Chapter 611: Who is responsible for my happiness
Ning Xin has been busy this week, and has been accompanying Yue Qingqing all the time, and rarely appears in Blue Butterfly's ward.
After Blue Butterfly woke up, Lu Chengming thought about notifying Ning Xin, but it happened that Mo Jingshu and Bai Zhufeng were there, so he deliberately avoided this time, and waited for them to leave before he notified.
He didn't want to watch Mo Jingshu and Bai Zhufeng divorce because of the Blue Butterfly matter, but Bai Zhufeng's guilt was too strong, and it depended on Ning Xin on the one hand.
Along the way, Bai Zhufeng followed Mo Jingshu to take a taxi back to the apartment of the two people, but he didn't have anything to say along the way.
Mo Jingshu's body was uncomfortable, as soon as he entered the door, he silently walked to the bedroom, lay on the bed, staring at the roof above his head in a daze, thinking about Bai Zhufeng's scene in the hospital today, if Bai Zhufeng has no way to pass his own level, even if he reconciles now, this situation will still occur in the future.
The white bamboo wind outside the door was quietly at the door, listening to no movement in the room at all, and some wondered if Mo Jingshu was asleep, but every time he put his hand on the door and wanted to open it, he always couldn't help but make no move.
"What would happen if Blue Butterfly remembered?" Mo Jingshu's words kept spinning in her head, and her heart was in turmoil, and she didn't know what to do?
Suddenly, Mo Jingshu inside suddenly walked out, Bai Zhufeng hurriedly greeted him, Mo Zhufeng was expressionless, and said lightly: "I'm going to go to the company now to deal with some problems, and I'll let Lan Tian send you back." ”
Bai Zhufeng wanted to ask, are you better now, but she was pushed back by Mo Jingshu's words, her words were blocked in her throat, and she didn't know how to come back for a long time.
She endured it for a long time, and replied in a choked voice: "Okay." ”
Mo Jingshu wanted to pump himself, and finally looked forward to Bai Zhufeng back, but he had to force him away, and Mo Jingshu felt uncomfortable.
But the words he said, the water that was spilled, he was also sad in his heart, and he still had to grit his teeth and move forward, just took a few steps, and suddenly.
"That."
Bai Zhufeng seemed to have something to say, and Mo Jingshu hurriedly stopped, waiting for Bai Zhufeng to speak.
For a long time, Bai Zhufeng didn't speak, Mo Jingshu didn't speak, the two of them stood like this, but they didn't feel a trace of embarrassment, suddenly Bai Zhufeng walked to Mo Jingshu's side, and hugged Mo Jingshu from behind through his stomach: "I can't be sure that Fluttershy won't blame me, if Fluttershy will blame me, I don't know what to do, but now, I just want to take your son with you." ”
This is what Bai Zhufeng has been thinking about for a long time, and he is deciding, and there is no way to estimate what will happen in the future now, but since he can live a good life now, why not work hard?
Mo Jingshu was shocked, he felt a faint pain in his heart, but he didn't know how he was going to answer, he knew that these happiness were stolen, if one day the blue butterfly woke up, would Bai Zhufeng run away again, he didn't want to have that kind of day again.
"Zhufeng, if you think about it, come back, if you think you will still leave me, then let's keep the status quo."
Mo Jingshu felt that the whole person was not him, this sentence was not what Bai Zhufeng was saying to himself, and now he couldn't turn it over and said that he would go, but why did he feel so uncomfortable.
Bai Zhufeng's hand holding Mo Jingshu looked a little stiff, and she didn't know what to do for a long time, her hand stayed in the air for half a minute before she pulled it back, crying faintly, but smiled at Mo Jingshu and said, "Okay, then maintain the status quo." ”
Bai Zhufeng actually wanted to cry very much, but she didn't want to cry in front of Mo Jingshu anymore, and when she left him, she was also very sad, but she couldn't stop thinking about him, and now she got a 'maintain the status quo. ’
Bai Zhufeng was really aggrieved, she was silent for a few minutes, and began to pack up her things, Mo Jingshu looked at the busy people, his body was a little clumsy, he was distressed, he really wanted to go up and hug Bai Zhufeng, let her not go, don't leave with her baby son, how good the family is together, but he didn't have the courage to step forward, watching Bai Zhufeng finish packing up all his things, Mo Jingshu paused for a moment, and quickly asked, "Why are you going?" ”
"I'm going back, there's nothing for me here, you're not at home, what am I doing here?"
Bai Zhufeng was a little angry, but more things were afraid, here there was more feelings for Mo Jingshu Now that she was told to maintain the status quo, she was actually very scared, afraid that something unexpected would happen to Mo Jingshu in this place.
"I'll send you back?"
Mo Jingshu frowned, he didn't expect that his words would cause such a big reaction from Bai Zhufeng, but even when he looked at Bai Zhufeng like this, he couldn't help but go up and touch her.
He was also afraid that once he and Bai Zhufeng went back to the past, then Lan Die knew this, but she bit it tightly and didn't say anything, even if it was what her father did, it was also a matter of the previous generation, he just wanted Bai Zhufeng to understand that he didn't put these shackles on his body, which would make her kick out of breath.
