Chapter 162 Who is the child?

Shen Qianqian denied it in her heart! said that he had never thought about the future with Helian Yao, how could this be possible? From the moment she fell in love with Helian Yao, all her ideas for the future were with Helian Yao:

How Shen Qianqian wished that the last person she saw before closing her eyes every night and the first person she saw when she opened her eyes every morning was Helian Yao; How she wished that on the way to and from work every day, it was Helian Yao who sat next to her; How she wished that she had three meals a day, and that person who laughed at herself for eating like a cat was Helian Yao; How she wished that each of her children was the crystallization of love with Helian Yao...... But all of this was shattered by the repeated and ruthless reality to the point that she couldn't leave even a little scum in her heart.

Shen Qianqian's life is ready to pay for her family, this is the debt she had in her previous life, and it is the retribution for her willfulness in her previous life, she has to bear it, she still has to bear it without complaint or without any resistance. God gave her this opportunity to be reborn so that she could correct her previous mistakes, instead of creating more trouble for herself and her family.

Where does Shen Qianqian have the right to dream of these little girls? Where is her reason to excuse her pursuit of happiness at the expense of her family? Her irresponsibility can only stay in the previous life, and now she has no other goals to strive for except for the Shen family and the 'prosperous world'.

In fact, Shen Qianqian's "no" is full of too many struggles and uncomfortable "haves", full of the unspeakable pain of being dumb and eating Coptis chinensis, but even when she said it, Shen Qianqian already regretted it, and in the end, she could only bite her lips tightly and tell herself not to show a little color. But when this "no" reached Helian Yao's ears, it was the weight of the weight that weighed heavily on his heart, and it was the ten thousand taels of stuffy sticks that really hit him on the head.

After repeatedly explaining all the previous misunderstandings, what reason could there be to stop Shen Qianqian from changing her mind? Helian Yao knew the answer, but he didn't dare to touch even the slightest edge of the idea. It's a terrible and impossible answer, but in the current situation, when all possibilities have been denied, is there any more plausible explanation? I'm afraid not.

Helian Yao felt that the blood in his whole body rushed to his head first, and in the blank space in his mind, an answer that made him scared, an answer that could almost stop his heart from beating completely. Then, all the blood rushed to both legs in unison. It's the instinct of all animals – when they feel threatened, when they feel scared, the blood flows to their limbs so that they can escape as quickly as possible. At this moment, Helian Yao wanted to escape, not only to escape from Shen Qianqian, but maybe even to escape from this world and this reality.

Helian Yao couldn't help but shake his head and wanted to shake off the nonsense in his mind, but his hands and feet unconsciously cooperated to slowly stop the car. At this time, their car had already driven out of the most prosperous urban area, and in this similar suburban location, it was rare for other cars to pass by. On the vast road, the air is steaming and the road is rising with a faint curling smoke, making everything real on the ground seem less real.

The two sat in the car, speechless for a moment. Shen Qianqian turned her head slightly sideways and glanced at Helian Yao's expression, she couldn't help but tremble as if she had been shocked: this was probably the first time she had seen such a look since she met Helian Yao. It was tens of millions of more frustrations than the fear and despair Helian Yao had when he was kidnapped last time.

Could it be that these two words of his own really made Helian Yao die instantly? Shen Qianqian asked herself silently. If this is the case, what is Helian Yao's "dead heart" here in Shen Qianqian? Is it the relief that the two sides finally got together and dispersed after messing around, or did it make Shen Qianqian can't help but want to do another trapping beast fight.

Shen Qianqian just wanted to speak but stopped, because she really didn't know what to say at the moment: continue to play like this so that Helian Yao can withdraw from his world from now on, or just stop here and say nothing, anyway, they are already aware of their dead hearts. Shen Qianqian was very hesitant, but she obviously felt that it was more difficult for her to say more ruthless words than not to say a word.

The car continues to stop in the middle of the road. In addition to the occasional whistling of speeding cars, there is the chirping of nearby street trees or birds passing by in the sky. These sounds can be heard clearly through the closed windows of the car in the quiet of the car.

"I didn't expect that." In the end, Helian Yao still spoke first, "You are really such a heartless woman. ”

"No, I'm not ruthless." Shen Qianqian turned her head to the car window and smiled slightly, "I'm just ruthless to you." ”

Then, the interior of the car was quiet again.

