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She knew that Yan Zhuolang hated her very much now, she knew that Yan Zhuolang only had Yuli in his heart, and she also knew that she should not share a bed with him, so as not to stab him in the sore spot.
However, she was really too greedy for his warmth, she only wanted to deceive herself in this way, pretending that everything was the same as before, pretending that Yan Zhuolang still remembered her, pretending that they were the happiest family of three.
She leaned on the pillow and closed her eyes, but she didn't dare to sleep, or even dare to move, because Yan Zhuolang had not slept well, and he could only sleep when he was particularly relaxed, she was afraid that this was not the environment for him to relax.
Once he woke up, it would be impossible for them to share the same bed, even if it was just a dream, let her stay in this dream for a while.
But even if she wanted to maintain this dream, the dream would wake up after all, and it didn't take long for Yan Zhuolang's mobile phone to ring.
The whining sound of the mobile phone frightened Pei Ran, Pei Ran shrank up and closed his eyes suddenly, Yan Zhuo Lang Xu was afraid that Yiran would wake up, so he quickly picked up the phone, answered it and walked out the door.
"Well, I have something to do tonight, you go to bed early, I'll go to see you tomorrow, and then I'll take you to eat the dish you said was delicious that day......"
His words were very gentle and very soothing, Pei Ran looked at him in the distance, but a huge sadness rose in his heart, the gentleness that once belonged to him now belongs to others.
Not only that, when Yan Zhuolang saw her, when he spoke to her, his attitude was even colder, as if she was just a subordinate in the family, just a surrogate mother.
She felt that it was so unfair, it was obviously her own love and her own tenderness, but now, it was taken away by another woman.
Yan Zhuolang entered the room after pacifying Yu Li, and saw Yi Ran and Pei Ran lying on the bed, his eyes staring directly at the woman curled up in the corner.
He wasn't stupid, and it was impossible not to see that she was pretending to be asleep.
I don't know why, he instinctively hates Pei Ran, and he doesn't even want to lie on the same bed with her, but he told Yiran that he will accompany her at night, and when she wakes up tomorrow, she will be able to see him when she opens up.
Is it now to go? Or do you keep them by the side all night? Yan Zhuolang stood, a little hesitant at the moment.
Pei Ran also knew that Yan Zhuolang was thinking about whether he should leave or stay now.
Pei Ran was still thinking about what Yan Zhuolang would choose, she heard the sound of him screwing the door again, Xu thought he was going to leave now, Pei Ran immediately got up from the bed and said loudly, "Zhuo Lang." ”
Yan Zhuolang just wanted to go to the living room for a while first, but he didn't expect Pei Ran to call him, so he stared at her with straight eyes, as if he wanted to ask her if he had anything else to say.
Pei Ran subconsciously lifted the quilt and said directly, "Zhuo Lang, you stay with Yiran, I'll go to sleep on the sofa in the living room outside." "Yiran has not received father's love in the past two years, Pei Ran hopes very much that Yan Zhuolang can spend more time with her, she doesn't want the father's love she just got, because she disappeared in an instant, anyway, she has suffered a lot of sadness now, and it doesn't matter if she is a little more.
Yan Zhuolang didn't say anything, and watched Pei Ran get out of bed and go to the living room.
When Pei Ran walked to Yan Zhuolang's side and was about to push the door open, she suddenly stopped twisting the doorknob, turned around, stared at Yan Zhuolang with straight eyes, and her voice was cautious and pleading, "Zhuo Lang, I beg you, can you give me a hug before I leave, even if it's a hug." ”
Pei Ran has been waiting for Yan Zhuolang for too many years, but since he came back, he has been very indifferent to her, let alone hugging, he doesn't even want to touch her, and now, she just wants a hug, even if it's fake.
She knew in her heart that she missed him like crazy, and he was hugging her countless midnight dreams, but when the real person appeared in front of him, she couldn't touch him.
Yan Zhuolang frowned, glanced at Pei Ran, and his gaze was very cold.
When Pei Ran saw his cold face, his heart seemed to have been cut open by a knife, and he couldn't even speak.
Why is it so uncomfortable, why is it torturing her like this.
Thinking like this, the grievances have increased several times, she couldn't control her body, and threw herself into his arms like crazy, hugging him tightly, using all her strength to breathe the temperature that belonged to him.
How much pain she has endured over the years, and how many grievances she has suffered alone over the years.
Yan Zhuolang could feel the woman in his arms trembling, he could feel that she needed his comfort now, and his body seemed to be out of his control to hug her tightly, and even ...... her
He shook his head, why did he have such a weird idea? It's impossible, it's just a strange woman, he can't be sorry for Yuri, Yuri is still waiting for him.
Pei Ran saw him so indifferent, tears fell down, and every time he cried, it was as if he had pulled a wound in his heart, and he cried even harder.
But when she cried, Yan Zhuolang seemed to be indifferent, staring at her very indifferently, she was simply a stranger.
Pei Ran knew that he had forgotten himself, even if he was doing anything, he would not be able to get his response and pity, since this was the case, he should choose to be strong.
