Chapter 427 He wasn't what she wanted

Jiang Ziming knelt on one knee and his knees were a little stiff, he slowly got up and sat next to Pei Ran, Pei Ran lowered his head and didn't look at him, only heard him say slowly, "Ran, I originally thought that many things could be solved as long as we got married, but it doesn't seem to be like this, the sense of belonging you want is not something I can give." ”

Pei Ran's crying face was spent, and she choked up, "Ziming, I'm sorry, I really worked hard, but my heart is inexplicably out of my control." ”

"I know, I know." Jiang Ziming said such a sentence in a very low voice, and his words made Pei Ran's whole person start to cry again.

She really didn't mean to hurt Jiang Ziming, but she was cowardly and selfish, which made many good situations into today's dilemma.

Pei Ran cried sadly, Jiang Ziming let her head rest on his shoulder, "Ran, don't cry, it's me who is not good enough to make you fall in love with me." ”

The more Jiang Ziming said this, the more Pei Ran felt the guilt in her heart, she hated why she didn't fall in love with Jiang Ziming, she hated herself for making everything into the current situation.

She really worked hard, but Qin Fujuan was right, hard work is one thing, reality is another.

Jiang Ziming looked at Pei Ran, who was crying and choking in front of him, and said softly, "Ran, I know that you have always liked Yan Zhuolang, I know ......"

As soon as he mentioned Yan Zhuolang, Pei Ran's heart chuckled, she didn't know what to do, she really wanted to forget, but she really couldn't do it.

"Yan Zhuolang's English name starts with M, and since I saw the new company name in your room, I knew that you must still have him in your heart."

"Ziming, I didn't."

Pei Ran explained, but he seemed weak, but Jiang Ziming said, "Ran, everyone has the right to choose the person they love, there is nothing wrong with you." ”

Jiang Ziming put away all his emotions and went to comfort Pei Ran.

"In fact, seeing you is like seeing myself, we all have people in our hearts who love desperately, but I don't regret it, at least I worked hard for you, even if we are separated, I am very grateful that you have given me so many good memories, at least let me know what it is like to love someone."

When Pei Ran heard this, she couldn't help crying, she couldn't even say what she was crying for, Jiang Ziming saw her like this, and her heart was not at all uncomfortable, and gently patted her back, "Ran, don't cry, although we are not lovers, I will always be your safe haven, as long as you say a word, I am willing to go to the soup for you." ”

Pei Ran finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the whole person fell into Jiang Ziming's arms, holding him tightly with his hands, "Ziming, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish." ”

Jiang Ziming didn't feel so sad in his heart when he saw this, he also stretched out his arms and hugged her tightly in his arms and said, "Ran, if you have any grievances to cry out, your heart will feel better, don't hide everything in your heart." ”

Pei Ran kept crying, crying all the time, thinking of the time when he was framed and put in prison, thinking of the bits and pieces that had happened to him and Yan Zhuolang over the years, and so many tragic frames, there were too many emotions suppressed in his heart, and finally broke out completely at this moment.

She had been crying in Jiang Ziming's arms for a long, long time, crying so much that she couldn't even speak, Jiang Ziming straightened her body and got up to turn on the light.

The lights in the room were on, Pei Ran's eyes were red and swollen and he looked at the bedroom blankly, but Jiang Ziming said, "I'll go get a towel and eggs for you." ”

Pei Ran bit her lip, "Don't bother." ”

Jiang Ziming said with a smile, "You are also the general manager now, crying like a child, what if you are secretly photographed by a reporter, you can't be the same as before, I'll go upstairs first, you wait for me." ”

Pei Ran looked at the dazzling rose petals all over the ground, her heart was very sour, she knew that Jiang Ziming was giving each other one last chance, and he even knew that he would definitely lose this gamble, but he didn't hesitate, maybe he had really figured it out, and asked her to give him a chance to leave.

In fact, didn't she give herself and Jiang Ziming a chance?

She deceived herself from the beginning and told herself that she could try it with Jiang Ziming, but after all, the two of them are people of two worlds, but she has done her best.

Jiang Ziming came up from downstairs, looked at the candle on the ground and frowned, and quickly extinguished the candle with the lid, Pei Ran sat on the edge of the bed and watched his movements, his eyes were red again.

But he said very calmly, "If you knew that you wouldn't light candles, it's not good for your health." ”

Pei Ran didn't speak, she kept looking at the candles all over the floor, as if she remembered a lot of things, she always felt that life was always so dramatic.

Jiang Ziming didn't sit on the edge of the bed, pulled a chair and sat opposite Pei Ran, he handed the towel and hot eggs to Pei Ran, and said loudly, "Don't cry, I have something to tell you." ”

Pei Ran took the towel but didn't move, she was very worried in her heart, raised her head and glanced at Jiang Ziming, she didn't know what he was going to do, what he was going to say, maybe it was after today's events, she instinctively resisted talking to Jiang Ziming, and her lips opened and said, "Ziming, it's all my fault." ”

Jiang Ziming didn't like her admitting her mistakes for no reason, and besides, this kind of thing is what you love and I want, you can't even be friends because of a breakup, right? He sighed and said, "Pei Ran, don't you even want to be a friend with me?" ”

Pei Ran's eyes widened, and it was obvious in her eyes that she didn't mean that.

