Chapter 77: For Myself, For You
His trance-like look made Yan You's heart palpitate for a while, and he got up suddenly, his movements were too large, and the chair and stool were brought to the ground.
Holding his wrist, he looked at the little blood that seeped out of his palm from the clenched shards, and his heart tugged.
Breaking his hand hard, he clenched it tighter, tears instantly overflowed the corners of her eyes, and she screamed in pain: "Let go." ”
Yi Jin came back to her senses, looked at Yan You, who couldn't stop crying, and hugged her urgently: "Is it okay not to go?" I was wrong, I gave up, I don't want the company anymore, I won't marry her, I beg you, you, don't leave me, okay? Please. ”
Yan You was heartbroken, broke his hand with all his might, snatched away the fragments, and threw it far away: "Are you crazy? ”
Yi Jin hugged her tightly and shook her head: "Don't leave me, lose you, then why do I insist on that?" ”
Yan You cried angrily, trembling and hugging him tightly, she never knew that he would be so extreme.
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hospital
"Doctor, how is he?"
"The patient's mood is not very good, the high fever does not go away, let him hang a drip first, see the situation, the wound on his hand is a little deep, but we have dealt with it, as long as the fever is subsided, and the rest is good, there is no big problem."
Yan You nodded in a trance: "Thank you.." Thank you doctor. ”
The doctor walked out, pushed open the door and looked back at Yan You: "By the way, he kept chanting 'You', I don't know what it means." With that, the door was shut.
Looking at his pale but still handsome face, my heart throbbed for a while.
Covering his emaciated cheeks, kissing his smooth forehead: "Don't scare me. ”
'What am I holding on to without you?' ’
'Shall you not go?' I was wrong, I gave up, I don't want the company anymore, I won't marry her, I beg you, you, don't leave me, okay? Please. ’
Thinking of his humble prayers, Yan You's heart ached, how could she force him to this?
She felt that she was really damned.
"Excellent.. Don't go.. Don't go, okay? Even in his sleep, he was still thinking about himself.
But what did she do?
Holding his hand lightly and rubbing it gently, Yan You was terrified, she was afraid that she would stubbornly leave, would he hurt herself more deeply? She didn't dare to think about it.
"It's good not to go?.." He murmured incessantly.
Yan You leaned sideways on his chest, listening to his strong and regular heartbeat, tears kept rolling in his eyes, and finally, slid down the corners of his eyes.
After a long time, she said slowly: "Okay, I won't leave, I won't break up, and I won't leave unless you drive me away in the future.. I only beg you, don't hurt yourself, watching you humble and pleading, watching you hurt more than sticking a knife in my heart... How could I force you to say those things about you? ”
The palm that was holding lightly suddenly tightened, Yan You raised his head, and Yi Jin opened his eyes and stared at her tightly.
Moving his dry lips, he spoke in a hoarse voice, "I heard you right, did I?" ”
Yan You shook his head, and Douda's tears kept falling and smashing on the quilt: "I promise you that I will not leave you until the day you say let go." ”
Yi Jin hugged her tightly and said firmly in her ear: "No, there won't be that day." ”
"But you have to promise me the same. You have to remember that no matter what happens, I will always care about you. Because you are my most cherished person, whether it is love or friendship, even if we are reduced to only family affection, I don't want to see you hurt, you hurt, I will feel it, understand? ”
Yi Jin pursed her lips and stared at her for a long time, solemnly bowing her head: "I promise not to hurt myself again, for myself, but also for you." ”