Shang Zhuojia was silent, then smiled.

"Mr. Shao, I never thought that you were taking advantage of me, I have always sincerely thanked you for redeeming me who was fragile at the beginning. I'm not going to take revenge and think you're taking advantage of me. But I think the relationship is pretty good now. ”

Tricor ......

"I'm sorry!"

Shang Zhuojia once again refused when Mr. Shao's hand was extended again.

Mr. Shao looked at Shang Zhuojia, who was determined and resolute, his face sank again and again, and his low emotions did not burst out.

"Give me a reason, where am I not doing well enough? That's why it's ...... just because of my age."

Shang Zhuojia hurriedly explained: "No, no, I used to have a very good friend, she and her husband are more than a round apart, but they are very happy and loving. So, I don't have to worry about my age. Mr. Shao, you are mature and steady, and you have such a social status, I think every woman will admire you. ”

"Yes, every woman you mentioned, but not you." Mr. Shao sighed lowly.

Forcing a woman is not a gentleman's doing.

"I'm sorry." Shang Zhuojia whispered.

"We've known each other for so long, and if you talk about your thoughts, can't you do it?" Mr. Shao asked.

Shang Zhuojia raised his eyes, and stopped talking.

She wasn't ready to open up to anyone, and she hadn't thought about telling anyone what was going on in her heart.

But Shao Zheng, she couldn't refuse.

"Mr. Shao, I used to be too stupid, too easy to trust people, and too easy to forgive people. I don't want to manage the first time, and the second time. I'm a person who gets lost in relationships very easily. I just don't want to get hurt anymore, and the best way not to get hurt is to stop loving someone. ”

Shang Zhuojia buried her head, "I have already had an experience of incomplete skin, once in a lifetime, I don't want to suffer that kind of pain again." ”

"You used to be a non-human, but we've been together for a year, and you should see a little bit of what kind of person I am. Tricor, can you give me a chance, and give yourself a chance. This time, let me change your life and emotional world, I swear, I will cherish you well. Trust me, okay? ”

Mr. Shao stretched out his hand, but Shang Zhuojia still avoided it.

"I'm sorry, it's not your problem, you're fine, I know, it's me who isn't good enough, I'm sorry." Shang Zhuojia didn't dare to raise his eyes.

Shang Zhuojia buried her face, and Mr. Shao looked at her, and finally sighed.

"I'll wait for the day you promise me, anyway, I'm already the father of Zhishang now, and I'll be your husband, even if it takes time to wait, I can wait." Mr. Shao spoke firmly and picked up the chopsticks.

"Let's eat, don't be pressured, I don't mean anything else."

Mr. Shao gave her vegetables, Shang Zhuojia subconsciously avoided it, Mr. Shao raised his eyes, his hand paused for a moment, and he looked at her with hurt in his eyes.

Shang Zhuojia subconsciously raised his eyes, touched the frustration in his eyes, and quickly pushed the bowl forward.

"Thank you."

Shao Zheng looked at her, and then smiled.

A meal was eaten in silence, and the meal of two people was not much more lively than when one person was eating.

Shang Zhuojia packed up the dishes and chopsticks and came out of the kitchen, Shao was sitting on the sofa, saw her enter the living room, and immediately put down the newspaper.

"Tricor, come here, let's talk."

Shang Zhuojia was surprised for a second, and then walked over.

"What's the matter?" She didn't sit down, but stood three paces in front of him.

Shao Zheng asked, "He's on the ferry again, isn't he?" ”

Shang Zhuojia was silent for two seconds, then nodded.

"Yes, but as before, just went to the hospital for a walk and left, without suspicion of anything else." Shang Zhuo Jia Dao.

Shao Zheng looked at her for a moment with a sharp look in his eyes, and then looked away.

"You still have him in your heart." Shao Zheng said in a low voice.

Shang Zhuojia didn't seem to like this speculation, and immediately twisted his eyebrows: "No, I just hate him very much now, if hate is also a kind of concern, then forget it." ”

"Okay, I believe you hate him, so do you want revenge?" Shao Zheng asked.

He sat on the couch with his hands clasped and sat firmly.

Shang Zhuojia looked at Shao Zheng in confusion, Shao Zheng looked at her for a few seconds, and then spoke.

"I have a chance to be transferred to Yundu, but I can also continue to work as a ferryman. Now I am consulting with you, I ask for your opinion, are you ready to face the past? Mr. Shao asked.

Shang Zhuojia's eyes were a little flustered when he heard this.

"Back to ...... Yundu? Shang Zhuojia muttered to herself.

She hated Song Cambridge and hated everyone in the Song family.

She has thought about revenge countless times, and she has thought about dying with the Song family countless times.

Can ...... now

Her son grew up day by day, and she was sensible day by day, and she thought, it is better to live in this southernmost city, and stay with her son until she grows old.

Never, never go back to the place where her body and heart were torn apart, the place where jackals, tigers and leopards were piled up, not a place where she could live, she wanted to live with her son here.

The resentment and anger she once had to bear alone.

No revenge does not represent her forgiveness.