But it didn't seem to be useful, Mo Jingshu pulled Bai Zhufeng's hand, but she shook it away, Bai Zhufeng said with some annoyance: "No need, Young Master Mo, I'll just go back by myself." ”
How can Mo Jingshu rest assured that Bai Zhufeng is alone, he used to be relieved because Leng Zhi basically accompanied him all the time.
Mo Jingshu's face was dark and Bao Gongyou was fighting, he was standing at the door, motionless, watching Bai Zhufeng come over, wanting to leave, but he couldn't retreat.
Bai Zhufeng was a little annoyed, and suddenly dropped the bag on Mo Jing's book, and roared: "What are you going to do, you won't let me go when I want to leave, and you have to drive me away when I don't want to leave." ”
Mo Jingshu was a little dizzy, and quickly explained: "I didn't drive you away. ”
The more Bai Zhufeng spoke, the more she felt wronged, the knot in her heart was in a mess, she was originally bad for the child, and her mood was a little bad, plus Mo Jingshu's words, Bai Zhufeng was even more unbearable, and she felt a little sick to her stomach and wanted to vomit.
She rushed to the toilet, but she couldn't vomit, her face was flushed, and she sat on the ground, but she always felt uncomfortable.
Mo Jingshu followed closely, constantly patting Bai Zhufeng's back, but he couldn't spit it out, Bai Zhufeng sat on the ground and didn't want to get up, Mo Jingshu was afraid that it would be cold on the ground, so he quickly pulled Bai Zhufeng up, no matter how much persuasion was useless.
Mo Jingshu was also a little anxious, stopped his waist and picked up Bai Zhufeng, hugged him and went to the bedroom, Bai Zhufeng kept beating Bai Zhufeng's chest, and said over and over again: "You let go of me, you let me down, I want to go home." ”
"Whichever home will you have, where you have me, it will be home."
Mo Jingshu couldn't help but roar, his whole face was black, Bai Zhufeng has never had these little emotions, maybe he has children, and there are even more of these little temperaments.
Bai Zhufeng couldn't help but sobbed in Mo Jingshu's arms, Mo Jingshu was a little anxious, and hurriedly coaxed: "Okay, Zhufeng, it's me who is not good, don't cry now, it's not good for your eyes." ”
"You let go of me, I'll leave when I'm better later."
Bai Zhufeng pushed Mo Jingshu away, there was always a knot in her heart, she wanted to run away when she looked at Mo Jingshu, she took the initiative to stay, wanted to try, but she didn't expect to attract Mo Jingshu's rejection, and it was always not a taste in her heart.
"You can't go now."
Mo Jingshu had a black face and roared angrily, but Bai Zhufeng in his arms obviously didn't buy it, and Mo Jingshu didn't make concessions, what kind of joke was it, how could he rest assured that Bai Zhufeng was like this now?
"Mo Jingshu, what do you want to do now, I want to leave and you won't let me, I said no, stay by your side, you have to maintain the status quo, okay, I have to maintain the status quo now."
Bai Zhufeng cried out as he spoke, feeling that he had received a lot of grievances, and finally took the initiative to stay, but was rejected, this feeling was really uncomfortable.
Mo Jingshu couldn't say a word, but he was holding Bai Zhufeng in his arms harder, he obviously felt Bai Zhufeng's shaking body, he was a little excited, and even his breathing was a little short.
Mo Jingshu didn't know how to explain, he didn't speak for a long time, and waited for Bai Zhufeng to stabilize a little before Mo Jingshu spoke: "Zhufeng, it's more uncomfortable for you to leave than killing me, but I just don't want you to sleep with me with a fear in your heart." ”
Thinking that Bai Zhufeng woke up in the ward that day and excitedly let himself go, saying that he wanted a divorce, he was really not good. But when Bai Zhufeng really left, he realized that he had lost not only Bai Zhufeng, but also his own heart.
He is running a company like a walking corpse, and even has stomach problems, but he is unwilling to eat or take medicine, he just wants to make up for it with this method, and he clearly knows that now Bai Zhufeng is not around, and there is no way to take good care of himself.
Mo Jingshu took a deep breath, and his originally frightened heart became even more afraid, so he continued: "Every time, when you are sleeping, I always think about a question, when will you leave me, these things in your heart are your shackles, I can't let you let go, and I can't let you forget, it's really a failure." ”
Bai Zhufeng didn't speak, she sat quietly on the side, her heart was what Mo Jingshu said just now, she thought that she was the only one who was worried and scared about these things, but she didn't expect that there was another person who accompanied her to be afraid, and instantly Bai Zhufeng felt a little ashamed of Mo Jingshu, but she didn't know how to explain.
"Zhufeng, I won't force you to forget this, but I really don't want to put you caught between me and those things."
It is right to choose one, and it is also right to choose the other, but it is wrong to choose two together. Mo Jingshu thought that Bai Zhufeng was anxious and even scared again and again because of these things, he was more distressed than anyone else, but there was nothing he could do.