51 The woman who hinders the future
At night, carrying a cool breeze, blowing all over the streets, large and small; valleys full of wildflowers; grassy floating fields; It also blew into the station, which had fallen silent.
At nightfall, the station is lit up, and the dim light illuminates this place that boils and is full of joy during the day. When you compare them, you will feel that the day and night here are completely different. It was so exciting during the day, and when the night came, it was silent, and under the dim light, it gave people a sense of drowsiness and confusion. Probably because there are few people walking, it looks more empty. This is probably the feeling of tranquility after prosperity. How so? Maybe it's because the contrast is a bit big, I have experienced the excitement, and then when I experience the cold, I always feel a little uncomfortable, and I always feel a little lonely. But if you haven't experienced prosperity, it doesn't matter if you're lonely.
Of course, this may just be some people's thoughts, and they can't be generalized, or maybe it's because these people have some worries in their hearts that they can't let go, so they feel that there is a big gap. But those who don't have any troubles don't feel lonely.
For example, Ye Siyin, she will not experience loneliness.
"I'm so happy today, I haven't felt this excitement for a long time, it's a bit like having a sports day when I was a student, and I'm still excited." Ye Siyin said happily, the lively smile on her face is the best proof.
"You didn't play, how can you be more excited than me." Jiang Tong looked at Ye Siyin dotingly, and handed the water in his hand to the table in front of her, they were now in the restaurant, sitting face to face.
"It's because you're on the field that I'm excited, and to be honest, I feel like you're more handsome than those professional athletes when you're on the court." Ye Siyin looked at Jiang Tong with admiration and said.
Even though Ye Siyin often praised Jiang Tong like this, when he heard her straightforward statement, Jiang Tong couldn't help but be moved, and then said modestly: "Although I may be suspected of narcissism when I say this, what you said is still right."
Ye Siyin laughed happily and said, "It's quite narcissistic." It seems that you have really stayed with Yu Fei for too long, and you have even learned narcissism. ”
"yes, I think he's quite narcissistic, too." Jiang Tong agreed with Ye Siyin's words.
As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Fei appeared in the restaurant and said, "Elsie, do you two just have nothing to talk about?" Talk about me as long as they're together. ”
"Whoever always talks about you anymore, less narcissistic." Ye Siyin retorted.
"Stinky girl, I didn't bring you here if I knew I wouldn't have brought you, I shouldn't have stopped you when he wanted to kick you out, it's really ungrateful." Yu Fei looked at Ye Siyin and raised his fist pretending to be and said, "Alas~ Recently, there has always been a feeling of being Mr. Dongguo. ”
"How so? The great kindness of the child, the little woman is unforgettable, and there is nothing to repay, so how about letting the little girl's good sister promise each other. Ye Siyin said with a well-behaved look.
Yu Fei smiled, the unevenness just now disappeared in an instant, and said: "It's about the same, then Ben Gongzi will go to meet your little sister, where is she now?"
"I just saw that Reporter Su seems to be outside, you go look for it, you should be able to see it." Jiang Tong said.
Under the cover of night, Su Li was completely covered by darkness, she found a secluded and not bright place, standing alone, her eyes looking ahead, but she didn't seem to look at the scenery in front of her, she fell into contemplation, completely intoxicated with her own world.
Ye Siyin is a person who can't experience loneliness, Su Li is the kind of person who feels empty and lonely after prosperity, she chose such a place to be born alone because of this kind of feeling. However, this is also understandable, after all, Su Li's experience is deeper than Ye Siyin's, so her personality always contains a deep worry. But she couldn't say what this worry was about, so the sadness and loneliness were always inexplicable, and they always swept in after the night came, enveloping her whole being.
Is the self real during the day or the self in the night? Maybe it's both, maybe it's neither, maybe it's in the daytime, maybe it's in the night. But for Su Li, it seems that she is more real in the night, she can see her wounds clearly in the dark night, and she can savor the sadness of the past.
Yu Fei came out to look for Su Li, and from a distance, he saw Su Li standing alone, and there was a tree not far behind her, which originally completely covered Su Li, but fortunately, the moonlight and lights made her shadow appear on the ground, and Yu Fei looked at it from the side, and knew that it was her.
He looked at Su Li quietly for a while, not knowing what kind of feelings he had. After a long time, as if he had made up his mind, he said to himself, "Okay, let's talk about it today."
Is it to cheer himself up, he took a deep breath, and then walked towards Su Li, Su Li has never felt his presence, it should be too focused on his mood.
