15 Not the end of the end

After the restoration ceremony of the Lonely Soviet State was held, An Yanzhe, who came as an envoy, had no need to stay, not to mention that he didn't want to stay longer, so that he would not leave for China in the future.

On the day of leaving, Gu Zheng did not appear, and only sent some ministers to see him off, including He Feng.

An Yanyue is going to return to China with the mission, and she is a little reluctant to part with her lover. However, An Yanzhe agreed that they would be together, and there would be no obstacle between the two, as long as Gu Su Guo submitted his credentials to Qinshui State, the marriage between the two could basically be determined. After all, now, whether it is for Qinshui or Gusu, it is always a good thing to be friendly.

"Why didn't the princess come today?" An Yanyue saw that there was no Gu Zhen among the people who saw him off, so she asked, she thought that Gu Zhen would see him off anyway, because of this parting, if the two of them can't untie the knot, I'm afraid there will be no chance to see each other in the future.

"The state affairs are busy, and the princess has many things that cannot be decided freely, and I hope the county lord will forgive me." He Feng said.

"I'm considerate of her, but I'm afraid that person can't understand her." An Yanyue said and looked at An Yanzhe not far away, very worried about their affairs.

"Master once said that the princess and the prince have a deep fate, and they will not be separated in the future, if there is fate, there will always be a chance to meet again." He Feng said.

An Yanzhe saw that the two couldn't bear to be separated for a long time, and they were impatient to wait, so he rode to them and said, "You two, it's almost done, you're waiting for you to go."

"I don't want to wait for you to leave by myself, I don't mind staying in Gusu for a few more days." An Yanyue said.

"Nonsense." An Yanzhe said, "Don't hurry up and get into the carriage yet." ”

Succumbing to An Yanzhe's obscenity, An Yanyue could only board the carriage aggrievedly, and did not forget to look at He Feng a few more times before leaving.

"Don't worry, I will soon take the national letter to Qinshui Country to ask for relatives." He Feng assured.

Everything was arranged, and the convoy set off. Ten miles away from the capital of Qinshui Kingdom, there is a long pavilion, which is specially set up for those who send them off. Gu Zhen was waiting in the pavilion at the moment, watching the convoy of Qinshui Kingdom getting closer and closer, and her heart was also full of mixed emotions. It turned out that she didn't say goodbye outside the capital, but came here in advance to wait.

Also, there are many people outside the capital, there are many ears and eyes, but there are inconveniences, and it is more convenient in this wilderness.

"Qing'er, you say, will he feel a little disappointed when he sees me not going to see me off outside the capital?" The lonely girl asked the girl beside her.

"I guess I will." Qing'er replied.

Gu Zhen smiled faintly and said, "I don't think so, he is such a ruthless person, maybe I didn't even notice that I didn't go to say goodbye." When the convoy arrived at the ten-mile long pavilion, from a distance, An Yanzhe saw the lonely man who was already waiting in the pavilion. So he dismounted and walked to the pavilion on foot. Lonely watched him come and got up early to greet him.

"I thought you wouldn't want to come to see me." Gu Zhen said.

"I really don't want to, but because of the identity of the envoy, I still have to inform the princess when I leave." An Yanzhe said very calmly.

Listening to An Yanzhe's words that were not itchy or painful, Gu Zhen knew that he was not going to forgive himself, and asked, "Are you still blaming me?"

"The princess has done nothing wrong, so why should I blame her." An Yanzhe said.

"I don't like to hear you call me a princess, and it's the same as before, isn't it good to call me a princess?" Gu Zhen asked, her posture very low and low.

"Do you know what I hate the most?" An Yanzhe did not answer Gu Zhen's words, but asked another question.

"What?" Lonely asked.

"I hate it when people lie to me. I asked you if you were doing anything about recovering the country, and your answer was no. At that time, they didn't trust me and couldn't tell the truth, and I could understand it. However, in the year we have been together, you have had countless opportunities to confess to me, but you still choose to hide it. From the moment you make that choice, you should have thought about the consequences of today, and you should be prepared to bear the consequences. An Yanzhe said that this may be the most brilliant thing he has said to Gu Zhen recently.

"I'm sorry, but I ......," Gu Zhen wanted to explain with tears in his eyes.

"Concealment, deception, exploitation, is this my value in your eyes?" An Yanzhe asked again.

"No, yes, I was going to do that to you at first, but then ......"

"That's exactly what you did to me later." An Yanzhe interrupted her.

