Chapter 119: The Hatred of Taking Wife
The carved fence should be, the old dream is not over, and the old country is in late autumn. The door covers the remnants of the palace, the walls are bargeled with buildings, and it is already full of crows. Three public and six phases, Li Min nine streams, is already bustling Bianzhou, who has remembered the palace wall willows, talking and laughing in the streets, and passing on the small Zhouhou.
Seeing that the Lantern Festival is approaching, all the women have to enter the palace to congratulate according to the custom, and Yuwei, who was named Mrs. Zheng Guo, is no exception to enter the palace to celebrate.
Li Yu wanted to go to the palace gate many times to inquire about the situation, but because of the strict order of being grounded and prohibiting interaction with outsiders, even if he was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, he could only wait in the mansion.
Fortunately, there are plum trees and plum blossoms in the courtyard to accompany him, so that Li Yu's soul will not be exhausted, at least he can still write lyrics.
"Don't come to the spring half, it's shocking and soft. The brick falls like snow, and the body is still full.
There is no evidence for the news of the wild goose, and it is difficult to realize the dream of returning to the road. Away from hatred is just like spring grass, go farther and live. ”
It wasn't until the end of the first month that Yuwei was released from the palace, and when she saw that Yuwei, who was haggard and depressed, finally came back, Li Yuru was very distressed when she got the treasure, and welcomed her into the room with a smile, and asked, "Wei'er, why did you become like this?" Why did you go for so long? Are they not letting you go home? ”
Who knew that Yuwei fell on the bed without a sound, and actually hid her face and sobbed. Li Yu couldn't help but feel nervous in his heart, he was sure that something must have happened, and he didn't dare to ask more. Until going to bed at night, Li Yu took Yuwei in his arms and caressed her, and asked her softly what was wrong.
Yu Wei suddenly cried and scolded: "You only wanted to enjoy yourself, you didn't know how to govern the country, and I followed you as a slave to the country, and now you are humiliated by this, are you embarrassed to ask?" ”
The scolding was so loud that it could be heard outside the wall. Li Yu was angry with the splint but didn't dare to come out, so he could only avoid it tactfully and endure it silently.
It turned out that since Zhao Kuangyin's death, Zhao Guangyi seemed to have some preferential treatment for Li Yu on the surface, but in fact, he had long been in love with Yuwei, who was beautiful and beautiful.
And Yuwei didn't know what to do, and waited for the queen to be summoned in the inner palace with joy, but what she was waiting for was that the despicable and shameless Zhao Guangyi forced her to dance to help the fun, and then served the banquet and went to bed.
Yu Wei, who had no power to restrain the chicken, also resisted, swore to die, and almost bit off Zhao Guangyi's tongue, Zhao Guangyi, whose face was covered with blood, in order to get the beauty that he had coveted for a long time, shamelessly let many palace maids forcibly hold down Yu Wei, and the overlord forced the bow and finally succeeded. What's even more shameful is that Zhao Guangyi shamelessly ordered the painter to paint this shameful scene. Poor Yuwei had no choice but to tearfully obey. In this more than half a month, Yuwei suffered inhuman torture every night.
Since the forced luck, Zhao Guangyi has been sticking to Yuwei every day, where is he willing to let her out of the palace, but he stayed for a long time, and he was afraid of attracting criticism from the ministers, so he had to let her go back first, and then find another way.
People are not as good as heaven, when Yuwei first entered the palace to seize the back position, she never thought that she would end up today, and regretted not being at the beginning.
"The plum blossoms left in the south of the Yangtze River bloomed, and they were also forcibly folded by the king." Li Yu's spirit was so devastated that he couldn't help but die, and his heart was angry all day long, he once had thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, but now, there was only one beloved woman left, and he had to be taken away by Zhao Guangyi, and his heart was torn apart again. The emperor who used to be the emperor of the Ninety-Five, but now he can't even protect his beloved, how can the gap between him be bearable?
