Chapter 195 Visiting Gu Feixing
Coming out of Yu Panning's room, He Mulan received a call from the hospital.
"Miss He, Mr. Gu wants to see you." The little nurse was relieved to hear He Mulan connect the phone.
In the past two days, He Mulan has been playing outside, so her mobile phone is turned off, and she will only turn on the machine for a while before going to bed at night, so the little nurse can't contact her.
"What's wrong with the flying star?" He Mulan asked.
"Mr. Gu has been asking me where you have been for the past two days, and I can't contact you, if you have time, come and see Mr. Gu." The little nurse said.
He Mulan nodded and replied, "I know, I'll pass." ”
After speaking, she hung up the phone and breathed a deep sigh of relief, planning to go to the hospital to see Gu Feixing.
He Mulan originally wanted to call Feng Anyan and ask him to come out for a good talk, but he was afraid that Feng Anyan would not forgive him, so he struggled a few times, but he still gave up, and finally only put the phone in his bag and planned to go out.
"Mu Lan, where are you going?" He Zhaoyuan saw that He Mulan was going out, and asked strangely.
"I'll go to the hospital to see the flying star." He Mulan replied, and then said as if remembering something, "Brother, Lele seems to be sick, you pay attention to the movement in A-Ning's room." ”
"Sick?" He Zhaoyuan became worried, "Is it serious?" ”
"It's not too serious to listen to A-Ning's meaning, in short, you just stare at it." He Mulan said.
He Zhaoyuan nodded, and told her uneasily: "You too, be careful on the road." ”
He Mulan answered, and went out of the house, she took a taxi to the hospital, and came to this ward again, her mind kept echoing the pain of being torn apart when she heard the news that Feng Tian wanted to bring outside the ward.
He Mulan walked into the ward, Gu Feixing was still sleeping, and the little nurse greeted her in surprise when she saw her: "Miss He, are you here?" ”
"How's the Flying Star doing?" He Mulan asked.
"Mr. Gu's condition is stable, you don't have to worry." The little nurse said, and then she asked, "Miss He, where have you been in the past two days?" ”
"I went on a trip, and my phone didn't have a signal in the mountains." He Mulan said lightly.
"Miss He, your face is a little haggard." The little nurse cautiously reminded.
"Really?" He Mulan tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled, "Maybe there are too many mosquitoes in the mountains and I haven't slept, okay, has Feixing eaten?" ”
"Not yet, Mr. Gu has slept a lot in the past two days, and I want to wait for him to wake up before going to buy food." The little nurse replied.
He Mulan nodded, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, as if sensing He Mulan coming, Gu Feixing opened his eyes and turned his head to look at He Mulan: "Mulan, are you back?" ”
"You go buy food first." He Mulan said to the little nurse, the little nurse hurriedly ran out, He Mulan looked at Gu Feixing and nodded, "How about you hurry?" ”
"Much better." Gu Feixing said with a smile, "Where have you been in the past two days?" ”
"I went out for a walk." He Mulan smiled reluctantly.
"Is it because of Feng Anyan?" Gu Feixing's eyes darkened, and he said in a low voice.
He Mulan lowered his head and said, "Feixing, An Yan is a very important person to me. ”
"I know." Gu Feixing interrupted He Mulan's words with a smile, "I also know that we are no longer possible. ”
He Mulan sighed, the guilt in her heart was like a soldering iron, and her heart ached: "I'm sorry if you don't take off the star, you deserve a better person, our fate has come to an end." ”
"I know." Gu Feixing smiled brightly, as if he was not poked by He Mulan's words, but comforted her, "You don't have to say I'm sorry, I know everything." ”
Gu Feixing's words eased He Mulan's mood a little, and when the little nurse bought the food back, He Mulan fed Gu Feixing medicine, and she got up to say goodbye.
He Mulan didn't see Gu Feixing's complicated eyes when he turned to leave.
The sky gradually darkened, He Mulan returned to the He family, the He family seemed to have had dinner, only the light in the bedroom room was on, He Mulan went upstairs and knocked on Yu Panning's door.
Seeing Yu Panning open the door, He Mulan asked, "A-Ning, how is Lele's illness?" ”
"The fever has subsided, and it looks like it's fine." Yu Panning replied.
Seeing her relaxed expression, He Mulan breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, I'm next door, something to call me." ”
"Mu Lan, you better look at yourself." Yu Panning said worriedly, "Your face is so pale, it's better to hurry up and get a good rest." ”
"I see." He Mulan smiled nonchalantly, and went downstairs, she didn't want to go back to her room, that group photo and other things all reminded her of the past with Feng Anyan, she wanted to find Feng Anyan, but she was always afraid to see him.
Will he forgive himself? If he really refuses to forgive himself, can he bear it in the face of Feng Anyan's decision?
He Mulan sighed deeply and nestled into the sofa.
"Mu Lan, why are you sitting on the sofa?" He Zhaoyuan walked from behind He Mulan and asked.
As soon as he came out of the study, he saw He Mulan sitting on the sofa, as if he was not in a good mood.
"Brother." He Mulan shouted weakly, "I'm afraid I'll have nightmares when I fall asleep." ”
"What nightmare?" He Zhaoyuan sat next to He Mulan and asked.
"I always dreamed of Feng Anyan in the past two days, he left me in various ways, sometimes he fell off a cliff, sometimes he left by train, anyway, in the end, I was the only one." He Mulan said sadly.
He Zhaoyuan was silent for a while, and comforted: "Dreams are all the opposite, you still think about An Yan in your heart, go find him, my brother supports you." ”
"But......" He Mulan's expression was even more entangled, "Brother, I was absent from the engagement banquet twice in a row, or because of Feixing, I know that An Yan will definitely not forgive me, every time I think about it, I don't have the courage to go to him." ”
Looking at He Mulan's distressed appearance, He Zhaoyuan sighed, reached out and touched her head and said, "What do you think, how do you know that An Yan refuses to forgive you if you don't try?" ”
"I just don't dare." He Mulan said distressedly, "Every time I plan to go to An Yan, I can't help but think of what he might say to me, and he will definitely say more cruel things to reject me." ”
After speaking, He Mulan buried his head in his arm, as if he was about to cry.
He Zhaoyuan looked at his sister helplessly and distressedly, He Mulan at this time was like being trapped in a swamp, no matter how she walked, it was a quagmire that was difficult to land, she was confused and helpless in the swamp, but she couldn't rush in and pull her.
"Okay Mu Lan, go to sleep." He Zhaoyuan sighed, and could only persuade, "Don't worry, you and An Yan have experienced a lot, how can it end like this." ”
He Mulan raised his head and whispered: "Then I'll go back to sleep, brother, you go to bed early." ”
"I know." Looking at He Mulan's back to the room, He Zhaoyuan knew that she didn't want to worry about going to sleep, his brows were deep, racking his brains to think of ways to help He Mulan.