Extra: Gong Dou ending 4
Miao Lian, we'll start right away, come on......"
"Your Majesty, didn't you say that it would take that time to take the medicine?"
"That's the medicine for internal use. Topical application can be ...... at any time"
"Don't Don't ......"
Feng Miaolian hurriedly stopped him, what is this for, why is he in such a hurry?
"Miao Lian, didn't you listen to Mr. Hua? It can be cured in three months...... You have to believe it......"
It's not that she doesn't believe it, but it's an extremely subtle emotion.
I haven't been cured for so many years, and I have long accepted my fate. At that time, the ancients had a short lifespan, and women could get married at the age of thirteen or fourteen, and Feng Miaolian also married Tuoba Hong at the age of sixteen. Many years have passed, and for court women, there is basically no hope for them if they have not given birth after the age of 25.
What if it's cured?
Do you want to give birth to a son right away and compete for favor?
Fighting for the crown prince?
She really didn't understand what Tuoba wanted to do now. The crown prince has long been established, what are you going to do with a son?? She sat in her chair and didn't move.
"Miao Lian, look at your hands, they are really cold. I didn't know why it was so cold before, but now I know it's sick...... Miao Lian ......"
She didn't want to listen, turned around and walked into the dormitory.
"Wonderful ......"
She collapsed on the bed and pulled the covers over herself.
"Miao Lian, what's wrong? Are you not confident? ”
She pulled down the quilt, and her voice was cold: "Your Majesty, you want me to have a son so much?" ”
He was stunned: "Miaolian, I hope you will recover." ”
Heal, heal, heal!
She was almost furious.
"Your Majesty, what if I can't get better and can't give birth to a son?"
"Wonderful ......"
"Are you going to get out again? Break into the cold palace??? Otherwise, you'll go to other women? Your Majesty, why do you need to be like this? You have a lot to have sons; If you want it again, you can also let other concubines give birth to you...... Why do you keep embarrassing me as a waste? You know there's no way I'm going to cure ......."
His face was red and white: "Miao Lian, what's wrong with you?" I just hope you're okay......"
"How about getting better? What if you give birth to a son? You have so many sons, why are you so greedy? ”
"I want to have a son with you and me...... Miao Lian, I hope it's ...... for both of us."
How nice would it be if he said such things before Gao Meiren back then?
If it was before Gao Meiren, how good would it be if he met Dr. Hua?
At this point, it was as if it had turned into a vicious sarcasm.
She suddenly became hysterical: "What if you give birth to a son?" It is better not to give birth to ...... than to let him be born to suffer."
Tuoba Hong was stunned.
What does it mean to be born to suffer?
Was the emperor's son born to suffer?
However, he quickly understood what she meant.
"Wonderful ......"
She sneered, "Your Majesty, don't say that I can't recover, even if I can give birth, I don't want to give birth to ......"
"Miao Lian!"
"If I give birth to a son, I must be the prince, can you do it?"
became a concubine herself, and the son she gave birth to was naturally inferior. What kind of eldest son, sister-in-law, can't take the turn of that poor child, and what is he born to do?
Continued inferiority?
It's not enough to be lowly and harm your own children?
Tuoba Hong was not angry.
He sat down on the side, thoughtfully, Miao Lian, was she afraid of another disappointment? Just because of disappointment, you don't even have the courage to try?
He stared at her angry, almost distorted face. At the bottom of my heart, in fact, it is slowly bright.
This is the contradiction that has always been between herself and her. irreconcilable.
Perhaps, it is between love.
Many people often say that as long as you truly love each other, nothing else matters, what status, status, money, all matter. Of course, for two people of equal condition, none of this really matters. However, if one party is a rich man and the other party is a poor man - the poor man says, I am just in love with him, and nothing else is the same, so he and I AA system, property notarization, it doesn't matter. All that matters is to fall in love!
This is the typical Ah Q spirit.
As everyone knows, if you really love each other, isn't everything shareable? Everything can be gived? Can everything be separated from each other?
At that time, when Tuoba Hong was in trouble, and even when he might be deposed from the throne, didn't she Feng Miaolian plan to follow him for the rest of her life, even if it was Chai Mi and his wife?
But what about now?
When he has a queen, a son, and a prince...... And then the love with yourself - isn't that strange???
It was a mood that gradually woke up.
Isn't Tuoba Hong's heart like a knife?
When there is love, everything is fine.
If there is no love, you must have a name, you must have a status - your own, your children's, everything.
The only difference is that other women want to be very tactful and roundabout, but Miao Lian always says it so nakedly.
He suddenly realized that she was not persecuting her—she was persecuting herself!
I want to break it off!!
Why do you always want to give up?
He was silent for a few moments.
She hatefully pulled the quilt and completely covered herself, and never wanted to say half a word again.
He went out quietly and did not disturb her again.
When Feng Miaolian heard the silence around her, she lifted the quilt, and sure enough, Tuoba Hong was gone. This time, he must be angry, his enthusiasm was extinguished by water, and no one feels bad in his heart, right?
What if you offend him this time? He went to find Empress Feng again? Or how many days will you not return to the main hall?
A palace maid came in at the door and waited quietly.