He said to himself, "I'm not a child anymore, and what I can't get will be destroyed, and besides, I know very well that it is much happier to have it for a long time than to have it forever." ”

After finishing speaking, he looked at Pei Ran, "You don't have so much guilt, if it's not suitable, it's inappropriate, if everyone is like you, society won't have to mess up, I'm sad, but it's only a few days of sadness, and after a few days, I'll be the same as before." ”

Pei Ran didn't speak, Jiang Ziming said this, which made her even more apologetic, as if the person who made the mistake was him, and he was now extricating himself.

He said, "Pei Ran, we have broken up from now on, but I hope our relationship can still be the same as before, I hope I am your friend who has nothing to say, and even your strongest support, if you don't mind, I can be your brother." ”

When Pei Ran heard him say this, she was still sad in her heart, how much courage did he use to calmly face the loss in life, she knew how much he loved her, so it hurt so much now.

Now she really couldn't say a word of comfort to her, she only said, "Ziming, no matter what happens in the future, you are my closest person." ”

Jiang Ziming tried hard to hook the corners of her lips, only God knows how much she didn't want to receive Pei Ran's good person card.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, Jiang Ziming kept taking a deep breath hard, he was afraid that his fragile side would bring Pei Ran side effects to her.

He looked at Pei Ran and said, "Ran, you can tell me what you are thinking in your heart, I have never been able to guess what you are thinking before, and I have always been very careful to protect you, but I always feel that there are many things in your heart that I don't know, so I want to ask clearly." ”

Pei Ran said in a low voice, "I actually don't know what I'm thinking, I may know it, but I don't dare to say it." ”

He said, "Is there anything you dare not say, or is there anything you can't say?" ”

Pei Ran pursed his lips when he heard Jiang Ziming ask, "Every time I want to say it, I always feel that saying it will hurt everyone around me, so I choose not to say it, I thought that everyone would be a little better off in this way, but I didn't expect that in the end, it would bring more pain and trouble to everyone." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "Women are born with the right to hurt people, and besides, have you ever thought that if you don't say many things, it will cause more harm." ”

Pei Ran pursed his lips and subconsciously thought of himself and Jiang Ziming.

Pei Ran looked at Jiang Ziming and said, "Ziming, I really didn't think that I would hurt you, just like when I was with Zhuo Lang, I didn't expect that we would be in this situation today, and when I was with you, I didn't think that it would be like today." ”

She clenched her fists, but then she thought about it, if she knew that she had today, would she choose to be with him? The answer, in fact, is yes.

Jiang Ziming was somewhat distressed when he saw her like this, "Don't be sad, many things are already predestined, we can't blame others." ”

When Pei Ran saw Jiang Ziming, he had thought countless times at night, if there was not so much harm, would they be together forever, and would the current result be better.

He looked at her so sadly and said, "My mother and my dad have always been very strong in their careers, so that I have been very self-reliant since I was a child, before I met you, I didn't believe that I would meet and like you in my life, so your appearance saved me to a certain extent, and I also believe that I will meet better people in the future." ”

He met her eyes seriously, "Don't be sad, I also believe that you will definitely be with the person you like, because there is an obsession in your heart, you will succeed in the end, and God will not criticize everyone who works hard and is serious." ”

Pei Ran couldn't help but sniff after hearing his words, Jiang Ziming's words really had the ability to heal, making her feel as if she had been redeemed.

Pei Ran didn't speak, Jiang Ziming continued, "Pei Ran, you have to believe me, as long as you work hard enough and are good enough, no matter what happens between you, you will be together." ”

Jiang Ziming now knows that he can't be with Pei Ran, so he wants to help her find happiness that belongs to her.

Pei Ran lowered his head, tears rolling in his eyes, "Ziming, I want to ask you, is Zhuo Lang and I finished, I know, his mother looks down on me and even hates me." ”

Jiang Ziming rarely heard Pei Ran mention Yan Zhuolang, but now when he heard her talk about it, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.

He took a deep breath and said loudly, "Pei Ran, the more others hate you, the more you have to be strong, and when you are so strong that you are not afraid of these, you will succeed." ”

Pei Ran looked at Jiang Ziming and said, "What do I have to do to be with Yan Zhuolang." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "Actually, you don't have to do anything, you just need to tell Yan Zhuolang that you still love him, explain clearly the misunderstanding between you, he will protect you, and he won't let you be hurt in any way." ”

Pei Ran really misses Yan Zhuolang very much, but she has too many things to bear after she goes back, and she is unwilling to let Yan Zhuolang bear so much, in the final analysis, she is selfish.