Chapter 52: I Can't Forget Janet
At the age of 23, Felton was asked by Orin to go to Italy, where he was to stay for five years.
"Brother Felton, do you still remember the whispers when you go to Italy?" Airfield, she remembers looking at him sadly and asking.
"Yes, Xiaoyu is so beautiful, Felton will remember it for the rest of his life." He gently touched her hair with his fingers and smiled, his smile as soft and beautiful as a flower.
"Will you come back, then?"
"Yes!! Because Xiaoyu is still in China! How could Felton not come back? ”
"Okay, then we agreed, when Felton comes back, I'll be your bride, okay?"
"Okay, if Xiaoyu doesn't have a favorite boy at that time, then Felton will marry you as a bride!!"
Said to remember it for a lifetime.
I can't forget her.
He said that he would come back in 5 years.
said that as long as she didn't have a boy she liked, he would come back and marry her.
Maybe I was really naïve at that time, and in Felton's eyes, I was just a child, a little girl like a sister.
All the words are deceitful, and all the words are to make her happy
14-year-old Nangong Yu thought that 5 years was just the right time to turn herself into a slim girl, and then go to welcome Felton Land back and be his perfect bride.
Felton, however, took the promise as a joke, and in beautiful Italy he met a young girl, Janet.
Janet is older than Nangong Yu, and has a gentler personality than Nangong Yu, she still remembers that Janet always has a warm smile on her face, and likes to paint quietly with a paintbrush in the sun.
And she can't compare to her in a feigned costume with a princess's head tied to her in any way.
She was a beautiful woman, and she was a small milk doll.
What a huge drop......
It's huge......
During those five years, she would send Felton an email every day, but after Felton went to Italy for two years, she never received a reply, and she repeatedly thought that Felton was too busy, so she insisted on writing to Felton every day.
The mailbox was full of emails she had sent, but only the last letter she had read thousands of times three years ago had returned.
Said I'm going to come back.
But five years later, he still hasn't returned.
Because of Janet?
Maybe.
Five years, she waited for a long time, like five hundred years.
Later, I heard Qian Lu and Nangong Boxi say that Felton went to New York to open a company, and she was very busy, and she comforted herself that Felton would write back to her when everything was sure.
She was nostalgic for the past, and his promises, reassuring herself that he still remembered herself. Xiao Yu is Felton's little princess, and Feltun, as a knight, will never forget the princess.
However, he really forgot about her.
I really forgot about it.
The first time we met after 7 years, it was not him who came to China. ,
Instead, she used the summer vacation to say that she was going to New York to do some shopping, and she happily ran to New York, and came to Felton's residence with a lot of gifts with a smile on her face.
Instead of a hug or Felton's gentle eyes, it was the sight of him and Janet standing in the garden kissing.
It's ironic......
It's sad......
They hugged each other sweetly in the sun, and the gentle gaze that once belonged to her, the doting eyes, were all possessed by another woman, and in that gaze, there was a love that she did not have.
He fell in love with someone else......
At that moment, Nangong Yu felt that she had completely lost consciousness and lost her mind, so she stood there and looked at them dumbfounded, so helpless, so sad, she didn't even dare to cry, 5 years thought that she was full of love, but it turned out to be something that she didn't even dare to cry about.
Shame, stupidity, self-blame all climbed into her head.
7 years, 7 years of persistence and not giving up, she is self-inflicted, since she was sensible, Felton never said that he loved her, wanted to date her and marry her, the promise when he was a child was completely on the basis of ignorance, only she would always remember and believe that Felton would marry her.
After returning from the United States, Nangong Yu, who had an unusually strong self-esteem since childhood, did not say a word to anyone, and went to study in the UK alone with a scarred heart.
No one knows why, no one knows what it's for.
Everyone only knows that she suddenly grew up, suddenly figured it out, and didn't want to stay in China.
Later, I heard Qian Lu on the phone that Felton and Janet were engaged, and the invitation to the engagement banquet came, but she didn't show up.
During that time, she no longer wore those innocent dresses, and she cut her long hair. Having learned to smoke, she learned to put on makeup, she learned to walk between men in the sexiest clothes, and looking at their obsessive gazes, she comforted herself that she was actually no worse than Janet.
She's a lot better than her.
At the same time, she completed her course in the UK as quickly as possible, and traveled to several countries farther away from China to get several diplomas.
In her busy life, Nangong Yu thought that her feelings for Felton would slowly disappear under the wear of time, and she thought that her ridiculous unrequited love song would be relieved. After all, many people have had such an experience before, and they are not very unique people.
