"Then you ......"

"Last time, Niangniang asked Huaien in private once, whether Huaien had another intention in his heart, Huaien didn't dare to say yes, this is a big crime of killing the head. Today, Wynne dares to admit it because Wynne is innocent, and Wynne and him are only a one-sided relationship.

When Huai'en was young, he was displaced, suffered a lot, and almost lost his life a few times, and died nine times for life. Once, Wynne encountered a robber, and the mother didn't know that the girl had encountered a robber, and no one had ever survived, and they all died miserably.

At that time, I thought that I would never be able to escape this catastrophe again, and I had already begun to accept my fate, and I thought, it is better to die than to be tortured endlessly like this. Perhaps, when I open my eyes again, I will already be a freshman.

I was full of curses in my heart for this world, and at that time I had already lost all my thoughts, I had given up struggling, I had given up self-defense, and I was only half an inch away from the cold tip of the sword in the hands of the bandits, and I could already clearly feel the cold murderous aura on the blade.

It was at that time that he appeared in front of me, like an immortal who stepped on auspicious clouds from the sky to redeem me, his clothes fluttering, and he was so perfect that he couldn't say anything. He added a strong touch to my life that had been ruined, and made my eyes instantly radiant and joyful.

I have never seen a man of such magnanimity, spotless, clean and transparent, like a flawless white jade, at a glance, the heart is warm, and the warmth radiates from the heart.

I stood there stunned, dumbfounded, without any reaction, as if admiring a perfect picture, watching him kill.

He was also very good-looking when he killed, obviously full of righteousness, but it seemed to be dancing, and the blood splashed a foot away from him, not stained. The flute in his hand even whirled rapidly, and the wind blew, making a very cheerful music.

His hands are very beautiful, thin and long, like jade carvings, not touching the fireworks at all, his fingertips jumping on the transverse flute, and the music is cheerful, and to this day, with that image, it is deeply imprinted in my heart and mind.

At that moment, I already liked him, even said obsessed. I decided that from now on, it would be his.

Then the robbers fled in terror, leaving only blood, me and him.

My clothes were disheveled and very embarrassed, so he didn't look at me, turned around and left.

I staggered after him, persevering, for a day and a night.

He finally got impatient, stopped, frowned and spoke to me: 'What are you doing with me?' ’

I said categorically: 'From now on, I will be Childe's man, either take me away or let me die.' ’

He looked at me coldly, with a look of disdain and disdain, and he said, 'Follow me, you are not worthy!' Die, you have no right! ’

Then, my body was frozen by him, and I could not move at all, and I could only watch him go farther and farther away, disappearing from my sight.

Later, I was looking for him all the time, but unfortunately, no one knew who he was. A man like him, who is as pure as a mountain, is unknown in the world.

There was no way, forced to make a living, I entered the palace. I think it must be the wrong time for me to meet him, I was too young and embarrassed at that time, and when I grow up and become beautiful enough to be worthy of him, I must go to him and serve him for the rest of my life. ”

Wynne recalled the past, her face was full of energy, like a flower suddenly blooming, the breeze was blowing, and her world was full of birds and flowers.

"Later ......"

Her face darkened, she smiled bitterly, and the branches and leaves fell.

"Later, the Queen Mother took a fancy to me, raised my position, and asked me to accompany the king. In the eyes of others, what a lucky thing it is, one step to the sky, glory and wealth. But for Wynne, it was a fall from the clouds, and all the illusions of hope were shattered at that moment.

The emperor's order cannot be violated, and I don't have the courage to commit suicide for him, because even if I die, as light as a feather, he will not know that there is such a woman in the world who loves him deeply. So, after all, I became one of the people in this Forbidden City.

The emperor is a rare outstanding man in the world, but in Huai'en's heart, he is far less preconceived than the immortal who saved me from fire and water. I was obsessed with him and could never forget him for a moment. Therefore, I don't like the emperor, and I never compete for favor like other concubines, and even try to escape the emperor's favor.

Originally, I had no hope for him at all, and I felt that in this life, I could only die in this boxy Forbidden City, and it was impossible to marry him again. He must have been even more disgusted with contempt.

Niangniang entered the palace, and after several twists and turns, the emperor favored you alone, which made Huai'en ecstatic and rekindled hope. I have been doing my best to eliminate the estrangement and misunderstanding between you and the emperor, so that you and the emperor can have a deep relationship.

That's because how much I hope that the emperor will get tired of us and expel us all from the palace, leaving only the mother herself with 3,000 fandels. Then, Wynne can continue to look for him, even if it is the end of the earth, just by his side, serving him for the rest of his life.

Therefore, Huai En must not have an heir to the emperor, so that according to the ancestral law, I will no longer be free. I have secretly inquired and read a lot of classics, and at first I secretly buried musk in my navel.

