The scene outside the window was so clear, Gao Xiaowan's palm gently pressed on the transparent glass in front of him, looking at his face reflected in the glass, he couldn't help but smile.

In the distance, there was a young man who was the same as himself, with a pale face and a thin body, walking towards him step by step in the wind and rain. Every step he takes, he will sway in the wind and rain, and the candy that has melted half at the corner of his mouth constantly reminds Gao Xiaowan of the slightly sweet taste.

If I am not mistaken, I finally committed suicide by taking medicine. Isn't sweet candy your favorite poison? Gao Xiaowan squinted her eyes and slowly looked at the person who was slowly walking towards her in the distance. The other self walked slowly, and after a while, he walked back in front of him.

Then he outside the window raised his pale and thin hand and pressed it against the glass.

Through the glass window, Gao Xiaowan seemed to feel that she could feel the cool rain.

In an instant, the palms of the hands were facing each other, and the world was turned upside down.

Opening his eyes again, Gao Xiaowan saw the familiar scene in the distance again.

A crumbling building, staggering in front of him in the wind and rain, silent, just quiet and terrifying waiting for himself in the distance.

Unconsciously, a smile had spread across the corners of Gao Xiaowan's mouth.

"Can you really beat me by repeating the scene before I died?"

Gao Xiaowan squinted, looked at the scene in the distance and smiled, and lowered her head again. Under his feet, there were patches of potholes with rainwater, and right now, he was a pair of bare feet.

Stepping forward, the cold raincoat went directly over her ankles and invaded Gao Xiaowan's nerve endings. Such a cold raincoat. It seemed to remind Gao Xiaowan of that familiar feeling again.

The familiar, the feeling that permeated the corners of his mouth. I've always been alone, and now I feel a little uncomfortable. It's ridiculous.

Gao Xiaowan thought and walked forward step by step. With each step, the stagnant water under his feet will reawaken Gao Xiaowan's sense of touch, making him feel his position again, the rain falling on his shoulders again, and the continuous cycle of reincarnation.

Finally, I don't know how long it took to do it. It seemed that it was just a moment, Gao Xiaowan raised her head again, staring at the transparent glass window in front of her. It's a pity that this time is still the same as the last time. I am on the outside of the glass, and on the other side of the glass, there is also a self.

Mechanically stretching out his hand and pressing it on the cold cellophane, Gao Xiaowan quietly looked at himself with a pale face and unable to speak in the window glass.

"Are you lonely?"

Gao Xiaowan squinted. Looking at himself inside the window glass and smiling.

No one answered, not even like a grave in the middle of the night, without the slightest sound. There was only a dead silence, even as the zombies crawled out of the rotten dirt of the grave. There was not the slightest sound.

The person inside the window didn't answer, just slowly raised his hand, facing Gao Xiaowan's palm.

In an instant, the entire world realm changed.

I am no longer where I was. Or rather. Gao Xiaowan replied to the place where he began. He subconsciously raised his head and looked around him.

Not far from himself was a glowing computer. No one should doubt Gao Xiaowan's control of computers and the Internet. He was even more familiar with the computer in front of him than he knew his limbs. These are just programs that are combined with -1 and 0. has already become Gao Xiaowan's blood.

Skillfully, or just instinctively, Gao Xiaowan pressed her hands on the keyboard and began to move with her beating heart.

Dada......

The sound of the keyboard filled the room where Gao Xiaowan was in just the blink of an eye, and every corner seemed to be condensed with Gao Xiaowan's hard work and soul. The half-melted candy in the corner of her mouth was constantly exuding a sweet taste in Gao Xiaowan's mouth. The smell makes you want to fall asleep.

Gradually, Gao Xiaowan only felt that her eyes began to droop, and a yawn came from Gao Xiaowan's lips unconsciously. He subconsciously raised his head and looked out the window.

Outside the window, there was rain.

In the rain, there are people.

People are themselves.

Gao Xiaowan squinted, stretched out his hand again, and stuck it on the cold window glass, just like a person outside the window, stretched out his hand, waiting for Gao Xiaowan inside the window to react.

The world swirled, and the world returned to darkness.

When Gao Xiaowan opened his eyes again, the familiar scene reappeared in front of his eyes.

The distance was still so familiar, familiar with the house that he could copy out at will in his mind. That familiar scene is constantly circulating in front of Gao Xiaowan's eyes, never tired.

Gao Xiaowan lowered her head slightly, looked at the puddle under her feet, and slowly lowered her body. He moved slowly, as if he was afraid that he would disturb others, but he squatted down slowly and earnestly, looking at himself in the water.

