26 Regrets for life

Of course, Xiao Haotian knew that Ling Dongwu was already married. But when I saw her smiling, I said it to myself proudly. I only felt like my heart had been pierced by a fine needle. It was sore and painful. The light in his eyes didn't feel a little dim. Reluctant smiled and said, "Congratulations." Ling girl. ”

Ling Dongwu wanted to say a few words. But seeing Xiao Haotian so miserable. How can you bear to say it. I think I'm here to give him charcoal. Why is it falling into the well now?

Ling Dongwu was in a hurry for days. Fatigue. After eating, I couldn't open my sleepy eyes. Xiao Haotian saw that she was in good spirits. Let her serve her to sleep. The room here. Naturally, the place where he lived was the most luxurious and comfortable. He gave up the warm pavilion where he had been living to Ling Dongwu. He slept in the next room by himself.

Xiao Haotian was lying on the bed. I can't sleep after tossing and turning. He knew he didn't have a problem with the bed. So he simply got up. Stand under the porch in front of the window. Look at the Kim Woo Xi Shen. Watch the Jade Rabbit rise in the east.

In this cold and lonely night. Where he stood like this. The moonlight shone on him. A blurry shadow is reflected. He hadn't changed positions since he stood there. Who made thoughts so sinful? Time is slowing down. It is as if you can hear the depths of your heart. I desperately want to get close to that warmth. Unwilling to do so, the voice is shouting.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow Ling Dongwu will leave him. From now on. Live far apart from each other. There is no time to see each other. He just wanted to look at her more. Just want to be closer to her.

Ultimately. Xiao Haotian struggled like a trapped beast to the door of the room where Ling Dongwu lived. Hesitantly grip the doorknob. Finally, he gently pushed the door open. Walked in.

Ling Dongwu looked very sweet when he fell asleep. Xiao Haotian couldn't help but smile when he looked at it. This is the first time I have secretly stood by her bedside and watched her sleeping face. How sad. Former bedmates. It has become a sneaky peep that can only be seen from the side.

The tired Ling Dongwu slept deeply. Pouted. Eyelashes are slightly upturned. It's a small face. I don't know why I'm getting thinner. Even his chin was sharpened. The fair complexion was a little crimson in the warm temperature of the room. A few strands of hair landed on the tip of her nose. Xiao Haotian leaned down. Gently brushed her hair. In that instant. He felt so close to her.

Xiao Haotian smiled slightly. It seemed extremely satisfying. But the smile immediately faded. There is a vague bitterness that cannot be described. He really can't figure it out sometimes. So many people in the world. So many women. Why did he meet her. And he's going to have his heart set on her. There are many things in life that may last a lifetime. Can't have it. But if there is none, there is none. I don't feel any regrets. Something has been owned. But in the end, he lost. But it is a lifelong hatred.

The room was quiet and quiet. His slow heartbeat could be faintly heard. Plop plop. During the hunting in the line of enclosure. He saw that Ling Dongwu hated himself so much. I thought I had missed Ling Dongwu for the rest of my life. But in an unprepared time. Got this God-given gift.

Xiao Haotian had been standing beside Ling Dongwu's bed for a long time. Later, there was a slight movement. I felt that my legs were a little numb. He saw that the light of the day was shining a little. Going to get up and leave. But by the candlelight of the room. Seeing Ling Dongwu's face redder than just now. Some are not normal.

He reached out and touched Ling Dongwu's forehead. Boiling hot. Sure enough, she had a fever.

Xiao Haotian hurriedly went out. Call the guards to the doctor. When the doctor came in. Xiao Haotian had already put down the green radish curtain on the bed. Only Ling Dongwu was left with a white jade-like wrist outside the tent.

The doctor started with Xiao Hao's heavenly vigil. So he followed him to Jingshan. I never heard that Xiao Haotian came with his daughter. Today, I saw this woman lying on Xiao Haotian's bed. Naturally, I know that the relationship with Xiao Haotian is extraordinary. Hurriedly gathered his eyes and concentrated. Began to take the pulse of Ling Dongwu.

"Lord Wang. The. The patient was infected with a chill. But look at it according to the pulse. She must have had the root of the wind chill before. The residual poison has not been removed. So she will easily get wet and cold. Causes fever. and because she is now in extreme physical need. Weak. It is best to take a few more pills. It will take some time. ”

Xiao Haotian knows. Ling Dongwu has fought on the battlefield countless times over the years. Survive in danger countless times. The body is naturally riddled with holes. Hurt the heart. He also knows. Ling Dongwu definitely didn't pass by here this time. Instead, he traveled thousands of miles to see himself. Ice and snow weather in the north. She hurried day and night. Of course, the body can't bear it.

