240. Go with the flow
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The scene suddenly fell silent, and everyone's eyes were focused on Father Hua.
It had only been so long before he was already pale, and his face was full of pain. Two steps away, Chen Anqi trembled in Hua Jin's arms.
Father Hua looked over slowly, begging bitterly: "Let it go, it's been so many years, let it go." ”
Chen Anqi's eyes were red as if they were about to drip blood, and she was filled with grief and anger. "Why are you doing this to me! Why are you! Again and again! What am I sorry for you? I do my best, I will fight if you don't fight, and I will do what you don't want to do, all for you, but in the end, what did I get! ”
"Yes, you've really done a lot of things!" Father Hua's eyes wet, "But, have you ever wondered if we need this!" What we don't need, it all turns into pain in the end! I, our child...... Have you ever asked what exactly we want! Now it's all what you want, not us! You are for yourself, for the power and vanity, never for us! Don't kid yourself anymore! ”
Chen Anqi was stunned, as if she had been hit hard.
If it were me, my husband, who never said a word, would say such a thing, it would be like a bolt from the blue.
"Don't say it." Hua Ming whispered to Father Hua, "Wait quietly for the ambulance to come." ”
"Ah Ming." Father Hua grabbed his hand.
"Dad." The flower called him.
"All along, my dad is incompetent and not good for you. Everything you have now is your own, and I've always been very proud of you. Jin and Xiaotian, you will also take care of it, I am very relieved. ”
Hua Ming's face was calm, and I knew that he was not having a good time in his heart.
At this time, Father Hua's eyes began to search, and everyone knew that he was looking for Tong Yu. From the moment it happened just now, Tong Yu stood in that position like a wooden man, motionless behind Father Hua, there was too much surprise in his eyes, and he hadn't come back to his senses yet.
Hua Tian cried into a tearful person and begged Tong Yu: "Brother Yu, can you come over quickly?" Let him see you're still there. ”
Tong Yu's upper body moved, but he still hesitated for a long time before coming.
Father Hua's facial features were twisted into a ball because of the pain, and beads of sweat kept oozing out of his forehead. The moment he saw Tong Yu, he smiled and muttered: "It's okay, it's okay." ”
"You think I'll be grateful to you if you do this?" Tong Yu stared with a vacant look in his eyes.
"The person who is grateful, it's not you, it should be me. Even if it's wishful thinking, I finally protect you, even if it's just this time, I feel that God has taken pity on me, and I really appreciate it. ”
Tong Yu's eyes were red, and he held back his emotions. "It's useless, it's useless what you do. It's too late, it's too late. ”
"Tong Yu." Hua Ming's face finally sank.
Father Hua immediately stopped him and asked him not to say anything, and said to Tong Yu: "I don't do anything to get anything from you. From now on, you can still live as you please. No matter what I do for you, you don't have to have any burden. I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do a long time ago and just hope you really don't have any burden. Xiao Yu ......"
His blood-soaked hand trembled dangerously, and he looked at Tong Yu expectantly and humbly, but Tong Yu never gave him this chance.
After a while, the ambulance came, and the flower father was taken away.
Hua Ming asked me to send Tong Yu back, and I followed him into the ambulance.
The ambulance whistled all the way and drove farther and farther, and Tong Yu just watched motionlessly. I could feel the mixed emotions in his heart, and I put my arm around him and patted him on the shoulder.
Back at the gym, I bought some late-night snacks and some beers. By the time he had changed his clothes and cleaned up, I had already prepared the food and drinks in the ring.
"Come on, you can eat." I shouted.
Tong Yu came over and sat cross-legged across from me.
"I know you definitely didn't eat well, so make up for it." I gave him a beer.
He didn't speak, but took a dry mouthful.
I gave him another glass and he dried it again.
"Are you thirsty?" I complained, "I'll tell you, if you get drunk and be scolded by the master tomorrow, don't rely on me." ”
He smiled: "It's not bad for you." ”
I took out my mobile phone while eating noodles and took a look: "Hua Ming sent a message, saying that my uncle is fine, but he has lost a lot of blood, so he will be hospitalized for a few days, and he has settled in the ward." As I spoke, I glanced at Tong Yu's face that didn't matter to me. To say that he didn't care about the news, he didn't completely hide it well.
I didn't say anything more, just drank and ate with him.
Tong Yu's alcohol consumption is not bad, but when he has something on his mind, he will get drunk faster.
Seeing him holding the wine bottle, his face was already colored, and I knew that he was already a little dizzy.
"Coco."
