Today is a cloudy day, and the few trees downstairs of the hotel are also exceptionally quiet. Mu Hanxia walked to the parking lot with Lin Mochen, and saw a familiar black Cayenne from a distance. Even the license plate number has not changed.

She was slightly stunned.

"Don't recognize?" He said.

"Nope." She replied, "Just get it back." ”

Lin Mochen didn't speak. The two of them got into the car as they had done before.

All the way, he drove in silence. Mu Hanxia's gaze occasionally stopped on his face without leaving a trace. Xu didn't sleep all night, his eyes looked a little sunken, and his face seemed to be blue.

"Actually...... We don't have to go out specifically, we can talk in a hotel room. She said slowly. But after saying that, there was silence again. Is it really possible there? In the room where they spend their days grinding?

"Not there." Lin Mochen looked ahead.

Mu Hanxia raised his head and looked at the slowly flowing layers of clouds in the sky.

It's spring, but it's still a little cold. The trees and grass were already green, but on such a cloudy day, the countryside was still a desolate and bleak scene. Lin Mochen drove for two hours and took her to a large area of green fields. A yellow, narrow dirt road leads into the depths of the green field. In the cold summer, the green grass and plants on both sides are more than one person high, there are patches of water in the land, and there are small rivers meandering through some places. There was a sign on the side of the road with a name: "Shenjiang Wetland".

"Where are we going?" She asked.

"I heard that there is a new hotel here, right in the middle of the wetland. Great view. He said.

Mu Hanxia then quieted down again.

Soon, I saw the hotel. It is an elegant and secluded cottage nestled in the depths of the reeds and lakes. It feels like a paradise, it's beautiful.

Lin Mochen went to the front desk to check in, and Mu Hanxia stood in the lobby and waited. She looked at the scenery outside for a moment, then turned to look at his back and thought: Will the two of them still live here tonight? No, he's the only one. Thinking of this, her nose suddenly became a little sour, and she immediately suppressed it.

The waiter at the front desk smiled and said, "Sir, the restaurant has started to serve lunch, which are all very local dishes, and the fish are also wild from the lake." You can't eat outside. You can give it a try. ”

Lin Mochen glanced at Mu Hanxia not far away and replied, "Okay." ”

It's already noon, and the two haven't eaten anything since last night. Lin Mochen walked back to her side: "Let's go eat first." With that, he walked straight to the restaurant next to him. Mu Hanxia had to follow.

It's not the tourist season yet, it's a weekday, and there are only two or three tables of customers in the huge restaurant. After Lin Mochen sat down, he picked up the menu and ordered it all the way.

Mu Hanxia said: "Enough, I can't finish eating." The waiter next to him also smiled and said, "Sir, you two can't finish so many dishes." ”

Lin Mochen closed the menu, handed it to the waiter, and said, "Just order it, let's serve." ”

The waiter had no choice but to retreat. Mu Hanxia looked out the window and didn't make a sound.

After a while, a table full of dishes was served. He picked up the chopsticks and tasted them one by one with a very calm face. Mu Hanxia was also eating absentmindedly, but suddenly remembered that when she first arrived in Beijing last year, he took her to a high-end restaurant for the first time. In the same way, I ordered a table full of dishes. At that time, she also persuaded him, saying that he couldn't finish eating. He smiled lightly and said, "I don't like waste either, you can't finish your packing." ”

At that time, he saw that she was poor and timid when she first arrived in the big city, so he was moved by compassion, ordered so many dishes for her to eat, and asked her to pack them?

……

Mu Hanxia added chopsticks and put the most famous fish meat in his mouth, but suddenly he couldn't eat any taste, he just felt that it was swallowed with a sour taste in his throat.

Count them one bite at a time.

Lin Mochen also ate very little, and after only tasting one bite of almost every dish, he put down his chopsticks. The rice didn't move either. When she also put down the chopsticks, he smiled very faintly and said, "Go out for a walk." ”

Mu Hanxia only felt that he couldn't see through what he was thinking now, and let out a soft "um".

Outside the hotel, there is a long corridor that leads to the water and extends far away. The corridor is about two meters wide, paved with wooden planks, and flanked by clumps of reeds and lotus leaves. I didn't see anyone else in the corridor today except for them. In the afternoon, the sky was only slightly brighter, and between the sky and the water, it was still gray.

After walking for a while, he remained silent. Mu Hanxia found a topic to speak: "Here, why is it called Shenjiang Wetland?" ”

Lin Mochen replied: "It is said that the land sank, and the river also sank, and finally became a wetland. ”

Mu Hanxia was stunned when he heard this, raised his head, and looked at the green forest in the large area of water in the distance, and he couldn't see the edge, it turned out to be a vicissitudes of life.

"Why are you leaving?" He asked.

Mu Hanxia was silent for a while.

In the gray sky, he looked at her and suddenly smiled: "It's still the same time, you can't get over it, right?" Why are you still with me these days? Mu Hanxia, what is this? ”

Mu Hanxia's tears came out, and she couldn't argue.

What was she going to say?

Say I just want to be with you and spend a little more time.

Say that I also long, almost succumb to our possible old age.

Or rather, I'm really selfish. I can't let go, but I can't resist you?

"I'm sorry." She whispered.

He smiled again: "Unexpectedly, I also have a day when I am toyed with by women." So I'm sorry for you once, and you also owe me once, so let's even if we tie it? ”

His tone was cloudy and uncertain, and Mu Hanxia didn't dare to answer for a while.

In the lotus leaves at the feet, there are frogs "croaking". There is also the sound of the wind blowing the reeds. The two of them stood quietly in the corner of the covered bridge in this silent and squirming sound.

