Text Chapter 409 Gu Zihua's mention
He shook his head, "Work matters, nothing important, don't be sad, I remember the first time I left France and went back to China alone, I was quite scared, but then I also felt very lucky, because I gained a lot of different scenery." ”
Pei Ran nodded, "I also hope to see a lot of more beautiful scenery and see different customs." ”
Not long after, the two of them boarded the plane together, this is not the first time Pei Ran has flown to France, but this is the first time she feels that her return date is far away, and she doesn't even know when the next time she will set foot on this land.
After Yan Zhuolang woke up, he was asked out by Gu Zihua, and after Yan Zhuolang arrived, he sat there alone and drank coffee.
He didn't know what the hell he was doing, he walked over, and just when he was about to say something, he saw a beautiful jewelry box appear in front of him, he looked at it, and he felt very familiar with this white jewelry box.
He pushed the jewelry box in front of Yan Zhuolang and motioned to him, "Boss, you sit down first, Miss Pei asked me to say a few words to you." ”
After finishing speaking, no matter what Yan Zhuolang thought, he brought all the words that Pei Ran said in the car that day.
Yan Zhuolang's face was good at first, but the more he went to the back, the more pale it became, although Gu Zihua was distressed, he also knew that some things had to be done.
He not only regarded him as a boss, but also regarded him as a brother and friend, he didn't think of helping Pei Ran, but there were some things he really couldn't watch.
Yan Zhuolang heard him finish saying that, he didn't say a word, the whole person froze there, even Gu Zihua didn't know how to persuade him, the emotional matters were unsolvable, and the current pain was all the fault of the beginning.
Yan Zhuolang opened the jewelry box, and inside was a ring and necklace, which he gave to Pei Ran when he was twenty-two years old.
When Pei Ran broke up with him, she didn't even take away her own clothes, so she took the box, but today she felt that they had come to the end of the road, and she didn't even want his last memory, she dragged Gu Zihua to tell him that from now on, they would never see each other in this life.
Yan Zhuolang's heart was really like a knife, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't say a word for a long time, not even a single word.
After all, Gu Zihua couldn't stand it anymore, and said loudly, "Zhuo Lang, let me tell you this, not every relationship in this world has to blossom and bear fruit, you let it go, it's not good to be too persistent." ”
Yan Zhuolang held the ring, and the circles under his eyes were red.
He looked into the distance, he didn't know what he was thinking, he was in so much pain, he wanted to endure something, but at this time he couldn't even endure it anymore.
Gu Zihua watched them all the way, if he really made Yan Zhuolang forget Pei Ran, for him, it would be even more difficult than ascending to the sky.
But now it was also a helpless move, he could only say, "Zhuo Lang, if you can really marry Pei Ran, you would have been together for a long time, but it has been delayed for so long, it proves impossible, since she can forget you now, then why are you pestering her so hard?" ”
Yan Zhuolang's eyes looked coldly ahead, holding the ring box as if he had exhausted all his strength, "I love her so much, how can you let me go?" ”
He is such a strong person, but since Pei Ran left, as if something had been withdrawn from his body, he began to be unable to sleep day and night, and he was tormented in thoughts and pain every day, but what about Pei Ran? Turn your head and be with Jiang Ziming, why.
Gu Zihua said, "Zhuo Lang, the personnel are exhausted, and you have worked hard in the Mandate of Heaven, but what has no result is no result, no matter how hard you try, it can't change the reality that you have broken up." ”
After speaking, he continued, "Look at how decadent you have been all day and all night after you broke up, but what about Pei Ran, she works so hard and wants to live a different life than before, but what about you, not only do you not even go to the company, you catch a group of people to drink all day long, just you are so decadent, and when Pei Ran has something to do in the future, she will not want you, I think she chose to leave you, which is also the right choice." ”
Gu Zihua didn't want to poke him in the sore spot, he was afraid that he would be hurt, but now that it was over, he had to say it.
Everyone thought that he was drunk and dreaming of death all day long, but no one knew how much pain he felt in his heart, and he didn't even know how to vent this pain.
The more Yan Zhuolang thought about it, the more painful his heart became, he picked up the coffee and drank it all, Gu Zihua saw him snatch his coffee like this, "Are you coffee wine?" How long do you want to torture yourself like this? Is Pei Ran gone, you have to push yourself to a dead end. ”
Yan Zhuolang didn't speak, his whole body was shaking, if it wasn't for the sake of taking care of his face, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hold back his tears.
Gu Zihua said, "Zhuo Lang, wake up, you forget everything now, if you and Pei Ran are really fateful, they will definitely meet, God will not torture a pair of people who love each other, believe in time, believe in fate." ”
He snorted lightly and replied with a sneer, "If God really opened her eyes, she would have been married to me a long time ago, so why bother to end up today, I am really willing to die." ”
He really didn't want to live anymore, he was afraid that every day was a nightmare, every day was Pei Ran, he felt that his heart had fallen into eighteen layers of hell, and every day he was worse than dead.
