Shen Qianqian went home and quickly lay down in the bed after changing into her pajamas, but the more she forced herself to fall asleep, the more difficult it was to sleep. Even though all the curtains had been drawn tightly, I still felt that the room was too bright. She got up again to get the blindfold and tossed back to bed for a long time, but this time she felt a little more awake.

Shen Qianqian thought about it, since she came back to rest today, whether she could sleep or not was secondary, and it might not be bad to close her eyes and recuperate. So she just closed her eyes and began to try to empty her mind as best she could.

But it backfired, and the same situation happened as the failure of trying to sleep. The more Shen Qianqian thought about it, the clearer the voice in her head became, and even two opposing voices were generated:

Your mission here is over. You have accomplished your purpose in this life, and it's time to live for yourself.

But don't you have to continue to be by your parents and Shengsheng's side? Can leaving really solve your own predicament?

But you can't change all the scandals that have existed before, do you also have to hold a press conference to explain everything clearly? It doesn't matter what other people think, you just have to think about how to make yourself happy.

Although parents don't talk about it, they actually have a lot of questions about your child, so you should at least make it clear to them. And if you leave, do you want to be a single mother to raise your children alone? You've lost a family member before, so you should know how important a whole family is.

If you leave, you can solve all the problems in yourself, not to mention that you have already decided to say that this child is just your own child.

"Enough!" Shen Qianqian sat up suddenly, and shouted to someone, "Don't say it again." ”

The voice in Shen Qianqian's head seemed to have stopped, but Shen Qianqian's hesitation continued. Just like what I just said, Shen Qianqian was already exhausted in the face of all kinds of speculation and even smears on herself, and she really longed to start again in a different place. However, the most important family for her is too difficult to give up, not to mention that neither she nor her parents have ever explained. Her sense of responsibility did not allow her to throw her sleeves like this and walk away.

The more you think about it, the worse the headache becomes. Shen Qianqian simply got up, thinking about making something to eat to divert her attention. As a result, I went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator only to find that the milk, juice and even fruit had been exhausted, maybe it was the OT for the lawsuit a few nights ago, so I ate it before I knew it.

Shen Qianqian became even more upset, but sighed, and after complaining to herself a few words, she still had to force herself to change her clothes and go downstairs to the convenience store near her home to buy something and come back. Shen Qianqian didn't plan to stay outside for long, so she quickly picked out her necessities and went straight to the cash register. In the process of queuing, she caught a glimpse of a row of covers on the magazine shelves from afar, as if they were all herself. Shen Qianqian only thought that she was dizzy at this time, so she had an illusion, and shook her head. But when the cashier greeted her with a smile and then asked directly, "Are you that Shen Qianqian?"

As soon as she got home, Shen Qianqian put down her things and turned on the TV first, switching all the way to the entertainment channel, and it turned out that the gossip headlines of the day were really herself. Lines of headlines similar to "Miss Shen crossed the river and demolished the bridge" are not uncommon, most of them accuse her of sending her boyfriend Sun Zibin, who showed her affection with her not long ago, to prison within a few months, and some even say that it was because Sun Zibin knew that his girlfriend was not pregnant with his own child, and after the showdown, Shen Qianqian was angry and ashamed, so she started first, and did not mention Sun Zibin's various criminal offenses.

Although Shen Qianqian didn't mind being scribbled by the media, there was no shortage of content in the following content that she sent a boyfriend into the account on one side, and on the other side, the newcomers hugged each other and went to the dinner with a smiling face. was originally indebted to Liang Yubo, but this time he was directly dragged into the water, and a celebration of the company was also written as a show of his "new person and new look". Shen Qianqian sighed, and couldn't help but worry that her parents would be angry if they saw this kind of content.

Then Shen Qianqian turned on the radio at home again, looked at Weibo and the recent city headlines, all the entertainment pages didn't seem to care about the engagement between the so-and-so actress and the so-and-so male star, and the so-and-so male star got back together with his ex-wife, but they kept tracking and reporting their own affairs as if they had made an appointment.

Thinking of Shen Wei's physical condition that had just woken up, Shen Qianqian couldn't help but feel that now that everything else had been dealt with, it was time for her to quickly explain all the previous misunderstandings to her parents. Shen Qianqian didn't care about anything to eat, and after turning off all the electrical appliances, she changed her bag and hurried downstairs.

As soon as Shen Qianqian arrived at the corner of the street, she took a taxi and went straight to her home, but when she got off the car at the door of her house, a large number of reporters swarmed up from nowhere, handed the microphone or voice recorder to her, and began to raise all kinds of nonsensical speculations and questions. Of course, Shen Qianqian didn't intend to speak, and while remaining silent, she tried to push the reporters away and open a way. It took a lot of effort to finally enter the house. The moment the door closed, Shen Qianqian finally felt that the world was pure.

