Su Li didn't know what kind of mood he was in after listening to An Yanzhe's story, and he didn't know how to express his feelings after listening. She doesn't know how she felt when she looked at An Yanzhe again. But she knew that there were still some things that An Yanzhe didn't tell herself, from the destruction of his family fifteen years ago to the road of revenge ten years ago, how did he spend five years in between?

When she walked out of the study, she saw Ah Cheng and Ah May, so she asked them this question.

Ah Cheng was with An Yanzhe at the beginning, so he knew this problem, "Two years in the juvenile detention center, three years in the struggle to survive." Ah Cheng replied.

"Why are you in a juvenile detention center?" Su Li continued to ask.

"After that operation, he was transferred to a juvenile detention center." Ah Cheng said that because he had witnessed An Yanzhe's most painful time, he didn't like Su Li very much, and his tone was also very bad when he talked to her.

"Is that why you hate it so much?" Su Li said to himself naturally, looking at the closed study, where there was occasionally the sound of things being smashed.

"I don't know how you understand that, but he was originally a kind person who would take home even the birds that were injured on the road for treatment, and he was also a model student in the traditional sense of the word. It's all because of your brother-in-law. He was betrayed by the people he trusted the most, his parents died, his sister was arrested, and he himself was sent to a juvenile detention center, where he was beaten more often than he ate, and he was beaten so badly that he almost lost his sight. After coming out of the Children's Palace, he had no relatives, so he could only sleep on the streets, eating the leftovers of others, and suffering all kinds of white eyes and insults. Just like that, from fifteen years old to twenty years old. ”

"You also experienced a change when you were fifteen years old, but he is worse than you." Ah Cheng almost categorically said, "No matter what, your home is still there, your parents are still there, and you have a brother-in-law with a military background." What you endure is only psychological pain, and what he endures is both physical and mental pain. In that environment, he could only arm himself with thorns all over his body, and he would not be harmed. ”

Su Li kept thinking about what Ah Cheng said on the way back, was it because of that that that he formed his current dual personality? On the one hand, he is an elegant gentleman, but on the other hand, he is extremely cruel and bloodthirsty. Thinking about what he had experienced, if she put anything on herself, she would have already collapsed. So after knowing everything, she was suddenly able to understand An Yanzhe. The person he let go with his own hands caused his parents and family to suffer misfortune, how much he should blame himself; He is down, but the enemy is happy, how unwilling he should be; How painful should he be in the difficult process of turning from an elegant gentleman to a bloodthirsty devil!!

Thinking like this, I felt distressed for An Yanzhe......

Yu Fei only found out about what happened to Su Li today at night, and after knowing it, he was worried and happy, regardless of the fact that it was late at night, and rushed directly to Su Li's residence. The door to Su's room was unlocked, and it opened with a push.

The room was not big, the size of a dormitory. Because the lights are on, the environment inside can be seen clearly. The furnishings in the room are as good as ever. Su Li sat at the table with her back to the door, so she didn't react when Yu Fei came in. She was in a low mood now, and from time to time she picked up what was on the table and took a sip. Looks like it's been drinking for a while, so there's already an empty bottle on the table.

Yu Fei walked up to Su Li and saw that she was drinking, not only was he a little surprised, but asked, "Why did you drink?" ”

Su Li looked up at Yu Fei, smiled very casually, and said, "You are here, sit." As he spoke, he pointed to the position opposite him and motioned for Yu Fei to sit down.

Yu Fei followed Su Li's instructions and sat down in the seat opposite her. At this time, he looked at Su Li and felt that she was already a little drunk.

"You know me......" After seeing Yu Fei sit down, without waiting for him to speak, Su Li said first: "In the past ten years, I have lived a very painful life, having nightmares every night, and living in fear every day. The lingering nightmares and fears really made me go crazy, I was really going crazy. ”

Yu Fei listened to Su Li quietly, silently observing her expression, when he said these words, Su Li looked very painful, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked like he was about to cry. She rests one hand flat on the table, one arm against the table, the hand uses the support of the arm to naturally place in the air, from time to time with the hand to make some small movements, when it is difficult to express or make her painful, when the words stop, the hand is not swinging, but weak.

"I hate An Yanzhe very much, it was he who made my life like this, it was he who brutally killed my sister and Xiaofan. I should have hated him very much, and I should have seen his tragic fate before I could get rid of it. But I ...... I ......" Su Li paused as he spoke, as if he was reluctant to say the following words.

"I was distressed after knowing what he had experienced." Su Li finally said this, hung his head after speaking, covered his face with his hands, and when he got up again, there were already tears on his face.

"I know I can't be like this, I shouldn't be like this, how can I be worthy of my dead sister and Xiaofan, and how should I face my parents who are emaciated because of this matter. I'm so unproductive, how can I be so selfish, how can I just survive on my own. I shouldn't have survived. Speaking of emotion, Su Li turned from silent tears to crying, and burst into tears in an instant.

As early as when she first spoke, Yu Fei was very distressed, and now when she sees her tears, she really hates that she can't replace her pain. He came to sit next to Su Li from the opposite side of Su Li, gently pulled Su Li, and let her lean on his shoulder and cry to her heart's content. He knew that it would be much better to cry at this time.

