20 Don't torment me
The two of you and I clashed each other, and after a while, they came to the outside of the courtyard, Ling Dongwu saw Xiao Haotian's twenty horsemen at the gate of Zhou Ze standing under the horse with Qi brushing, Xiao Haotian's BMW Heijin kept shaving the ground with his front hooves, Xiao Haotian looked back at Ling Dongwu's red face because he had drunk wine, kicked away the chamberlain who was lying on the ground as a footstep, lifted Ling Dongwu to the back of Heijin's horse with both hands, and jumped on the horse himself, then he sneered and said: "You settle down, don't blame me for falling off the horse," ,
After speaking, her hand tightened around Ling Dongwu's waist, and she fell into his broad embrace on her back, Xiao Haotian pulled the cloak on her body, wrapping her whole person in it, and the silver fox covered most of her face,
Ling Dongwu sighed in a daze, it was really warm,
Back at the gate of Zhennan Wangfu, someone had already come up to grab the bridle, Xiao Haotian turned over and dismounted, turned around and stretched out his arms, Ling Dongwu's body was light, almost asking him to carry it lightly, and then stood on the ground.
Xiao Haotian's obvious afterglow disappeared, and he pulled Ling Dongwu to walk quickly to the room, although Ling Dongwu had practiced martial arts, but after all, she was a woman, her steps were small, and she was pulled by Xiao Haotian so quickly, her steps staggered and she was very embarrassed, she protested and struggled, but helplessly, Xiao Haotian suddenly didn't realize it, and pulled her all the way into the house.
This is the first time Ling Dongwu has entered Xiao Haotian's room, and before she could take a closer look at Xiao Haotian's room setting, he forced her to raise her head, he looked straight at her, a pair of eyes with clear pupils, so dark that he could almost see his own reflection, as if he wanted to look at people's hearts, Ling Dongwu didn't dare to look at him anymore, turned his face away, and his heart was pounding,
Su Hexiang is burning in the wrong gold tripod in the room, the light white smoke is like wisps, and there is a delicate map hanging on the wall.
Xiao Haotian held her hand, but slowly clenched it tightly, the distance was close, there was a faint fragrance between the sleeves, making her slightly dizzy, as if she couldn't breathe, he pinched her jaw with his slender fingers, and let her look at him again, too close, looking up only to see the contours of his cold face, but there was intricacy between his eyebrows, his eyes seemed to be calm without waves, but the deepest part flashed fleeting pain: "You just rely on my liking of you,"
Ling Dongwu looked at Xiao Haotian as if he didn't understand, and didn't want to think about it,
Xiao Haotian looked at Ling Dongwu, thinking about the situation when she snuggled up with Zhou Ze just now, only felt that kind of pain and remorse, and then he was like ten thousand arrows, wrenched into the depths of his five organs, and his voice seemed to come from the depths of his chest: "Ling girl, what do you want me to do with you, do you really like Zhou Ze, why do you always like to hang out with him, Ling girl, I told you a long time ago, I like you,
I thought that I would never say this to a woman in my life, even in love, I would not say it, but I said it to you, because I don't want you to guess, because I don't want you to suffer from gains and losses, I think if a man really likes a woman, he will not be ambiguous, and he will declare the world's ownership of her, I tell you this, so that you can treat me with confidence and dedication, and treat the feelings between us, without doubt, without doubt, speculation and temptation,
But I'm not for you to turn my feelings for each other into a whip and hold it high above my head; It's not that you want to do whatever you want and hurt me unscrupulously because I like you, have you never thought about my fear, my anxiety?"
Ling Dongwu listened to Xiao Haotian's words, a little surprised, but she couldn't think, as if she hadn't heard it, Xiao Haotian's eyes were like torches, and he looked straight at her: "No matter how good I am, everything I have seems to be worthless in your eyes, your youth was the source of my jealousy and pain, no matter how I catch up, I can't make up for the gap of ten years, do you know, whether it is Mu Zicheng or Zhou Ze, or someone else, what I am jealous of is the youth they are matching with you,"
Ling Dongwu didn't expect Xiao Haotian to say this, she couldn't say a word, the corners of her lips trembled slightly, but he hugged her tighter: "Ling girl, I admit that I am deliberately indifferent to you these days, but all this is because of my jealousy, I can't stand the tone of your voice when you talk about Mu Zicheng, and I can't stand the look on your face when I see you and Zhou Ze together,"
Ling Dongwu's thoughts were tumbling in her heart, listening to him speak in a low voice, tears rolled in her eyes, and she wanted to burst out, she buried her face in the placket of his chest, and heard the heartbeat in his chest, pounding with stable vitality,
For a while, there seemed to be a thousand words, thinking of Mu Zicheng, thinking of Xiao Haotian's child, these are insurmountable and unchangeable facts, the deepest part of my heart turned out the most helpless endless sorrow, soft intestines, thousands of thoughts, I can't wait to be like powder, but also like the torment at this moment,
Do you want her to love him wholeheartedly without any care, Ling Dongwu suddenly had an unprecedented fear, and a cold cold sweat broke out in his vest,
Xiao Haotian didn't speak, didn't move for a long time, his face was close to her sideburns, and after a long time, he said, "Ling girl, don't torture me,"
Ling Dongwu listened to Xiao Haotian's frustrated voice, he has always been domineering and decisive, always looking like he could bear it even when the sky fell, Taishan didn't even frown before he collapsed, he was calm and calm, and he was always invincible in the world, but he was a person after all, and he would be tired and vulnerable, and now he presented this side of him in front of her, so that her heart was not as strong and resolute as before,
She choked up and struggled to adjust her breath, the incense burning in the smoke cage behind her mixed up with the breath that made people gradually indulge, she actually whispered like a ghost, "Okay," After finishing speaking, she felt that her palm was pinched out by her nails, and she felt a faint pain,
Xiao Haotian laughed unconsciously, as if there was a great happiness in life, but this happy state of mind was erratic and too complicated, and I didn't know how to describe it clearly.
