Chapter 78: Never to Come Back
It was more than ten hours in a row, searching all night without eating, drinking, or resting, but there was still no clue at all.
The captain of the military brigade told Ji Shen and Bai Yan with regret, "I'm sorry, we have tried our best, so many people can't find the whereabouts of a little girl, the only possibility of her disappearance, then it is very likely that she was washed down the mountain by the turbulent river in the mountains, or the body was stuck in a hidden corner, so we really can't find her trace." ”
Hearing the captain say the word corpse, Ji Shen's eyes suddenly turned red.
The whole person was also angry, and he stepped forward and grabbed the captain and roared angrily: "You shut up for me, Xiao Nian will be fine, she is still so young, so young, she will be fine." ”
If something really happened to her, how could he explain it to his dead parents?
If she really goes away like this and never returns, he will never forgive himself in this life.
It's all him, he asked Sheng Ji to take the little girl out, if he hadn't done that at the beginning, maybe the little girl is still at home and living a good life!
It's all his fault.
"Ji Shao, I'm really sorry." The captain of the military district brigade bowed his head in pain, and had already begun to mourn in silence for a young life that had just ended.
But Ji Shen was still unwilling to accept this painful fact, pushed the captain away suddenly, turned around and tried to endure it, so as not to let himself cry out loud.
In the next second, I saw the Imperial Saint Jie pounce and kneel on the ground, "It's all my fault, it's me who lost my thoughts, and it's all my fault." ”
He knelt there, blaming himself and slapping himself in the face.
He knew that the girl was really in danger, and most likely, she would never come back.
Thinking that she might have really left this world, the Imperial Saint was so pained that she burst into tears.
Everyone grieved together.
Only Bai Yan, standing not far away, turned his back to everyone, tilted his head, and quietly looked at a white cloud in the sky.
I don't know if he was dazzled, he actually saw that white cloud as Ji Xiaonian's fair and delicate little face.
She smiled and looked at him, as if beckoning to him, and then said in a childish and beautiful voice, "Brother Yan, goodbye, goodbye, Brother Yan......"
There was a constant voice, in his Bai Yan's ear, calling him, kindly, but ethereal.
Looking at the white cloud with the smiling face of the little girl, it was quickly blown away by the wind, Bai Yan still couldn't control the pain in his heart after all, and a line of tears overflowed his eyes.
Breathing, suddenly stopped, and I couldn't breathe.
The pain all over my body is like being pumped out of my soul.
In my heart, it is even more unprecedented, like the loss of a loved one, grief-stricken and indescribable.
Even though they are really unwilling to accept the fact that the little girl has left, the reality tells them that the missing case has not had any clues for five whole days, and it is determined that the missing person may have no chance of survival.
Until this moment, Bai Yan didn't know what he had lost.
It's not a little girl who doesn't know anything, but a love that has never been clear in his heart, but has long been ingrained.
A kind of thing that the little girl gave him, called love.
It turned out that he still cared about her a lot.
It turned out that he was so afraid of losing her.
It turned out that the moment she really walked out of her own world, deep in his heart, he was so painful that he was almost about to collapse.
He hated himself, for his previous coldness, for his ruthlessness, for his indifference to that girl.
Now, he has come to bear such pain, and he is also to blame.
"Captain, Captain......"
Just as the large army was about to call it a day and go down the mountain, suddenly a soldier ran over with a shout.
Everyone, along with Ji Shen, Yu Shengji, and Bai Yan, also wiped away the tears from their eyes and turned to look at the soldiers who came running.
"What's the matter?" Seeing that his subordinates were panicking, the captain looked at him expectantly.
The soldier panted for a moment, pointed not far away, and said, "Over there, deep in the ditch over there, a person's body was found. ”
The corpse of a man......
Corpse?
Hearing this, Ji Shen, who was still a little thoughtful, stumbled directly and almost fainted.
He didn't even dare to look at it, for fear that the person's body was Xiao Nian's......
"Where, where is the body?" Yu Shengji excitedly grabbed the soldier and asked.
The soldier pointed in one direction and said, "Over there." ”
Yu Shengjie didn't think about it, and ran over with the large army.
Bai Yan didn't dare to look at it, afraid that the person's body was the little girl's.
If it was really the past, facing the corpse of that little girl, he would not know what to do.
It was the first time he had grown so big, so panicked and scared, to face the corpse of that little girl.
"Bai Yan, it's all your fault, if it weren't for you, Xiao Nian wouldn't have died, you give me back Xiao Nian, Bai Yan, you bastard, give me back Xiao Nian."
Ji Shen couldn't control his grief, and he was crazy, grabbing Bai Yan and roaring.
Roaring as he raised his fist and slammed it into his face.
Bai Yan didn't fight back, so he was still beaten by Ji Shen, and he was beaten so that he vomited blood in his mouth, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and he was still indifferent.
In my head, I went blank.
"Why don't you die, you die, Bai Yan, I hate you, I Ji Shen is incompatible with you in this life, I will hate you for the rest of my life, get out, never appear in front of me, get out."
Ji Shen seemed to be crazy, and he couldn't get angry after beating Bai Yan violently, but finally turned around and walked in the direction where the body was found.
Bai Yan, who was left behind, lay on the ground, extremely embarrassed.
He was also sure that the corpse must be the little girl's.
She died and will never come back.
In the future, no one will call him in his ear, in front of Brother Yan, and after Brother Yan.
No one will boldly ask, "Bai Yan, do you like me?" ”
No one will ever say again: "Brother Yan, can Nian Nian kiss you?" ”
There will never be a little girl again, spinning around him with a hippie smile, and will never say again, I like you, we will never be separated, okay?
Never separate, okay?
Thinking of what the little girl once said, Bai Yan looked at the blue sky above his head with blurred eyes, he choked up, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay." ”
In the future, there will never be a separation again.
But you'll come back first.
Nian Nian, when you come back, Brother Yan promises you that he will never be separated from you again.
Xiao Nian, when you come back, Bai Yan will tell you that he likes you.
Girl, when you come back, your brother Yan said that he will marry you as her wife, and he will make you the happiest person in the world.
But what's the use of thinking so?
She will never come back.
In her life, she will never appear in front of you Bai Yan again.
Bai Yan, you should be satisfied now, right? It's all your own doing.