Chapter 131: Broken Thoughts
"She's still flexible, I just think she's too taciturn, and she seems to have a lot on her mind." The proprietress took a cup of coffee and took a sip.
"Let's keep it for now! Maybe it's because it's not familiar yet. The boss said and continued to move his plants.
Xia Hibiscus rode an electric car, trying not to think about anything, and delivered the flowers to the customer in a short time. When I came back, I felt much more relaxed, but I passed through that familiar street again.
Three years ago, the scene on the edge of the flower bed seemed to come back to her eyes, she stopped the car and stood quietly on the side of the road for a long time, tears quietly sliding down her cheeks.
She really wanted to go to a place where no one was and cry, but there were people everywhere, and it seemed that everyone's eyes were on her.
In fact, she knows that she has figured it out, but she is just comforting her parents and comforting her family, and she doesn't want them to worry about herself anymore, how can someone who has loved deeply forget it?
Coming out to work is just an excuse, I really want to be able to vent freely, but it doesn't seem to be so easy to do, when studying in front of a book or a computer, the words in front of me have become Zhao Yixuan's smiling face, I can't concentrate, walking on the familiar street, I can meet the sweet figure of the two of them everywhere.
When she returned to the store, it was almost time to get off work, and she silently dragged the floor before leaving.
It was late in the summer, and Xia Jin didn't want to go home so early, and she didn't want to force a smile in front of her parents, so she locked the electric car in the store and prepared to walk home slowly.
But the street ahead was familiar, and just a week ago, she had happily come here with him to take wedding photos. The evening breeze rattled the leaves and made her eyes feel sour.
She looked up, and the neon signs of "True Love Wedding Photo Studio" had already begun to flicker. A huge wedding photo of him and her was placed in the window, and she stood in front of the window to look at it up close, which was particularly eye-catching! Extraordinarily beautiful! His affectionate gaze was looking at her affectionately, and she was looking at her with a shy face, full of love in her eyes, extremely happy, extremely sweet! A hot tear slipped silently, two, one string, two strings, Xia Jin quickly took out a tissue from her bag and pressed it on her eyes, not daring to look at the photo again.
In the past, when Xia Hibiscus raised her head again, under the refraction of the street lamp, when she looked at the surrounding scenery with tear-stained eyes, there were countless beams of light, sometimes longer, sometimes shorter, sometimes forming a circle of light, there was a feeling of bright brilliance, looking at the photo again, she suddenly found that the ancient costume photo was incompatible with the surrounding modern atmosphere, but looked particularly bleak.
At this moment, a clerk came out of it and suddenly saw her, "Hey, isn't this Miss Xia?" What's wrong with you? Sick? Why are you so emaciated all of a sudden? ”
At this time, another clerk walked out, gently touched the clerk who was talking, and motioned with her eyes to stop talking.
"Uhhhh Well, you haven't gotten off work yet? Xia Jin guessed in her heart that the girl must have read the news, so she answered noncommittally.
"Yes! I'm getting ready to get off work, Miss Xia, do you have any needs at this time? "The clerk was polite.
Xia Jin suddenly remembered that there was really something, blushed for a while, and said embarrassedly, "Uh... I suddenly can't remember. My set of photos. I don't know where to put the electronic version.,Can you guys?。。 Help me make a new copy? ”
"No problem, Miss Xia, you come in and wait for a while, the air conditioner inside is turned on to cool down, and I will help you fix it soon." The clerk politely welcomed Xia Jin into the store and sat down on the sofa, pouring another glass of water.
Xia Jin whispered when she saw the two clerks enter.
When she got the USB flash drive and was about to leave, Xia Jin seemed to feel a trace of sympathy in the clerk's eyes, she silently put the USB flash drive into her bag, and thanked the clerk for walking out of the wedding dress shop quickly.
The traffic is busy, the lights are staggered, the shadows of the trees are swaying, the people who return late or take a walk are anxious or slow, the intimate couple passes by Xia Hibiscus, Xia Hibiscus looks up and pretends to look at the bustling street lamps and advertisements, the bright light is like a sharp sword, ruthlessly piercing into her softest and most fragile heart, tears can't help but blur her eyes again.
Xia Jin seemed to have forgotten the way home for a moment, and she really didn't want to go home, but she didn't know where to go, but she knew that she had to go back, and she couldn't let her parents worry about her anymore.
Obviously love each other very much, why do you want to separate?
The heat wave and breeze in the streets dried the tears on her face, but it could not dry the damp heart.
In the distance, she saw her mother waiting downstairs, seemingly shorter than before, and she quickened her pace slightly, and squeezed an unnatural smile into her face.
"Mom, why did you come downstairs?"
"I'm coming out to meet you! Are you still used to working on your first day? Tired or not? I'm so tired, we won't go tomorrow. Xia Mu took a fan and fanned Xia Hibiscus vigorously, and pulled a strand of hair that was hanging on the side of her face and didn't know whether it was soaked with tears or sweat behind her ears.
"Mom, I'm not tired, it's good! Don't come out again in the future, it's really hot! Xia Jin knew that the weather was not really hot, she just didn't want her mother to see it.