Since Zhao Guangyi, who has tasted the sweetness, often in the name of asking the women to accompany the queen to negotiate the female red or enjoy the flowers, he forcibly summoned Yuwei and the women to enter the palace for his enjoyment. So, the world-famous stunning beauty Yu Wei, every time she entered the palace to "worship the queen", Zhao Guangyi used Li Yu's personal safety to threaten her to achieve the purpose of leaving her in the palace for pleasure.
During the extremely painful life of captivity, whenever Yuwei was forced to enter the palace, Li Yu composed lyrics, so that the attainment of words reached the peak. The words before being captured were just some men and women's love, wind and snow, and it was difficult to get into the hall of elegance. After being captured, he created a large number of words that mainly missed his homeland and expressed the pain of losing his country, with sincere feelings and far-reaching artistic conception.
"Lin Hua thanked Chunhong, too hurried! Helplessly, the cold rain came in the morning and the wind came in the evening. Rouge tears, stay drunk, when is it heavy? Since people grow and hate the water, they grow and hate the east", "Birds Cry at Night".
"Go up to the west building alone without a word, and the moon is like a hook. Lonely sycamore, deep courtyard lock Qingqiu. Cut constantly, the reason is still messy, it is sorrowful, don't be a general taste in the heart. "Bird Cry at Night"
"The rain outside the curtain is murmuring, the spring is beautiful, and Luo Ji is not tolerant of the cold. In my dream, I didn't know that I was a guest, and I was greedy for joy. Alone without relying on the column, infinite rivers and mountains, it is easy to see when it is difficult to see. Flowing water and falling flowers are gone in spring, heaven and earth! "Surfing the Sand"
Good words are written one after another, but the soul is drying up day by day.
Waking up in the middle of the night and hearing the sound of rain outside the window, he realized that he had lost his freedom under house arrest and that his desire to return to his homeland was nothing more than a dream. After seeing these words, Yu Wei asked him to burn them quickly, so as not to attract death, but Li Yu not only did not destroy the words, but also insisted that Yu Wei sing them with him, and the result can be imagined, the words quickly reached Zhao Guangyi's ears.
Zhao Guangyi knew that Li Yu's talent was really extraordinary, and with those touching words circulating everywhere, with him Li Yu for a day, the hearts of the people in the hometown of the Southern Tang Dynasty would be unstable for a day, so Zhao Guangyi started to kill.
Every time Yuwei returned, she had to throw herself into Li Yu's arms and cry to him about Zhao Guangyi's shameless coercion and brutal destruction of her. In the face of Yu Wei's tearful eyes full of pain and humiliation, Li Yu cowardly except sighed, he could only hug his head and cry with Yu Wei, and he was powerless to deal with this unspeakable *. I often think that when Jinling City was broken, he should have died with Tang, but he hated his courage and determination not to die, and now Surviving brought him only a thousand times more pain and humiliation.
On this day, Zhao Guangyi asked Xu Xuan, an old minister of the Tang Dynasty, to visit Li Yu, Li Yu had something to say to Xu Xuan, blaming Xu Xuan for squeezing out his colleagues and causing the loss of pillars, and lamented: "I killed Pan You by mistake at the beginning, and I regret it." ”
Xu Xuan knew that Zhao Guangyi would secretly send someone to keep an eye on him, so he secretly squeezed his eyebrows at Li Yu, meaning to stop Li Yu's remarks, but Li Yu simply ignored it. How did he know that a catastrophe was coming?
Sure enough, after Xu Xuan said goodbye to Li Yu and went back, Zhao Guangyi immediately summoned him for questioning, Xu Xuan did not dare to hide it, and told the truth. Zhao Guangyi was deeply jealous, thinking that he had the ambition to return to his homeland and make a comeback, and suddenly killed him.