After a while, he spoke, "Where are you going?" Scold...... Even if they are divided, they are friends. How can I help? ”

Mu Hanxia: "No, you don't need it. ”

"What are you hiding from me?" He asked.

Mu Hanxia was shocked. After being silent for a while, he replied: "Lao Fang introduced...... I applied to NYU. The notice, it's already down. ”

Lin Mochen's side face couldn't see any expression.

"What about visas?" He smiled again.

Mu Hanxia replied slowly: "It's done." ”

He nodded, "Okay." ”

Mu Hanxia stared at the calm dark green water, but heard his cold voice, which sounded in his ears again: "So at least three months ago, you started preparing to go abroad?" ”

Mu Hanxia immediately said, "No, it's not what you think. At first, I wasn't sure, so I didn't tell you. Afterward...... Something happened to Fengchen, what do I say? ”

"And what about these days? We lie together every night, how hard do you speak? Don't show your mouth at all? He said.

Mu Hanxia bit her lower lip.

He said it so lightly, how was she going to speak? Say that you are between leaving or staying, tossing and turning?

Anyway, how else is she going?

"It's my own future, and I want to make my own decisions." She finally said slowly.

Lin Mochen's face finally became extremely cold: "Okay." It's good that you think about it. ”

For a moment, there seemed to be nothing more to say between the two.

Lin Mochen calmly stepped forward, and Mu Hanxia slowly followed. After another quiet and uninhabited scene, he spoke: "When will you go?" ”

Mu Hanxia was silent for a moment and replied, "I plan to leave Lin City the day after tomorrow." ”

"Then I won't send it." He said lightly.

"Hmm." Mu Hanxia's tears seeped out again, and they slowly pressed back.

Lin Mochen turned his head to look at her at this moment. The vast water and sky became the background behind him. His eyes were incomparably deep and silent.

"Mu Hanxia, has anyone ever said that you are actually a very ruthless woman."

Mu Hanxia chuckled with tears in her eyes: "No, you were the first to say that." ”

He also smiled and pointed to his chest: "Yes, it's only me here, if you want to insert a knife, you can insert a knife." ”

Mu Hanxia's tears fell suddenly, and his calm words made her instantly feel that her emotions were about to get out of control. Very quietly, she reached out and touched her face, wiped away her tears, and said, "I see that we are almost done, and there is nothing more to say." Let's go, Lin Mochen, goodbye. "The last note is almost transposed. She turned and walked quickly. As soon as he took a few steps, his footsteps were already approaching, and he grabbed her.

Mu Hanxia knew very well that if he continued to be entangled like this, it would only be more painful. She must not allow herself to soften her heart and leave it alone. So she was ruthless and pushed him hard. Lin Mochen looked at her ruthless and stubborn face, and only felt an unprecedented grief in his heart. His fingers were almost digging into her flesh.

But as soon as Mu Hanxia looked up, he saw his face. Gray daylight, floating clouds, endless water and grass, only his face, incomparably handsome, incomparably handsome. Those eyes, those deep eyes that she had admired thousands of times, had a very faint and dark layer of water in their eyes.

Her emotions collapsed silently in an instant, and her whole body was like a wood carving, standing in place. But what flashed in his eyes was a look that was even more ruthless than hers. He hugged her and suddenly jumped into the water next to him.

Mu Hanxia was stunned, and took a big gulp of fishy water from his mouth and nose. The sky was not clear, and she was buried in the water, only the swaying light of the water, and her eyes were full of clumps of plant roots. She was entangled in it, and there was no way to escape. The pain of drowning, which she had never experienced before, instantly drowned her.

Thrilling and struggling, his arm reached out of nowhere and grabbed her waist. Mu Hanxia hated and feared, she was hugged very tightly by him, she instinctively wanted to push him away, but she had to hug him tightly. He ignored her struggles and pain, and kissed her fiercely in the water. Mu Hanxia was extremely uncomfortable, the lake, the aquatic plants, and his strength seemed to lead to her chest. She cried silently in the water, choking and choking all the time. Until he finally reluctantly helped her head out of the water. She pushed him away desperately, grabbed the edge of the bridge with both hands, and climbed up with all her might. Lin Mochen stretched out his hand to support her body and sent her up.

Mu Hanxia was soaked and sat down on the corridor. He lowered his head, couldn't see his face clearly, and climbed up with his hands on the covered bridge. The clothes on his body are no longer the same. Mu Hanxia couldn't look at him more, so she got up and walked the way she was going.

"Lin Mochen, let's never meet again. I'll never see you again, we're finished, we're finished! We don't have a future anymore, no more! Don't look for me again, never look for me! ”

She dropped these words, as if she was being chased by a ghost, and ran away desperately. The spring wind was still so cold, blowing her whole body as if she was in an ice cellar, and every bone was aching. She burst into tears, but she seemed to be finally relieved, and she had finally lost the secret hope in her heart.

She kept running and running, and finally there was no footsteps behind her to keep up.

He didn't follow up again.

She ran all the way to the door of the hotel, when there happened to be an empty taxi and a guest got out of the car. She opened the door and sat inside, the taxi driver looking at her pale face and water in amazement. But her voice was extremely calm: "Master...... Let's go. ”

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Lin Mochen was in place, I don't know how long he stood there.

Then he ran out of the water and grass. Run to the parking lot, start the car, and rush on the road when you are going back and forth. However, all the way to the loess extended, the green fields are boundless, he has been driving in this Shenjiang wetland for a long, long time, but where is there still a figure of wood in the cold summer.

Eventually, he snapped the steering wheel, and Cayenne finally drove headlong into the swamp and froze.

He didn't get out of the car, and he didn't start the car. There was no one around, and there was silence.

After a long time, twilight covered the field like a veil.

A ring, thrown out of the car window, sank into the water.