Chapter 85 (Minor Repair)
In the blink of an eye, on the weekend, Mu Hanxia did not arrange work for himself and Lu Zhang. Now is the season of spring flowers, Lu Zhang is naturally restless in the room, and has made an appointment with a few fox friends to go fishing in the reservoir.
When he got off work on Friday, he ran to ask Mu Hanxia: "Master, I see that you are quite depressed on weekends, so I will take you to play." It's all young people, and you feel like you're getting younger. ”
Mu Hanxia replied while packing up his things: "Don't go." ”
Lu Zhang: "That's boring......"
"I already have plans for the weekend, I'm going to see friends. I'm going to take two days off next Monday and Tuesday. ”
Lu Zhang's eyes rolled and said unceremoniously: "It's not going to see that scumbag old lover, right?" Master, you have to fight for your breath. ”
Mu Hanxia raised his eyes to look at him. All along, she didn't like to talk to anyone about Tirim Morchen. And those who know the inside story try not to mention it to her. It's just that Lu Zhang always pokes this person straight up, but because of his straightforwardness, when she talks to him about Lin Mochen, she doesn't seem to feel sluggish in her heart.
"It's not him, another friend." She replied, "Why are you like a housekeeper, who do I have to do with you?" ”
Lu Zhang smiled: "I'm not good for you yet." You have come back from the simple American imperialism, I am afraid that you have found the way of the people of our Great Celestial Empire. The current social environment is not as simple as a few years ago, why don't you go to the street to help an old man? As Prince Fang Yi, I don't dare to help! You go and try to find a random charity donation, and you will be deceived in minutes......"
Mu Hanxia didn't bother to pay attention to his poor mouth, and left with his bag. Leaving Lu Zhang in place, watching her go away, she whistled, and walked around her office again before leaving.
Mu Hanxia didn't lie to Lu Zhang, she got off work today and was going to pick up people at the capital airport.
The twilight was low and the airport was brightly lit. She waited at the airport gate for a long time, until this flight from the United States, when the passengers were almost finished, and then she saw two nurses, pushing wheelchairs, and slowly walked out.
The man in the wheelchair seemed to be a little simpler. His body was wrapped in a thick blanket, and his exposed hands were so thin that there was almost no flesh. His head was down, as if he was asleep.
Mu Hanxia hurriedly stepped up to meet him, squatted down in front of the wheelchair, and looked at him carefully. The nurse whispered, "Miss Mu, he fell asleep on the plane." ”
"How's it going?"
"It's not bad."
Mu Hanxia nodded and said, "The hospital's car is in the parking lot, let's go over." ”
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It was already dark, and thick and heavy clouds were piling up over the city of Beijing.
It is a quiet and tidy ward. Mu Hanxia sat on the edge of the bed, with a table lamp, reading and accompaniing.
Until the man on the bed moved, she put down the book and leaned over to wait for him to open his eyes.
The moment they looked at each other, both of them smiled.
"Tanned?" Zhang Zi reached out and stroked her hair.
"you, don't say nice things when you meet." Mu Hanxia picked up one of his hands and held it gently, "How do you feel?" ”
"Good." He replied, "It's a pity that I fell asleep on the plane, otherwise I could see the city of Beijing now." ”
"I'll go with you in a few days."
Both of them were silent for a moment, and he asked, "Is everything going well?" ”
Mu Hanxia replied: "Smooth, you don't care, leave everything to me." ”
He nodded, those clear eyes, looking directly at her, with a somewhat narrow taste: "Have you reconciled with Lin Mochen?" ”
Mu Hanxia was silent for a moment: "No." ”
Zhang Zi's eyes showed a little pity: "I thought you would soon be reconciled and be together." ”
Mu Hanxia was quiet for a while before he said, "Why does everyone think that I should be with him?" Even you think so. But before I came back this time, I really didn't think that there was any possibility with him. I thought that this feeling would rot in my heart, and I buried it, and I just kept burying it......"
