(Girls' Literature)

As soon as the sun shone, Shi Yanyu got up, shaved his sloppy beard clean, slapped some maintenance water on his face, combed his hair meticulously, walked to the wardrobe, looked at Lin Hao's clothes next to him, Shi Yanyu paused for a moment, but he quickly changed his mood and faced everything with a smile.

Putting on his best suit and neat tie, he dangled in front of the mirror for a long time, and only after making sure that his makeup was undoubtedly undoubted, did he go out. The servant was surprised by his presence, for it was too early, so early that no one needed to do anything.

Despite this, they still politely greeted him, and when they saw him go out, they couldn't help but ask: "Did the young master go to the hospital to visit Young Master Lin?" Don't you have to take the little master with you? ”

Shi Yan's smile was a little bitter, after thinking about it, he shook his head and said: "No, I've been suffering from him in the hospital these days, just let him rest at home, you take him well, don't let him cry, and don't give him too many snacks to eat, he is already a little fat man, and if he gets fat, his father will not like it." ”

On the way, Shi Yanyu specially bought Lin Hao's favorite meat buns, he has been hungry these days, although it is best to eat liquid food now, but it should be okay to eat something else with a tongue that fades out of the bird's flavor.

Thinking of Lin Hao's happy smile when he ate, Shi Yanyu smiled brightly.

As soon as he entered the ward, he saw Lin Hao sitting on the bed drinking porridge alone, and there was an egg next to him, and he had no appetite for the clear soup and white water, when did he abuse him.

Shi Yanyu stepped forward and said, "I bought you your favorite meat buns, eat one." ”

Shi Yanyu took out a meat bag and handed it to Lin Hao's mouth as if offering a treasure, who knew that Lin Hao was disgusted for a while, smelled the meat and vomited directly, pushed Shi Yanyu away, and vomited on the side of the bed.

In fact, he didn't really vomit, but the meat was too fragrant and greasy, which was not suitable for a patient like him.

Shi Yanyu was also afraid, and threw all the meat buns far away for the first time, and then patted Lin Hao's back, wanting to make him comfortable, and after a while, when Lin Hao came to his senses, the first action was to push Shi Yanyu away, and then scolded him: "It was too much to make a joke like that yesterday, you still want to kill me today, can you stay away from me!" ”

Lin Hao's words were fine, his eyes without waves seemed to be frozen, and the cold breath was close to Shi Yanyu's heart, and when his thin lips opened slightly, and he wanted to argue for himself, he was hurt by Lin Hao's indifference again.

The deep disgust in his eyes told him that no matter what he did or said, he was just bringing shame on himself.

At this moment, the mood that was finally soothed set off ripples again, he stretched out his hand, but he couldn't touch Lin Hao, the lover who was close at hand, but he was already a stranger.

Soon, Shi Yanyu's eyes were slightly red, the red silk showed endless sadness in his eyeballs, his body trembled slightly, his lips opened and closed, and his voice was suppressed in his throat.

After a long time, he held back such a sentence: "I...... I'm just afraid you won't get used to eating these things. "After all, you've been spoiled by me.

In the past, Shi Yanyu also thought about spoiling Lin Hao and making him arrogant and extravagant, so that he would never leave his side again, and he did it, although Lin Hao was also resisting silently, but gradually, he sank into his spoiling.

He was longing, although Lin Hao's memory was gone, his instinct was still there, but it seemed that things had gotten out of his control and were heading farther and farther away.

"Can't get used to eating? I can't get used to it, I'm a patient now, everything is based on the body, do you really feel sorry for me? They all say that you are my lover, but I think it's almost like an enemy, please don't deceive me with such nonsensical lies, am I a fool? How could it be believed! ”

At the end, Lin Hao also snorted coldly to show that he didn't care about it.

Shi Yanyu was speechless, and in the end, he also smiled and said, "If I say that it is not a lie, will you believe me?" ”

Before Yan Yu could say the next sentence, Lin Hao was very sure and said loudly: "For a liar like you, I won't choose to believe it, please get out of here, don't disturb my cultivation." ”

"Get out?" Shi Yanyu said suspiciously, his eyes were full of disbelief, and then he stepped forward and fiercely grabbed Lin Hao's neck, his eyes were red, and with his angry expression, he looked like a demon for a moment.

"Lin Hao, don't forget, whether it was in the past or now, you are just mine, the word roll is something you can never say to me, I will forgive you today, but please remember that you are mine, you can only be mine."

"Yours? I'm a cripple now, do you think this cripple is yours too? Lin Hao asked rhetorically.

Shi Yanyu lost his mind for a moment, he was wondering if Lin Hao pretended to have amnesia because he knew that he was crippled and didn't want to drag him down, and the meaning of this sentence was to test him.