"I have no choice, I want to restore the country, and the remaining troops of Gusu are not enough, so I have to use Qinshui to deal with Xiliang. But if someone else leads the troops, I'm afraid they won't easily give up the city they have worked so hard to give up to Gusu, and then the two will have a battle, and both will lose, which is not good for anyone, so I have to implicate you. Gu Zheng explained.

"You've got a lot of ways to get me involved, but you've chosen the worst one. However, you can't be blamed entirely for this, I have many opportunities to discover your true colors, only that I believe in you too much. ”

"I'm sorry, but I betrayed your trust." Gu Zheng apologized again.

"That's it, so there's no need to say more. Don't you want to restore your country? Now that the great cause of recovering the country has been accomplished, let's guard your Gusu country well, and we won't see each other again. An Yanzhe said, it can be regarded as a final parting with Gu Zhen.

When Gu Zhen heard his last words, the tears that had been accumulated in his eyes couldn't be stopped in an instant, and they flowed down in big drops.

"Don't be ...... like that," said Gu Zhen, "didn't you say that the woman you love also deceived you for some reason and approached you?" But you still love her very much in the end. Can't that be true to me? ”

An Yanzhe said coldly: "Don't compare yourself with her, her status in my heart is beyond your reach." What's more, I have many things to be sorry for her, but I have never failed you. You're not her, and now, you're not even her stand-in, so you'd better be your princess. ”

After An Yanzhe said these words, he didn't stop too long, turned around and left. Gu Zhen wanted to reach out and grab An Yanzhe's hand, but he didn't. The sleeves of his coat swept over Lone's hand, and then farther and farther away.

Looking at An Yanzhe's distant back, Gu Zhen couldn't help but hide his face and cry, and the maids around him couldn't bear to look at it.

An Yanzhe, who made a decision with Gu Zhen, was not in much better mood, although he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Gu Zhen. But this year's time together is always a little emotional. After that, they may really be out of luck.

An Yanyue saw the conversation between the two in the carriage, but she didn't know the content of their conversation, but now that she looked at it, Gu Zhen squatted on the ground and cried, thinking that the conversation was not going well.

She originally wanted to blame An Yanzhe, but when she saw An Yanzhe's cold face when she came back, she thought that he was not in a good mood, so she didn't ask more, but she was secretly worried about the two of them.

After this day, An Yanzhe and Gu Zhen really didn't see each other again. The lord of the Lonely Su State is still young, and as the eldest sister, the Lonely Nest assists the younger brother in dealing with the government affairs, in fact, the lord of the Lonely Su Country during this period is her, so she is dealing with state affairs every day, and she is also tired. Fortunately, the rebel forces of Xiliang were suppressed during this period, and Qinshui and Gusu were also friendly with An Yanyue and He Feng because of their family affairs, and there was no war on the border, which was also a blessing.

After An Yanzhe returned to China, he lived a secluded life with the abbot and no longer cared about other things.

After more than three years, we met again because of a letter of harmony. In order to consolidate the relationship with Gusu, Qin Shui courted Gusu and wanted the six princes to marry Gusu, the princess of Gusu.

Gu Zhen is willing to make peace, but the object of peace is not the sixth prince, but An Yanzhe. Anyway, the final effect is the same, and the emperor agreed. So a holy decree of marriage came to An Yanzhe.

After knowing who he was marrying, An Yanzhe's heart, which he thought would take three years to calm down, was shaken again.

"I heard that His Royal Highness the Prince is going to get married, congratulations." The abbot said to An Yanzhe with a smile on his face.

"Well, I've heard that, too." An Yanzhe said calmly on the surface.

"I heard that the bride of the prince is the princess of the country of Gusu." Then the abbot said, and sat down on the stone bench.

"Well, I've heard about that, too." An Yanzhe stood with his hands in his hands, holding the holy decree tightly with one hand.

The abbot paid special attention to his hand holding the holy decree, and knew that he still had a knot in his heart, and his heart must be very confused at the moment, so he said: "A person who wants to marry and marry only hears about his marriage and bride, and it seems that he does not like this arrangement."

"It doesn't matter if you like it or not." An Yanzhe said and sat down opposite the abbot.

"With the status of King An's mansion, if the prince doesn't like this marriage, he can refuse, so why bother here." The abbot said, not a bad idea, but because An Yanzhe would not refuse this marriage.

"The emperor has agreed to Gu Su's request, and at this time he regrets his marriage, so that his country will see the joke of Qinshui, thinking that my country is a person who has no faith in his words. In addition, Gu Zheng has an extraordinary status in the Lonely Su Country, if he refuses this marriage, let alone the palace ministers, even the people of the Lonely Su Country will probably not agree. If the two countries go to war, it is always bad. An Yanzhe made a bunch of excuses, which sounded like the head, but he couldn't hide it from the abbot's eyes.

