Seeing that I didn't speak, he thought I had compromised, and his tone softened, and he said, "Joe, I'm sorry, I really have something urgent to deal with now, my grandfather has a bad heart, I can't stimulate him, you go home and wait for me first, don't let yourself catch a cold, okay?" ”

At this moment, he said any words of comfort, it seemed unrealistic to me, his desperate desire for me to leave made me very hurt, the more I tried to cover up this fact, the clearer I felt in the tears, maybe I could only say that the emotional scene, I really had no acting skills, when I took a deep breath, I also sucked the rain in, so spicy, choked my tears and flowed out again.

"Ah Ji ......" This is the first time I call him like this, I don't know how long my calmness can last, and I don't know how long my strength can be disguised, I only know one fact, that is, I really want to leave!

"Let's go home first, it's raining really hard." He put one hand over my head to shield me from the rain, and the other hand on my face, wiping the rain off my face, repeating softly.

"You know what? Not every word of sorry can be exchanged for a sentence of forgiveness! I numbly repeated the previous movements, and pulled his hand off the top of my head, preferring to let the rain beat myself than to receive his affection, and the cold eyes and cold tone were very similar to this weather.

"What's wrong?" He slurred, frowned, and looked at me uneasily.

"You want me to go back, don't you? Well, I'll fulfill you! I'm leaving, I'm leaving you now! I looked at him with a surprisingly calm emotion, as if every word I said brought my heart closer to numbness.

He seemed to guess my movements, and as soon as I turned around, he hugged me tightly from behind, and he said, "Don't be cranky, there are many things that you don't understand now, I didn't tell you, I just didn't want you to worry too much, it's my responsibility as a boyfriend to protect you and protect our love."

I've always wanted to solve those problems before you even knew it, but this process takes time, and I've been working hard, please give me a little trust and support, I just hope that I can shield you from the wind and rain, so that you can live happily every day under my care, just like now I want you to go home first for your sake, I didn't lie to you......" He leaned into my ear and whispered.

Hearing such an affectionate confession, theoretically I should have been moved to tears, but I didn't feel very happy, and I didn't think that these words could untie the knot in my heart. It came too late, I no longer trusted him anymore, and being late made me feel like his explanation was more like making excuses for his own mistakes!

Instinct kept me struggling, and finally, I broke free of his embrace, took two steps back, and stared at him with cold eyes, this scarred heart was not only cold, but numb, and only the moistness and warmth of the corners of my eyes remained.