Chapter 199: The Cruel Truth

In the past few days, Yan Yu has been considerate, no matter how Lin Hao lost his temper and how presumptuous, at most he didn't speak when he was angry, but he never dared to do anything, but today, Lin Hao was very sure that he didn't do anything to anger Shi Yanyu today.

He even loves snacks as he wishes.

Who will explain what this situation is.

Now that Lin Hao's attack power is 0, escaping has become a luxury for him, unless Shi Yanyu stops himself, otherwise he will be finished today.

Lin Hao, who was in a hurry, said in horror: "The snack is in the next room, as a father, are you mentally abusing your child like this?" It's really hateful. ”

Shi Yanyu sneered, arrogant and uninhibited, he stretched out his right hand, gently wiped it on his lips with his thumb and fingertips, squinted one eye slightly, extremely charming, with a perfect figure and handsome face, no one would not be impressed by this.

"Kid? If he is not your and my child, what is the need to exist. ”

Lin Hao was shocked, and his restless heart was half cold. What does this mean, a human life, the continuation of a family is so insignificant in Shi Yanyu's eyes?

Involving them, Lin Hao had to be serious: "What do you care about, he is your child, tiger poison does not eat children, these words can't come out of your mouth at all." ”

"Tiger poison doesn't eat children, it's good, but you ......" Shi Yanyu strode forward, the whole person threw himself on the bed, knocked Lin Hao down, grabbed his chin, with an angry face and fierce eyes, as if he wanted to crush his jaw.

"But you...... But you ......" trembling voice repeated several times, but there was no follow-up.

Shi Yanyu's voice was angry, resentful, but more helpless, and there was a trace of imperceptible joy, mixed with too many complex emotions, and he couldn't detect which was his true mood.

Lin Hao was in pain, instinctively resisted, grabbed Shi Yanyu's wrist with both hands, and wanted to push him away, but what he got was Shi Yanyu's harder.

Shi Yanyu grabbed Lin Hao's wrist with his other hand, the red pupils reflected the face that he loved deeply and remembered in his heart, deep in his bones, but at this moment it was extremely ironic, his strong hands let go of Lin Hao in an instant, and when Lin Hao's body trembled and supported him with two hands, a slap knocked him down.

Shi Yanyu used all his strength, and when Lin Hao raised his head in confusion, the blood at the corner of his mouth shocked him, and when he wiped it with his hand, there was red liquid staining his fingers.

Lin Hao was speechless, he was not a prisoner, and he couldn't accept punishment until he did anything wrong.

"Shi Yanyu, you are crazy, why are you hitting me, get off me!" Lin Hao yelled, he was also angry, struggling to push Shi Yanyu away.

Soon, Lin Hao was controlled by Shi Yanyu, Shi Yanyu knelt on the bed and lifted the quilt covering Lin Hao's body, in order to prevent Lin Hao from getting it, he rudely got out of bed, opened the window and threw the quilt down.

Lin Hao was dumbfounded, not understanding what was going on.

Shi Yanyu stood on the side of the bed, grabbed Lin Hao's legs and dragged him, leaving his lower body exposed outside the bed, Lin Hao picked up the pillow and threw it at Shi Yanyu, roaring angrily: "You madman, let go of me, madman!" ”

"Yes, I'm crazy, I'm crazy." Shi Yanyu shouted heartbreakingly.

After the sound that resounded through the sky, Lin Hao calmed down, because he saw that there were tears on Shi Yanyu's face, and he didn't remember how many times Yan Yu cried when he woke up.

Men don't flick when they have tears, how much sadness does it take for a person like Shi Yanyu to shed tears, a trace of guilt comes from the heart, Lin Hao's hands gradually lost their strength, and slowly drooped.

"How could I be crazy if I didn't love you, and if I didn't love you, how could I be so embarrassed that I didn't love you and me...... Why should I be hurt like this by you, Lin Hao, you lied to me, you lied to me without saying anything, trampled my heart under your feet, ruthlessly cut with a knife, ignored my begging, and watched me bleed and shed tears every day. ”

Shi Yanyu raised his head and looked at Lin Hao with angry eyes: "It's you, you bastard, you're a fucking bastard." ”

After speaking, Shi Yanyu leaned over and buried his head in Lin Hao's neck, biting his collarbone, the smell of blood reached his mouth, he still felt that it was not enough, this lesson was far less than what he had suffered in the past few days.

So, the madman Shi Yanyu parted Lin Hao's unconscious legs and pierced him fiercely, watching the blood flow out of the gap between the two, only to feel a little comforted by the pain.

Lin Hao only got up when the sun was three poles, he was still in the same position as last night, the whole person was lying on the bed, only there was a bath towel on his buttocks, looking at his arms, it was all bruised, and he didn't need to look to know that he shouldn't have any intact skin now.

Last night, Shi Yanyu said a lot of things inexplicably, and also did a lot of radical actions, he couldn't forgive.