The abbot said: "The prince has not asked about national affairs for more than three years, why did he start to care so much about the war between the two countries again?"

"Being in it, you have to care." An Yanzhe replied.

"It has not been easy for Miss Zhen in the past three years, a weak woman has ruled the whole country of the Lonely Soviet Union, and has governed the country in an orderly manner, and outsiders are distressed when they look at it. You should also let go of the resentment in your heart, even if people really lied to you at the beginning, it's been three years, it's time to get angry. The abbot said again.

"I didn't blame her for deceiving me." An Yanzhe replied.

"Since you don't complain about her, why haven't you seen people for three years?" The abbot asked.

"Because there's no reason to meet." An Yanzhe replied.

"If you really meet, let alone one reason, tens of thousands of reasons can be found. It's just because the knot in my heart hasn't been untied. The abbot said that although he was a monk who did not admire Hongchen, he understood this kind of thing thoroughly.

"What's more, if you really have no heart for her, there are thousands of ways to refuse Gu Su and his relatives' requests, but you haven't done anything, so you still have something to expect from her." The abbot said again.

"Just because the matter of peace and kinship is related to the exchanges between the two countries." An Yanzhe explained.

The abbot shook his head and said, "I don't think so."

"What not?" An Yanzhe looked at him and asked.

"It's not for those reasons, but I can't bear to refuse." The abbot said, "Between the two of you, it has been delayed for three years, don't miss it again, it's time for you to let go of that heart knot." All people have a happy ending, but don't forget about yourself. ”

After the abbot finished speaking, he didn't wait for An Yanzhe, and left in stride.

A few months later, the wedding ceremony of An Yanzhe and Gu Zhen was held in Qinshui Kingdom, with a grand scale, and the emperor personally officiated the marriage, and canonized An Yanzhe as the prince and gave another mansion. Ministers from both countries rushed to congratulate them.

The noise of the day finally passed, and the silent night was ushered in. And An Yanzhe did not return to the lonely room, but went straight to the study.

"Princess, the prince sent someone to say that he slept in the study tonight, so that the princess didn't have to wait for him." Qing'er said back and forth.

"Got it, you go down first." Gu Zheng said, the red hijab blocked her face, I don't know what kind of expression she has at this moment.

"Princess......" Qing'er was a little worried and didn't stay away.

From under the hijab came the majestic voice of the lonely man, "Go down."

Qing'er had no choice but to go down. When she was gone, she was left alone in the room. What was supposed to be a festive wedding night turned out to be so bleak.

Gu Zhen took off her hijab herself, she is extremely beautiful today, but unfortunately no one appreciates this beauty. She said to herself: "It's okay, I finally came to him, the days are still long, one day he is willing to open his heart again."

An Yanzhe did not fall asleep immediately after returning to the study, and was alone and melancholy with the moonlight. Since a long time ago, his mind has been in chaos, and he can't sort out his feelings for Gu Zhen, so he chose to escape, thinking that he has figured it out in the past three years. But when Gu Zheng appeared in front of him again, he realized that he hadn't sorted it out. thought that he could look at her differently as before, but he still couldn't do it after all.

Because I can't do it, I will agree to this marriage, but what about after I agree? In what mood and how to face the lonely man? He still didn't know. When did he become so indecisive, he himself hated himself a little bit.

"You say, what should I do?" He asked, looking at Su Li's portrait. No matter where he is, he will inevitably have a portrait of Su Li by his side, and those may be his emotional sustenance.

"I really don't know what to do, and I'm really confused about what kind of attitude to her."

"It's a really annoying situation. You probably haven't seen her yet, she really looks like you, and that's why I'm close to her. ”

"Next time, next time on the date we agreed, I will take her to the Qinghe River, don't be surprised if you see her."

"Sometimes I really think, why don't you just use her as your stand-in. But I feel that it is not good to do that, it is unfair to you and to her. ”

An Yanzhe was talking to himself, but in his own opinion, this was a conversation with Su Li, although it was always just him.

Gu Zhen walked out of the room in a red suit, the moonlight stretched her figure, and she walked in the direction of the study, it seemed that she was going to find An Yanzhe. She knew that An Yanzhe would not come to her, at least not today. So what can be done? You can't keep stalemate, An Yanyue is right, she still has to take the initiative to untie An Yanzhe's heart knot.

How should their stories develop? Now, I'm really curious.