Chapter 482: Useless Love
Looking at the style of those scrolls and the texture of the mounted paper, she speculated that these paintings were all made by Meng Xuan three years ago, and most of the themes were playing and frolicking with her, and he who was watching silently from the sidelines seemed to use her ease to set off his lonely state of mind. Now that the "old Meng Xuan" is finally gone, a "new Meng Xuan" led her to see these Western scenes, but she has a special taste in her heart......
"Look, it's full of women's dresses and ornaments," Meng Xuan walked into the inner room, opened the cupboard and dressing table, and introduced her in a relaxed and cheerful manner, "I think I'm about the same size as you, you try to see if it fits, if you can wear it, I'll have someone carry it all for you tomorrow." ”
She walked in, and passed in front of the closet with open doors, and a set of new flat women's blue satin tops and aqua green tulle skirts not only looked like she could wear them, but also the materials and cutting techniques were very much to her liking, and the colors were also the ones she loved to wear. A few steps to the dressing table, open a box of rouge steamed flower cream, put it on the tip of the nose and smell gently, isn't it the smell of worry-free incense. Who lives in a small building in the water pavilion, how can it be so close to her mind everywhere, those furniture furnishings that resemble the room of Taoyao Courtyard bumped into her eyes everywhere, and it hurt.
Why didn't she come to this place early, why did Meng Xuan leave without saying hello, why did he prepare such a small building but didn't introduce it to her, but let others take her to see it?
Meng Xuan, who was on the side, saw her with a sad expression, and when she saw the scene in this house again, she also roughly guessed something, a few words of relief were in her mouth, and she felt like scratching her boots when she wanted to say it, and finally only said: "It's too wet and cold to live here in early spring, and when it comes to late spring and early summer, I will let people transplant some lively flowers and trees around, and then move you to live." ”
She nodded silently, turned around and walked out of the building, he looked at her slender and thin back, and felt a little sympathy in his heart, so he still told her those comforting words of "scratching the itch in his boots": "I am the same person as him, and I can do all the things he treats you with all my heart, and I may not be able to do it like him." Although I can't marry you as my wife now, but there is one less hostess in Qingyuan, if you have the spirit, you can try to learn to deal with some housework, it is better than being sad in the room, thinking about those who don't. ”
Maybe it can't be like him? He Angelica hung his head and smiled coldly, but he didn't know that there was no one like him in the world, and who could be like him.
On this trip to the Water Pavilion, Meng Xuan originally wanted to find a few playthings to make her laugh and make her no longer homesick, but it backfired. The two silently boarded the car and drove without talking again, and when they reached the door of Shui Qianju, she asked him, "Why did you tell me everything so clearly?" Aren't you afraid that I will reveal your secret to others and expose your identity? ”
Meng Xuan chuckled: "But I'm confused, I'm Meng Xuan himself, how to disassemble and study it in detail, I don't have to question it, this is one of them; Second, all the remarks I said before are my fourth uncle's high opinions, which are ten times higher than the insights of today's people, and if you take those words as serious words and tell others to listen, others will only laugh at your words as crazy words, and there is no reason to believe you. ”
She also laughed silently after hearing this: "You are right, I am really a little confused." ”
Meng Xuan somehow, seeing her smile like this, her chest felt a little tight, she ignored the feeling with a sigh of relief, and explained her in a low voice: "Since ancient times, the sage Yun, the husband is the wife, and the wife is the husband, since you married me, you and I are on the same boat, why do you want to tear down my platform and make you lose someone to rely on?" I'm not a harm, and it's not what I want things to do to get to this point, so Miss He, you should look away from the future. Qingyuan is a good place, when you have time, you can go around to enjoy the lake and mountains with an open mind, so that you can think about the useless love between men and women. ”
Oh, sure enough, the "old Meng Xuan" is the only one in the world, and now this "new Meng Xuan", people think that the love between men and women is a useless mundane thing, so why does he have to travel through time and space to find his lover in the next world? Thinking to himself, the question blurted out. But seeing Meng Xuan stunned for a moment, he replied, "I don't know, maybe it's by the way, just forget if you can't find it." ”
After speaking, he smiled shyly, and said: "You girl looks very interesting, I originally thought that no one in the world would be able to understand my crazy words, but who knew that I met a you in two days, which can be seen to be fate." Plus you are the sweetheart of the 'last' Meng Xuan, so let's make a bet - within three months, I will marry her when I find her; If I can't find her, I'll ......" He wanted to find a bet, but in the end he didn't expect it, so he quipped, "If I can't find it, I'll marry you, how about it?" ”
He Angelica lowered his head and responded, and said that he was tired, so he said goodbye first, and then accompanied him to the garden another day, watching the lakes and mountains around the garden, and broadening his mind and vision. Forget about those feelings that are not there, she added in her heart.
"Then you rest early, I won't go in to trouble you, so you won't feel uncomfortable. Remember to let the girl give you medicine, you can't get wet before healing, when you have to wash your hands, you can apply some osmanthus oil and other clean grease to the outside of the wound, and wash it hastily and dry it. After Meng Xuan finished these words, he watched her enter the courtyard. At this time, the sky was dark and the courtyard was empty, he watched her walk in step by step, watching the boundless darkness swallow her back little by little, the little tightness in his chest came up again, and finally couldn't help but ask, "You don't have that kind of cinnabar mole the size of a mung bean, do you?" ”
He Angelica paused slightly, but the person did not turn back, and finally replied to him: "Of course not." "I walked into the building. Anyway, the person he was looking for wouldn't be her; Anyway, her cinnabar mole is also fake, maybe it won't be there tomorrow, and it will be gone if she doesn't see it. Just like Meng Xuan.