Pei Ran withdrew from his arms, wiped the tears in his eyes with his hand, and said in a low voice, "Zhuo Lang, I will definitely remind you of me, I will definitely let you recover your memory, no matter what happens, we will not divorce, I will never give up on you!" ”
After finishing speaking, Pei Ran turned around firmly.
Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran's back, and he obviously felt how lost this woman was at the moment, and how sad she was.
It's just that his eyes can't pay so much attention, he can only think clearly, how to get Pei Ran to sign, and let Pei Ran decide to divorce himself, this is her relief and redemption.
Pei Ran is really sad now, even if she wants to deceive herself too much, even if she wants to tell herself that all this is fake, but the reality is still very cruel to tell her that Yan Zhuolang hates him very much now and doesn't want to be with him for a second.
He was the most important man in her life, but now he didn't even want to stay with her for a while, how hurtful it was, it was a huge joke.
Pei Ran walked to the living room in despair, lying on the sofa, the door of Yan Zhuolang and Yiran's room slammed shut, and she fell into the endless darkness and the pain of tossing and turning.
She thought that there would be no more loneliness like this, but she was really wrong, after crossing the mountains, it was not necessarily the sea, and there were more and more mountains waiting for her.
Pei Ran turned over in bed for a long time, and she really couldn't sleep, so she got up from the bed and went to get the ipad in the corner, and now her mind is full of checks, how to help Yan Zhuolang recover his memory.
She knew that only after he had fully recovered could everything be the same as before.
Pei Ran has been playing with the IPAD, she has been checking the information, she has collected a lot of useful information, and then sleepiness finally hit at dawn.
Maybe she was really tired, Pei Ran actually curled up on the sofa, she told herself, get up in a while, continue to check the information later, and be sure to find useful key information.
The sun was slowly rising, and he was about to welcome a new day, because Yan Zhuolang had been busy with too many things recently, and he was usually used to getting up early, but he didn't wake up today, but opened his eyes first.
Yiran opened her beautiful big eyes, Xu was very surprised that there was a man accompanying her, not Pei Ran, and subconsciously began to cry.
Because of her crying, Yan Zhuolang also woke up subconsciously, after he opened his eyes, he saw Yi Ran rubbing his eyes and crying, he was so frightened that he quickly hugged her into his arms and coaxed her very dotingly, and asked what was going on, Yi Ran only cried when he was sad, he didn't have reason at all, and he didn't pay attention to his father at all.
Yan Zhuolang was very helpless, he didn't like her to cry like this.
"Mommy, where is Mommy, Mommy ......"
Yiran was used to Pei Ran being by her side, because she had just woken up, there was no familiar person around her, so she naturally began to cry, she simply forgot that she wanted Yan Zhuolang to sleep with her, she just wanted to find a familiar person to coax her and hug her.
Yan Zhuolang looked at Yiran crying, and he was also very distressed, he actually felt that this picture seemed to have been seen somewhere, but he couldn't remember it all of a sudden.
After a few seconds, he suddenly remembered that his baby daughter and Pei Ran were almost carved out of the same mold, but he remembered that she cried sadly in front of him several times, and every time he almost couldn't help but rush up and tell her not to cry.
Yi Ran is crying more and more now, Yan Zhuolang is also thinking about this mess, he can only do what Yi Ran said, and find her mother first, so he pushed open the door to find Pei Ran.
HE STILL REMEMBERS THAT YESTERDAY PEI RAN SAID THAT SHE WOULD SLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM, AND WHEN HE PUSHED OPEN THE DOOR OF YIRAN'S ROOM, HE SAW PEI RAN CURLED UP ON THE SOFA, WITH ONLY A BLANKET ON HER BODY, AND HER IPAD THAT HAD SLIPPED ON THE GROUND.
Yan Zhuolang frowned, is this woman crazy? How could you fall asleep on the couch like this?
HE WALKED IN FRONT OF HER, ACCIDENTALLY STEPPED ON THE CORNER OF THE IPAD, HE SUBCONSCIOUSLY LEANED DOWN AND PICKED UP THE IPAD, ORIGINALLY WANTED TO SEE WHAT SHE WAS PLAYING, BUT HE DIDN'T EXPECT TO OPEN IT AND SEE THE CONTENT THAT HAD NOT BEEN TURNED OFF, HE FROZE IN PLACE.
The websites on the IPad are all about treating amnesia, and Pei Ran also has a lot of websites, all of which are expert websites.
It seems that Pei Ran is really trying to find a way to restore his memory and make everything change back to before, it seems that he is not just talking, she really cares about his amnesia.
Yan Zhuolang was a little shocked, and glanced at Pei Ran with a pair of eyes, her face was really tired, but it looked so painful.
Obviously, he couldn't remember anything, but she still wanted him to recover all his memories.
Thinking of her working so hard, he couldn't help but want to give her a little warmth, and his hand couldn't help but want to pinch her face, as if he had soothed her like this before.