Song Yichen, who had originally lowered his head, suddenly raised his head and said with a painful face.

"I'm sorry for letting you see that scene, but I hope you can listen to me explain that everything you saw is really not what you imagined, and nothing really happened to me and Xia Xue'er."

I knew from the way he denied it that he still had feelings for me, but not deep enough.

"Whether you have it or not, I just want to ask you, do you still have her in your heart?"

When I asked this question, Song Yichen was silent.

I may have had a glimmer of hope at first, maybe he would choose me, but seeing his behavior like that, I already have an answer, even if nothing really happened to them that night, but in his heart there is still feelings for Xia Xue'er.

"I believe nothing happened between you and Miss Xia that night, but you can't admit that you actually have Miss Xia in your heart."

After getting the answer, my heart was a lot more relaxed, in fact, I have been suppressed by this matter for a long time, and suddenly getting this answer, although my heart is very painful, but it also makes me suddenly a lot easier.

In fact, if I were a man, I would also choose Miss Xia, a woman as good as Miss Xia, no man would want to let go.

It is precisely because Xia Xueer is such an excellent woman that she deserves to stand with Song Yichen.

But looking at me on the other hand, I don't have any merits in me, maybe I walked into Yichen's heart at the most appropriate time.

If I were to compare myself with Miss Xia, I don't think I could compare to her in any way.

"I'm sorry! I know this incident hurts you a lot, but I really love you very much in my heart, so can you give me a little time, let me think about it, what I think in my heart. ”

I saw how painful he looked, and I knew that it was difficult for him to choose, but I was willing to help him make the right choice.

"I'm sorry I'm tired, let's break up, I know this matter may be very painful for both of us, but some things have to be cut through the mess quickly, I don't want to drag the mud there, I don't have extra time to waste on feelings, I just want to work hard now, I don't want to think about anything else."

In fact, this is also what I say in my heart, after all, the pressure on me from my current job is really too great, and I really don't want to spend extra time on feelings.

What's more, in Song Yichen's heart, he only has Xia Xue'er, and the reason why he is so miserable now is that he just feels sorry for me.

Now I'm the only one who proposes to break up, maybe then he will feel a little better.

The moment I proposed to break up, Song Yichen looked at me with a surprised expression, maybe he never thought in his heart that I would take the initiative to break up.

But soon, Song Yichen said something that was difficult to accept.

"I'm sorry! I know that you have paid a lot more than me in this relationship, so I am willing to make corresponding compensation, no matter what kind of request you make, I am willing to meet you, I just hope that you can feel a little better in your heart. ”

I didn't expect Song Yichen to say such a thing, I thought that the relationship between the two of us was just pure feelings, but I didn't expect him to say such a thing at this final ending.

Am I only with him for his money, or for his power? If that's the case, then I'm really right.

"Thank you for your compensation, I don't need it, although in this relationship, I gave all my feelings, but do you think you can make up for it with foreign materials, don't you think this is an insult to me, I don't care what kind of thoughts you have? I just want you to be able to look at this relationship in purity. ”

Originally, I was very reluctant to let go of this feeling, but after hearing his words, I suddenly didn't feel it, but I felt that maybe letting go of this relationship was the best choice.

"Lan Xin, you misunderstood, I didn't mean that, I just think it's not easy for you to work hard in this city alone, I just want to help you, I hope you can live better, I don't mean anything else, I don't want to insult our relationship, I know that you have paid a lot in this relationship, and it has helped me a lot, especially when I was in the most difficult time, if I didn't have you, I didn't know how to go through."

Song Yichen lowered his head as he spoke. I know he must have remembered his most difficult times, especially the period when his father came back from abroad and then fell ill, and if I hadn't been around, maybe his relationship with his parents wouldn't have been reconciled so soon.

But for me, no matter what my relationship with him is, I believe that at that time I am willing to extend my hand to help them.

But I don't want to, his gratitude to me is tied to love, and even if I marry him, one day we will divorce.

What I want now is just a simple love, not a mixture of all kinds of feelings.

"Let it pass the past, in fact, if I hadn't met your two brothers and sisters when I first came out, I don't know what I'd become now, so even if the two of us are even, we will still be good friends in the future, no matter what happens to you in the future, I am willing to be the first to rush to you to help you."