He gently patted Su Li's back and comforted her while comforting her: "It's not selfish, it's not unproductive, it's kindness, it's because you're too kind to be like this." Whatever happened in the past or in the present, is not your fault. Thank you so much that you survived so that I could meet you. How lucky it is to survive, and how can there be such a burden? It's good that you are responsible for living well, what should be calculated, what should be cleaned up, I will solve it for you, who owes whom, who should pay whom, I will sort it out for you, you don't need to think about this, just live happily, those painful things, let me bear it for you. ”

These words are not high-sounding clichés, nor are they sweet words to please the other party, but they are true, and they are not what Yu Fei thinks in his heart. He hopes that Su Li can be like a normal girl, happy with what they are happy and worried about what they are worried about. Whether it's pain or fear, you can handle all these things.

I don't know how long it took, Su Li finally stopped crying. Maybe it's because Yu Fei's words worked, maybe it's because I'm tired of crying, or maybe it's something else. In short, I stopped crying, although I didn't cry anymore, but I continued to drink until I drank all the wine I bought. Yu Fei couldn't drink, so he could only watch Su Li drink. also knew that she was in a bad mood, so he didn't stop her and let her drink as she pleased.

Su Li's amount of alcohol was actually not good, but because he was too sad, he drank more. I don't know when she was already drunk and conscious of her state of confusion.

"Little Er, bring the wine." Su Li drank the last wine in his hand, put the beer can on the table, and said.

Yu Fei looked around the room, made sure that there were only two people, him and Su Li, and asked Su Li, "Little Er?" Who, me? He pointed to himself for conviction.

"Of course it's you, it's just me and you in this room, isn't it you or me?" Su Li replied seriously, and did not forget to use the technique of rhetorical questions to let Yu Fei know his identity clearly.

Yu Fei coughed unnaturally twice, and had no choice but to cooperate with Su Li to continue the performance, and said, "There is no wine." ”

Su Li disdainfully "cut", stared at Yu Fei's eyes and said, "What about the liar." How can there be no wine, you must be hiding, want to drink secretly, isn't it, I will find you miserable. So saying, he began to look around the room.

Because Su Li was staggering, Yu Fei was afraid that she would fall, so he cautiously followed behind her, and did not forget to explain: "It's really gone." Only the wine on the table has been drunk by you. ”

"Nonsense, I've only drunk two bottles, how can I not have them?" Su Li retorted.

Yu Fei looked at the seven or eight beer cans on the table with black lines on his face, and said, "Why are there only two bottles, seven or eight bottles, doesn't it mean that there are only two bottles of beer, and you still drink so much." ”

Su Li turned his head to face Yu Fei and said, "It's because there are only two bottles of wine, so I only drank two bottles." Look at ......" she said as she returned to the table, and simply lay down on the table because she was dizzy, counting a beer can and placing one next to herself, "1, 2, 1, 2, 1......"

Although he counted one by one, he almost only cycled between the two numbers of 1 and 2, and finally told Yu Fei very proudly: "Look, it's just two bottles." ”

Yu Fei was surprised by Su Li and couldn't speak for a long time, this drunken IQ ...... It's almost zero, it's a real headache.

However, this is not the end of the ......

"Who are you?" Su Li looked at Yu Fei and asked.

"I'm ......" Yu Fei was about to say who he was, when Su Li suddenly interrupted him and said, "Don't say it, I know, you are Uncle Yu." She giggled, laughing backwards and backwards.

Yu Fei's face was full of black lines again, he always thought that he belonged to the kind of face shape that did not look old. But Su Li actually called him uncle!

"Do you like me?" Su Li asked again, and when he spoke, he threw a wink at Yu Fei.

For the sake of this wink, Yu Fei replied, "Well, I like it." ”

"You can't like me." Su Li pouted.

"Why?" Yu Fei asked puzzled.

"Because I'm Lori, you're an uncle, haha." Su Li laughed happily after speaking, not considering Yu Fei's mood at the moment.

Yu Fei tried his best to suppress the urge to smash the table, and said, "You have a good position for yourself, Ash...... How did I become an uncle? ”

However, this is not the end of the story......

"Why are you wearing a blue hat?" Su Li asked, pointing at Yu Fei's beret.

"Why is that? The hats of peacekeepers are always blue. Yu Fei replied.

Su Li pursed his lips, seemingly dissatisfied with Yu Fei's hat, and said, "Blue is not for you." ”

"What color is right for me?" Yu Fei asked.

"Green." Su Li blurted out without thinking about it, but for Su Li, whose IQ is basically zero after drinking, I'm afraid he will say the same thing after thinking about it.

"It should be cuckolded, and a cuckold is for you." Su Li added.

Yu Fei's face was full of black lines again, and he argued: "How can a green hat suit me?" ”

"It's just suitable, you don't have it, I'll send you." Su Li said, as if he was very generous.

The person he likes said that he wanted to give himself a green hat, Yu Fei's current mood is really, heart-piercing. He gently held Su Li's face with both hands and made her look into his eyes, intending to correct Su Li's thoughts very seriously, but he didn't expect Su Li to fall asleep in a daze.

Normally, a drunk person will not wake up until he wakes up when he is asleep, but for Su Li, such a thing does not exist.