Chapter 248: For Me, No!

I wanted to go back, and if I had known it would be like this, I wouldn't have done anything like that!

I was so confident that I thought we could run away from the win-hook chase. If it weren't for that, my sister wouldn't have had such a thing!

"Ah......h At that moment, I felt as if my heart was being torn apart. I can't describe my current mood, because it's so uncomfortable, the position of my heart seems to be a boulder weighing a thousand pounds, I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to vent, but I found that it was me who caused all this!

My nails are deeply embedded in my palms.

I didn't feel the slightest pain. The red satin dragged me far away, and at that moment, I couldn't control my body at all!

I saw endless red light flickering in the distance, and the corpse was full of energy.

Eventually, I plunged into a river. The river was turbulent, and at this time I had lost all my strength and could only go downstream. The river continued to wash over my body, but it couldn't wash away the guilt in my heart. My body drifted in the water, I didn't speak when I hit a boulder, and I didn't speak when I was in the water.

I didn't even feel the pain, and there was a sense of despair in my eyes that I had never felt before.

I don't know why I did something like that, if I had known it would have ended like this!

However, in this world. What you do, you have to pay! There was no way around it, I felt a bit of discomfort, and finally I was swept up by the waves and hit a shoal.

But I don't want to move anymore.

Lying there quietly, like a stone, like a weed, I didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to do anything. At this moment, I felt as if heaven and earth had abandoned me. It's just that I abandoned this world!

The sun was lazily shining on me.

I didn't speak, and the moonlight was cool at night, and I still didn't speak! My mind was clear, and at this moment, I didn't even want to sleep. I also lost the ability to think, I always thought that I could protect others, but in the end, I found that I can't even protect myself now! They even have to rely on others for protection. The most ridiculous thing is that I actually did such an arrogant thing and dragged down the people around me!

Two days passed.

A figure slowly appeared in front of me, holding an oil-paper umbrella.

It was raining on this day, and I let the rain fall on me. And she stood there, shielding the rain from the rain with an oil-paper umbrella.

"How long do you want to lie down?" She looked at me and asked in a faint voice, "Are you planning not to get up for the rest of your life?" ”

My eyes tilted, looking at her beautiful face, I didn't know what to say, and after a long time, I said in a hoarse voice: "I hurt my sister, I should let her go with Liang Wansheng!" If that's the case, nothing will happen to her! ”

"Boom la la ......"

Heavy rain poured down, and the river gradually spread to the shallows.

It gradually submerged half of my body and her ankles.

She didn't try to persuade me, she just stood there quietly. Holding an oil-paper umbrella in his hand, he seems to want to stand for eternity.

Heavy rain, which lasted all day!

The waves crashed against me again towards the shore.

At that moment, I would rather be a duckweed that doesn't know joy or sorrow, maybe I feel a little better.

"You go back, I want to calm down for a while!" I glanced at her, and said in a hoarse voice again.

She laughed: "I didn't speak either, you slowly calm down yourself!" I'm right here, just standing. ”

"......" I sighed and didn't speak again.

She didn't leave either.

To be honest, it was at this time that I felt useless, and I couldn't even describe the sadness in my heart. It's a terrible feeling. My body is recovering little by little, because "Dengshi" is running in the body, so the body is recovering quickly, but I still feel that I can't lift the slightest strength in my body.

"Do you remember the sea of stars in Luofu Mountain?" She looked at me and asked softly.

I nodded slightly: "Remember, ask this for what!" ”

"Just remember, nothing!" She looked at me and didn't say anything more. It seems that as long as I remember, there is hope.

I was a little confused, not quite sure what was going on in her mind. I wanted to ask, but I seemed to have lost that guts. In the end, there was only silence, and perhaps silence was the least necessary thing to consume effort and mind.

Maybe it's because I'm not qualified to ask anything at all.

And just like that, another day, I didn't speak, I lay there quietly. She was still standing there with me.

On this day, my body had fully recovered, and I could feel the power flowing slowly in my body, but for the first time I began to wonder if this power was good or bad. If it weren't for it, I probably wouldn't have thought of being strong in that situation.

"Do you have the strength to stand up?" Feng also glanced at me, and then said lightly.

I was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Yes, what's wrong?" ”

"Get up, if you want, and we can go over and see if what you're doing is right or wrong!" Feng also said quietly.

I froze there, not knowing what to say, or that now I had completely lost my courage.

Still, I stood up. Because I understand that even if I lie there all my life, I will not be a stone or a grass, and I will still have my own troubles and my own guilt.

Besides, I want to see where my sister disappeared.

"How did you get here?" I looked at Feng Huan, and then asked softly.

Feng also laughed: "I put something on you, so I naturally know what happened to you!" ”

I was stunned for a moment: "Is that the ticket?" Is that the so-called Louvre Order? ”

But Feng Yan shook his head slightly, looked at me who had already stood up, smiled, and then continued: "No, it's my heart!" ”

I froze there, not knowing what to say.

And Feng also gently held my hand and led me slowly forward, on the way, she said softly: "You know what? Ever since I was a child, my father was very indifferent to me, and I always thought that he didn't like me and even treated me as a burden. So much so that in the end, he compromised with the Lou family and admitted the marriage letter! I both thought he was a very bad father! ”

"But then I learned that he wasn't a bad father. It's just that he has too many unknown thoughts hidden in his heart! Feng also continued: "If I were in the same situation, I would have made the same choice!" Sacrifice yourself to save him. And I think that in that situation, if there is a chance, he will find a way to protect me. It's like, too, you're going to find a way to save your sister! ”

I smiled bitterly: "It's me who is too reckless!" ”

"We are not saints, and no one can be sure that everything they do is right!" Feng also nodded and said, "So we don't need to deny ourselves!" ”

This day should be the day that Feng has spoken to me the most. From what happened when she was a child, to some of her own thoughts, she has been chattering a lot.

When I was about to get to the Ten Thousand Graves, Feng also laughed and turned his head to look at me: "Am I a bad persuader?" ”

"Thank you!" I smiled and said heartily.

Feng also shook his head and gently pointed into the distance with his hand.

I saw the mountains that had collapsed. There are also countless bones. They have long been reduced to pieces, and there are no eggs under the nest, and these bones are completely no longer a threat. It looks like a mess here.

After a heavy rain, the original face can no longer be seen.

"You prevented a catastrophe!" Feng still looked at me and said seriously.

I looked in the direction of my sister's sacrifice, there was a hint of surprise in my eyes, and I shook my head slightly: "No, it's not ...... for me."