Suddenly, the hand that grabbed Lin Hao's neck silently let go, and he said very seriously: "I gave you all my life, how can I dislike you, Xiaohao, don't make trouble, don't pretend not to know me, let's go home and live a good life, no matter whether your leg is cured or not, you are my lover, and you are all the good father of snacks." ”

Lin Hao's expression instantly condensed.

The two looked at each other affectionately.

Soon, there were waves in Lin Hao's eyes, Shi Yanyu was overjoyed, he stretched out his hand and gently stroked Lin Hao's cheek, when he felt that he had guessed right.

Lin Hao had a cold face and waved his hand mercilessly: "I originally thought that I couldn't marry a wife and couldn't work like this now, I still have a father, and I have no way out, I want to find a fool to take care of us for the rest of our lives, but it's a pity." Lin Hao sighed a few times and expressed a little regret, "I still can't accept a man, when I think of being kissed by you in the future, goosebumps on this body are up, so forget it, even if I live secretly, I don't want to be with you as a beggar or a homeless man." ”

If it was said that Yan Yu had fallen from the clouds yesterday, he was now falling from heaven to hell, and there seemed to be a lot of demons and monsters beside him, and bloody hands stretched out to him, and they all showed the ugliest faces.

There is no harm if there is no comparison, compared to the previous words of rejection, Shi Yanyu felt that this sentence at this moment was the most heartbreaking to him, it turned out that he was just a spare tire, and now he is not even a spare tire.

Stealing a living, beggar, homeless, these words are like low-level, humble, and painful, Shi Yanyu can't imagine how much Lin Hao is disgusted with homosexuality now to be able to say such things.

No matter what, he won't let go.

put everything on Lin Hao, how can you say that you don't want him if you don't want him.

Shi Yanyu, who was crazy, couldn't care about anything else, rushed up suddenly, hugged the back of Lin Hao's head and sent his lips up, kissing her desperately, with an angry kiss, without the slightest affection, but like a hoarse beast.

For this sudden scene, Lin Hao hesitated for three seconds, doubted for three seconds, and when he came back to his senses, he didn't want to think about it, and bit the lip on the side of his lip fiercely, until the smell of blood and saltiness in his mouth was stunned.

There are blood and tears, this kind of taste, bitter heart numbness, Shi Yanyu kissed while crying, and it was not until the end that he slowed down and became a touch between lips.

Lin Hao was stunned by this behavior, and with some pity, he let go of Yan Yu's hand.

At that time, Yan Yu let go of his collar and hugged him directly, whispered in his ear, and said in a begging tone: "Don't leave me, I promise everything, I promise everything." ”

Lin Hao couldn't bear to refuse, and it was impossible to agree, so he had to be stunned there, time moved slowly, and the embarrassment between them spread.

"I think I'm really going to say I'm sorry, you're nice but not what I want, go find the one who really loves you, don't waste time on me, it's impossible for the two of us." Lin Hao's tone also softened.

"How...... How could I have to be you. Shi Yanyu repeated the helpless fact, if it was possible, why didn't he want to? But he can't do it, he really can't do it, he can't live the rest of his life alone, and he can't watch the little snacks grow up slowly, but he is the only elder by his side.

Forgive him for his selfishness, anyway, he didn't show it at the beginning, he broke Lin Hao, and now he has to use all his strength to bend Lin Hao again.

Not wanting to continue wasting time on this issue, Shi Yanyu took a few steps back, turned his back to Lin Hao and said, "Let's not talk about this now, are you a patient?" Don't worry about it, I'll ask the doctor how you are and if you need further treatment. Rest assured, all medical expenses will be mine until you fully recover. ”

"Of course, you see that I'm so poor now, and I can't get any money."

"Poor? You are not poor, you are the president of Rihao, although you took over Rihao to earn money for snacks, but don't mention the old things, let him go with the wind. ”

After saying that, Yan Yu left.

When they arrived at the doctor's office, Shi Yanyu asked Lin Hao very nervously, but the result was confusing, because they found that Lin Hao's brain did not find any congestion that pressed the blood vessels, nor did they find any mental disorders, but people naturally lost their memory.

There are still many unsolved mysteries in nature, such as someone who suddenly fell unconscious and spoke six Chinese, and a patient who announced that the cancer had died, suddenly woke up and lived a normal life, so the doctor did not explain too much.

This result makes Shi Yanyu helpless, if there is a problem with his body functions, he can spend a lot of money and ask the best doctor to help Lin Hao recover his memory, but this invisible injury, what do you let him do, empty but helpless, depressed Shi Yanyu can't breathe.

Dragging his heavy body back to the ward, he didn't dare to walk in, hesitated, or turned around and sat on the bench in the corridor, what was his future?