Su Zhinian covered the quilt for Song Qingchun, and sat on the edge of the bed, he stared at her sleeping face for a while, and couldn't help but raise his hand and stretched out to her face.

His fingers stopped about a centimeter from her cheek.

As if he didn't dare to touch her, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he hesitated for a long time before gently touching her face.

His face faded from all coldness and indifference, and the eyes that stared at her were gentle, and the colors under his eyes turned from dull to deep, tumbling with strange and intense emotions, like the sea under the bright stars, with a shocking beauty and almost imperceptible pain.

He thought that it would be only when she was asleep, when he was alone, that he would dare to let go of all his deep love and passion, pain and sorrow to see her.

Song Qingchun, you know, you know...... How much do I like you?

Su Zhinian's fingertips gently rubbed the girl's delicate and tender skin, and the memory drifted away little by little.

……

When he was seven years old, he realized that he was different from others.

He could hear voices that no normal person could hear, and his world began to become noisy.

Even in the quiet of the night, he couldn't sleep because of the noises that others couldn't hear.

It was probably from that time that he began to gradually know that there were many things in this world that were not as beautiful as he saw.

The couple upstairs seemed to be in harmony, but in fact they were arguing every night.

There are many people who smile very friendly when they meet, but when they turn around, they are scolding each other with the most vicious words.

But later, when he could know what was going on in the back of his heart as soon as he touched someone, he realized that compared to what he heard, the real thoughts in people's hearts were the most terrifying.

The first thing he knew was the secret of his family's heart.

He knew that his mother's salary was stolen by his aunt, he knew that his uncle was plotting to kick him and his mother out of his grandfather's house, and he also knew that his grandmother, who favored his son, left 500,000 yuan in savings for his uncle......

Later, he learned the secrets of the community.

He knew that the man in Room 2 of Unit 5 was taking drugs, he knew that the man on the first floor was interested in his mother, and he also knew that Aunt Sun, who had always been good with his mother, was always talking bad about his mother......

At that time, he was young and didn't know how to protect himself, and when he read this, he exposed it all.

Adults are always better than him, and even though the truth has been exposed, they still have a way to cover up the past, but despite this, those who have read his mind know that what he said is true.

Perhaps they wondered how he knew, but they were more afraid and repulsed of him, and they began to think about making him disappear from their world.

At first, it was isolation, everyone said he was a monster, and then I don't know who first pointed out that he was insane, and everyone who was afraid of him began to echo him.

The pressure of public opinion was invisible, but the power was terrifying, and in the end, even his mother, who was the most protective of him, began to believe that some of his words came out for no reason as a sign of mental abnormality, and then began to take him to the doctor, and even put him in a mental hospital for three months.

He knew that his mother really thought he was sick, and for his own good, she ruthlessly let him be treated in the hospital.