They are not deaf in such quarrels.
But who dares to say more than half a sentence?
Feng Miaolian sat up and asked Chen Jia, "Where did Your Majesty go?" ”
"The slave doesn't know."
Even the palace maids were uneasy, it was really not a way to follow such a master. She used to be so gentle and generous, and she was very kind to her up and down. This time I came back as if I was a different person. Everyone secretly thinks that they can be so kind to the palace maids, why bother to go against the emperor again and again?
Are you really tired of looking for death?
After all, Chen Jia and the others were still loyal, and said in a low voice: "Niangniang, Your Majesty is also good for you......"
Feng Miaolian couldn't confide in the palace maids, and they wouldn't understand.
Whatever!
She was getting more and more disgusted with the days that had been tossed and turned over and over again.
However, before the thoughts in her mind could be finished, the door opened silently. Because his movements were so light, she didn't notice them at all, and when she met his gaze, she was surprised to find that he himself had come in with something strange.
She forgot about the embarrassment and just looked at what was in his hand.
Moreover, there was not a trace of anger on his face, and when he saw her sitting up, he looked very happy, and said mysteriously: "Miaolian, it's just right for you to get up." Lie down......"
"What?"
"Lie down obediently, don't ask more."
How could Feng Miaolian not ask more? For she had clearly seen that the strange things had been ignited, and in a strange wooden hood, there was a faint light smoke and a strong smell of wormwood.
"Miao Lian, take off your clothes and lie down."
She was startled, what was this for?
She didn't have time to ask, he had already put down the cover, and his big hand reached over, with a little evil smile on his face, and the meaning was very clear: Since you don't take it off, I'll help you.
Where is Feng Miaolian his opponent? He was quickly taken off his pajamas.
Oh my!
It's broad daylight.
She was so frightened that she quickly reached out to cover her bra.
What is this for?
The emperor isn't a pervert either?
However, Tuobahong's hand reached out again.
She was shocked, did she want to use force?
Even when he resisted in the family temple, he also used the incense, and now he doesn't even use the incense, and he directly overlord is forced to bow ??
In a daze, he has been completely imprisoned by his big hand.
She struggled desperately, but where could she struggle? At this time, he almost completely held her in his arms, the hot breath in his mouth almost blew into her ears, and his voice was extremely gentle: "Miaolian, don't make trouble......"
Her body went limp, and she completely lost the strength to resist.
Hurriedly reached out again and pulled the quilt to wrap himself.
However, once again, he reached out and took her "fig leaf" away.
She closed her eyes tightly in shame.
Even between husband and wife, when they are suddenly used like this, they are sweating, and even their bodies can't help but tremble.
His eyes fell on her - it was not that he had never seen her body before, and he had become very familiar with everything about her in the previous years of married life.
But since the separation, when she came back, she didn't want to show her body at all, even when the two were the most intimate, she always had to extinguish the candle flame and the palace light...... He remembered that it was the first time he had seen her like this since he returned to the palace.
The beautiful body is no longer as thin as it used to be, and it is becoming fuller day by day.
She struggled slightly, his breathing was very heavy, and his voice was rustling: "Miao Lian...... Don't move...... Dr. Hua told me a home remedy when he went out......"
She has a red face and red ears, what is the home remedy so strange?
He attached himself to her ear, and it was even more intimate: "I am transferring my own heat to you...... This can only be used by couples, and it is said that the effect is better than taking medicine...... Let's try it first and see if it works......"
He gasped, patiently explaining to her.
Feng Miaolian's mind was blank - oh my God, what kind of home remedy is this!! Is it necessary to cure this strange disease?
"Between heaven and earth, the so-called yin and yang creation...... Doctor Hua said that the same is true between men and women, your yang qi is weak, your qi and blood are not smooth, and the blood supply cannot reach the top, so not only do you get sick, but you can't have children...... And the combination of men and women can increase some yang energy......"
Feng Miaolian's face was red and her ears were red.
However, she couldn't refute it at this time.
The three thousand harems are all his women, and whoever he likes is whoever he likes.
For any woman, as long as she sees the right eye, she is his woman, and there is no need to go on a blind date and greet each other's parents like ordinary people - he can accept any woman anywhere.
This is a right – and even an obligation – to him under the laws of the Empire.
A woman who is not fortunate enough to be there will complain all day long and become a resentful woman.
When Feng Miaolian noticed his rapid breathing, she suddenly realized that he seemed to be really trying to heal himself—as if he was really full of love.
She was shocked.
I don't know why I had such terrible thoughts.
Love!
Will there still be love in Tuoba Hong now?
What about Feng Miaozhi?
What about inquiry?
At that time, only silence flowed, just like the good old days between each other, full of deep friendship.
It's been a long, long time.
He reached out and carried her to lay flat on the bed, so natural and gentle, as he had done countless times.
At this time, she would no longer refuse, her body was soft, and she had lost the power to refuse. Only obeyed him, no matter what he did, she lost the strength of her autonomy.
The burning box he had brought in at first was almost extinguished.
He took it out and looked at it, then walked out again, and after a while, came in with three new boxes.
Feng Miaolian was just about to get up, but was stopped by him again.
"Phew, don't move......"