Chapter 453: Hatred Out of Jealousy
Yuehua didn't want to argue with Huaien, because prejudices are stubborn, and even if she explained it clearly, Lan Huaien's hatred for herself would not be reduced by half.
The blow she suffered at the beginning made her personality abnormally extreme and stubborn, and many things, knowing that she was wrong, made mistakes again and again, and refused to turn back. Including, the admiration for Shao Ziqing, but also the bitter hatred for Mo Guhan.
She knew that it was not Mo Guhan who really harmed her family's life, but the Chang family, but she still refused to admit her mistakes and stubbornly blamed Mo Guhan.
She knew that Shao Ziqing didn't love her, but she just treated her as a chess piece, and she still made mistakes and saved the rabbit as a comfort in her heart.
She knew that Yuehua didn't love Shao Ziqing, but she stubbornly blamed Yuehua for the reason why Shao Ziqing didn't love her.
She needs someone to pay for her faults.
Her personality made the hatred in her heart swell like a snowball.
"Did you deliberately approach me just to kill me?" Yuehua asked.
Wynne shook his head: "At the beginning, you saved me from the hands of the Queen Mother, I am indeed very grateful to you, and I like you from the bottom of my heart. Unfortunately, he stabbed me mercilessly in the heart.
He asked Gonggong Lin to bring the news, and asked me to do my best to protect you, at all costs. The moment I heard the news, I was stunned. Because I came out of the Hall of Blood, I knew too well what this mean by doing whatever it takes, and he asked me to protect your safety with my own life.
At that time, I didn't know what he thought about you, and I only naively thought that maybe you were of any use to him. ”
Yuehua didn't speak, only listened quietly.
"But later, Chu Mubai repelled Xiliang and returned triumphantly, Li Teng'er entered the palace, and the moment I saw Li Teng'er, I knew his true identity. I was shocked and felt that it didn't matter, what I liked was his person, who he was, and it really didn't matter to me.
On the contrary, you have a blood feud with Xiliang, and the two of you will never be able to.
But Li Teng'er told me that the person he likes is you, so he will ask me to protect you at all costs, so he will insist on staying in Chang'an. Then I became jealous of you. ”
"However, you didn't hurt me at first, on the contrary, you have been trying to match me with the emperor, which touched me very much, and I felt that you were sincere to me." Yuehua said with a wry smile.
Huai En raised his eyes and glanced at Yuehua, coldly, with sarcasm: "I just want you to completely become his strange and lonely person, so that Ziqing will completely break his thoughts and die of this heart!"
But do you know what he did to me? When he learned that I deliberately pushed you to Mo Guhan, he actually took the risk to enter the palace in person, asked me about my Xingshi, and after being angry, he slapped me into internal injuries! ”
"That's the day I went to your dormitory, and you pretended to be unfit in bed, didn't you?"
Lan Huaien nodded: "You say, what is it like in my heart when I am faced with your fake care?" Do I hate it? ”
Yuehua was silent.
"It was from that day on, that I, Lan Huaien, hated you out of jealousy, and completely had the intention of getting rid of you."
Lan Huaien gritted his teeth and looked at Yuehua: "But as long as he Shao Ziqing is not so ruthless to me, how can I take risks and attack again and again under your nose?" If he Shao Ziqing didn't love you, I would listen to him and protect you dutifully, and we will always be like sisters. ”
Yuehua shook her head helplessly, and smiled bitterly again: "I instantly feel very innocent." ”
"Are you innocent? You clearly provoked it yourself! Do you know? During the days when you were sick and recuperating in my dove hall, he could come and go often, and I was able to see him every day, and how excited I was. Even, during that time, I could talk to you about him without any scruples, listen to you tell about his deeds in the court, and won the praise of the people in the capital.
If, if you are far away from him, you will not be so close and laughing, and I will not hate you like that. In order to make you happy, he actually secretly brought you a sugar gourd from outside the palace, and when he saw you, he smiled brightly. He's done so much for you, and he's never looked me in the eye. ”
Yuehua listened to her gushing words, but still did not defend herself. During that time, Wynne was unusually excited, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, and he talked more. It's a pity that she was full of worries at that time, and she only thought that Wynn was trying to make herself happy.
During that time, I lived too self-contained, too closed-minded, and many people circled around me, while I ignored the feelings of everyone around me.
"When I was seriously injured and unconscious, the emperor trusted you so much, you should have a chance to attack me."
