Watching Feng Lingxi and Beichen Yao arguing there, torturing and hurting each other.

For the first time, Ji Shen felt that he should die.

I feel like I deserve to go to hell and never recover.

Yes, it's all his fault.

Blame him for everything.

If it weren't for him, Feng Ling regretted that he would not have taken his children and lived such a miserable life.

If it weren't for him, maybe Feng Lingxi would have been influenced by Beichen Yao now, and then the two of them would live happily together.

It's because of myself that everything has changed.

He's really damned.

Thinking of Lu Zhe's decision to himself a few days ago, Ji Shen lay on the sofa and closed his eyes in despair.

If his death can make everyone peaceful and make everyone happy, he is willing to die.

In his ears, there was still a quarrel between Feng Ling and Beichen Yao.

He couldn't listen anymore, dragged his injured body, stood up, and looked at Beichen Yao, "Don't talk about it two of you, everything is my fault, so what do you want me to do?" As long as I can do it, I will do it. ”

When Beichen Yao heard this, he gritted his teeth and yelled at him: "Then you go to die, don't pretend to stand there and say cool things, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have treated me like this." ”

Hearing my brother's resentful words.

Ji Shen stood there, took a deep breath, and then looked at Feng Ling, "If I disappear, will you accept him?" ”

As long as she said yes, he would disappear immediately, never from their sight.

"Ji Shen, what are you talking about, this matter has nothing to do with your existence or not, I can't convince myself, it's none of your business, do you know?"

Feng Ling wiped away the tears in her eyes, looked at Beichen Yao, who suddenly became arrogant and unreasonable, and said: "Don't force your brother, don't blame him, I'll give you half a year, if I still can't accept it after half a year, then please respect my choice." ”

In the past, Beichen Yao was not such a vexatious person.

She knew that he was deliberately using Ji Shen to threaten her.

She couldn't really, watching her father die, so she could only reluctantly agree to him.

"Okay, half a year is half a year, as long as you don't leave me, I will definitely behave well." Beichen Yao was excited, busy holding Feng Lingxi's hand, and his voice could not hide his joy.

Thinking that this was the place where Ji Shen lived, Beichen Yao couldn't stay for a moment, and said to Feng Lingxi: "Lingxi, let's go back to the apartment we lived in before, I don't want to be here, there are a lot of things here that make me feel disgusting, let's leave now, huh?" ”

Feng Ling, "......"

After hearing what Beichen Yao said, she couldn't help but glance at Ji Shen, on the man's face, in addition to the injuries on his face, she saw a faint grief and sorrow.

She didn't know what he was grieving about.

However, his joys, sorrows, and sorrows have nothing to do with her feelings.

She retracted her gaze and looked at Beichen Yao, "But, the memories are still sleeping, and, are you okay?" Are you addicted to drugs that don't come back again? ”

When he was addicted to drugs before, it was so terrifying.

She was afraid that if he had another seizure after she went out, what would happen.

"I'm sober now, and I'm sure I'm able to control myself, I'll go upstairs and pick up the baby, and we'll go."

Saying that, Beichen Yao didn't wait for Feng Lingxi to agree, he went directly upstairs and strode away.

In the huge and empty living room, only Feng Lingxi and Ji Shen were left.

The two of them looked at each other like that, and no one said anything for a long time.

Feng Ling regretted that she couldn't stand it anymore, so she said, "You should take a look at the hospital!" ”

Ji Shen then looked away and sat back on the sofa weakly.

"I'm fine, I'm sorry, if you're going to take the child with him, remember if there is any difficulty, you must tell me, don't carry it alone, huh?"

He really doesn't qualify to be the dad of memories!

is not qualified to let their mother and son stay.

Therefore, he would rather let Feng Ling take the child away, and would rather Feng Ling regret to follow Yao and give the child a complete family, rather than let the child stay with him and be discriminated against by others.

Feng Ling also felt it, and Ji Shen felt the remorse and self-blame.

She looked at him and nodded solemnly, "Well, I'll take care of the memories, you don't have to worry, as for Yao, I will also convince him to recognize you as a big brother." ”

"No need, as long as you are happy together, as long as you can give memories of a complete home, I am already very grateful to him, as for whether he recognizes it or not, it doesn't matter."

He was no longer hopeful.

Anyway, my younger brother has grown up and has his own opinions and lifestyle.

As long as he is doing well, it really doesn't matter if he recognizes him as a big brother or not.

Feng Ling looked at him really pessimistic, and wanted to persuade him again, but suddenly saw Beichen Yao coming downstairs with the sleeping child in her arms, and she suddenly stopped talking.

Then he stepped forward, took his coat from the crook of Beichen Yao's arm, and covered the child's body.

Beichen Yao didn't say a word to Ji Shen, just hugged the child like that, and when he passed by the living room, he pulled Feng Ling and left.

Feng Ling regretted that she turned around three times in one step, and saw Ji Shen sitting there with a wounded face, looking indescribably pitiful, she was a little unbearable!

But at this time, she had no choice but to leave with Beichen Yao.

Otherwise, Beichen Yao would sprinkle his anger on Ji Shen again.

But when she left, she took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Lu Zhe, saying that Ji Shen was injured at home and asked him to come over and take a look.

But Feng Ling regretted that Lu Zhe didn't care about the person named Ji Shen anymore.

Even when he saw her text messages, he ignored them.

Beichen Yao, his younger brother Ji Shen, just took Feng Ling and left with his child.

It seems that since Shu Nian and Yu Shengji started to fall in love, they rarely go back to this home.

So this house is now empty and he is the only one.

Ji Shen leaned on the sofa alone, his eyes were full of golden light, his head was dizzy, he took out his mobile phone, and wanted to call Lu Zhe, but in the end, he crossed his name and clicked Bai Yan's.

In his Ji Shen's life, there may only be one brother like Bai Yan, who can speak.

He didn't want to call him over for such a big night.

However, he felt so empty, as if the whole world had abandoned him, so he really wanted to find someone to talk to him and drink.

But unfortunately, Bai Yan's mobile phone was turned off tonight.

I don't know if it's because he needs someone too much, he still dialed Lu Zhe's mobile phone number.