed, he just liked it very much, crawled to the pillow and stretched out his little hand to touch Lin Hao's face, and then looked at Shi Yanyu with a smile, seeing that he didn't react, he stroked Lin Hao harder.

Waking up from the pain, Shi Yanyu hugged Xiao Shilin back.

"Mouse, this is our child, you finally become a father, before we laughed and talked about your child is called a snack, we might as well call him a snack, I also think about the name, just call it Shi Zero, may he start from scratch and not have to bear the sadness between us."

"Do you think my name is sloppy, it's a bit, Shi Zero, Shi Lin, I'm lazy, just put our surnames together, this child is ours, and it is also the Shi family, everything I have in the future is his, didn't I have the ambition to fight for the child in the world before, now it's good, I can't sleep in bed, can you bear to watch the child work alone?"

"I had a high fever before the snack, and when I watched a group of strangers wandering around him to take care of him, do you know how aggrieved I was, obviously he has parents, but we can't do anything, do you think he will hate us in the future."

"Tell you, Lan Yuyuan is dead, Yang Fan is also missing, everything is over, as long as you survive this, our family can live happily together, don't be so cowardly, don't leave us."

Shi Yanyu chattered until the snacks were picked up, his body was just right, and he couldn't overwork, but he said that he wouldn't leave anything, he had to stay in the ward, and the doctor couldn't resist him, so he could only add an extra bed to the ward.

When he came, the nurse was useless, and when the nurse wiped Lin Hao's body that day, he was jealous and drove the nurse out, thinking that Lin Hao had been looked at and touched for three months, and his heart was not good.

After asking where to pay attention to taking care of Lin Hao, he took matters into his own hands, and when he rubbed Lin Hao's legs, his movement instinct stagnated, how many times did he touch these legs and flirt with Lin Hao, which made him blush, and he couldn't help but feel sad when he thought that he would not be aware from now on.

But this was only for a moment, after all, with such a big impact force, it was already very good to save his life, and he didn't dare to ask for anything.

At night, he lay beside Lin Hao, gently smoothed his hair, and imprinted a kiss on his forehead, and then shrunk back.

"Xiao Hao, the snacks are very cute, chubby, can't walk, can't speak, giggle all day long, don't move when there is something to eat, once peed on me and squeaked and laughed, quite heartless, but it's okay, you can live happily for a lifetime, do you say let him take the way I go or the way you go. I think he has beautiful hands and good looks, it's better to be a model and enter the showbiz, we will train him to be a superstar, and I will open an entertainment company to train him, what do you think. ”

Shi Yanyu said to himself, hoping that Lin Hao would suddenly reply to him, but the last silence still made him sad.