4 The obstacle of this life
At this time, Zhou Ze's personal guard hurriedly ran over, "Da Sima, the emperor, the emperor has issued an edict, the queen has not returned from the palace, and she is sending someone to look for it, and I want you to cooperate." ”
Zhou Ze stubbornly looked at Ling Dongwu, "Ling girl, go back!" Big brother is starting to look for you! ”
Ling Dongwu's hand clutched the cold city wall, and the stiff stone horns were deeply into the palm of his hand, not pain, but dull numbness, paralyzing and entangled, even his heart seemed to be wrapped in a thick layer of cocoons, he had been out for a day, he only remembered to find himself, if he had the heart to leave, he would have run out of eight hundred miles by now!
He must have been immersed in Xiao Yingyue's gentle township and forgot about himself!
If you have a thought, and this thought hurts yourself and hurts the person you love the most, then you will probably keep amplifying this thought endlessly, repeatedly, and infinitely, and this is called scar memory in medicine.
At this time, Ling Dongwu was completely trapped in the memory of the scar, the cold wind seemed to have been pouring into her chest, and it was very difficult to even blink her eyes, and the whole person was cold, so cold that it seemed to be immersed in the cold ice of the deep pool of winter, and she could no longer expect the day when it melted-
Ling Dongwu thought about it over and over again, he had been cautious and cautious in the past six months, and he was unmoved, he was bent on maintaining Xiao Yingyue, and he didn't take her in his eyes more and more. How could such a ruthless person have such tender eyes and such thoughtful and meticulous consideration? Because of this, she fell in love with him with all her heart.
When she married him, how confident she was, believing that they were a match made in heaven, believing that they would be the most glorious, glorious and happiest couple in the world. But I didn't expect that after only a few days of marriage, it was already so unbearable!
And tonight, all of Zhou Ze's persuasion to her led her to a desperate situation step by step! The palace in the distance, like a giant beast in ambush in the night, looks a little hideous.
In fact, Zhou Ze also faintly understood that Ling Dongwu's pursuit in this life is not the government and the opposition, power, and wealth, but what can he do, who can live in this world as he wants, in the past, when he saw her tired and frustrated, he could still join her, or take her out for a walk, and comfort her, but now that she is the queen, he can't comfort him if he wants to.
"Ling girl, let's go back!" Zhou Ze was too drunk at this time, and he felt a little scared, and no one could afford the consequences of annoying Xiao Haotian.
Ling Dongwu took a firm step forward and said sadly: "Zhou Ze, I won't go back!" ”
"What?" Zhou Ze seemed to hear a thunderclap on the ground, and asked again in disbelief: "What did you say?" ”
"I said I won't go back, I won't go back to that palace!" Ling Dongwu suddenly figured out at this time, that palace was not his home, it was Xiao Haotian's home, Xiao Yingyue's home, Yushu's home, the only one that was not his home. The world is big, and there is no place for oneself, so why bother going back there.
I am not uncommon to the glory and wealth of the palace, I stay there, just because there is Xiao Haotian there, and Xiao Haotian's love for her, if in the end, the only support is gone, what will I do when I go back!
"Ling girl, don't be willful, you are the queen now, we can say that if you don't go back, you won't go back!" Zhou Ze didn't expect Ling Dongwu to say such childish words, and he was so anxious that he didn't know what to do.
"What can the queen do, I know that you have a hundred ways to make the queen's justifiable world evaporate! Zhou Ze, you know, if I continue to stay there, I will suffocate to death, so let me go! ”
It was a quiet plea, but with a strong longing. It's like a lost child, longing for a miracle. I don't know why she opened her mouth like this, only when she was facing Zhou Ze, she could easily say such things.
Only him, only him, because he has been with him for so long, he has felt real care and care, even if he has experienced separation, he understands that only he will help him.
It seems that as long as he asks him, he will agree to anything and will never refuse.
"Let you go!" Zhou Ze suddenly remembered in his mind that he had secretly let Ling Dongwu go many years ago, and Xiao Haotian vomited blood, almost killing him. He excited, "No. Ling girl, I will never let you go! Come back with me! ”
"Zhou Ze, I really don't want to go back, just let me go!"
Suddenly, the sound of horses' hooves was heard below, and a group of cavalry galloped over. Facing the banner and waving it, the dragon pattern embroidered on the flag, I didn't have time to think about it, countless people surrounded Xiao Haotian, and the footsteps were mixed, and they boarded the gate.
Ling Dongwu didn't have any fear, just stood there quietly.
Zhou Ze looked at Xiao Haotian's iron green face, the presumptuous cold wind set off his bright yellow big cloud, and the big wind fluttered and flew in the night, Xiao Haotian was already tall and burly, with a clear outline, and his facial features were very handsome.
"You've made enough trouble, come back with me!" Xiao Haotian glared at Ling Dongwu angrily, his voice was not loud, but he had a firmness that could not be refused.
Ling Dongwu stiffened his neck and looked at Xiao Haotian with a slight smile, "I won't go back with you!" ”
"What did you say?" Xiao Haotian drank coldly in a low voice, and everyone was so frightened that their faces were colorless.
