Chapter 126 Superfluous Explanations
Shen Qianqian turned her head and gritted her teeth, she didn't understand why Helian Yao still had to force herself to do such a thing with her when she was like this? Does he think he will be willing to cross between him and Nangong Muqing?
Helian Yao only felt that her heart was dripping blood, she had paid so much for Shen Qianqian, even her own life, but she didn't even want to look at herself now.
Why every time she encounters a problem, what she thinks of is not to face it, but to run away. Why is she reluctant to listen to her own explanations? Do you want to be so indifferent to yourself?
He clasped Shen Qianqian's chin with one hand, forcing her to face him, and pinched her waist with the other.
Shen Qianqian was in pain, frowning and exclaiming, Helian Yao just had the opportunity to take advantage of the victory to pursue. The tongue drove straight into Shen Qianqian's tongue and sucked it frantically.
Shen Qianqian's heart was like ashes, resisting everything that Helian Yao brought to her, and finally, Shen Qianqian couldn't bear it anymore and slapped Helian Yao in the face.
Helian Yao's face was tilted to the side, his eyes were still a little bloodshot and confused, obviously he hadn't returned to his senses from the kiss just now.
After Shen Qianqian finished fighting, she regretted it for a moment, but she still held back, stood in place, covered her mouth and cried. Her crying is silent and tuggs at the heartstrings the most.
Helian Yao felt that he was really not a thing, he felt that he was indeed Meng Lang a little bit just now, but the words of apology could not be said in his mouth.
"Qianqian, why don't you understand my phone? Why are you reluctant to listen to my explanation? ”
He finally couldn't help but ask.
Shen Qianqian shook her head and replied bitterly: "Explanation? What else is there to explain for such a thing? It's all a foregone conclusion, I don't need to listen to your explanation, I don't want to see you. I don't want to love you anymore. ”
Helian Yao only felt that his heart had been stabbed ruthlessly, just because of that kind of nonsense, Shen Qianqian wanted to take back her love for herself so cruelly? Why didn't she come and ask herself? Why would she rather believe than believe in herself.
Helian Yao snorted and laughed: "Don't see me? Don't love me? It's so easy for you not to love me? So what do I want your love for? It's too painful, it's really too painful. You hate me so much? ”
Shen Qianqian stood in place, not knowing what to say, to say that he hated Helian Yao, he had paid so much for himself, although he said that he didn't want to love him, he still couldn't bear to criticize him, and wanted to say that he loved him, but the two of them had no possibility of continuing for a long time. Between them, there are already other people involved. He already has children.
Shen Qianqian took a deep breath and didn't answer his question directly: "Since your mother has arranged everything for you, maybe you should listen to your mother and go on according to the arrangement she gave you." You will have your own life and your own family in the future. ”
Helian Yao roared: "But I don't want to! I only love you and I just want to be with you. ”
He walked up to Shen Qianqian, took her hand, and cried like a child who couldn't find his way home.
"Qianqian, don't be so cruel, okay? Don't leave me behind, okay? I can't live without you. ”
Although Shen Qianqian's heart was already painful and she couldn't breathe, she still didn't open her eyes, what's the point of continuing like this? Do you want to let yourself get involved between him and Nangong Muqing and be a third party? Watching other children call their loved ones dad?
She won't be so generous, she has people who love her, how can she let herself be so willing to be cheap?
"You go, don't come again."
Helian Yao was stunned, a little unable to believe Shen Qianqian's ruthlessness. He straightened up, and took two steps back as if he had been crushed by something.
He really didn't expect that Shen Qianqian would be so ruthless.
He smiled, feeling that the humility of his life had been exhausted, and he didn't know how he could fall in love with the woman in front of him, she was so ruthless. He refused to listen to his own explanations, nor did he believe his own words.
Perhaps, this kind of love is meaningless. Then his persistence, after so many days, doesn't it seem like a joke?
"Hehe, I didn't expect me to pay so much, and the ending is in exchange for such a result."
His heart has turned into a dry flower, which will never open for anyone again, and he has been completely disappointed in love.
"Okay, I'll go."
He nodded, and wiped away his tears.
"Okay, I'll go." His words seemed to be muttering to himself.
He opened the door, stood at the door for a while, turned his head, and glanced at Shen Qianqian deeply.
Then, leave without looking back.
Shen Qianqian saw that the door of her house was slammed shut, and she finally sat on the ground without strength. Facing Helian Yao's last look at her, she endured it again and again, so she didn't catch up and hug Helian Yao.
She really loves the man in front of her, but she must have Shen Qianqian's self-esteem.
Helian Yao, maybe they really don't fit together. Maybe some people are like this, they can't be together if they love each other, so that there will be regrets, imperfections, and memories will be buried in the corner of their hearts forever.