Gu Zihua was so angry when he saw him like this, he said loudly, "Yan Zhuolang, where did you go before, you wanted to live and die for a woman, Pei Ran really chose the right choice to leave you, otherwise with a cowardly ghost like you by your side, it will only drag her back." ”
He was really in a hurry, why couldn't Pei Ran figure out what he could understand, but he couldn't understand it at all?
Yan Zhuolang didn't know how cowardly he was now, but what else could he do besides escape and cowardice? He didn't want to face this, he didn't want to accept the fact that he had lost Pei Ran.
He knew the words "fate", but he was still unwilling.
Too many people in this world love each other, why are they the ones who break up? He is the pride of the sky, why can't he even hold a woman he loves the most.
He held the box in his hand, but he seemed to hear Pei Ran's voice, she was telling him not to pester her, not to pester her in this life.
Seeing that Yan Zhuolang finally stopped making trouble, seeing his red eyes, Gu Zihua was also distressed, and he said loudly, "Zhuo Lang, I don't want to persuade you anything, it's just that if you continue like this, you will really be ruined, you are really worried about us all now, without Pei Ran, you still have us, cheer up, you will meet better people in the future." ”
Yan Zhuolang's mind was full of Pei Ran and Jiang Ziming, and he choked up and said, "It's impossible for Pei Ran and Jiang Ziming to be together, Qin Fujuan is not so easy to mess with, she will suffer in the future." ”
Gu Zihua said, "Zhuo Lang, who is she with, that's her business, she has nothing to do with you anymore, you don't have to worry about her future, she knows it in her heart." ”
He leaned back on the sofa, closed his eyes and said in a very weak voice, "I can't bear her." ”
Gu Zihua said, "Zhuo Lang, no one can stop your heart, you can still miss her if you want her, but you have to cheer up, there are many things you need to do now." ”
Yan Zhuolang sent Yan Zhuolang back to the hotel after staying with Gu Zihua for a while, and after he entered the door, he went directly into the bedroom to take a bath.
Ciya received a call from the hotel front desk, did not dare to continue shopping outside, and flew back directly, for fear that he would be unhappy if he came back late.
Yan Zhuolang came out of the bathroom, and Ciya was standing in the bedroom, obviously waiting for him, and there was a fruit bowl on the table, which was obviously brought up by the front desk.
Yan Zhuolang sat on the edge of the bed, Ciya hurriedly brought it to the bedside table, Yan Zhuolang saw her and said lightly, "Why didn't you shop outside today?" ”
She said coquettishly, "I know you're back, I'll accompany you." ”
After she finished speaking, she handed Yan Zhuolang a cherry, and Yan Zhuolang opened his mouth to eat it.
He was in a rare good mood today, and Ciya said loudly, "Zhuo Lang, I'll help you blow your hair." ”
Yan Zhuolang didn't speak, she took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, plugged it in and tested the temperature in her hand, and then gently blew it on him, Yan Zhuolang just forgot about something, and what he was thinking about was the life he had with Pei Ran.
Ciya blows his hair, I don't know what he's thinking, but it's rare to feel happy, because only then can she feel like a woman.
After a while, Yan Zhuolang seemed to have not come back to his senses, and he said, "You can go." ”
Ciya was stunned for a moment, with great fear on her face, the hair dryer almost fell to the ground, and she said loudly, "Zhuo Lang, what did I do wrong?" Why should I go? ”
She has a beautiful face with pear blossoms, which makes people feel very distressed to look at, but Yan Zhuolang seems to have no expression, "Pack up your things and never show up." ”
Gu Zihua is right, sometimes he doesn't have to torture himself so much, lest the people around him look down on him.
Ciya didn't know what angered Yan Zhuolang, so she hurriedly stood by the bed, looked at Yan Zhuolang crying, and said, "Zhuolang, what did I do wrong, I can change it, don't you drive me away, okay?" ”
Maybe Gu Zihua didn't say that, he was still willing to play with her, but now, he felt that it was unnecessary.
He sat on the bed as indifferent as ever, "Don't worry, I won't let you follow me for so long in vain, I will give you a sum of money, you won't lose anything." ”
Ciya didn't know why he was so sober today, and just wanted to beg him, after all, his big tree was not so easy to rely on, but Yan Zhuolang seemed to know what she was going to say, and said impatiently, "You can't get anything from me, except for money, instead of living like this for the rest of your life, it's better to take some money to live your good life." ”
In fact, after so long, Ciya is not so wrong, but when he thinks of his decadence for a while, he even hates himself, maybe Gu Zihua is right, Pei Ran hates him like this, so he still chooses to change himself like this and let everything start again.
The determination on his face let Ciya know that this time he really made up his mind, even if she knelt down and begged him, he might not pay attention to her.