Su Li was thinking about her heart alone, and suddenly someone wrapped her waist from behind, such an action made her heart tremble, not because she was afraid of someone suddenly hugging her, but clearly understood who the person was and the romantic feelings that that person brought her.
"Why are you here alone?" After hugging Su Li from behind, Yu Fei asked.
"I'm thinking about things." Su Li replied.
"What do you want?" Yu Fei asked again, rubbing his face against Su Li's face.
Su Li leaned on Yu Fei and said, "About you."
"Am I doing something wrong? I also bothered the reporter of Su University to come outside late at night to think about me. Yu Fei said with a smile, a little laughing.
"No, I was wrong." Su Li said.
"What's wrong with you?" Yu Fei pretended to be Su Li's body, so that the two of them stood face to face, and they could see each other's faces clearly.
"In my eyes, you will not do anything wrong, everything you do, in my eyes, is right, all, will not be wrong." Yu Fei continued, looking at Su Li with serious eyes and said.
"Wouldn't it be better if we didn't meet? Or is it better not to see each other again after that day? Maybe...... I should have returned home that day. After so long and so much experience, I still can't change the sad ending! I'm sorry, but it seems that I'm not a woman who can help you, but a woman who is really hindering your future. ”
Su Li said, remembering the joke he had made with Yu Fei. That day, she and Yu Fei went to the embassy together, and after Yu Fei came out, he told Su Li that Senior Colonel Wu Yang was looking for her. Yu Fei asked Su Li if he knew Senior Colonel Wu Yang?
Su Li replied with a smile: "Well, I know, I know each other very well, so don't mess with me, be careful to let your official position be lost."
Yu Fei jokingly said: "I really don't see it, Reporter Su is still a woman who blocks the future of men."
Su Li said: "Not necessarily, maybe you can still make your official fortune prosperous."
Now that I think about these things, I feel as if the original joke had come true.
"Your application for job transfer" Su Li looked at Yu Fei and said, "I saw it." ”
Although Su Li's words Yu Fei had expected it before, he still hoped that Su Li didn't see it, so he held a glimmer of hope, and now that the facts have been confirmed, he is still a little overwhelmed, Yu Fei originally grabbed Su Li's hand, and slid down slowly and weakly, Su Li's hand that was originally pulled suddenly lost its pulling force, and it was empty, swinging a few times in the wind.
A few days ago, when Jiang Tong inadvertently got rid of a pile of documents on Yu Fei's desk, Yu Fei's application for job change happened to fall at Su Li's feet. When Su Li's Jiang Tong squatted down at the same time to pick up the documents scattered on the ground, he inadvertently drifted to the document and saw the word "Yu Fei" written in the name column. If there are no two words, it can be interpreted as someone else's application for job transfer, but on the contrary, Yu Fei wrote his name the day before.
When he saw that, Su was unintentionally shocked. Why did he change jobs? Why didn't you tell yourself? Similar questions poured into Su Li's mind in an instant, but she was not a reckless person, but pretended not to see it, and picked up the documents on the ground, except that she didn't pick up the transfer application close to her feet.
When Jiang Tong saw that, he quickly picked it up, and it could be inferred from Jiang Tong's movements that he knew about it. But Su Li didn't ask him, but casually joked with him, so that Jiang Tong was not sure if she had seen the document.
After that, Su Li drove out of the station according to the original plan, went to the city, stopped on the road, and called Nie Zhenfeng. Yu Fei is under Nie Zhenfeng's charge, he must know this kind of thing, so Su Li is right to choose to call Nie Zhenfeng.
"Yu has to change jobs, does my brother-in-law know?" Su Li asked on the phone.
The other end of the line was silent for a moment and said, "Yes."
"Why?" Su Li asked again, calm on the surface, and his tone was also calm.
"We don't want you to know why, don't you ask?" Nie Zhenfeng said.
"Something to do with me." Su Li made a judgment.
Nie Zhenfeng didn't speak for a long time, and Su Li said again: "I know." He doesn't know yet, so don't tell him brother-in-law. After saying that, he hung up the phone.
Su Li, who hung up the phone, was very distressed, and she could see the melancholy and uneasiness in her heart from her face. She didn't know the exact reason why Yu Fei did this, but she could vaguely guess that it was related to herself, Jiang Tong's panic, Nie Zhenfeng's silence and Yu Fei's concealment all hinted that this matter was indeed related to her.
The car stopped in place for a long, long time, sometimes with her head buried in the steering wheel, sometimes with her hands propped up on the windows, sometimes with her hands clutching her hair. All these actions are a manifestation of her distress that she can't think about the result.