Chapter 68
"Wait." Lao Fang said, "Lin Mochen, outsiders shouldn't say much about your business. But I'm also her only elder, so it's probably not an exaggeration to say a few words. It was indeed a better and more open path for her. You've seen a better view outside, so you might as well leave her with the best view. There is still a long way to go in life, and gathering and dispersing are always impermanent. There is no need to ask where she went, if she is destined to have a heart in the future, it may be more appropriate and better to look at this relationship when she was young at a better time. What she left you, you should cherish, and you should be grateful. Don't dwell on the past and move forward. She'll also move forward. In this way, maybe in the future, when you recall her kindness and affection for you, you will not feel ashamed of it. ”
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After hanging up the phone, Lin Mochen suddenly felt a pain in his temples jumping again. He was faintly uneasy, but the deep darkness of the night and the extreme exhaustion of his physical strength made him not want to think too much. He continued to drive in the direction of the hotel, he thought that the old party had a saying that was right, go forward, life must go on. This matter, this person, this matter, this is over, there is no need to mention it again.
Then, as if it were an irresistible fate, as if everything was preceded by irreversible signs. In the darkness of the night, under the dim street lamp, his mobile phone rang again.
It's a number in the United States.
Lin Mochen pulled over the car, raised his dark and calm eyes, and picked it up.
It was a slightly hoarse, but energetic voice that spoke native American English: "Hello, you're Jasonlin?" ”
Lin Mochen: "Yes. ”
Bert snorted softly over there, but there was still a smile in his voice: "Where's your girlfriend Summer?" Why did I call her because this number doesn't exist anymore? ”
Lin Mochen replied slowly: "I don't know. ”
Bert was a little upset: "Hey, boy, you treat your savior like this?" I'm Burt, the chairman of MK! ”
"What's the matter with her?" He asked.
Bert's tone softened at this time, and he also took on a bit of seriousness: "I came to her to thank her." Didn't she tell you? It was this angelic girl who said to me that many things in life are not rewarded with profits. If I do good things, I will be rewarded with good things. And after I helped you, a miracle happened. I was already terminally ill, and the doctors weren't optimistic. But this time, I woke up again, and even my condition improved. I wanted to tell her that this was the best reward I've ever seen in my life. ”
Lin Mochen didn't speak.
Bert's voice was heard, and he muttered softly, and then said, "Okay, I'm going to hang up." But remember, young man, be kind to her. She pestered me for many days to get this investment for you. Her bravery and perseverance are beyond your imagination. When a man is young, he is really lucky to meet such a girl. She said......" Bert laughed again: "She said that she hoped that her sweetheart would always live brightly, and she said that she would save your love." Now, she should be happy. If you are lucky enough to marry her in the future, please invite me to the ceremony. ”
Lin Mochen replied: "Okay." ”
The phone hung up, and silence suddenly returned. Lin Mochen put his mobile phone in the passenger seat, sat quietly for a while, started the car, and continued to drive forward. But the hazy road suddenly seemed to become extremely empty. He drove on this road, but it was like driving in a deep and boundless dream. He kept driving forward and forward, and suddenly he seemed to lose much consciousness, he couldn't hear the sounds around him, and his eyes seemed to go blank when he looked at the buildings and lights in front of him.
Until the phone rang incessantly, waking him up from his dream. He picked it up almost blankly: "Hey? ”
It doesn't matter whose phone it is, it won't be hers anyway.
came, but it was the voice of his sister Lin Qian, with a little smugness and a little coquettishness: "Brother, I know that you haven't slept yet." Why didn't you call me this weekend? Yesterday called and turned off? ”
Lin Mochen didn't speak.
"I've just finished reading the book. In this mock exam, I took the third place in the grade, right? ”
"Hmm."
Lin Qian also heard that his tone was wrong, and asked cautiously: "Brother, is the company's matter still unresolved?" I actually...... I heard my mother say that you have saved the day. Brother, don't worry, now you work harder, and when I graduate from college, I'll come to help you fight the country. ”
He replied, "Yes." ”
Lin Qian: "Brother, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare me. ”
Lin Mochen took a deep breath and replied, "It's okay." ”
"Brother, have you encountered something? You...... Sad? ”
Lin Mochen couldn't go on, and said in a dumb voice: "Lin Qian, go to bed early, I still have something to do." I'll call you later. After speaking, without waiting for Lin Qian's answer, he hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and threw away the phone.
In the darkness of the night, he continued to drive the car forward. But I don't know where I drove it. Familiar cities, unfamiliar streets. On the empty road, only his car was moving.
Finally, he parked the car at the nameless intersection. When I looked up, there was only a street lamp, shining down silently. I don't know if it's a bar or a video store next to it, it's so deserted so late, and it's still open. On the stereo at the door, the most popular bands of the moment are playing, and the songs that are popular in the streets and alleys are playing. The pure but hoarse male voice sang heartbreakingly:
I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and I am most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends
I am most afraid that the memories will suddenly roll over and the cramping will not subside
I'm most afraid to hear from you suddenly
We are so sweet, so beautiful, so believed
So crazy so hot ever
Why do we still have to run to grow old in our own happiness and regrets?
I miss you so much all of a sudden
Where will you live happily or aggrieved
I miss you so much all of a sudden
Suddenly sharp memories suddenly blurred eyes
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Lin Mochen leaned back in the car seat, raised his hand to cover his face, and tears rolled down.
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Later, his sister Lin Qian also fell in love with a black-bellied and shrewd man in the shopping mall, and he said to his sister: "The more a man is calculated, in love, the more you have to make him cramp and peel off his bones in order to see his true heart." ”
Lin Qian asked: "Brother, have you ever been cramped and stripped of your bones by a woman?" ”
Lin Mochen was silent.
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The woman, she will not only pluck out his tendons, but also pluck out his bones. What she took away was all the joy and love of his life. Since then, a Lin Mochen has continued to move forward along the road of life. Another Lin Mochen, but forever trapped on the road back from the airport, he looked up and saw the dark sky, and looked down to see the glimmer of loneliness.