Chapter 202: The Doctor [6]
Can he tell Ji Zheqian everything that happened at home? But even if I told. What can Ji Zheqian do?
It's nothing more than a distressed gaze. Or a comforting hug. Even if the two of them are troubled together. It still can't solve the real problem.
Yu Zi is unwilling to use a little sad thing on his body to defile the dawn in his heart. JI Zheqian. It is Yu Zi's hope. It is a bright light that represents positive energy and love. His affection for Ji Zheqian carries a masculine pride. They are equal. Yu Zi didn't want to see sympathy for himself in Ji Zheqian's eyes. He didn't want to be so pathetic.
I don't want to destroy Ji Zheqian's happiness. It is because Ji Zheqian is happy. So in the days of getting along with him. Only by yourself can you get this happiness. Since two people are sorrowful, it does not help. Yu Zi didn't plan to say a word more.
Or maybe he's buried the negative emotions in his heart too deeply. Never said. Naturally, I don't know how to bring it up.
Yu Zi closed his eyes. He fears the future. He didn't dare to think about it. I just want to hug Ji Zheqian in front of me hard. Draw warmth and motivation from Ji Zheqian's body.
The man in his arms is still stiff. Ji Zheqian waited for a long time. Yu Zi still didn't say a word. To say that it is not lost is false. Although Yu Zi's personality has improved a lot after being with him. No longer so withdrawn and indifferent. But Ji Zheqian knows. Yu Zi is full of worries. Yu Zi was very bitter in her heart. What can be said is not bitter. The unspeakable is bitter.
Fifteen or sixteen years old. The average person will be in high spirits. Chic and free. Even if Yu Zi is indifferent by nature. Nor will I be so resistant to the approach of others. Good or bad.
What made Yu Zi lock herself in the cold world. What is it that makes Yu Zi no longer open up to people easily.
Ji Zheqian was puzzled. Curious. But he couldn't hurt the boy in his arms because of his curiosity. Because. He cherishes Yu Zi so much. I can't bear to hurt him for half a point.
Ji Zheqian stroked Yu Zi's back. Gently hold him tighter. Yu Zi didn't answer. Ji Zheqian didn't ask. Although Ji Zheqian vaguely guessed that something might have happened to Yu Zi's family. Because Ji Zheqian has only seen Yu Zi's mother. but he never saw his father. But since this is a wound in Yu Zi's heart. Ji Zheqian will never tear it apart.
Silent. But it conveys wordless trust.
Yu Zi raised his head slightly. Eyes closed. Suddenly stood on tiptoe and trembled his lips and gently kissed Ji Zheqian's lips. Just four lips together. Not a little male.yuang.Just to show his heart.He's so tired.Only by Ji Zheqian's side.He can temporarily forget everything that is bad.He just wants to keep this pure happiness.
"I understand you." Ji Zheqian said softly. Three words that were spoken against Yu Zi's lips. Like the sun fills Yu Zi's heart.
Yu Zi didn't know how to say it. Ji Zheqian will never force it. Since it's an unhappy thing. There is no need to mention it again.
The relationship between the two is further advanced in silent trust. Ji Zheqian is waiting. Waiting for Yu Zi to one day willingly tell him everything. Waiting for the day to be able to understand all of Yu Zi. is also waiting for Yu Zi to really fall in love with herself. As much as he loves Yu Zi.
It's late autumn again. Early winter is coming. It's not that cold. But Yu Zi put on a thick winter coat. Ji Zheqian was a little strange at first. I thought Yu Zi was particularly afraid of the cold. Later to see him often frowned. I felt that something was wrong. Until one day when they sat side by side on a stone bench and drank milk tea. He inadvertently saw a bruise on Yu Zi's forehead. for it is covered by the broken hair on his forehead. So it's not clear from the front. You can see it faintly when you look sideways.
Wounded. He's hurt.
Even if it's a girl. You shouldn't be afraid of being cold to this extent. I'm afraid I'll find out something. Are there any injuries on the body?
Ji Zheqian's heart was torn in half. It hurts so much that blood flows. He pulled away Yu Zi's scarf. I saw that the originally white neck also had scars on it. Ji Zheqian was angry." What's going on. How did it hurt?"
Yu Zi's fragile eyelashes trembled slightly. He lowered his head and wrapped the scarf in silence. Actually, this is not uncommon. No one knew my mother when she was sick. When you go crazy, you can't control yourself and hit them with things. Yu Zi and Qianyu are often injured. They couldn't bear to lock their mother up. I am afraid that my mother will hurt me when they don't see it. So I can only endure it in silence.