"I'm not going back!" Ling Dongwu said resolutely, "I want to leave here!" ”
"Nonsense!" Xiao Haotian looked at her eyes like devouring people.
Ling Dongwu glanced back at the city wall, there was an endless darkness, and he felt cold before, but at this time, he didn't even feel cold anymore, as if even his brain was frozen, and he only listened to his own heart, fluttering and beating there, although he was jumping, there was no trace of warmth.
The mountains and rivers are thousands of miles, the night is dark, how many years of wind and clouds have changed, no one is a speck of dust in the long river of years, she said very quietly: "Even if I mess around, but I won't go back with you!" ”
Xiao Haotian, who was furious, flickered in his heart after seeing her look under the city wall, he had already smelled from the oncoming wind, Ling Dongwu had drunk, and he had been with Ling Dongwu all these years, he knew this little girl best, just from the glance she had just now, he knew what she was going to do?
He was angry in his heart, he didn't know what was going on, so that she showed such a decisive decision! The green tendons on his forehead jumped, and he really wanted to step forward to cover her mouth, but he gritted his teeth and held back, glaring at her fiercely, unable to figure out what kind of evil he had done in his previous life, and he would encounter such a demonic obstacle in this life.
"Ling girl, come here!" Xiao Haotian took two steps forward alone, but Ling Dongwu retreated.
The wind was strong on the towers of the city, and it was cold to the hearts of the people. The light shines on her figure, infinitely lonely.
Xiao Haotian knew that Ling Dongwu at this time was a lonely bet, and he couldn't be provoked, he took a step back, and saw Ling Dongwu relax his vigilance and stand still, he hit a black jade flying locust stone like lightning, hitting Ling Dongwu's pockmarked hole, Ling Dongwu's body was soft, and he went down. And Xiao Haotian was like an agile leopard, rushing up and hugging Ling Dongwu, who was about to fall to the ground.
Zhou Ze watched Xiao Haotian stride past him with Ling Dongwu in his arms, shrinking his body as much as possible, hoping that Xiao Haotian didn't see him. Seeing Xiao Haotian's figure sitting in the dragon bowl, he was just about to breathe a sigh of relief, when Xiao Haotian's angry voice came from afar, "Zhou Ze, wait a minute to enter the palace!" ”
"Ahh Zhou Ze's frightened heart that had just fallen was raised again.
The emperor's dragon bowl is inlaid with gold and jade, and it is so extravagant that it is dumbfounded. The fire tree and silver flower are used as the railing, the ebony wood is used as the rim, and the roof of the car is hung with night pearls. The inside of the dragon bowl is also very spacious, with windows on both sides, and at this time it is covered with thick felt. Because it was cold, there was a smoke cage inside, and as soon as you entered it, you immediately felt the heat on your face. There is also a jade case next to it, on which are placed all kinds of fresh fruits and refreshments that have been paid tribute along the road. A royal couch resembling a large bed, with a pile of brocade and greenery.
Xiao Haotian put Ling Dongwu on the big bed and unlocked Ling Dongwu's acupoint, because she was frozen all over, if her acupoint was sealed, the blood flow would not be smooth, and it would hurt her body. Although he was angry in his heart, he still held Ling Dongwu in his arms, warmed her with his body, moved the smoke cage over, and kept rubbing her frozen body for her.
"How can you be so ignorant?" Xiao Haotian rubbed her cold fingers and said with some helplessness.
Ling Dongwu heard that he was teaching a child again, his heart was crossed, and he raised his head: "Xiao Haotian, let's separate." ”
"Don't threaten me with such things in three days." Xiao Haotian's tone was solemn, "I see that you are becoming more and more disagreeable, just leave the palace at will, and the guards don't bring or tell anyone, what should I do if something happens?" What else would you do besides being willful and grumpy? ”
"Yes, I'm just going to lose my temper, I really don't know anything but that." Ling Dongwu also calmed down at this time, "I have thought very clearly in the past two days, I am indeed not qualified to be your queen. Xiao Haotian, it's better to let me go! ”
"You still know you're my queen!" Xiao Haotian listened to her words, his heart ached, and he firmly controlled her, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, "Have you made enough trouble?" Look at what you look like now, you went out of the palace without permission, drank and fought in the restaurant, and then drank and chatted with Zhou Ze, you, can you be a little more respectful, you are now my wife, the queen of the Northern Desert Kingdom! ”
Ling Dongwu only felt dizzy, she took a few heavy breaths, and said nonchalantly: "Yes, I went out of the palace without permission, I drank and fought, I mixed with other men, I behaved inappropriately, I was not graceful and dignified enough, I was not virtuous and virtuous enough, I was not worthy of being your queen, I let you worry about it, I knew I was not good, so I decided to leave just now, you must bring me back!" ”
Xiao Haotian closed his eyes for a moment, looking at Ling Dongwu's indifferent appearance, he felt that all the blood had rushed up, and he was suffering like falling into an oil pot in this day.
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