If I had kept her by my side in the first place. If you didn't let go ruthlessly. How could she suffer so much? How could he and Ling Dongwu embark on this road of no return. There's no going back.

"Good. You go down now and prescribe medicine right away. If you can, add some tonic to her medicine. Millennial ginseng in the storeroom. Ganoderma lucidum. Snow lotus is as you go. ”

"Yes." The doctor bowed and stepped back.

Xiao Haotian opened the tent. See the outside talking like this. Still didn't wake Ling Dongwu up. She just rolled over. He fell asleep.

Ling Dongwu's jet-black hair fell loosely on the snow-white pillow. Lining's face is delicate and clear. Because of fever. The face is like a peach blossom. Sakura's lips opened slightly. One of her just turned over. The quilt slipped a little. The underwear on his body loosened slightly. Slide down your neck. You can vaguely see the undulating curves. Xiao Haotian looked at such a beautiful spring sleep. I just felt that his mouth was dry. Hurriedly look away.

Soon. The maid cooked the medicine and brought it in. Xiao Haotian gently pushed Ling Dongwu. Gently called her: "Ling girl." Took the medicine. Ling girl. Wake up. ”

Ling Dongwu sighed. But he turned around. Keep sleeping.

Xiao Haotian was helpless. A pitiful laugh. He patted her face. Insisting on waking her up: "Get up." Ling girl. Be sure to take your medicine. Otherwise, you'll burn even harder. I took the medicine and went to sleep. ”

Ling Dongwu was under Xiao Haotian's indomitable call. Finally woke up. Misty, he opened his eyes and looked at him. Xiao Haotian smiled: "I finally woke up." Ling girl. You have a fever. Come. Took the medicine. ”

Ling Dongwu looked at the bitter potion in front of him. Unconsciously frowned. Xiao Haotian saw her like this. I only felt a pain in my heart. The voice became softer: "Ling girl." Shrewd. Took the medicine. Then the king will go and get it for you. The tone is like caring for his favorite child.

Ling Dongwu didn't want to drink this bitter potion. But suddenly found that the posture and tone of speech he was sitting with Xiao Haotian were extremely ambiguous. Hurriedly and obediently opened his mouth. Put the medicine bowl he handed over to his mouth. I took a few big sips in a row. I swallowed the medicine. Xiao Haotian hurriedly brought the water to rinse his mouth. Ling Dongwu took two more sips. He asked softly, "Ling girl." What you want to eat. Ling Dongwu shook his head. The voice was a little hoarse: "I don't want to eat anything." Just want to sleep. ”

"Good. Then you go to sleep first. Xiao Haotian put her down satisfied. Tucked the quilt for her. Softly said, "Go to sleep." He only felt that the satisfaction of conquering a city was no more.

Xiao Haotian has always been by Ling Dongwu's side. Quietly looking at her sleeping face. Or. In his heart, he would rather be like this. I'd rather Ling Dongwu fall asleep like this. He was with her at all times. No more worries that she will leave. No longer worrying about her beloved is someone else.

Ling Dongwu slept for another day and a night in such a groggy way. The burning gradually subsided. People also have some spirit. There was still a sickly look on his face. But she cried out loudly and hungry.

Xiao Haotian saw that she was finally getting better. Hurriedly instructed his subordinates to prepare the meal.

The cold wind howled outside the window. The house was as warm as spring. The ondol in the room is extremely warm. There is also another smoked cage. The smoke cage is wrong with gold and silver. Gorgeous. Only the whisper of the crackling horn of the charcoal fire was heard. The waiter lightly added the dishes. Ling Dongwu raised his eyes. I only feel that the mattress is set with hibiscus. The feast is splendid. But it is rich and comfortable to the extreme.

The dishes are all the same. A variety of soups and dishes were set up on the table. Because Ling Dongwu was sick. Xiao Haotian specially instructed people to serve a few light side dishes. Among them, the crispy pickled melon Ling Dongwu is particularly fond of eating. And porridge. I ate a lot of it. Sweet and sour, crispy and delicious. It reminds her of the Korean pickles she eats in modern life.

The waiter poured wine for Xiao Haotian next to him. Xiao Haotian waved his hand. The attendants bowed their hands and withdrew. He slowly drained the wine from his glass.

There was a sudden silence in the room. Only the charcoal in the smoker cage was heard. Burn to the point of beeping and peeling.

Ling Dongwu saw that the waiter didn't pour himself wine. He poured himself a drink. Take a sip of wine and drink it in. I just feel spicy and spicy. I couldn't help but turn my face and cough a few times.