Mother's illness. It's getting worse and worse.
Once upon a time Yu Zi excluded anyone from approaching. There is also a reason for this. He can't stand the questioning of others. Do you really want him to tell everyone out loud? Is your mother a mentally ill person? This is for Yu Zi. It's cruel.
"Yu Zi. You...... It doesn't hurt." Ji Zheqian brushed away the broken hair in front of Yu Zi's forehead. Carefully blow the bruise. Kisses of pity were sealed.
Ji Zheqian cautiously asked Yu Zi if it hurt. Let Yu Zi's nose be sour. For a long time, no one asked him, "Do you hurt?" and he was used to enduring the pain alone. Don't show a bit. And now. There is a person. Will care if he hurts or not. Will feel sorry for him......
Yu Zi's grievances poured out like a flood. His body sitting on the stone bench slammed into Ji Zheqian's arms. The strength of a man is finally cracked. Yu Zi's body was trembling slightly. JI Zheqian. You hold me tight."
Yu Zi closed her eyes tightly. Don't think about the pedestrians who come and go by them. buried his head tightly in Ji Zheqian's chest. Listen to Ji Zheqian's heartbeat. Again and again. Very reassuring. In a moment, it seems to be an eternity. I really want to grow old like this for the rest of my life. Hugged by him and old.
Ji Zheqian hugged Yu Zi tightly. The two sat for a whole afternoon. Enjoy the gaze of pedestrians or surprised or confused or discriminatory. Ji Zheqian felt the sadness on Yu Zi's body gradually dissipate. No more asking questions about what makes him sad. Instead, he said in a slightly vinegary tone: "My Yu Zi. I hate the way they look at you. Why do you want to attract the attention of others so much. I'm so jealous......"
Yu Zi was stunned. Poof, laughed. Pushing Ji Zheqian away, he said helplessly: "I didn't expect you to be so stingy."
"Yes. I'm stingy. I want to hide you. You are mine. But you shine so brightly. Even if you're cold to anyone. But it still attracts the attention of others......" Ji Zheqian rubbed Yu Zi's cheek. Staring into his beautiful eyes, he sighed.
In front of Yu Zi. Ji Zheqian has no self-confidence. There are just too many potential rivals. He's not the best of all.
Yu Zi frowned. Inky eyes flowing." JI Zheqian. You're good too...... If you're really worried. What do you want me to do?"
Ji Zheqian took out a pair of glasses from his pocket. I put it on the bridge of Yu Zi's tall nose with my own hands. The frame of the glasses covered Yu Zi's cold eyes. Suddenly covered up a lot of elegance. looked at Yu Zi with satisfaction, and was relatively low-key. Ji Zheqian smiled brightly again. Put on glasses for me. Okay?"
Yu Zi nodded without hesitation. Ji Zheqian is so good to him. There was no reason why he should not agree to this little thing. What's more, being low-key can also reduce unnecessary troubles for yourself. But such a big pair of glasses to wear. The nose is really uncomfortable. But. As long as Ji Zheqian is at ease.
"I even changed my hairstyle. But don't dislike me when I'm ugly." Yu Zi took Ji Zheqian's hand. The two of them walked in the direction of the hair salon.
Ji Zheqian couldn't cry or laugh." I'm afraid you're too eye-catching. How could I hate you?"
An hour later. The two came out of the hair salon. Look at each other and smile. Yu Zi changed into a very low-key hairstyle. It can even be said to be a bit dirty. And with a pair of big glasses. It kind of funny to watch. However, the hairstyle and glasses did not completely hide the charm of Yu Zi. Temperament is innate. Can't change. The slender body shape is also . It's just that it's more than before. It's a lot more low-key.
"It's nice. I am the only one who sees your beauty." Ji Zheqian's eyes were filled with a warm smile and satisfaction. And Yu Zi, who changed himself in order to make Ji Zheqian feel at ease, couldn't help but smile slightly.
Ji Zheqian is his light. Want to keep the dawn. Although it is not easy to express in words. But Ji Zheqian was the first man to walk into Yu Zi's heart. The first special man who will never be forgotten no matter what.
Yu Zi knows that she loves this man. for the man held him in the palm of his hand. Don't put any pressure on him. Will hold him tenderly and kiss him. Just ask him "do you hurt". He was his wonderful first love.
And Ji Zheqian understood everything from Yu Zi's eyes. He loves Yu Zi. Guts. Only time will tell.