A stick of incense every day, begging for the safety and health of her family, while begging for evil retribution.

Shang Zhuojia didn't respond to Shao Zheng for a long time, and Shao Zheng waited patiently.

He got up and pressed her on the sofa: "Sit and think, I'm not in a hurry, there is still a while, enough for you to think slowly, I will listen to you completely." ”

Shang Zhuojia didn't want to leave the ferry, but she raised her eyes and asked, "What can I do when I go back?" ”

"With your character, you can't do anything too ruthless, but Mrs. Shao's identity is enough for you to take it to the Song family. Mrs. Shao's identity, whatever you want, I'll bear the consequences for you, okay? Shao asked mildly.

Shang Zhuojia clasped his hands and returned to Yundu? Go back?

Song Cambridge has come to the ferry five times in the past two years, did he come with nostalgia and guilt, or just to check whether she was dead or not?

In the past two years, when she was pregnant with her son, she had nightmares almost every night.

When she was pressed by seven or eight people to inject tranquilizers and locked in a hospital room, who knew her despair? Who thought about the suffering she suffered?

Yes, even if you can't take revenge, you have to go back to answer them, and you can't let them live too chic.

Why let her suffer in hell alone, why did they do heinous evil but still live in style.

"Forget it, let's stay at the ferry."

Shang Zhuojia said lightly, her eyes full of exhaustion.

I don't want to, it's enough for her to experience all this alone, and she doesn't want her son to know about these things anymore.

Shao Zheng was a little surprised, "Don't go back?" ”

"Don't go back, the people of the Song family, once they see that I am still here, they have a way to find out the garden. I don't want the garden to be exposed in front of the Song family, the garden is my son. Shang Zhuojia said in a low voice.

She didn't want the Song family to have a good time, once she went back and appeared in front of the Song family, I was afraid that many people would be sleepless all night.

The pain she had suffered, they would go through again.

However, for the sake of her son, she can only let go of her personal grievances.

Once the son appears, will the Song family have no way to know that the child is from the Song family? She didn't want to fight with the Song family for the custody of the child, and her son was hers alone.

But once it appears, her quiet life with her son will end.

Compared with everything he has suffered, it is a huge disaster for his son to be disturbed and unable to grow up well.

After thinking about it seriously, Shang Zhuojia said firmly: "I don't want to go back, Mr. Shao, if you are transferred to Yunyun, you will have a better development, I hope you can go, don't change my plan because of me, I don't want to be a stumbling block for you." ”

"I know, it's the same on both sides, but I have to think about my family as well. Since you don't want to go, how can I abandon my wife and transfer to Yundu? Shao Zhishang happened to be recognizing people, I can't go, I'll go. If he doesn't see me for three or five days, he forgets me, so isn't my son gone and my wife gone? ”

Shao Zheng said this lightly and humorously, which amused Shang Zhuojia.

"Yuan and I both hope that you can fly high and go to the next level, so that he and I have a stronger support. In the future, even if you find the real wife. As your ex-wife, and Yuanzi as the son of you and your ex-wife, others will also look at you and treat us well. ”

Shang Zhuojia's words were full of sincerity, not only because she didn't want to be hurt again because she didn't want to experience feelings again, but also felt that she owed Shao Zheng too much.

He is so good, as long as he no longer needs her to bet on Youyoukou, after she leaves, there are more people to pull the strings for him.

In the future, he will have more options.

At the beginning, Shao Zheng thought of her and asked her to be his wife, just because she was involved in other people's affairs.

In that circle, there is chaos and chaos, and the circle is out of reach of ordinary people, but the relationship is complicated and very popular.

If Mr. Shao can be transferred to Yundu, it would be a good thing, at least get rid of his teacher.

I heard that his teacher was related to the new project in the new development zone, and a few pieces of land were taken out, but the results were not satisfactory. Investors and developers have reversed several times in order to make the difference in price, and cut corners on the project.

In the end, it was not approved, and it was pushed to rebuild.

On that project, a large relationship was involved in the middle, and the circumstances were serious.

Someone has taken the lead in the matter, but there are too many people involved, and it is inevitable that someone will have a big mouth and reveal Secretary Shao and his teacher.

Now, his mentor is under the inspection of the discipline inspection, and he cannot travel during this period to cooperate with the organizational inspection.

I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet?

This circle has been around for a long time, and the breeze on both sleeves can only be pressed to the bottom to do some dispensable things.

Don't talk about serving the people, you don't have your share at all.

If you want to give full play to your thinking and decision-making, and if you want to truly serve the people, you can only climb to a higher place, and after you have a greater right to speak and make decisions, you can really do something for the people.

However, while climbing up, can you really not get any oil and meat at all?

Mr. Shao knew that something was wrong with his mentor, but he never took the initiative to expose it.

But he doesn't participate or expose it, and it is inevitable that the small group that opposes his mentor will think that he and his mentor are a team, which is somewhat disliked by the black pot.

That's why he was investigated some time ago.

Fortunately, it was a false alarm, and what he hadn't done was not pressed on his head.