He suddenly had some inexplicable sadness in his heart, mixed with joy, he quietly hugged Ling Dongwu, late at night, everything was so quiet, as if it was a kind of peace experienced for the first time,
After a long time, when Xiao Haotian lowered his head again, he found that Ling Dongwu had fallen asleep because of drinking, the thick black long eyelashes on his eyes, as if two pairs of butterfly wings were slightly closed, his cheeks were red after drinking, infinitely lazy, the faint candlelight was reflected on her face, warm and hazy, but it seemed to be unreachable, and the face in front of her was vaguely like the general appearance that appeared in thousands of dreams, those blurred lights and shadows, flowing silently,
Xiao Haotian looked at Ling Dongwu who was clinging to his arms, his heart softened, and his happiness was a little sour, if time stopped, if the years grew old in an instant, if he could be white-headed in an instant, how good would it be,
Early the next morning, Ling Dongwu was awakened by a knock on the door, she felt in a daze that she was lying in a warm and wide embrace, this recognition made her heart sink, who she was lying with, her brain turned sharply, she went to drink with Zhou Ze yesterday, could it be that Wude and Zhou Ze were mixed up in bed after drinking, Ling Dongwu was almost frightened by this idea in a cold sweat, if this is the case, she doesn't have to live,
Feeling the person around her gently, carefully withdrawing her arm, smelling the familiar breath, she realized that the person next to her was Xiao Haotian, she suddenly thought of the fact that she was caught by Xiao Haotian when she came back yesterday, as if she was suddenly relieved, and her frightened mental calculation was slightly put down,
Listening to Xiao Haotian squirming in his clothes, Ling Dongwu's heart suddenly rose again, she and Xiao Haotian had a bed, her hands rubbed her clothes under the quilt, feeling her body, okay, okay, her clothes were neat, and her body didn't feel unusual,
knows that Xiao Haotian is such a proud person, he will not take advantage of the situation to bully others,
Listening to Xiao Haotian lightly put down the curtain on the bed, Ling Dongwu slowly opened his eyes, and was looking at the embroidered Panjin Ruyi on the bed in a daze, and vaguely heard the people outside whispering to Xiao Haotian: "...... On the anniversary of tomorrow's anniversary, it's time for the prince to get up and go to Jingshan, some princes and ministers have already passed...... The little prince and Master Xia sent someone back to ask if they would come back with you this time......
"Got it, you go and prepare now, let's go to Jingshan immediately, of course the little prince's mother and son will come back with me this time, you ask someone to ......clean the little prince's room at home," Xiao Haotian's voice was obviously excited and joyful,
Ling Dongwu listened to the words outside, his mind was blank, cold sweat broke out in his palm, and a slight buzz echoed in his ears, the little prince was going home, Xia Mingjin was coming back, Xiao Haotian was very happy, and he was still lying on his bed, she got up mechanically, lifted the bed curtain with a numb expression, and walked out of bed,
Xiao Haotian turned around at this time, and saw that Ling Dongwu had already stepped out of bed, so he greeted him happily, hugged Ling Dongwu's thin waist, and said softly: "Wake you up, why don't you sleep more?"
"No, I'll go back to my room," Ling Dongwu twisted his waist and broke free from Xiao Haotian's arm, and said expressionlessly,
Of course, the keen Xiao Haotian saw the coldness and displeasure in Ling Dongwu's expression, he knew that Ling Dongwu liked to sleep early, thinking that she was annoyed because she was disturbed by herself, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, I didn't sleep until I woke up naturally, I was angry," and there was great pity in his tone,
Ling Dongwu suddenly stood up straight, and couldn't help but say that he was doing his tricks, and suddenly broke free from Xiao Haotian's arms, this sudden rise and sudden, bluffing Xiao Haotian, his eyebrows jumped slightly, and his breathing became short, but he tried his best to control his breath: "What kind of madness are you doing, how did you promise me last night?"
"Last night, I drank too much wine and talked nonsense last night," Ling Dongwu took a step back and looked at Xiao Haotian indifferently and detachedly,