"He's still in love with you, isn't he?" Zhang Zi asked.
Mu Hanxia was silent again, and then nodded: "I want to ...... Yes. ”
"And do you still love him?"
Mu Hanxia raised his eyes and looked out the window at the dark and deep night. Do you still love him? That's a tough question. She is alone abroad, in the suspicious eyes of foreigners, planning and promoting millions of projects; She returned to China alone and took on the burden of Fangyi's business department without the slightest hesitation. But on the question of whether she loves Lin Mochen or not, she can't find the answer.
"If ......," she said slowly, "when you see a person, you only feel pain, but you don't feel sweet." Even the good times in the memories are not sweet. If he makes me feel so familiar, yet so strange. You say, do I still love him? Even if there is really love, but he makes me insecure, I used to believe that he will accompany me to the end of my life, but now I believe in him, it is too difficult. Should I believe it? And how can I trust him, this time, not to let me down? ”
Zhang Zi smiled and looked at her gently: "Carol, I can't help you find the answer to this question." You and I are both jerky in love. We've all loved only one person. Is that right? ”
Mu Hanxia nodded.
Zhang Zi said: "But you shouldn't stop because of hesitation. How lucky you are compared to me. If God can keep her alive, I'm willing to exchange everything for it. You loved him so much, and you told me that he was the only love of your life. Later, you are getting busier and busier with your studies and more and more tired from work, so you don't talk about it. In the next few years, I didn't even hear you mention him. But is he really, no longer in your heart? Carol, be brave and don't let that hapless man die alone like me. If you're not sure if you love or not, then be sure. If you don't know if he is still worthy of your trust, try to trust him, give him a chance, and give yourself a chance. Okay, my most important friend? ”
Mu Hanxia's eyes were wet, and he clenched his hand and said, "You won't die." He...... He is not as infatuated and gentle as you. I'll think again about your words. ”
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Mu Hanxia drove a car with the group today. On the way back from the hospital, she was a little distracted.
It was late at night, and there were no pedestrians in the community. She drove downstairs along the street lamps. In the distance, I saw a black Cayenne with the license plate Jing AL8M27.
The person she was thinking about just now was leaning against the car, his back was steep. The glow of the street lamp faded away from him.
Mu Hanxia looked at it for a while before parking the car in the parking space. And he looked up.
Mu Hanxia got out of the car, and his car stopped at the door of the building, and naturally met head-on.
He smiled: "Coming back?" ”
Mu Hanxia said "um".
He is wearing a dark gray coat today, with a black sweater underneath, and his short hair is slightly messy by the night wind.
His face was calm, like the-for-tat phone call a few days ago, which had never happened at all.
He handed her a paper bag in his hand: "This is Sun Zhi's wife, I planted the cherries myself, ask me to bring them to you." ”
Mu Hanxia didn't answer: "Why do you want to entrust you?" ”
The two looked at each other. His eyes reflected the silence of the night.
"I live close." He replied.
"Where do you live?" Mu Hanxia asked.
"On the top floor of Fengchen, there are several suites."
Mu Hanxia raised his eyes and looked behind him, at this moment, the light in that position on the Fengchen Mansion was off.
She was silent for a moment, avoiding his eyes, and reached out to take the cherry: "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome." He said.
"Then I'll go upstairs." She said.
"Hmm. Good night. ”
"Good night."
I kept looking at her and walked into the building. After a while, the lights in her house came on. Lin Mochen sat in the car and didn't start the car, but sat quietly for a while, and finally smiled.
After Mu Hanxia went home, he went to take a shower, and when he came out, he first saw the bag of cherries on the table. She took some out and washed them, leaned back on the bed, and ate them slowly.
Cherries are sour and sweet.
When she looked up, she saw that the light was already on on the Fengchen Mansion opposite.
She looked at it silently.
Good night and good dreams. She whispered to herself.