The figure reflected in the water was Gao Xiaowan's face, which was a pale and thin face. It has two extremely deep black bags under its eyes, and a thin face that is almost boneless. Looking at the eyes with two huge eye bags, looking at the reflection in the eyes, looking at the reflection in the eyes, looking at the reflection of herself, Gao Xiaowan smiled, and then lowered her head again.

Staring, staring for a long time, I don't know how long it took for Gao Xiaowan to raise her head again.

The rain in the distance was still falling, and the rain flowed down Gao Xiaowan's shoulders, in front of Gao Xiaowan, and into the puddles that gathered at Gao Xiaowan's feet.

"How many times has this been?"

Gao Xiaowan whispered to herself in the puddle, still with a smile on the corner of her mouth. Every time he would show up here, and then take a stride towards the rickety house in the distance. Every time, I walked barefoot on this muddy road, as if there was something at the end of the road that attracted my soul.

"Interesting, interesting."

Gao Xiaowan walked forward without looking back, every step he took. A contemptuous smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. This contemptuous smile seems to be the flag fluttering on Gao Xiaowan's body at this moment, telling people that he has not wanted to give up until now.

Yes, Gao Xiaowan still hasn't given up.

When he opened his eyes again, he found himself back in the crumbling room. The scene in this room really seemed to be just a dream, and I couldn't see anything except the glowing computer in front of me.

But Gao Xiaowan was unwilling, at least such a monotonous scene made him feel a little bored, even a little insulting. So Gao Xiaowan decided to find some interesting fun at this moment.

He stood up from his chair. Begin to look around at your surroundings.

Seeing is believing, but there's always something more interesting than seeing with your own eyes. That is to touch everything that appears in front of your eyes with your own hands.

Like what...... A photo right next to your computer. In the photograph is a large group of four or five-year-old children, all of them short, with timid and fearful smiles on their faces. No one dared to look up at the camera. Gao Xiaowan picked up the photo embedded in the glass frame and read it carefully until it ......

An indifferent figure appeared outside the window, stretched out his hand, and pressed it against the glass window. It was like an invisible mourning song ringing in Gao Xiaowan's ears, waiting for Gao Xiaowan's arrival.

Gao Xiaowan just smiled, disdainful of that urging. He clearly remembers that this photo was taken when he left the orphanage. As the most nostalgic photo.

was able to see this photo again in the world of reincarnation, Gao Xiaowan felt that no matter what, she had to reminisce in detail, reminisce about the scene at that time, and herself at that time. and the years he spent in his life.

The hand holding the photo was steady, and there was no trembling at all. It's just that Gao Xiaowan's eyes suddenly showed a frightened look. His pupils dilated in an instant, as if he wanted to devour the endless light in front of him. Half of the candy melted at the corner of his mouth. constantly reminded Gao Xiaowan of the situation he was facing at this moment.

"Myself, I should be dead."

An indifferent voice sounded in Gao Xiaowan's heart, and before Gao Xiaowan could react, his legs had already begun to move uncontrollably. Step by step, little by little, it moved straight towards the transparent glass in the distance.

"Stop."

Gao Xiaowan subconsciously said to herself in her heart.

The footsteps are not obedient, and they are still moving forward. It wasn't until Gao Xiaowan stood in front of the transparent glass window and looked at her pale face on the other side of the glass window. In a trance, Gao Xiaowan vaguely felt that she could detect the shallow, sarcastic smile on the face of the person in the opposite window.

The half-melted candy containing the poison at the corner of his mouth melted in Gao Xiaowan's mouth again, constantly telling Gao Xiaowan what he was facing at this time.

This scene, this scene, was unstoppably re-staged in front of Gao Xiaowan. Unstoppably, he raised his hand tremblingly.

This time, this time, Gao Xiaowan remembered very well that she raised her left hand. Zuo said that he was sticking to the cold glass window, waiting for a colder touch from the other side of the glass window.

And then...... The sky was spinning, whether Gao Xiaowan wanted it or not, his eyes sank into darkness again. Other than that, nothing appeared in front of Gao Xiaowan anymore.

Tick......

The raindrops fell on Gao Xiaowan's face again, waking the young man who had fallen into a deep sleep from his slumber and welcoming this cold world.

"It's cruel......"

Gao Xiaowan simply stood up straight this time, looked into the distance, and stopped her steps. He already had a preliminary understanding of this ever-circulating earthly realm.

This world is ...... For Gao Xiaowan, it is really familiar. All of this is like the world of computers. There are only two different numbers, -1 and 0, like yin and yang, which are intertwined with each other and then weave the whole world.

And he was constantly circulating between these two worlds, and every time he opened his eyes, he would involuntarily move towards the dilapidated house in the distance, and then reach the glass window of that house.

Inside the glass window, there was a man. That's me before I die. Committing suicide after taking poison. The smell of poison Gao Xiaowan can still remember clearly.