Maybe I'm the one God sent him to save him, and now that his affairs are settled, it's time for me to leave.

After we talked about everything, although we were sad in our hearts, it also made the two of us relax a lot.

"Okay, you better go back and rest, I'll be back here after a while, I don't want to wait for my illness to heal, you fell down again, not to mention that there are so many things waiting for you in the hospital, you can't delay the treatment and save people because of my own affairs, this is not your spirit of being a doctor."

Actually, I really don't want to see anyone now, I just want to be alone and think about what I'm going to do next.

"Okay then, you rest slowly, I'll come over in the evening."

When Song Yichen was about to leave, I couldn't help but say it.

"You have a good rest, don't come here at night, you can let me calm down alone for a while."

At this time, Song Yichen looked at me with a sad expression.

I know what I said would make him sad, but I really don't want to see him now, I just want to calm down.

When he left, I slept alone in the hospital bed, and when he left the ward, my heart collapsed.

I feel like I'm like a soulless corpse right now.

Maybe this relationship is not as simple as I imagined, I never thought of separating from a person, and it can make a person's life worse than death.

If I had known that this was the case, I wouldn't have fallen in love if I was killed, and I wouldn't have invested so deeply, and now no matter what, since I proposed to break up, no matter how difficult the road is in the future, I will go on my own.

Since the breakup was proposed that day, Song Yichen has never appeared in the ward again, although I feel very bad in my heart, but think about it, this is also what I requested, but this is good for everyone.

I believe that one day I will come out of this relationship, and then I will stand in front of him with confidence and smile at him.

"Thank you for giving me such a beautiful relationship, but it was also that relationship that made me grow a lot."

Although all this is fantasy, it is really painful to forget a person.

"Sister-in-law, you hurry up and eat, why do you eat so little during this period of time! If we continue like this, how long will it be before we get out of the hospital? ”

Lying on the hospital bed, I looked at Song Xingxing with a sad face, in fact, I also blamed myself very much in my heart.

Actually, I would like to eat more, but I just don't have the slightest appetite, I feel that my stomach is always full, and I am not hungry at all.

"Thank you, but I'm really not hungry, if you're not happy, you can ask the doctor and ask me how long it will take me to be discharged, if I can be discharged, we will be discharged, I really don't want to stay in this place."

The hospital itself is a place, and it can get you sick even if you are not sick.

"Sister-in-law, you just stay well, with your current situation, if you don't eat well, maybe you won't be able to get out of the hospital for half a month, so sister-in-law, I beg you to eat a little more a day, don't you feel uncomfortable staying in this hospital?"

Seeing the happy and begging look, I really couldn't help it, so I picked up the bowl and ate, but after two bites, I felt that I was full, but I still had to pretend to continue eating, for fear that this girl would continue to nag in my ear.

"Sister-in-law, did you quarrel with my brother, why since my brother left last time, he is now working hard in the hospital every day, every time I ask him to come to the hospital to see you, he says that the hospital is too busy and let me take good care of you, but I always feel as if he has something on his mind."

As soon as I heard this, I suddenly fell silent, maybe he didn't want to come to see me, he just didn't have time to come over on a date with his girlfriend.

It seems that my idea is really naïve, I still think that after breaking up with him, we can still be friends, but now it seems that no one who has broken up has ever been friends again.

But it's okay this way, so that his girlfriend won't be jealous at the time, and it will save me from having to explain everywhere.

"I'm fine with your brother, he's really too busy in the hospital now, although he didn't come, but he still calls me every day, so don't put too much pressure on your brother, he will naturally come over when he has time, besides, it's enough for me to have you with me, why let him come, besides, he can't help a big man when he comes."

That being said, but in my heart I still very much hope that he can come to see him, after all, they have been together for so long, and it is not easy to say that they can let go.

Besides, now that we've broken up, it would be unconscionable if I let him stay with me again.

I didn't want to mention her brother now, so I asked quickly.

"I'm happy that you're here with me every day, don't you work in your company, in fact, I'm almost fine now, why don't you go to work, I'm actually okay here, I don't need you to accompany me every day."