Chapter 185 I had a dream
After a night's rest, He Mulan's mood was much calmer, although his eyes were still blank, and his heart was full of speculation about Feng Anyan's thoughts.
She looked at today's date and remembered that tomorrow would be the engagement banquet, but she still had no clue now, and it was difficult to choose between Gu Feixing and Feng Anyan.
But it is undeniable that when she thinks that Feng Anyan will break up with her, she can't help but feel heartache, and this feeling constantly reminds her that she has Feng Anyan in her heart.
He Mulan decided to go to the hospital to see Gu Feixing, it was best to face his heart and see his feelings for Gu Feixing clearly.
Gu Feixing's face seemed to be a little paler than yesterday, and as soon as He Mulan entered the ward, he saw him lying on the hospital bed, although the injuries on his face had been treated, obvious traces could still be seen.
Seeing He Mulan's arrival, Gu Feixing's eyes lit up, and he sat up with difficulty, and He Mulan hurriedly stepped forward to support him.
"Mu Lan, are you here?" Gu Feixing said with a smile.
He Mulan nodded, looking at Gu Feixing's smile, and felt sad in his heart.
"You didn't answer my question yesterday." Gu Feixing brought up the topic.
He Mulan paused, remembering that Gu Feixing asked her about the engagement banquet yesterday, so she lowered her head and replied, "The engagement banquet will be held tomorrow." β
Since she kept her head down, she didn't see the panic that flashed on Gu Feixing's face.
"Are you going, then?" Gu Feixing asked, the emotion in his words was all telling He Mulan not to go.
He Mulan closed her eyes and said, "I don't know, Feixing, I'm very conflicted now." β
Gu Feixing's heart was a little calm, it seemed that He Mulan still hadn't figured out his heart, although he knew that He Mulan and Feng Anyan would be happy together, and now he would only drag He Mulan down, but Gu Feixing was still unwilling to let go.
"Mu Lan, don't think too much." Gu Feixing said softly, for a moment, He Mulan thought that Gu Feixing had come back from before, and she was very familiar with that gentle demeanor.
"Do you remember when we first got together?" Gu Feixing tried to evoke He Mulan's memories with his past.
He Mulan thought about it, but the scene of the first meeting with Feng Anyan lingered in her mind, she shook her head, and said a little apologetically: "I'm sorry for not flying stars, it was a long time ago, I only remember that we met for the first time on campus." β
"Actually, I noticed you before that, do you remember? I told you. Gu Feixing said again.
He Mulan sighed, she looked at the swaying shadows of the trees outside the window, now she was full of memories of Feng Anyan and her engagement banquet, and she didn't have the heart to miss her previous memories with Gu Feixing.
"I'm sorry if I don't take off, I don't have the heart to think about it right now." He Mulan turned his head and said apologetically.
Gu Feixing's face darkened, he lowered his head and said with a smile: "It's okay Mu Lan, I know you're unhappy, and I also know that in fact, I haven't heard from me for so long, and now I suddenly came back, causing you a lot of trouble......"
He Mulan hurriedly shook his head and said, "What are you talking about, Feixing?" You didn't bother me, I was too indecisive. β
"Mu Lan, do you have the answer in your heart?" Gu Feixing stared at He Mulan tightly and asked, "I know that I may not be able to compare with Feng Anyan, but when we were together before, weren't we very happy?" Have you forgotten those times too? β
"I haven't forgotten those times, those times are in my heart." He Mulan was disturbed by Gu Feixing's words, and her inner thoughts became even more ambiguous.
"Mu Lan, I really want you to stay by my side." Gu Feixing sighed and said, "I've been looking forward to reuniting with you for so long, but I didn't expect you to be someone else's fiancΓ©e. β
He Mulan shook his head sadly and said: "Feixing, I'm sorry for you, but I'm also very conflicted now, I don't know who I like, and I don't know who I want to stay by." β
Gu Feixing saw that no matter what he said about his pitiful experience over the years, He Mulan didn't want to give up Feng Anyan and choose his own appearance, and he felt sad in his heart.
If I come back earlier, wouldn't I be able to get back together with He Mulan? Unfortunately, there is never an if in this world.
After He Mulan said this, Gu Feixing didn't speak again.
In a flash, the sun was at sunset, He Mulan looked at the time, it was already noon, she sorted out her mood, and planned to go out to buy food for Gu Feixing.
As a result, as soon as he walked out of the ward, he met Yu Panning, who was carrying a boxed lunch.
"Mu Lan, I'm bringing you food." Looking at He Mulan, who was a little distracted, Yu Panning walked up and called out to her, "Where are you going?" β
He Mulan reacted, because she had too many things on her mind, she had forgotten that Yu Panning would come to bring her food.
"I forgot you were coming to bring me food." He Mulan said with annoyance.
"Don't be sleepy." Yu Panning made a joke, and pulled He Mulan into the ward,
Gu Feixing saw He Mulan and Yu Panning coming in together, and suddenly said uncharacteristically: "Mulan, you go back first, you take care of me every day, you work too hard." β
Yu Panning looked at He Mulan in surprise and asked softly, "What's wrong with him?" Didn't you stick to you before? β
"I don't know." He Mulan replied, and then she walked into the ward with her lunch box and said, "Feixing, what's wrong with you?" β
"I'm nothing." Gu Feixing smiled casually, "It's just that you are too hard, you see that your face is so bad, let's go back and rest." β
"You've finally found your conscience." Yu Panning couldn't help but say, she wished that the current He Mulan would hurry back and have a good rest, and by the way, think about the engagement banquet.
"A-Ning......" He Mulan stopped Yu Panning, and then said worriedly, "Is it okay for you to be alone?" β
"I'm fine." Gu Feixing hurriedly said, "You don't have to worry, there are nurses who can take care of me." β
He Mulan was relieved at this time, she was already very bored, and she really needed to rest.
"Then Feixing, you pay attention to yourself, and if there is anything, remember to call me." He Mulan instructed again.
Seeing that Gu Feixing seriously agreed, He Mulan was relieved to follow Yu Panning and leave.
They didn't see the firmness in Gu Feixing's eyes behind them, which was seriously inconsistent with his pale face.
The nurse walked into the ward and said, "Sir, it's time for you to take your medicine." β
"Thank you." Gu Feixing smiled and said, "You put the medicine there, I'll take it myself later." β
"But...... When Miss He just left, she asked me to take good care of you......," the nurse said embarrassedly.
"It's okay, I'll eat it." Gu Feixing took the medicine and said, the nurse saw Gu Feixing's sincere look, so he had to nod, put down the water glass, and turned to leave.
Gu Feixing looked at the medicines and threw them under the bed with an indifferent face.