Hearing the sound of Shen Qianqian closing the door, Chen Shuwan walked out of the room.

"Mom." Shen Qianqian screamed and threw herself into Chen Shuwan's arms.

"Qianqian, why are you back at this time? Didn't go to work? Chen Shuwan stroked Shen Qianqian's head and asked.

"The boss gave me a day off and let me have a good rest." Shen Qianqian looked at Chen Shuwan and said with a smile, "Is Dad at home?" ”

"I'm practicing calligraphy in the study." Chen Shuwan replied with a smile.

"Then I'll call him, I have something to tell you." Shen Qianqian's expression suddenly became a little serious.

"Yes." Chen Shuwan also seemed to have guessed a few points when she saw Shen Qianqian's appearance, so she let go of the hand holding Shen Qianqian, and went to the kitchen to pour water for Shen Qianqian.

After a while, Shen Qianqian came out with Shen Weihai in her arms and sat down in the living room with Chen Shuwan.

"Mom and Dad, I don't know how to speak, I don't know where to start." Shen Qianqian scratched her head, "It seems that I have a lot of things that I haven't explained clearly." ”

"Qianqian, we don't care much about other things. But there's one thing we have to ask you about. Chen Shuwan said and glanced at Shen Weihai next to her, and Shen Weihai nodded and motioned for her to continue, "We just want to know, whose baby is your baby?" ”

Shen Qianqian also expected that what her parents wanted to know most should be this matter. She lowered her eyes and looked at her lower abdomen, which was already slightly pregnant, then took a deep breath and said slowly, "It's Helian Yao." ”

"Does he know that this child is his?" Chen Shuwan asked.

"He also thought it was his child at first, but," Shen Qianqian paused, "I kept lying to him and said no. Because at that time, I deliberately approached Sun Zibin and wanted to set up evidence, and then he often came to entangle, so I wanted to get rid of him. ”

"And then he believes it?" Chen Shuwan was a little skeptical that Helian Yao was so easy to dismiss.

"Now it seems to be believed." Shen Qianqian nodded and said.

Chen Shuwan turned his head and glanced at Shen Weihai again, and at this time, Shen Weihai, who had not spoken, spoke: "Qianqian, Helian Yao has the right to know that this child is his biological flesh and blood. Even though you are the mother of the child, you cannot deprive him of this right. As for what he knows what to do after that, it's his freedom. ”

"But he has a fiancée now! And her fiancée already has his children. Wouldn't it be better for me to talk to him about it again...... Well, isn't that weird? Shen Qianqian said a little lonely.

"So what? You were also his fiancée, and I see that you were inseparable in love before, can you really say let go so easily now? I honestly say it out of selfishness, why do I have to ask my grandson to live in a single-parent family? "The current Shen Weihai obviously hopes that Shen Qianqian and Helian Yao will get back together.

"Dad, Helian Yao and I are no longer possible." Shen Qianqian shook her head and said, "I have already said all the ruthless words to him, and there is no room for redemption." ”

"Are you really going to give up?" Shen Weihai sighed, "Why don't you try again for the sake of the child?" ”

Shen Qianqian was silent, it was still difficult for her to make up her mind. According to what she knew about Helian Yao before, she didn't think too highly of herself, but if she really told Helian Yao all the internal causes and told him that he was the child's father, I think Helian Yao would really be desperate to be with her.

However, now Helian Yao, Shen Qianqian really feels that she can't understand a little, and she can't predict how Helian Yao will react after knowing the truth. If in the end he insists on not forgiving himself because of the previous reasons and just replies with "oh", then how should she deal with herself? At that time, she will really become an abandoned woman. In contrast, instead of taking this risk, it is better to let things pass so calmly, and it may be better to never get along.

"I decided." Shen Qianqian raised her head and looked at her parents and said, "I won't tell Helian Yao that this child is his." ”

"If you really think so, then we respect your decision." Shen Weihai's tone revealed some helplessness.

"There's one more thing I hope you agree with." Shen Qianqian gritted her teeth and continued, "I plan to leave for a while. ”

"Leave? Qianqian, where are you going? Hearing her daughter say that she was leaving, Chen Shuwan became a little anxious, "I want you to move back to live like you are now, where is the reason to let you leave?" ”

Shen Weihai waved his hand and motioned for Chen Shuwan to listen to what Shen Qianqian had to say first.