It's sweet, a sweet poison that you mix with your own hands.

When I reach the transparent glass window, I will irrepressibly raise my hand and stick it to the glass window, just like ......

Gao Xiaowan lowered her head and looked at her hand attached to the glass window.

That's right, as it is now, completely unconscious.

Reaching out and sticking it to the clear glass window, how it looked like a dying man. Reach out and pray for the sun that will never come?

Gao Xiaowan thought about it, and the corners of her mouth curled up contemptuously.

When he opened his eyes again, he found himself in the dilapidated room.

It's like two sides of a coin, one or the other. There are only these two possibilities. When I appeared in this dilapidated room, I was in front of me the broken computer that emitted fluorescence. The computer looked at itself equally quietly, like a dying patient.

No matter what you do in this house, no matter how you manipulate the computer in front of you, you even tie yourself to a chair with a hard rope.

When the person from afar, outside the window, comes to the window. I will not hesitate to do the same action, the same action as if I have been cursed.

Standing up, he walked unstoppably towards the only transparent glass window leading to the outside world, all the way to the window. Then, unstoppable, he raised his hand more like a demon and pressed it on top of the other palm print.

When the reincarnation happened again in front of Gao Xiaowan, when he appeared again in the world of heavy rain. Gao Xiaowan shook her body slightly. I saw that his short black hair was completely attached to his forehead, and the rain was sliding down the ends of Gao Xiaowan's forehead little by little, and Gao Xiaowan's face was even paler, and there was no trace of blood on his face.

Qi Xiaoxiao's situation should be exactly the same as himself, right?

Gao Xiaowan frowned slightly. Waiting for his body to automatically walk towards the house in the distance. In any case, this fateful action shows no signs of stopping. Constantly, constantly walking forward, constantly, constantly beating Gao Xiaowan's nerves.

People are often able to deepen their memories through repetition. But again, people don't like to repeat it from the bottom of their hearts.

No matter how painful the experience is, after repeating it dozens of times, it will gradually become numb. No matter how joyful a memory is, after being repeated dozens of times, it will become boring.

This in itself is something that humanity will never be able to overcome.

But now...... Gao Xiaowan is now ......

The veins on his forehead protruded completely, like rolling mountains. His eyes widened as he looked at the transparent glass that appeared in front of him, at the other self inside the glass window.

Such a scene, such a scene, such an experience, once again appeared in front of Gao Xiaowan like fate, with a stiff and cold scene, constantly circulating in front of Gao Xiaowan.

Gao Xiaowan wanted to fall, desperate to smash the transparent glass in front of her. But he knew that he couldn't do much now, and he couldn't do it anyway. He only felt that the strength was flowing out of his body little by little, like an hourglass that had been turned over, and many golden grains of sand were constantly flowing out of the middle, accumulating more and more, slowly spreading through Gao Xiaowan's breathing nasal cavity and over his eyes.

It's fatigue, and it's the fear that comes from the deepest part of my heart after repeated repetition. The feeling of constant repetition will make a person doubt and doubt in his heart......

"Am I still alive?"

Gao Xiaowan opened her eyes, looked at the computer screen in front of her that was constantly flashing with fluorescent, stretched out her tongue, and tasted the sweetness that was almost numb.

"If a person eats too much sugar, he will eventually get tired of it. Not to mention the situation I'm in now. Gao Xiaowan said to herself, raised her head to herself, and looked at the figure that reappeared in front of her in the distance.

"How many times has this been?"

Gao Xiaowan asked herself softly, but even the peaceful, contemptuous smile at the corner of her mouth had disappeared. When he found that Qi Xiaoxiao was asleep and couldn't wake up, Gao Xiaowan had already sensed that 'his' attack had come to his group.

This is not a simple attack, as the only way to communicate with the outside world has been completely cut off. In other words, how can a person who has fallen asleep give some reaction to the outside world?

Not to mention, how can I tell the outside world what I have discovered?

This...... It can be said that it is an unsolvable puzzle. Not to mention, although it can't be said to be completely conceited, but in Gao Xiaowan's calculations, the only people who can do all this are himself, Liu Ling, and Liu Mengchao.

Liu Mengchao can't take risks personally, once he is lost in this world, the glue of the entire team will no longer exist.

Liu Ling can't, although she doesn't seem to have anything to do with the main god called Aurora, but the two people who used to be in the same body are another bridge between the team and the main gods in addition to Liu Mengchao.

In other words......

The only person who can really stand up to the danger, go to sleep, and find the person to defeat this constant cycle of dreams is yourself.

But......

Now there is only one problem.

Gao Xiaowan sighed heavily.

He'd looped it 1,820 times, and still hadn't found any clues. He didn't break down, but it seemed like it was only a matter of time. (To be continued......)

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