Xiao Haotian said softly: "Don't drink." The cold is not cured. It's not good for the body. ”

"How could it be bad. Have some wine. Sweat a little. The disease will get better faster. Ling Dongwu smiled and quibbled. She wore only a silver mouse jacket with small sleeves. Xiao Haotian only felt that her waist was not enough. The fragrance of nephrite strikes. Bright eyes. It reminded him of many years ago. She and herself drank and chanted poetry under the moon in the same way. Talk about life.

Also on that day. Only then did he know that there was such a person in this world. Fall in love with yourself. There is also such a woman who is different. Also on that day. She gave herself to him. But. After all, he didn't understand his own heart. I don't know how to cherish it. Lost the person you love the most.

"Ling girl. The doctor said. Your body needs to be nourished for a few days. Why don't you just stay here and rest for a few more days? ”

Ling Dongwu grinned: "It's just a cold." It's not a big deal. I won't bother you here. Tomorrow if the sky is clear. So I set off and left. ”

"Ling girl. Are you so unwilling to stay with this king for a few more days? Xiao Haotian's eyes were blazing. It was as blue as the sea in the light. Have no bottom. Flowing with broken light.

Ling Dongwu didn't know what to say for a while. The two of them faced a large table of dishes. It's all just silent.

It's been a while. Ling Dongwu opened his mouth and said, "Lord Wang." The last time I was on a mission to the Northern Desert. Thank you for helping me in the dark. Protect me. ”

Xiao Haotian's gaze stayed on her for a while. There was a faint mockery in his eyes. "How can this king ignore you. Do you think that this king can really treat you as an enemy? ”

Ling Dongwu smirked unnaturally. To tell the truth, he said, "I haven't always felt it." Only when outside the city of Hengyang. I thought you were going to use me as a prostitute. I was really scared. ”

Xiao Haotian couldn't help frowning. He was angry when he thought about it. Unconsciously his tone was a little stern: "What the hell is going on in your head." The king led his army on the march. It has always been a place where prisoners are held and where prostitutes are stayed. How can you think that this king wants to use you as a prostitute? and also pleaded with Zhou Ze to let you escape. ”

"Me. I. Actually, you can't be blamed for this. I was robbed back to Green Pearl City. Twice he was tied to a stump by the demon along with the camp prostitutes. You don't know how scary it was. I was really scared. Ling Dongwu said. Unconsciously my body shuddered.

Xiao Haotian saw Ling Dongwu talking about this matter now. still looks like he has palpitations. My heart ached. It's like you've suddenly fallen into hell. It's because I was too ruthless at the beginning. Plunged Ling Dongwu into hell on earth. Push her into the abyss of pain. At the same time, he also made himself unrecoverable. Now I am almost crazy to be tormented by longing. It is also retribution.

"Ling girl. It's all bad for this king. You have suffered. Xiao Haotian said with difficulty.

Ling Dongwu took a sip of wine. He wiped his mouth with his hand without any rules. Smiled and waved his hand indifferently: "It's all over." You're saying you're not sorry for me. On the contrary, I owe too much to the prince. In Jiangxia City, the prince saved me twice. Saved my master once. In the city of Hengzhou, the prince saved me once. In Hengyang City, the prince let me go once. "Ling Dongwu is smart and doesn't dare to mention Mu Zicheng at this time." When I was on a mission to the Northern Desert. The prince has saved me countless times. It's that I owe too much to the prince. Too much. ”

"You're because you feel you owe me too much. Did you come all the way to see me this time? Xiao Haotian's tone was light. But it seems to carry the weight of a thousand gold. It's overwhelming.

"It's not. I. I was just passing through here. I heard that you are keeping a vigil on Jingshan. I just wanted to come and see you. Drop by to pay homage to the old prince. Ling Dongwu replied cautiously.

"Yes." Xiao Haotian took a light breath. Tighten the fingers placed under the table. Pale joints.

As long as he put away his warmth for Ling Dongwu a little. Ling Dongwu immediately felt an invisible chill. Even if they were taken away from the army. But Xiao Haotian is still Xiao Haotian. His formidable momentum cannot be changed. Ling Dongwu found that there was doubt in his cold eyes. The usually cold and hard lines on his face were re-tensed. The corners of his mouth twitched slightly.

Ling Dongwu saw Xiao Haotian like this. Immediately felt restless. Scratching his head helplessly. whispered: "Lord Wang." I. I'm sleepy. ”

Xiao Haotian only realized at this time that his anger made the little girl in front of him afraid. Try to relax your tense face. Let the sound sound softer. gave Ling Dongwu a glass of wine. "Ling girl. This wine is made of osmanthus. Can you drink it? ”