Lan Huaien smiled dismally: "Start? Do you know how he threatened me? ”
She paused for a moment and said to herself: "He said that as long as you have any mistakes, no matter who you are, he will make her life worse than death!" This is a pun, and it is clearly a threat to me. Haha, probably you would never have imagined that a person as gentle as jade could say such cruel words, right? ”
"Then why did you dare to attack me later?" Yuehua asked suspiciously, "Aren't you afraid that he will do something to you?" ”
"If I don't kill you, I'll never have a chance! What's more, I will always be extremely careful that I have not used the people he arranged in the palace as before. Even if he had any suspicions, he wasn't sure it was me. ”
Yuehua sighed deeply: "Your methods of killing people are indeed very clever, leaving no traces. ”
"You're complimenting me, but I'm not happy at all."
"That means you still have a minimum conscience." Yuehua sneered: "Virtuous concubine, Cui Zhaoyi, your means of harming them can be described as seamless. ”
Wynne confessed: "For me, it's not difficult. What's more, they all have my people around them. ”
"What about Junwan? The palace man who was killed by the rod next to her was also instructed by you? How can you bear it? ”
Huaien was slightly stunned, and then nodded: "I don't actually want her life, it's the Queen Mother who is too ruthless." ”
"Are you ruthless, or is the queen mother ruthless? You're the one who started it! Yuehua indignantly condemned: "Well, the Queen Mother just killed the fetus in Jun Wan's womb, but what about you?" You refused to give up, and asked Zhao Jiu'er to deliberately leak the news to Jun Chi, and used Jun Chi to ruin Concubine He's appearance, causing Jun Chi to die innocently and tragically, and took his life in vain. ”
"You know a lot."
Huaien slightly hooked the corners of his lips: "Originally, Concubine He's life and death had nothing to do with me, and I didn't want to get rid of her." It's a pity that on the first day of the new year, when I saw Shao Ziqing, I was a little out of shape at that time, and I was seen by Concubine He, sneering at me, and there was something in my words. I'm worried that she will be suspicious and talk nonsense in front of the emperor, so I just want to get rid of her. ”
Wynne confessed to his crimes, and he did not hide them in the slightest. Yuehua was shocked to hear.
"Is a human life, in your eyes, so insignificant?"
"Insignificant? You ask Mo Guhan, in the eyes of these royal people, whose life is not insignificant? The word 'kill' is a thousand miles of corpses, and the blood flows like a river. What's more, I have endured so much inhuman torture in the Blood Hall, and I just understand one sentence, 'survival of the fittest, either you die or I die', in order to survive for myself, those who stand in my way must be eliminated. ”
Yuehua's heart was full of anger, and as soon as she raised her hand, she poured the cooled tea pocket in her hand on Huai'en's head. Tea trickled down the ends of her hair.
Wynne was stunned. In her heart, Yuehua was gentle and gentle, and she had never lost her temper with anyone like this, so she was a little stunned for a while.
"You and I have come from the bottom of the humble ant to today, Wynne, we know that it is not easy to survive, so we should respect a life. And you, just for revenge, have killed people again and again, and killed people again and again. If I hadn't exposed your identity, would you have continued to kill endlessly? ”
Wynne sneered: "You are the pride of the sky, there are so many people who love you and spoil you, don't compare yourself with me." Although you are the same as me, you have the hatred of killing your father, but you have Chu Mubai to protect you, you have Mo Guhan's bottomless pampering, and you have deprived me of the only Shao Ziqing!
Naturally, you don't need to be blinded by hatred, and you don't need to get blood on your own hands. Because, what you need, who you want to die, is just to hook your fingers, naturally someone will plan for you, remove obstacles for you, and you can still be your spotless white lotus. And I'm on my own. ”
Yuehua stood up angrily: "Stubborn! Your father was loyal and patriotic, and was a good ruler praised by all the people. And you, for your own selfish desires, colluded with Xiliang and aided in abuse. See how you will face your fathers and fathers when you die? ”
Wynne raised his face and smiled dismally: "When it is difficult for a person to survive, what reputation do you need?" The incorruptible are not subject to the food that comes from the mouth? Don't you drink the water of the stolen spring? That's the dogma of you people at the top who rule and kidnap us! Bullshit! If you want to kill or chop, feel free! ”
Yuehua condescended and looked at her with contempt: "You have murdered the emperor's heir, colluded with the blood hall, and plotted rebellion, which is indeed an unforgivable crime." Three days later, the palace will personally send you on the road, and you can keep these rebuttals to see Lord Ding under the Nine Springs. ”
With that, she turned around and left, never looking at Lan Huaien again.
"No!" Wynne suddenly reacted at this time: "I don't want to die!" ”
"It's up to you." Yuehua smiled coldly and didn't look back.
Wynne struggled to get up, trying to pounce on Yuehua, but his body was sore, his strength was weak, and he fell down again in despair.
The door of the cell was slammed shut behind Yuehua and locked again.
She sat down on the ground in a daze, lost her mind.