I didn't expect that the first sentence of An Ziqian's mouth would impress me, but my reaction was relatively fast.

"Heh, you're not qualified to say that." I put the water down in my hand and didn't look at her the whole time.

"You have to remember that this is Zeqing's own choice." After saying that, I paid and walked out of the bubble tea shop, and walked around the corner before stopping. Shrimp followed me not far away and saw me. She only said one sentence:

"I hope you give up Xu Zeqing."

This is the first time that Shrimp has objected to my feelings, and my heart is really messed up right now. About Zeqing, about An Ziqian, about myself.

This mood lasted for a long, long time, and I was still worried even if I reconciled with Sasawa Kiyoshi. Feelings that suffer from gains and losses will eventually be lost.

The reason why I reconciled with Zeqing was only because I loved him, so as long as he told me a reason, I would lie to myself to believe it.

"Zijin, tomorrow is my grandmother's birthday, I want to go back." Zeqing discussed with me during the meal, and I listened and nodded. Then ask:

"Do you need me to go back with you?"

Zeqing looked at me and smiled:

"No, you have class tomorrow."

Hearing this, I didn't say anything more. Back in the dorm, I didn't speak for another day. In Qingqing's words, I am becoming more and more silent now, and I am less and less myself. After thinking about it, I still want to go the next day.

The next morning's class was the fiercest English teacher's class, and I was ready to sign in and slip away. When I arrived at the classroom, I saw that the classroom was full of people. This is really different, and other teachers have already been absent from more than half of the classes. As soon as he sat down, Zeqing's text message came

"Zijin, mom is talking to grandma about you right now. He also said he wanted to meet you. A few smiling faces followed.

I quickly went back to the past, "I'm going to come later, you can pick me up." Then he began to see the timing and prepare to leave, but the teacher did not move in class on the podium. One trick doesn't work and another trick, I discussed a variety of reasons for leave with Qingqing, and finally decided to let the counselor help me ask for leave, which is reliable and reliable, and I won't deduct credits, and I don't have to worry about the counselor knowing.

So I lied and said, "Dear counselor teacher, something happened to my family and I need to rush back urgently." "As I said, our counsellor was very amiable and respectable, so he allowed me to take a leave of absence and told me to be safe. After sending a text message to the counselor to negotiate, I saw Yan Wangying go out to answer the phone, and then came to me and asked me to go home immediately.

As if pardoned, I rushed out of the classroom. called Zeqing and said that he had taken leave and immediately took a car over. I really didn't think this would be the last time I would see his parents.

When I got in the car, it was already eleven o'clock, and I told Zeqing to let them eat first and not wait for me. Then in the car, I kept thinking about what to do when I saw my aunt and grandmother, and most importantly, to meet his brother. My biggest fear was his brother, because I felt like he didn't like me. Even very hostile to my existence.

I went all the way to ZY station with worries, and Zeqing was waiting for me at the drop-off desk. As soon as I got out of the car, Ze Qingsai gave me a pack of cigarettes:

"I'll give it to my brother later. Mom is there too. ”

Sure enough, Zeqing was more thoughtful, and it was Xu Zehao who drove to pick me up. And the aunt who was originally motion sick also came, which made me feel a little embarrassed. Feeling that his sudden arrival was a bit abrupt, he respectfully shouted and handed over the cigarette.

I asked my aunt if she wanted to buy something for my grandmother, and she shook her head and said no. I don't know that they drove for 1 hour to pick me up, I don't know that everyone has eaten and they haven't eaten yet, I don't know that what I thought was good was actually someone else's burden.