Then let them each be at peace in that corner of their hearts, I don't want to see each other in this life, I just want to be relieved when we meet.
Although it is said that I want to forget, not everything can be forgotten so quickly. There are some casual habits, and the two people have tacit interactions.
Shen Qianqian took a shower and went back to her room, opened the bag and took out her mobile phone, turned it on, the mobile phone screen lit up, vibrated for about half a minute, and the light dimmed.
Shen Qianqian got up and saw that there were more than 90 missed calls, and the owner of the dial was Helian Yao.
Shen Qianqian only felt that her heart was just a little more comfortable, and she was suddenly stuffed like a yellow lotus. Miserable.
She buried herself under the covers, forcing herself to forget.
……
More than ten days have passed, like 3 Shen Qianqian comforting Xiao Siya, life is always unhurried.
This matter is so big, I came to express my regret to her, and there are many people who care about her, and Shen Qianqian sent it away with one sentence, "inappropriate".
They all thought that she was as strong as iron and was almost healed, and only she knew that in the dead of night, her heart was still a large barren and ruin.
It's just that they don't continue to ask, and Shen Qianqian doesn't deliberately mention it anymore. Everyone has to live their own life, and even if the days are difficult, they still have to go on.
It's also a little unclear, this is the first time I have today, as if unintentionally taking out my mobile phone, habitually looking for caller ID.
She always felt that the person in her heart didn't really leave her, but just went on a mission. Maybe that's the only way to feel better.
Is every relationship so hard, then she is really not strong and can't bear such pain.
Shen Qianqian got off work and drove to Shengshi's building, since there was such a farce in the hotel that day, she has not come to Shengshi again, even if she sees Sun Zibin and makes herself feel sad again, she has no way to put Shengshi aside and ignore it, after all, what Shengshi says, it is also her father's hard work.
Sun Zibin received a call from the security department as soon as Shen Qianqian stepped into the prosperous world.
"Chairman, Miss Shen is here."
Sun Zibin was slightly stunned, looked at the video surveillance in the computer, and sure enough, Shen Qianqian's face was recorded in the surveillance, and he seemed to be able to see the expression and complexion on Shen Qianqian's face through the non-high-definition appearance.
She was in worse shape than she had looked the day she had seen her. Sun Zibin really couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
In the past few days, the entire B city has been in an uproar, about the matter between Shen Qianqian and Helian Yao. Unexpectedly, the two people who were originally going to be engaged began to part ways.
The good deeds in the company also kept gossiping about the things between him and Shen Qianqian. Although the title on TV doesn't look good, as long as it can be tied to Shen Qianqian. He didn't care how ugly people wrote about him.
He was even more happy, happy that Helian Yao was finally not qualified to compete with him for Shen Qianqian, because no one knew Shen Qianqian's temper better than him, reserved and proud, how could he bear Helian Yao letting other women conceive children?
Sun Zibin hooked the corners of his mouth, only feeling that God favored him.
He couldn't take his eyes off Shen Qianqian's face on the screen. As usual, she went to the offices of various old directors to inquire about the recent situation of Shengshi.
Then he said hello to Shen Shengsheng and left.
Sun Zibin couldn't help but stand up, at this time, Shen Qianqian was alone, and he must have been the most in need of care and love, and he couldn't bear to give up this opportunity.
Shen Qianqian had just walked out of the gate of the prosperous era not far away, but was stopped by Sun Zibin.
"If you want to know about the situation in Shengshi, why don't you come and ask me?"
Shen Qianqian turned her head and saw Sun Zibin standing behind her, holding her waist with her hands as if she had just run out.
Shen Qianqian frowned, she couldn't stop being nauseous when she saw him, and she didn't want to talk nonsense with Sun Zibin at all. He turned his head expressionlessly and wanted to leave.
But how could Sun Zibin just watch Shen Qianqian leave like this?
He stepped forward and crossed in front of Shen Qianqian, blocking her way.
Shen Qianqian glanced at him and walked to the right, and Sun Zibin hurriedly walked to the right and blocked her way.
Shen Qianqian understood that Sun Zibin definitely didn't want to let him go at this time, raised his head, and said in a very bad tone: "What do you want?" ”
Seeing that Shen Qianqian was finally willing to talk to herself, Sun Zibin's brows relaxed.
"I don't want to do anything, I just have something I want to tell you."
Shen Qianqian squinted: "If you have something to say, you can say it now, you know, I really don't want to see you." ”
Sun Zibin knew that Shen Qianqian was not with Helian Yao now, and it was too late to be happy, so he naturally had great patience, and he didn't care when he saw Shen Qianqian talking like this.