"As long as my Jin'er is okay, Mom is fine!" Mother Xia gently held Xia Jin's arm.
Xia Jin's tears swirled in her eyes again, and she quickly turned her head sideways to let the hair in her ears hang down to her face, blocking her mother's view, and gently took her mother's hand and went upstairs together.
After eating, Xia Jin took the initiative to stand up and wash the dishes, and then went to take a shower.
"Dad, Mom, I'm a little tired today, I'll go to sleep first!"
"Okay, go to sleep!"
Xia's father and Xia mother also returned to their room, and Xia's mother said, "Maybe it's because I'm too tired, I still only ate a little bit of dinner." ”
"Take your time, even if it's just a small injury on your hand, it will hurt for days! Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, don't worry too much, take care of yourself! ”
People who climbed into bed early did not sleep until three o'clock in the morning.
The next morning, Xia Mu got up very early to make breakfast, and when she saw Xia Hibiscus coming out after washing, she served her breakfast, Xia Hibiscus just sat down at the dining table, Xia Mu got up and went into the kitchen, and after a while, she came out and took something in her hand and put it on Xia Hibiscus's eyes.
Xia Mu said distressedly: "Don't move, this is a potato chip, and your eyes won't be swollen after a while." Silly child, cry if you want to, don't hold back, and don't be afraid that we will look uncomfortable and hide in the back and cry, if your eyes are swollen, it won't look good! ”
"Mom, you've found out!" Xia Jin hung her head and her eyes were red again, and she stood up and went to the bathroom.
"Lao Li, are you confused? At this time, he said that it would only make her cry again. Father Xia softly blamed Mother Xia.
"I'm really distressed to see children like this!" Xia Mu also had red eyes, her eyes looked upward, and she fanned the wind with her hands.
Xia Jin came out of the bathroom, didn't look up, just took the bag and buzzed and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm going to work!" And he went out.
"You haven't eaten yet!" Xia Mu chased out, and Xia Jin had already hurried downstairs and disappeared.
Mother Xia stood on the balcony and looked at her daughter's distant back, she couldn't hold back anymore, and tears came out of her eyes.
"She's in a hurry to go out to work, she just doesn't want us to see her sad, but how sad she must be!
"It's not uncomfortable to put this on anyone, alas!" In addition to sighing, Father Xia can only sigh!
The early summer morning is very refreshing outside, the air is fresh, and the sky is blue, so you can see that the sun is shining again. Birds chirp happily on the branches and tell stories about other people's homes, there are few pedestrians on the road, and Zhao Yixuan and Zhao Yixuan often like to walk this road because it is quiet.
People and things that you are accustomed to, you think will never change, but suddenly one day suddenly break the routine, thinking that you can be with you for a lifetime, people will no longer appear in a blink of an eye, not just not used to it, but like being hollowed out of the heart, there is a big hole in the chest, I want to call his name thousands of times, trying to fill this empty heart.
The mobile phone is always full, but I don't make a call, take it out from time to time to see if there are any missed calls, for fear of accidentally touching the volume button and turning off the volume button, Zhao Yixuan, do you owe me at least an explanation? In this way, without looking at the road or people, Xia Jin came to the flower shop with memories of Zhao Yixuan in his head, and found that the flower shop had not yet opened.
Xia Jin waited in front of the flower shop for a long time before the boss came to open the door.
It didn't take long for the proprietress to change her attitude towards Xia Hibiscus, because she was familiar with the knowledge of plant maintenance, this job was also handy, the flowers and plants she took care of were particularly vibrant, and the flowers were always sent back quickly, not taking the opportunity to stay too much outside, the proprietress was secretly glad to find a right-hand man.
The days passed quickly, and he had been working in the flower shop for a month in a blink of an eye, but in Xia Jin's heart, it was very slow, he had been engaged for more than a month, and he was still silently waiting for that call in his heart.
Repeating the same work, the same route, the same mood every day. In the first few days, when I passed by the True Love Wedding Photo Studio, I saw the huge wedding photos in ancient costumes, and I felt repulsed, but gradually, it seemed that when I walked here, I would always get used to stopping and looking at it for a while before leaving.
After work, the bustling streets are already lit up with neon lights, the street windows are full of goods, and the melodious music is moving.
With the tempting sweetness wafting in the wind, Xia Jin didn't have to look up to know that she was passing by the cake shop, she knew that a hundred steps further would be the True Love Wedding Dress Shop. One step, two steps, three steps... A hundred steps, Xia Jin raised her head and just saw the logo of true love.
Suddenly, Xia Jin's eyes were stunned for a few seconds, and then nervously and quickly searched the windows and walls of the photo studio. She panicked for a moment, tears quickly poured out of her eyes, only to see that the wedding photo of her and Zhao Yixuan in the window in the past was gone, and what was presented in front of her eyes was replaced by a modern white wedding photo, in the photo, the handsome bride was hugging the delicate bride princess, and happiness was sprinkled on the ground.
How can it be replaced, isn't it a one-year contract? Who brought it off?