"Well, I'm still here, not gone."
"Why did it end up being me ruthless? Did I say it wrong, did I do it wrong? ”
"Nope." My response was not to coax him, but to empathize, "Others don't know, I know best." Freezing three feet is not a day's cold. If the Tong Yu I know doesn't go through a psychological struggle, so that the knot in my heart is untied, there are only two possibilities. ”
"What are the two possibilities?"
"First, he's just putting on a show, either for revenge or for his family's property. Second, he has amnesia and forgets everything that happened before. ”
Tong Yu laughed: "You reminded me that I should be the first one." ”
I held my cheeks and smiled: "You, you just can't let go of the past." If you can let it go, you won't be Tong Yu. ”
Hearing this, he smiled but wet the corners of his eyes: "I thought about it seriously, I really hope that I have lost my memory." Those who have a bad memory will be happy people. Like me, there are so many things in my head, and I remember them all so clearly, it is destined to be difficult to let go. ”
"How do you know if you don't try? Don't people often say that giving others a chance is giving themselves a chance? I became serious, "Tong Yu, do you really want to hate him for the rest of your life?"
Tong Yu stretched out his hand and wiped his face, his expression was very complicated.
"If I didn't hate him, maybe I would have forgotten about him a long time ago."
When I heard this, my heart fluttered.
Love and hate, who can really say it clearly, and distinguish it clearly?
"Tong Yu, I don't know what to say...... I thought about it carefully, "Just now, I thought about what would happen to all this if I were you. I really thought about it and found that ...... I will be like you. Because the past is irreparable, there is nothing to forgive, let alone make amends.
"It's time-sensitive to make up for this kind of thing. If you want to make up for it, you can make it up, and if you want to make it back, who really has such a great mind? I guess you can pick one or two out of ten people, right? ”
Tong Yu nodded.
I continued: "But unlike you, I'm not going to stop him from doing whatever he wants. Because these things are what he owes me, and no matter how much he does, I deserve it. I'll let him do as he pleases. ”
After saying this, Tong Yu's expression changed a little. "With such a long head, don't you just want to persuade me to give him a chance?" He looked at me with a clear smile on his face.
I was stunned for a moment, then laughed: "I found that you are much smarter than before, and in other words, it is impossible for the reaction arc to be so fast." What have you been eating lately? ”
"Come less."
"Really." I looked at him with a grin, "Tong Yu, but seriously, do you know what the one gift I want to give you the most?" ”
"What?"
"Vacuum cleaner."
"Huh?"
"A vacuum cleaner that sucks up all your bad memories." I'm not joking at all, "A person's past, whether it is good or bad, is precious, but I only hope that you will leave the good." I don't want you to be tormented by the past again, and I don't want you to continue to live the rest of your life with resentment. If everyone's life must have a source of motivation, I want yours to have a positive origin, not because of hate. ”
Tong Yu was silent and just looked at me.
"Coco, I've been thinking about what I want. Before, I thought there were three things I wanted. Let you and your grandmother live a good life, win a championship, and prove your existence in front of them after winning the championship.
"Later, after so much happened, back to this gym, the opportunity to get back in the ring, I asked myself again what I wanted. I realized that these three things in the past were actually one thing. All I want is to win. The thrill of victory, proving my worth.
"But the victory in the ring is only in the ring, it does not mean that my life is also victorious. There are many more things that are more important than such victories. For example, I was relieved to let go of you and let you find true happiness, and it was a victory. For example, I started from scratch in this place, which was also a victory.
"When I said to that person, from now on, it was not for revenge, but I really wanted to end the previous state of mind and let myself go, which was originally a victory for me. But now...... I'm not sure if that's true. ”
This is the first time I have heard Tong Yu say such emotional words, and for the first time, I dare not use 'simple mind and developed limbs' to describe him.
"You did nothing wrong." I knew he was feeling bad right now, and whispered comfortingly, "You've done a great job." ”
Tong Yu looked at me and smiled bitterly: "But it's really hard for me to forgive him." ”
I thought for a while: "Tong Yu, I'm not here to help anyone speak. I just want to tell you that it's hard to explain the thing of blood kinship. Since that's the case, it's better to really go with the flow. ”
"Go with the flow......"
"Yes, let it be. This does not mean that you give him a chance, because if you give him a chance or not, he will do what he wants. You can't say no, and you can't change it. Like today, he blocked that knife for you. You don't want to force yourself to forgive or thank, just go with the flow. If one day, he blocks the tenth knife for you, you will naturally know what to do. ”