I looked at Yuan Qi's nervous face staring at me, and my mind flashed again, Lu Yiting, Lan Ce...... waited for the picture of the person, but the heart calmed down all of a sudden.

There are so many people who care about me and care about me, don't they? Although some people can't get used to me and even frame me, it still doesn't prevent me from being surrounded by so much love!

In the past, I was always immersed in my so-called grief and did not want to come out to face the world, because some boring people belittled myself and felt that I was a useless wastewood.

Hiding in my own little world will not solve the problem, but will add more burden to my already tired heart.

I didn't understand this before, I just blindly blamed myself. But now I suddenly understand this. There are some things you can't avoid, but when he comes, you can only make yourself stronger.

I don't know why, this kind of humiliation is happening to me again, I don't seem to feel anything anymore, I don't feel as much as before, I am sad to die, and I live with what little self-esteem I have left.

That's probably ...... It's just growth. When setbacks hit me one after another, my first reaction was no longer what to do and complain, but to accept and think about how to solve it.

Call...... I vaguely feel that the competitive blue heart from before is back.

I looked back at Yuan Qi, and she was still looking at me worriedly, afraid that I would become more negative because of the dismissal.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "Oh...... Luckily, I thought I was going to be late. ”

Yuan Qi was so shocked by my words that her mouth opened wide, "Heart...... You ....."

"Well, I have nothing to worry about." I walked up to Yuan Qi and comforted her, and now I was comforting Yuan Qi, "It's all a trivial matter, no matter how big the storm is, won't I survive it?" A little dismissal is nothing at all. ”

The smile on the corner of my mouth was forced out by me, but what I just said was sincere. Originally, there is nothing to be sad about, there are more opportunities!

Yuan Qi could hear the relief in my tone, and her expression relaxed a little. "Xinxin, you're really different from before......"

After hearing Yuan Qi say that I am different from before, I am a little happy in my heart. Not only will I be different from before, but I will be 10,000 times stronger than before!

I won't forget the promise I made to Lu Yiting in Lu Yiting's car that day because of a few nonsense broken news!

After thinking about everything, I only felt suddenly enlightened, and my heart was no longer sad and entangled because of these things. The whole person is also much more relaxed.

Of course, Yuan Qi didn't know how many thoughts had drifted through my mind in this short moment, seeing that I no longer showed negative emotions, and was still cautiously testing me.

"Heart? If you're in a better mood, let's go outside! You've been sleeping for a long day, so go outside and get some fresh air. ”

"Going outside? I'm on the cusp of the storm right now, how do I get outside! I looked at Yuan Qi with some incomprehension.

It turns out that although I thought well just now, I still lack the courage to implement it. Yuan Qi told me to go outside to get some air, but I didn't understand it halfway, and I was still nervous and scared.

I'm still afraid of seeing people's disgusted eyes, and seeing people avoid me as if they were half of the plague gods. Even though I knew in my heart what the truth of the matter really was, I still didn't dare to go out and face it.

When I was overwhelmed by my ambivalence, Yuan Qi spoke again; "Let's go! I'll send her to school at that time, so let's just go out for a spin and come back before school at noon! ”

I was still silent, and I didn't have the absolute courage and confidence to face it. Hey, what a failure, I thought so well just now, and I was so confident that I didn't dare to do anything at this time.

All of a sudden, the previous feeling of frustration and patience rushed out faintly, trying to beat me back to my original form, which had just become a little braver. Of course I knew that Yuan Qi let me go out because he was worried about me, but I ......

"Heart? Is it good to go out and walk around? I'm going to worry about you! ”

Yuan Qi saw that I didn't speak for a long time, and said again, with a hint of helplessness in her expression, "Okay, okay, I'll be honest, today is my mother who forced me to go on a blind date!" ”

"I said I didn't want to go, but my mother just didn't agree and had to let me go." Yuan Qi pursed his lips, "But I'm really worried about leaving you alone at home, so I want to say that it would be better to take you with me." ”

I was a little depressed because of Yuan Qi's words, and I looked at her with tears and laughter. I really didn't expect Yuan Qi to think so much about this person now.

"What do you think about all day! If you want to go on a blind date, how can you still take me? ”

At this time, I couldn't take care of my sad mood, so I nodded Yuan Qi's head and asked her.

Yuan Qi flexibly dodged my attack, and at the same time retorted in his mouth, "Then I didn't do this because I was worried about you!" ”

"Let's go, let's go, I'll meet him at a café, and then you can take a place next to you!"

Yuan Qi has already arranged everything for me in my mind, and now I can't find any reason to refuse her.

Another reason is that I want to go out and walk around myself, and I don't want to stay in my room anymore because I have a sore back and numb legs this day.

"Okay......" I gritted my teeth and agreed to Yuan Qi's request. Yuan Qi immediately cheered, "Okay! ”

After saying that, Yuan Qi was about to pull me out, but I dragged him back.

