"Although, I know that you have torn my whole person into pieces in your heart, and I have no dignity at all in front of you. But I, at the end of the parting, still want you to look up to me. ”

Jin Chenan choked up and gently wiped his tears with a tissue.

Zhao Jingnian didn't mention Cheng Shixin for half a word, she knew that he was also saving face for her.

Cheng Shixin shook out those things about her, and the four men wouldn't accept it, right?

Jin Chendan wiped his face gently, this marriage, which was burdened with too many lies at the beginning, finally came to an end.

Maybe she had vented all her melancholy a few days ago, and at this moment, she actually felt extremely relaxed.

Isn't she just a man, when she didn't have him before, she didn't come back to life?

Zhao Jingnian paused, "Duoduo, do you want it?" If you want to take it with you, I can give you custody, and it will be better for the child to stay with the mother. ”

Jin Chenan slowly looked at Zhao Jingnian: "I think if you find her a new mother now, she will accept it, at least it is easier to accept it than giving her a new mother when she grows up sensible." ”

"So, Duoduo's custody, don't you want it?" Zhao Jingnian asked.

Jin Chendan shook his head: "You don't want it, I can only keep her by my side." You're so busy at work, how do you take care of her? You can take care of her, do you still have time to find your other half? ”

"I didn't think about finding a significant other, Chen Dan, I just wanted to put all my energy into work. I just didn't want to, after I was very engaged in my work for a while, I suddenly relaxed and found that I still have a wife and daughter, but I, a man as a husband and father, have not fulfilled my responsibilities at all because of my work. I just thought that if I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father and husband, I would give this status to someone else, and that's it. ”

Zhao Jingnian said sincerely, his eyes looked at Jin Chendan seriously, without impurities, just as sincere as he was back then.

He is who he is, one is one, and there is nothing else in mind.

Jin Chendan suddenly felt a little sorry for this man, what was her original intention at the beginning?

is to feel that although this man is gentle and handsome, his life is too monotonous, his thinking is too simple, she wants to enrich his life, she wants to be a ray of sunshine in his single life.

But in fact, she didn't succeed.

It's not that she can't do it, but she has forgotten her original intention since she was with him.

Today, I woke up.

He is still him, but she has lost her original intention of being with him, and she has not found it until now.

Even today, a few years later, she still feels sorry for him.

Jin Chendan approached him, reached out and gently hugged his neck, and pressed his head on his shoulder.

"I feel so sorry for you, brother, I'm so distressed."

At the beginning, she could have planned everything for this distress.

Now, she can't.

He, really can't give her the life she wants, she can't get his money, and she can't get his people, what's the point of staying here?

Zhao Jingnian's heart moved, and he said in a low voice: "This house is written in the names of the two of us, if you want it, I can take a day to go to the next household, the house is for you, Duoduo needs a home." ”

Jin Chendan's eyes are hot, men are good and bad, and they only see their character when they break up.

"Why? Why are you so nice to me? You don't have money at all, you don't have a house and you don't have money, what will you do in the future? Jin Chenan asked in a choked voice.

"I can live in the base, and without you and Duoduo, I will be more dedicated to my work. My life, having a job is enough. Family, I have experienced, I have given up, I do not regret it. Chen Dan, take good care of our daughter. Remember, I divorced you, not because the relationship is gone, but because I am too selfish and I want a pure work environment. You're good, you must deserve better, okay? ”

Zhao Jingnian's words fell, and Jin Chendan's tears fell like rain.

"How can I meet you? Why do you have to say so much at the time of a breakup? Jin Chendan couldn't control his crying.

Zhao Jingnian handed her the tissue box: "In the past few years that have followed me, you have worked hard." ”

Jin Chendan blocked the tissue box handed by Zhao Jingnian and raised his hand to cover his face.

She may not be a qualified mother, but she has done her best for Zhao Jingnian for so many years. All for the two of them to be together, for them to live smoothly.

"It's not that I'm not good enough, it's that you don't know how to cherish. You use your work career as an excuse, what else can I say? I don't agree, it's that I don't know how to respect you, I don't care enough about you, and I break your dream of spreading your wings and flying high. If you think about it, do it, and today I can't say such stupid things as you go to fight and hand over to me at home in the rear. As you said, you just occupied the position of your husband on my marriage certificate, but you did not fulfill your responsibilities. I'm holding you back, but I'm going to keep pushing me into the fire pit. In the future, I will be rich and rich, or three meals of white porridge, it is all my business, and it has nothing to do with you. ”

"Chen Dan."

Zhao Jingnian wanted to say something to make up for it, but he couldn't give anything except these extraneous things he could give her.

Drew a tissue and handed it to her, and this time she took it.

The tissue covered his face, and tears soaked through the tissue in an instant.

A marriage relationship that has no temperature is meaningless to keep it.

She is also fed up with the days when she doesn't have her husband by her side to ask for warmth, Liu Qianzhou can't compare to her, but what about Duan Tingting?