"Helian Yao, at first I didn't expect to get to this point." Shen Qianqian couldn't help but want to explain.

"Okay, okay." Helian Yao suddenly interrupted Shen Qianqian's words with a loud laugh, "In the end, your acting skills are outstanding, I am a fool who has been doing it for so long and I don't know if I cooperate with your performance." In your eyes, I, Helian Yao, am probably a joke. A joke that you completely toyed with between applause. ”

"No," Shen Qianqian blurted out in denial, but then withheld the second half of the sentence and said, "When I say ruthlessness, I mean that I have never had a love for you between a man and a woman. But, as a friend, I really care about you, and I'm grateful for all that you've helped me. ”

"Friends?" Helian Yao sneered again and said, "Why do you think that everything I have done to you, all the price I have paid and all the feelings I have poured into you are the yearning for a gentleman's friendship who is 'affectionate and polite'?" Hehe, probably your friendship is too noble, too noble, I can't understand it and can't understand it! ”

"I really didn't expect you to give your life to save me at that time." Shen Qianqian knew that she owed Helian Yao a life, and she might not be able to repay it for the rest of her life.

"And do you remember what you said at that time?" Helian Yao's hand was clenched into a fist, and he slammed it the steering wheel and made a muffled sound, "Although my consciousness slowly drifted away at that time, I clearly remember the look of you in my eyes, and I also remember every word you said: you pressed my chest with your hand to stop my blood loss, you cried hysterically but kept wiping your tears and nodding to me and saying 'you're here, you're here', and you begged me again and again with a slurred cry not to die." ”

"Say no more! I remember all of this! Of course Shen Qianqian remembered that scene, it was that day that she finally admitted that her feelings for Helian Yao in her heart were real, and she was really afraid that she would live without him from now on.

"What, then you don't want me to mention it?" Helian Yao's tone was full of sarcasm, "You at that time, or you now, which one is true and which one is acting?" If you really want to get rid of me, you should be praying in your heart at that time that I will die quickly. ”

"Helian Yao, you're enough!" Shen Qianqian turned her head and said, but she also noticed that the tears in her eyes couldn't help but accumulate on the edge of the embankment at this moment.

"Your tears are actually cheap." Helian Yao raised his hand to help Shen Qianqian wipe away her tears, "Look at you, why are you crying again?" What is the reason for this time? ”

"Do you want to know?" Shen Qianqian shrank back, avoiding Helian Yao's hand, and simply let the tears fall, "Yes, I've been acting, pretending to be moved by you, pretending to be attracted to you, pretending to fall in love with you!" I've also been living on my acting skills and tears, you know, when men see a woman who weeps for themselves, it's often when they lose their rational brain. ”

"Yes, it seems that my mother is right, my sister is right, I was really brainwashed by you!" Helian Yao said angrily when he heard this.

"Now that you know, look at your brain in the future. Don't meddle in my affairs anymore, and don't interfere in my life! Shen Qianqian then said, "Please live your life well according to your parents' expectations!" ”

Shen Qianqian threw out these words, grabbed her bag, opened the car door and got out of the car to leave. Unexpectedly, Helian Yao also hurriedly got out of the car to chase after him. At this time, there was no trace of any car on the road, so Shen Qianqian could only take out her mobile phone and plan to call a taxi to pick her up. But before she could dial her phone, she was snatched up by Helian Yao, who caught up.

"Young Master Helian, do you have anything else to say now?" Shen Qianqian reached out to retrieve the phone, but was blocked by Helian Yao with his other hand.

"Yes, I have one last thing to ask you." Helian Yao stared at Shen Qianqian with a serious face, and asked word by word, "I want you to tell me honestly, whose child is your child?" ”

"I've answered countless times, not yours." Shen Qianqian reached for the phone again, and this time Helian Yao's other hand tightly grasped Shen Qianqian's arm.

"I don't want a yes or no answer." Helian Yao said, "What I want is a name!" ”

"I'm not going to give you that name." Shen Qianqian raised her eyes to meet Helian Yao's sharp gaze, but replied fearlessly, "I have no obligation to report and reveal any information about my child's father to you. ”