8 I am not a saint

"I won't go over, how about it, Xiao Haotian, aren't you very proud, even if you know that I am a fine work sent by Mu Zicheng, you won't do anything to me, you are calculating, right, in fact, you don't suffer, at least I used the beauty trick, and you didn't reveal any news to me, think about it, you took advantage of it, I, I lost my wife and broke my soldiers......" Although Ling Dongwu's heart was sour, his mouth was like a knife, and the more he spoke, the more ruthless he became,

Xiao Hao's weather was whirring and wheezing, this little girl was like a rude and willful little madman who disobeyed discipline, as soon as his body moved, he was about to arrest Ling Dongwu.

"Don't move, don't come here," Ling Dongwu aimed a hidden arrow at his chest,

Xiao Haotian hurriedly fixed his body and roared angrily: "Ling girl, what do you want to do, do you want to force each other to death again, do you want to do this to return to Mu Zicheng's side?"

"Yes, I just want to return to Mu Zicheng's side, so I am forced to die," Ling Dongwu knew that Mu Zicheng was a big taboo in Xiao Haotian's heart, so she spoke more freely, but such happy words were like a sharp double-sided blade, and both of them were injured bloody,

Xiao Haotian's heart seemed to be punched hard by someone, and he couldn't breathe in pain, and said in a dumb voice: "Ling girl, you, you treat me like this, you are like this with me in life and death,"

Ling Dongwu didn't listen to him and said that it was okay, hearing him mention it, it was like someone slapped her in the face, and her heart was sour, she had loved these two men separately, and she didn't care about life and death for these two men, and she was reckless, but what about the ending, there was only deception, it turned out that everything was fake,

Suddenly despair rose in her heart, and this despair, like a germ, spread rapidly,

She put the sharp arrow tip against her chest and smiled miserably: "Xiao Haotian, you have been kind to me many times, and I owe you something, it seems that I can't repay it, today, I will return this life to you first,"

Xiao Haotian was furious, his eyes burst with anger, and said, "Ling Dongwu, I don't want you to return it, you hurry up and put down the arrow," said as he stepped forward to snatch the sleeve arrow,

"Don't come here, Xiao Haotian, if you take another step forward, I will die in front of you immediately," Ling Dongwu suddenly didn't want to stay here anymore now, she had loved Xiao Haotian, but it was so deep despair, everything turned into ashes of fate,

Xiao Haotian's steps were restrained, his heart was anxious, and his voice trembled a little: "Ling girl, don't mess around,"

The tip of the arrow in Ling Dongwu's hand stabbed a little harder into his chest: "Xiao Haotian, I'm tired, really, I haven't lived in peace since I came here, I thought I lived in modern society, smarter than you, but I didn't expect to be deceived by you, I, I'm afraid of you, I can't fight you, I admit defeat, Xiao Haotian, I'm going home, you know I'm from another space, as long as I die, I can go home immediately,"

She smiled sadly, her hand was a little harder, Xiao Haotian could even see the clothes on her chest, slowly, oozing red, "Xiao Haotian, do you know, let a person suffer, you don't have to let her die, because death is often a relief, as long as she despairs, life is better than death, life, so desperate, so long, I really don't want to live as well as die, so I want to be free,"

The fear in Xiao Haotian's heart was infinitely magnified, the kind of fear that he was about to lose: "Ling girl, don't be like this, I won't lie to you anymore...... I beg you, there's a reason here...... You listen to me, it's okay,"

Ling Dongwu listened to Xiao Haotian's voice with a choked voice,

Xiao Haotian is crying,

He was crying bitterly,,,

She was stunned, she had never seen Xiao Haotian like this, Xiao Haotian, who was old and famous, and was respected by thousands of people, was crying one by one.

Xiao Haotian took advantage of Ling Dongwu's slight stunned, flew over, knocked down the sleeve arrow in her hand, and rolled down from the horse with her, although there were several ups and downs, Xiao Haotian kept Ling Dongwu in his arms, and finally snorted himself, it turned out to be about to hit a rock,

Ling Dongwu arched in Xiao Haotian's arms, leaning on him, soft was his belly, hard was his muscles, feeling his body trembling slightly, wet things flowed into the cracks of his hair, although he tried his best to suppress it, the sound of choking still reached her ears, she was so frightened that she panicked in her heart, and she didn't dare to move,

Xiao Haotian closed his eyes slightly, a silver thread slipped from the corner of his eyes, the initiative of the relationship between the two was all in her hands, and she was desperate, like a fanatical young man, how much effort and how much effort it took to re-muster the courage to pursue girls, how much effort did it take, how much effort, and only then did there be a faint hope like a spark.

But she wanted to end so easily, so easily take away his happiness, all his own,

At this moment, he felt as if he had become a weak child, as if he no longer had the strength to be independent, and his voice was hollow: "I have worked so hard and scheming, why do you still have to leave in the end, I don't understand, why I have done so much, but I still can't make you make up your mind to stay and stay with me......