And Zhao Guangyi still did not stop summoning Yuwei into the palace, Li Yu lost his soul, sat restlessly, couldn't sleep all night, and wanted to wear it. Yu Wei's cute image of smiling and looking forward to it always lingers in front of his eyes like a dream. Especially on the night of late spring, he was melancholy and speechless, leaning on his pillow and looking at the palace from afar. often seemed to hear the footsteps of Yuwei returning at night, so he quickly got up and looked around the deep courtyard through the window. With the pen in hand, it becomes a song "Happy Migration Warbler".
"Xiaoyue falls, Su Yunwei is slight, and the pillow is speechless. Dreaming back to the grass, the sound of geese in the sky is scarce. The warbler cries away, the remaining flowers are chaotic, and the lonely painting hall is deep. The piece of red rest swept away from Iraq, leaving it for the dancers to return. ”
This year's Qixi Festival also happens to be Li Yu's forty-second birthday. Zhao Guangyi asked Li Yu's former ministers to congratulate him on his birthday, Li Yu saw the lanterns in the courtyard, a few cases of incense and candles, wine, food, melons and fruits seemed to be lively, compared to his own Jinling City, alas! The past is unbearable!
The moonlight was hazy, the wine had passed three rounds, and Li Yu, who had been reduced to almost numbness in a foreign land, staggered and recalled the old ministers, the ministers congratulated, gave wine and feasts, and sang and danced and drank. Now the husband and wife, who are alone all day, only have one less pair of shackles and handcuffs than the prisoners, so sad and sad, the old minister can't help but tear up when he sees it, and he feels extremely desolate.
The literati have a stinky problem, they get drunk when they drink, and they recite poems and lyrics when they get drunk.
How much hate! In the dream last night, I still remember the old time when I traveled to the garden, the car was like a flowing water and a horse, and the flower moon was in the spring breeze.
After filling in these words, Li Yu felt that he couldn't vent his grief and anger to the fullest, looking at himself who was imprisoned and getting old, and Yuwei who was humiliated by his side, thinking of the life of the former emperor and talent, thinking of Murong Ningyan, who once gave him infinite happiness, and thinking that now the old country has long since changed his surname, the huge sense of loss makes him exhausted, and endless hatred, like the surging river with the spring tide, rolls and stirs in his heart.
Living in the palace all day long, even the palace maids who served were only two or three, those beloved concubines in the past, the dead died, the goed, all the painful and happy memories gathered together, filled with righteous indignation, decided to fill in the old words again, and finally used this word to express their infinite sadness and the sorrow of their lives, which also gave birth to the most touching work in the history of words "Poppy Beauty".
"When is the spring flower and autumn moon? How much do you know about the past? Xiaolou had another east wind last night, so the country could not afford to look back at the moonlight.
The carved fence and jade masonry should still be there, but the face has changed. How sad can you be? It is like a river flowing eastward. ”
Yu Wei said to Li Yu: "Don't be here again, the more bad luck is, the more you must know how to hide your emotions, don't be so sad!" Besides, the wall has ears, and you are just nostalgic for the old. Let those people with ulterior motives listen, and there will be another incident. From ancient times to the present, there are many people who have suffered from poetry! You and I are in the midst of thorns and thorns, and we must no longer invite disasters and cause trouble. ”
"Mountains and rivers are broken, uprooted from home, enduring humiliation, can't even recite poems and lyrics, what's the point of living?"
"The more you say, the more wrong it becomes, the times are like this, and you can only get by, and be at peace with what happens to spend the rest of your life. I don't want to think about the past! It's better to borrow a few side dishes, a pot of thin wine, and drink three cups of pain, and borrow the pouring block. ”
Yu Wei couldn't help but say something, and dragged Li Yu straight into the room. Li Yu saw that there were a few dishes on the table, and they were still exquisite, so he raised his glass, drank it and said: "There is wine today and I am drunk today, not to mention the rights and wrongs of the Ming Dynasty. ”
However, this singing has really become a swan song for the ages.