But she ...... I really underestimate myself.
I always thought I was relieved, when I heard the news that Felton's fiancée had died unexpectedly.
Nangong Yu, who hadn't returned to China for several years since the day he got the news, immediately set off to come back, but saw that the Sunshine Prince who had always been smiling in his memory was like a down-and-out homeless man, with the smell of wine, sweat, and a full beard all over his body, sitting in the room with a haggard face, not saying a word, doing nothing but drinking and crying.
Nangong Yu in the car sighed, shook his head helplessly in the dark, and showed a sarcastic smile on his sexy lips.
She's such a stupid person.
He took out a cigarette neatly, spun it in a circle on his slender and beautiful hand, and lit the fire, which was like a small firefly in the black night, swaying and flying in the air. Leaning back on his seat, Nangong Yu began to reminisce again.
Looking at Felton at that time, Nangong Yu was really heartbroken, the heartache was that he had become like this, for that woman, he was so sad, his heart hurt himself, and his heart hurt why he couldn't let go of all this. What's the purpose of coming back?
She began to take care of Felton.
Hopefully that princely man will be able to get back on his feet, for her.
Sometimes, she is jealous of the dead Janet and the gentle and beautiful woman, but in Nangong Yu's eyes, Janet has at least been loved by Felton, loved by him, kissed by him and warmed up, but what about herself?
Like a bystander, silently liking a man who can't like him at all, like a shadow, while avoiding his own feelings in a hurry, he can't help but resist the temptation to look back.
If Nangong Yu really hopes that the person who dies is himself, then he can leave a place in Felton's heart, he can always be missed by him, and he can be cared for by him like a princess when he sleeps by his side.
Even if she only stayed with Felton for a year, she was satisfied.
She was still fond of Felton until then.
Taken care of him by his side for half a year.
She thought that her uncomplaining and unrepentant would return Felton's heart, at least after he sobered up, he would know that there would be a girl who liked him and loved him by his side.
But......
"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I can't forget Janet." A few months later, Felton looked at her big bright and pretty eyes and said things that made her uncomfortable, he was sorry, he was so sad, but he was doing the killer thing.
At that moment, her pride and self-esteem were trampled to pieces, and her long-standing love was erased in an instant.
A noble lady, above 10,000 people, what do you want?
What do you want a man can't get?
She just fell in love with a man she loved, for him, she fled the country in a panic and wandered for so many years, for him she let go of all her attachment and self-esteem, and was willing to greet him like a nanny and cook for him.
However, the result was not satisfactory.
"You think too much, I just can't see my playmate like this since I was a child!" Nangong Yu remembers saying that.
She smiled tiredly, and that smile was the most tired smile she had ever laughed at in her life.
After that day, Nangong Yu packed her luggage, did not say goodbye to Felton, and went to New York quietly alone, and began her career as a barrister.
And she and Felton haven't seen each other for a full decade.
Looking at the fluffy lights in the room, Nangong Yu was silent.
After half a salary, Nangong Yu walked to the door of the villa complex and rang the doorbell above.
Crisp footsteps, slender shadows inverted on the hallway.
Even a shadow is so fascinating.
Not to mention the master of the shadows.
St. Mary's Hospital, Lu Manze paid his salary today, bought a lot of fruit and carried it into the ward.
Lu Kangping likes to eat fruits, especially watermelon. In the past, when the family was rich, there were constant watermelons at home all year round, and after he was in debt, Lu Kangping rarely took the initiative to buy those fruits, including his favorite watermelon.
Now that the debt has been paid off, it just so happened that Lu Manze was paying his salary today, so he bought two watermelons and some fruits.
"Lu Manze, have you come to see your daddy?" Several little nurses at the nurses' station saw Lu Manze's face flushed slightly, and greeted Lu Manze shyly.
"Yes, yes." Lu Manze smiled slightly, his face had a faint smile even if he didn't smile, and a smile made him look even more sunny. In an instant, the little nurses at the nurses' station were suddenly fascinated, and one by one they completely forgot what they were doing and looked at Lu Manze blankly.
"So handsome!!"
"Yes, yes! I'll tell you, the family members of No. 504 are all handsome men and beautiful women! His daughter is also very beautiful! Oxygen beauties! The son is also super handsome, isn't it very similar to Jang Geun Suk?!! ”
"Ahhh I'm already hooked! Absolutely like!! ”
The road that Lu Manze passed by, there were discussions, and one by one the looked at Lu Manze.