In the years since you left me, I have told myself more than once that I want to forget you, that I am not a saint, that hopeless fantasy is more cruel than eighteen kinds of torture, and I have thought for many sleepless nights, it is better to forget it, just let the past pass, let us start again,

However, I can't do it, I can't forget it, your name is engraved in my heart with a knife, and I can't erase it at all, I have to keep making excuses for myself, I hope to give you happiness, so I keep doing everything, trying my best to bring the best things in the world to you......

In order to get you, I have used almost all means, even the despicable means that even I disdain myself...... I know that you were not willing to marry me when you agreed to marry me, but I think you will one day put your heart on me, even if you can never love me as much as I love you, but I am still willing, because my happiness can only be given by you, and only when you cherish me does it mean fulfillment,

Do you know, I will also panic, I will doubt, it is because I love you too deeply that I will tempt, it is because I love you too much, I always suffer from gains and losses, so I hide it from you this time, I don't mean anything else, I just want to test you, because I have such a deep and eager desire for your feelings, but I am so uneasy,

Even if I start all over again, maybe I'll do it again, whether you can understand it or not, Ling Dongwu, I did it just because I was afraid, afraid that you didn't love me enough, you couldn't love me like I loved you,

Ling girl, others say that I am a powerful person, but no matter how powerful a person is, there is an even more powerful person to bring him down - you seem to have been born to overcome me,

Because I didn't die, because I won, so you have to go, okay, then you don't have to hurry, I still have a long way to succeed, Xuan Ran Shouxu still has 500,000 troops waiting for me, and when I die, you will be satisfied,"

Ling Dongwu was like being stabbed in the softest place, and the pain went straight to every nerve ending, and the pain made all the internal organs bleed slightly, and the chaotic mood intertwined with various emotions such as shock, helplessness, and remorse caused by the accident was all presented in an indescribable moment.

"What nonsense are you talking about, I, I don't want you to die, I'm just angry that you hide it from me," Ling Dongwu leaned his head against Xiao Haotian's chest, feeling that Xiao Haotian was still sobbing suppressed, biting his lip and saying: "Okay, it's not good for me this time, let's settle it, but you are not allowed to lie to me in the future, because I am stupid, so I hate it when others treat me like a fool,"

Xiao Haotian was still angry in his heart, stretched out his big hand and pinched her buttocks, listening to Ling Dongwu's 'sigh', he hurriedly rubbed her again, and rubbed his chin on the top of her head: "Ling girl, then you have to promise me that you will never threaten me with your own life in the future,"

Ling Dongwu listened to Xiao Haotian's thick nasal voice, and snickered in his heart, if the 200,000 troops in his hand looked at their gods crying like this, what would he think,

"Hurry up and promise me," as soon as Xiao Haotian's iron arm was retracted, Ling Dongwu was almost out of breath, and hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, I promise,"

"What do you promise," Xiao Haotian was still very difficult to fool,

"I will never threaten your life in the future,"

Xiao Haotian chuckled, leaned down to find Ling Dongwu's lips, and muttered, "Ling girl, I want you to give me a son,"

"Ah, isn't it, this wilderness, everyone is watching,"

"What do you think, who told you to be born here," Xiao Haotian gently pinched her little face,

The news that the 100,000 army was easily slaughtered by Xiao Haotian spread to Shangdu City on the same day, and then, a generation of heroes Xiao Haotian turned defeat into victory, winning more with less, Jedi counterattack, and the prestige of the 'God of War' resounded throughout the Three Kingdoms again,

With the news that this news spread throughout the Three Kingdoms, Xiao Haotian is Xuan Ran Haotian, the son of Shizong of the Northern Desert Kingdom, and he wants to avenge his parents this time, attack Shangdu, and crusade against Xuan Ran Shouxu, who killed his brother and usurped the throne.

As soon as this news came out, officials who were close to Xiao Haotian in various parts of the Northern Desert Country immediately echoed from afar and supported him in his crusade against Xuan Ran Shouxu; There are also many officials who have evil intentions, hesitate to move, and secretly wait and see.

Xiao Haotian already had 200,000 troops in his hands at this time, coupled with his prestige in the Northern Desert Country on weekdays, as well as support from all over the country, and recently another 80,000 people came to join them.

He led his army of 280,000 troops, holding the banner of justice, and along the way, some of the state cities he passed through voluntarily opened the city gates to welcome him, and some of them surrendered half-pushed, and the few two royalists were also taken by him who attacked the city and seized the land.

The Northern Desert was founded for a hundred years, the interior of the whole country has not been used for a hundred years, the war between the south and the west has not stopped, the arsenals of the state capitals have not been replenished for ten years, and the atmosphere of the entire court has been too comfortable for decades, the surface is harmonious, the flowers are full of flowers, but the inside is a mess, the whole country is prosperous and prosperous on the surface, but in fact the inside is already full of holes,