"Wait, I'll clean up first!" After that, I went to the bathroom and washed my face.

He took out a hat and a mask in the house, walked to the mirror and put on the hat and mask.

"What are you doing?" Yuan Qi was obviously a little puzzled, just going out for a trip, so there was no need to make such a big fuss.

"Well, it's not the same time anymore." I sighed deeply, "Now many people outside must know what I look like, and if I swagger out now, I will definitely be besieged!" ”

Yuan Qi suddenly realized, and reached out to help me sort out my hat and mask, and confirmed that I would not be recognized by people who are doing well, and then we walked out of the house.

Although it is the late autumn season, the weather today is not cold, but a little humid and hot.

Everyone on the street wears thin shirts, and there are those who are not afraid of the cold and wear short sleeves. So my mask and hat to protect against the cold winter quickly attracted some people's attention.

"What's the matter with that man? Aren't you afraid of the heat? "I don't know, okay, don't worry about others, go your own."

The sound of muttering reached my ears, and I could only pretend not to hear it.

Yuan Qi obviously heard some people's muttering, and even lowered his head and quickly pulled me forward.

Yuan Qi also understands that in the end, don't let me be recognized on the street. Now that I am an unfilial daughter, almost everyone in the city knows about it, and if they recognize me, they will probably be able to pick up my skin on the street.

That's different from last night's situation, and it is estimated that even if Lu Yiting comes, it won't change anything.

Yuan Qi and I quickly walked through the crowd without the slightest hesitation. The café is actually not very far from Yuan Qi's house, about two kilometers away.

Yuan Qi originally proposed to take the bus, but I vetoed it.

"There are so many people on the bus, what if someone accidentally rubs my hat or mask off?"

Yuan Qi thought about it and made sense, so he didn't insist on taking the bus all the time, and the two of us walked over.

On the way on, you will pass by the restaurant where I work, oh no, the restaurant where I used to work.

At this moment, Ding Hai, the head chef of the restaurant, was standing outside the restaurant and posting a notice for the chef.

yes, I'm being fired now, and they're definitely going to hire chefs again.

Seeing this restaurant where I had only been working for a day, I didn't feel any waves in my heart, and calmly planned to pass by this restaurant.

Instead, Yuan Qi squeezed my hand and motioned me to relax and not to care too much.

I shook my head and said it was okay, and we both passed by the restaurant together.

I was about to walk by, but unexpectedly, Ding Hai turned around after posting the notice and happened to notice the figure of Yuan Qi and me walking quickly.

Like everyone else, Ding Hai was obviously attracted by the strange dress of wearing a hat and mask so early now, but he seemed to recognize me when he looked at it.

"W-hey, you're not the ......"

When I heard Ding Hai seem to be calling me, my heart suddenly lifted, and Yuan Qi also clenched his hands nervously.

If Ding Hai says my name, it's over. How many times did my mother call my name last night! As a result, the big letters of the blue heart in this morning's newspaper are full of headlines, and no one will not be able to see it!

If Ding Hai really shouted out, then these hats and masks I got when I just went out were all prepared in vain. Anyway, it's still the same to be crusaded by the onlookers.

But at this juncture, I couldn't go up and cover his mouth and ask him not to continue, so I could only speed up the pace under my feet and speed up, and silently pray in my heart that Ding Hai would shut up.

Maybe the heavens heard my prayers. Looking at the back of Yuan Qi and I leaving firmly and without looking back, Ding Hai probably thought that he had admitted his mistake, so he didn't continue.

Or maybe I think that with my current status, I shouldn't run out at will. In short, no matter what the reason, Ding Hai still didn't call out my name in the end.

After walking for a while, I dared to look back in the direction where Ding Hai was and found that he had already returned to the restaurant. I relieved my heart and pulled Yuan Qi again, so that she didn't have to be nervous anymore.

"Hey, that's scared to death! I just thought that person recognized you, what a false alarm! Yuan Qi patted his chest and complained,

"I've fired you, and I'm going to make trouble for people! It's annoying! ”

"It can't be helped...... But it's good he didn't shout, otherwise I really don't know what to do. I wiped the beads of sweat that had been oozing from my forehead because I had walked too fast.

I was finally relieved, but Ding Hai's incident just now scared Yuan Qi who was on the side.

"Xinxin, why don't I think I should drag you out?" Yuan Qi looked at me worriedly again.

I really don't know what to do with Yuan Qi's idea that his kung fu has changed in a moment.

"It's you who dragged me out, and it's you who said you shouldn't have dragged me out, why are you the same for a while." I looked at Yuan Qi with some amusement, this Yuan Qi, I really can't do anything about her.

"That Ding Hai almost recognized you just now, tell me how dangerous this is, if you ......"