Although Duan Tingting's family background is mediocre and her husband's economic ability is average, her husband is by her side, and she is always thinking about her.

Since Duan Tingting got married, she has never washed a single piece of clothing, and her husband's feet washing water is boiled for her in winter and served in front of her.

Jin Chendan felt aggrieved, but his desire for material things was too great, and he was reluctant to give up this large house, reluctant to Zhao Jingnian's tens of thousands of yuan per month, and reluctant to be stable at present.

How many times have I wanted to leave and find a lover who knows cold and warmth, but I can't make up my mind.

She couldn't know if she would be able to maintain her life today after leaving the Zhao family.

But she is also a woman, and she also wants to be cared for.

Her husband's thoughtful love is completely different from her family's care, and she also wants to be loved.

No matter how strong the heart is, it is also soft.

Jin Chendan has grievances in his heart, and there are too many dissatisfaction with Zhao Jingnian.

But she couldn't cry too ugly in front of him, she hadn't told him before, and it was useless to tell him now, it would only add to her troubles.

"You let me calm down, I'm crying now, just crying that I was miserable before I was too stupid. It's not that I can't bear you, don't worry, I promised you something, I haven't broken my promise, I will divorce, and we will let go of each other. ”

Duoduo woke up, turned over twice on the bed, got up, saw her mother crying, her mouth was flattened, and she cried out loudly.

Zhao Jingnian cried for his daughter at a loss, Jin Chendan's heart was turbulent, the future was uncertain, there was no plan for the future, he was too busy to take care of himself, where could he care about his crying daughter?

Zhao Jingnian looked at Jin Chendan and wanted her to coax her daughter, but Jin Chendan cried into tears.

Zhao Jingnian sighed in his heart, trying to get close to his daughter, wanting to pick her up and coax her.

But who expected that as soon as he approached, Duoduo punched and kicked him, crying incessantly.

Chen Xuemei had already quickly run over from the living room, stood at the door before knocking on the door, and then pushed the door open.

"Duoduo woke up? I'll coax her, this child hasn't slept well at noon these days, I don't know what's going on. ”

Chen Xuemei glanced at her crying daughter, and it was hard to interject, so she only took the crying granddaughter away, and closed the door again, leaving them alone for the couple.

Zhao Jingnian breathed a low sigh of relief and looked at Jin Chendan: "If you have any grievances, just tell me, tell me what you want or want to do, and I will try my best to satisfy you." ”

Jin Chendan raised his eyes and looked at Zhao Jingnian: "What's the use of you saying this now?" No matter how much you do now, you will not be able to redeem any of your responsibilities as husband and father. Just now, my daughter cried so fiercely, you don't even know how to coax. She is two years old this year, Zhao Jingnian, how many times have you hugged her? ”

Zhao Jingnian said in a low voice: "In the future, I will still give her living expenses every month." ”

"It's your duty!" Jin Chendan said angrily.

"I know that now, I have too much pressure to work, and I don't have time to be separated when I get busy. You ......" Zhao Jingnian did not speak again.

He really didn't have an affair, and his marriage has come to this day, and he really doesn't know how to go on.

He was just tied up in this so-called marriage, but he didn't enjoy the rights of a married husband.

Several couples in the base live in Benjiang, and he asked Jin Chenan many times, but Jin Chendan was reluctant to go to Benjiang again, let alone buy a house in the new urban area of Benjiang to settle down.

He can't come back to Yundu, she can't go to Benjiang Town, a home, and she can't get together for a few days all year round.

Dragging each other apart is the best way.

"When you feel better, let's discuss the divorce and property transfer."

Zhao Jingnian got up to leave, Jin Chendan suddenly raised his eyes: "Zhao Jingnian, you're going to get divorced, don't you dare to face it?" What's wrong with you sitting a little longer? You're a capable man at work, but emotionally, you're a coward! I've been taking the initiative for so many years, and you've enjoyed it enough. In the future, if you have a heartbeat......"

Jin Chendan's eyes filled his eyes with tears again, and then he took a deep breath.

"It's not easy to meet someone you like in life. If you come across something you like again in the future, take the initiative. ”

Jin Chendan's words fell, and tears rolled all over his face.

"Don't wait for the girl to take the initiative, your passivity will make you miss one after another of your favorites. Liu Qianzhou is a living example. ”

Zhao Jingnian raised his eyes slightly, and Jin Chendan's heart was sad.

"I have long known your feelings for Liu Qianzhou. Don't let yourself live so pitifully, people are social animals, and when you meet someone you like, take the initiative to tell her. Jin Chendan said in a low voice.

"Okay." Zhao Jingnian nodded.

Jin Chendan swallowed hard, but within a few seconds, tears rolled out again.

"I really want to talk to you about the divorce calmly, but I'm really having a hard time now, let's talk about it tomorrow." Jin Chendan said.

She wants to face it calmly, but people's hearts are long, and she feels sorry for others and doesn't know it, only she can experience it.