He looked out the window with blank eyes, the rain continued, and he was in a mood, buried his face behind the pillow, and the slightest sobbing sound came out, low as a dark cloud pressed down, and the depressed person couldn't breathe.

Then the door opened, and there was the sound of children laughing.

Lin Hao was shocked and looked at Shi Yanyu in disbelief, he was only wearing shorts, and snacks were sitting on his shoulders, the two held hands and talked with a smile, so warm.

Shi Yanyu didn't seem to see Lin Hao, put the snacks on the bed, and said to him with a smile: "Come, let's call Dad Hao to get up, come, let's see how lazy your Dad Hao is, this is not good, we are so diligent in snacks, how can we be lazy as a father!" Snack good, call Hao Dad with me. ”

Snack obediently shouted in a soft voice.

Lin Hao was surprised and yelled: "Shi Yanyu, what are you doing, take him out quickly." ”

Shi Yanyu smiled: "Go out?" Why do you want to go out, we are a family, we should be together everywhere, by the way, I forgot to tell you, today, there are only three of us in this villa, and the aunts are all on vacation, you say, if I suddenly put a fire here, can we hold on until someone else comes to save me, when the time comes, the three of us are lying on this bed, life and death together, how romantic. ”

Lin Hao's expression could no longer be expressed with fright, he couldn't believe what he heard just now, three people died together, can this kind of thing be said casually?

When Lin Hao looked at Shi Yanyu, he found that there was no joke in his eyes, and he was saying this kind of thing very seriously.

Suddenly, the picture of the fire appeared in front of him, he was a cripple lying on the bed and couldn't move, crying on the side, but Shi Yanyu was laughing maniacally, still holding a lighter in his hand.

Could it be that Shi Yanyu really wanted to kill them.

But why, Shi Yanyu didn't have this motive.

Whether it was or not, Lin Hao couldn't make the joke just now serious, swallowed his saliva, and said tremblingly: "Snacks are your child, don't say this kind of thing in front of him, it will scare him." ”

"What can I do if I scare him, do you think I'm going to be distressed? Snacks, Lin Shi, without you, how could I care about him, he can't find any proof that he has anything to do with me. ”

"What?"

"Surprised? I may have forgotten to tell you. This child, when he shouldn't have the surname, the surname Lin is right, mine one, at the age of seven months, was found to have a bad heart, and died not long after birth, I told the doctor that if my child died, the snack would be Shi Lin. ”

Lin Hao only felt a buzz in his ears.

"I thought that our family of three would be able to live a good life, but looking at the current situation, it should be impossible to get by, forget it if we can't get by, let's go down to find Shi Lin together, otherwise that child should be lonely."

"Shi Yanyu, what did you say? How could snacks be my child, and how could yours die, I have read all the inspection reports at that time, how can it be. ”

As soon as the words fell, Shi Yanyu burst into laughter, and Lin Hao felt that he had said the wrong thing, so he hurriedly covered his mouth.

Shi Yanyu sneered: "Don't block it, I already knew, do you think I'm really stupid?" Lin Hao, you have calculated everything, but you missed someone, Lin Lin, your lovely sister, you said that you have amnesia and don't remember me, it doesn't matter, we met in high school, before I appeared, your sister was still there, why didn't you mention your sister, this is inconsistent. ”

Lin Hao changed suddenly, lowered his face and asked, "When did you notice it?" ”

"Last night, before you were."

Now, all the changes in Shi Yanyu can be explained.

All of this had to be said a week before Lin Hao woke up, at that time he began to have consciousness, but he was weak and couldn't open his eyes, but he heard the words of others clearly, his body had just recovered and suffered such a big blow, so he woke up slowly a week later, and a week made him think a lot clearly.

The most important point is: no matter what, he can't drag Shi Yanyu down, before he got married, they all had room to turn around, he can't hurt Shi Yanyu like he is now, although his medical expenses are not a problem for Shi Yanyu at all, but what about life.

Eat, drink, Lazar, no matter what he can't do without others, that's right, Shi Yanyu loves him deeply, he admits and firmly believes, but he knows the horror of time, what will he do in five or ten years, can their children really accept him as a crippled father?

No one understands the torment in his heart, and I don't know how many times he couldn't breathe in pain after he made this decision.

In the final analysis, he didn't want to drag down Shi Yanyu and consume the love between them, what he wanted Shi Yanyu to remember was always the Lin Hao who smiled like a flower.

When he woke up and faced this problem, how many times did he feel like retreating, wanting to hold Shi Yanyu's hand and begging him to continue to love him and not abandon him, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't watch Shi Yanyu accompany him in the endless pain.

His love for Shi Yanyu is not a deep love.

"Even if that's what, I don't want to be with you, that's right, I'm worried about you, I'm afraid that you'll be sad and afraid that you will bear the same pain as me, but I'm more afraid of one thing, that is, homosexuality, the two of us are together, with too much torture, I don't want to be next time, just can't wake up, let me go, don't entangle with men."