After a good night's sleep, she was in good spirits when she woke up in the morning, but she got out of bed lazily, leaned on the chaise longue, and looked at the scar in her palm in a daze without changing her posture for a whole hour.
"Hey!" A female voice exploded behind her, "What are you looking at? I see a flower coming! ”
He Angelica turned his face slightly, seeing that it was Qing'er coming, he was neither surprised, nor did he get up to greet her, but just hid his injured hand in the quilt and called Qing'er, "Greet yourself, the tea and snacks are probably on the first floor, Suzi was frightened yesterday, I will give her a holiday today, and by the way, everyone in the yard will take a holiday." Qing'er, you are busy yourself, I will not be polite to you. After speaking, he slowly closed his eyes.
Qing'er was surprised when she saw her crooked and lazy look, so she ran up and said, "Xiaoyi, why did you lose so much weight in a day?" Did Meng Xuan bully you? How did he bully you? ”
He Angelica tugged at the corners of his lips and said: "Who can bully me, except for myself, who has this ability." ”
"So, you bullied yourself?" Qing'er raised her eyebrows, "No, he must be angry with you, so you will be like this on the second day of the wedding without washing your face or combing your hair." She stepped forward and lifted her quilt, and said with a sneer, "Let my sister see how he makes you angry like this, I specialize in treating incurable diseases, mediating small disputes between husband and wife, and talk to me!" ”
He Angelica had any thoughts or secrets in the past, that was the first thing to tell Qing'er. In the past, most of those things in my heart were old things, and I didn't touch my heart when I mentioned them, but this time, ...... It's different after all. She moved her lips twice, and finally shook her head slightly, and then squinted again and fell asleep.
Qing'er didn't mind, guessing that either Meng Xuan made her angry, or the few around Meng Xuan made her angry. So Qing'er told her a few interesting stories in Yangzhou City, to help her relieve her boredom, the Guan family, the Wu family, and the Sun family all mentioned it, and originally wanted to laugh at a few words about the Luo family's chickens flying and dogs jumping, and the situation of the house being uneasy, but remembering the last time she talked to He Angelica about this, her face was just faint, and there was no gloating expression, and Qing'er didn't mention the Luo family again.
He Angelica listened for a while, but he asked: "How is the Luo family now, but there is no news?" ”
Qing'er held her fat chin in her hand and yawned: "If you don't listen to it, then I'll tell you everything you want, but I'm afraid that you will feel sad when you hear it." I really wonder, the Luo family treats you so badly, and you have so many ways to rectify them, why did you only deal with one Sun family in the end? Dong Xinlan, your eldest aunt, your third aunt, and Miss Luo Er and Miss Three, these people, you didn't move a finger against them, and let them show off their power on your head for a few years. ”
He Angelica also lifted his chin, looked at the scenery from the window, and replied: "Some people have little trouble with the world, such as the Dong family and the Zhao family, and the discord between them and me is probably some bitter and mean words, a little bit of the small actions that are common in big families. These are easy things that do not have to be dealt with with them, and if I take care of everything, whether they suffer or not, I myself will fall down first, and become a person who will be rewarded, what joy will I have. So sometimes, I would rather be one or two people who have been fooled, let them swagger, and when I look at it again in the future, I will see it from above. ”
When the words fell, there was a round of applause at the door, accompanied by the man's laughter, He Angelica and Qing'er looked back together, and the person who came was Qi Xuanyu, a Tianji dressed as a Taoist.
Qi Xuanyu smiled lightly and said: "The girl's words are wonderful, and she is very reasonable, and Xiaodao thinks it is true after hearing it." In the past, I heard the girl described from other people's mouths, or heard the news from the side, so Xiaodao has always been a mist to see the flowers and guess the girl. Listening to the girl's words today, every word comes from the bottom of my heart, and I know that I have misunderstood you in the past. You're such a nice girl. ”
He Angelica saw that he was carrying a medical box in his hand, and guessed that he was called by Meng Xuan or Yiyi to see her injury, so he beckoned him to sit down, and asked Qing'er to pour him a cup of tea. Qing'er didn't know why, from the first time she saw Qi Xuanyu, she was like a swollen bullfrog, hummed downstairs and poured a cup of leftover tea, put it heavily on the table three feet away from Qi Xuanyu's right hand, turned her head and went downstairs with a "knock knock", and threw a sentence to He Angelica, "When he leaves, you shout from the window, I'll come up and send you breakfast!" ”
Why should he summarize the stuffiness for a while, what kind of lawsuit is this? I saw Qing'er out of the courtyard from the window, and she was alone in the same room with Qi Xuanyu, an outsider, so it was not good to lie still like this anymore. I wanted to sit up with my arms propped up, but after the severe pain last night, the bones in several parts of my back seemed to fall apart, and my arms were numb, so I couldn't sit up for a while.
Qi Xuanyu sighed, stepped forward to help her, and said sympathetically: "If you don't want to stay here, I can take you away, but are you willing to let go of the little seventh son?" I know there's a great place to go, and you'll love staying there. ”