Until the mother became pregnant, they said that the smell of musk smelled too much, which was not good for the fetus, so they just discarded it, and the emperor would not spoil me.

But it has been inconvenient for you to sleep, and the Queen Mother is secretly asking us to walk around the emperor more. I took advantage of my menstrual irregularity to ask the doctors for ox knee san, and buried it for three days a month, so that I could be prepared. Unexpectedly, it was discovered by the mother. ”

Yuehua has been listening quietly, listening to Huai En's eloquent recounting of the past, and can't help but sigh: "Why are you so stupid? The previous thing, that is, a dream, can never be continued, how can you not plan for your future, and still do such stupid things. ”

Huai En smiled bitterly: "I am different from Niangniang, maybe Niangniang can be at peace with what happens and like the emperor." But Wynne has always had nothing in his life, never had anything completely his own, only this secret and unwavering faith, if I lose him again, I will really be left with nothing but the walking dead.

This secret has always been buried deep in my heart, to be honest, it is very hard to hide, I always feel like I have obtained a priceless treasure, and I can't help but want to show it off. Many times I can't help but want to share it with my mother. It's just that the situation makes me dare not act recklessly. ”

Yuehua doesn't know how to comfort her, because life belongs to everyone, no matter how powerful you are, as a queen, you can control the life and death of others and change the fate of others, but you can't deprive others of their beliefs.

"Do you have any hopes for him? Where can I find a vast sea of people? ”

Huai'en's eyes instantly brightened, especially bright, and he smiled playfully at Yuehua: "Why not?" The emperor is a person of great affection, he favors his mother, and when he looks at us as an eyesore, maybe he will wave his hand and drive Huaien out of the palace? Wynne would have to find him even if he had spent his entire life. ”

Yuehua was silent for a while, and suddenly began to admire Wynne's courage and perseverance. There are many love stories in the world that are unswerving until death, but there are very few who are as obsessed with a person as she is, like a moth to a fire.

Wynne kowtowed again: "I know that this is a sin, the sin is unforgivable, and I beg the mother to surrender." ”

As far as the royal family is concerned, Wynne is indeed guilty, but she has always adhered to her duty and has not done anything beyond the bounds, so what is the crime?

Yuehua helped her up from the ground: "Silly girl, it's really infuriating and painful, how can I bear to blame you?" ”

Huai En grabbed the corner of her sleeve and begged slightly: "Niangniang, then can you keep it a secret for Huai En, don't leak this matter, otherwise, Huai En will lose his life, and the Queen Mother will definitely not be as generous as you." ”

Yuehua raised her hand, couldn't help touching Huai'en's sideburns, and nodded: "Okay, it's all up to you." ”

Wynn instantly jumped up again, pressed his face against Yuehua's arm, and said with a smile: "How lucky is Wynn? ”

Later, Yuehua hid this matter and didn't say anything.

Tan Ruo was smart and didn't talk much, and didn't ask Yuehua for a few words.

In a blink of an eye, it was already the end of the month.

After a heavy snowfall, the weather suddenly became cold.

Most of the time, Yuehua nested in the Qingqiu Palace, snuggling up to a charcoal basin, making small clothes for unborn children.

The Queen Mother ordered someone to send her a brocade, which was the plain color of spring yellow, with cloud patterns looming.

This brocade material is extremely soft, light and as thin as a cicada's wings, and it feels as smooth as an egg white to the touch.

Yuehua cut a bedcoat for Mo Guhan, and used scraps to make a belly pocket lining for the child.

Two days ago, when chatting with the grandmothers in the palace, the grandmother said that the child was born in May and June, and the poisonous insects infested, according to the custom, children under the age of one should wear five poisonous belly pockets, embroidered with spiders, toads, snakes, scorpions, geckos and other five poisons, which can bless the child from poisonous insects.

The five poisonous belly pockets should have been embroidered by the child's grandmother or grandmother, Yuehua's mother died early, and she thought that the child's grandmother, that is, the queen mother, should not have this mind, so she started to prepare in advance.

She stretched a piece of plain red rhombus on the embroidery frame, but in two days of spare time, she embroidered the five poisons, vividly. She bit off the embroidery thread, used the scissors, and cut the shape of the belly pocket with the red water and the yellow satin, ready to sew it and then embroider the lace tassel.

Think of how cute it would be to have a pink-carved meat doll, and then put on a big red belly pocket, showing jade lotus-like wrists and small meat legs.

There was footsteps outside the door, and the eunuch raised his voice and sang: "The Queen Mother has arrived." ”

The Queen Mother is here?!

The Queen Mother personally drove to the Qingqiu Palace, which was the first time since Yuehua entered the palace.

Nothing to do is not to go to the Three Treasures Hall.