Chapter 50
How can anyone laugh at their girlfriend like this? Mu Hanxia: "Hmph, milk is milk." Taking a small glass of red wine from him, he hugged her and sat down on the sofa by the window. At this time, the lights are quiet, the starlight is sparse, and the air conditioning in the house is turned on, and everything is so comfortable.
"When you were in high school, you didn't fall in love?" He asked suddenly.
Mu Hanxia looked at him strangely and replied, "Of course not." After a pause, he said, "At that time, my mother was critically ill, and it was too late to run to the hospital every day. And I never thought that I would fall in love in high school, I would do such a self-destructive thing? ”
Raising his eyes and seeing the light smile on the corner of his mouth, Mu Hanxia was puzzled: "What are you laughing at?" What's so funny about that. ”
"Nothing." Lin Mochen naturally didn't tell her too much about her thoughts at the moment, but the corners of her eyebrows and eyes always brought a faint happy smile. He put down the wine glass, hugged her to his lap, looked down and asked, "So...... With me for the first time? ”
Mu Hanxia said "um" and said, "What's wrong with falling in love for the first time?" Am I not behaving well? What a girlfriend. ”
Lin Mochen was amused, lowered his head and began to kiss her.
After kissing for a while, there were some undercurrents and teasing, trying and approaching, all in silence. Only the parties know, only the parties know. But in the end, Yimu Hanxia held the defensive line, and Lin Mochen was still unfinished. Lin Mochen was a man with good manners, and it was explicitly implied that if he couldn't go further, he would only continue gracefully...... temptation, but not forced.
He had already taken off his suit, wearing only his shirt and trousers, and one arm was lightly rested on the sofa, allowing her to lie in his arms. And she is very lazy, she never thought that she would be in the arms of men, when she was so lazy and soft. She rested her head on the shirt on his chest and played with his other hand.
"Why didn't your classmate explain when he misunderstood that you were still a waiter?" He asked.
Mu Hanxia replied: "I don't think it's necessary." People who care about me don't change their attitude because of my situation. People who don't care about me, it doesn't seem to make sense for me to clarify or not. I just don't understand that I didn't have much contact with her in high school, and I never offended her. Why does she seem to ...... Don't want to see me okay? ”
Lin Mochen gently stroked her long hair and replied, "What's so strange about this?" You were so good in high school, better than her, not all malice, there are rational reasons. Oh, such mediocre people, we will meet a lot in our lives. They are always on the road and have their eyes fixed on others, so it is difficult to make a big deal. And we are different. We just have to move forward. ”
After saying this, Mu Hanxia sighed in her heart, and she reached out to wrap her arms around his neck: "You are right. ”
Lin Mochen was hugged very comfortably by her, and couldn't help but bow his head and start kissing her again.
Half a night, just like that. The two talked, kissed, embraced, and chuckled. So close, and so gentle. The stars outside the window and the clouds in the sky are all embedded in each other's eyes.
Mu Hanxia also told him about the changes in his family back then.
It's not really a very special story. In this world, poverty and suffering, hardship and struggle, happen every day.
But Mu Hanxia and Lin Mochen were born completely different people. Even if he comes from a divorced family, he will never worry about money and circumstances. He won't have a time when he can't go on, he won't have it at all, and he can't imagine the time when the family can't open the pot, and when he is so anxious to cry by a hundred yuan.
Kemu Hanxia, that's it. She, like most of us, came from an ordinary family. It's not rich, but it enjoys ordinary happiness. However, accidental blows and sudden events can drag such a family down. For example, the mother's serious illness.
The family started to get strapped and everything started to get hectic. There was no smile on their faces, not for Dad, not for Mom. The former lady of the sky is gone. My father began to work hard every day to earn a little more money for medical expenses. At that time, she was in her third year of high school, running to the hospital every day, and she didn't tell anyone about her hard work.
Later, my father was in a car accident, leaving a debt and leaving.
Mu Hanxia almost collapsed.
……
"At that time, my heart was not strong enough." She was in his arms and said softly and slowly, "I know that only by being admitted to college can I change my life." Knowing that he was admitted, he could find a way to apply for charity assistance. But every day I think, what should I do if I get admitted? Who will take care of mom? Please? How can you put your mind at ease? In case I get in, there are no charities and enterprises willing to sponsor me, and school scholarships alone are simply not enough. There is no solution at all, and if you are admitted, there is no way out; If you can't pass the test, you can't get out. ”
Lin Mochen held her hand, his eyes were as bright as water, and he was silent.
And then?
Later, the day before the college entrance examination, I received a critical illness notice from my mother again. She didn't sleep all night in the hospital, and the next day, she went to take the exam. At that time, sitting in the tense examination room, she felt that the whole world was about to collapse. No one could help her, and no one understood the weight on the shoulders of this eighteen-year-old girl. In life, there is no one who can bear it for you.
Later, as expected, it fell off the list. For a while, I was disheartened. But she didn't even have the time to be unwilling, and she didn't look for another way out, but found a job in a supermarket near her home, because only in this way can she take care of her mother at home at the same time.
Later, three years later, the mother passed away, full of apologies and grief for her daughter. After three years of precipitation, Kemu Hanxia only has love for his mother in his heart. She didn't hold any grudges. She said, "Mom, you can go with confidence, we have done our best." If you have a spirit in heaven, rejoice, and there will be no more sickness. And I'm here, too, and I'm going to be fine. I don't feel like I've lost anything, it's the way I've been in life. What I have lost, I must have gained. I've got three years with you, and I have no regrets. ”
……
"Then I slowly understood." Mu Hanxia said, "Many beautiful things in life are easily taken away by fate. So I have to tell myself to live in the moment and have fun in time. ”
She smiled, but her expression was a little apprehensive, and she said, "However, if I had to choose again, I would definitely settle down and take the college entrance examination that year." Instead of being completely crushed by setbacks. It's me who didn't take the road well. ”
Lin Mochen had been listening quietly, and then suddenly clasped her hand and said, "What's wrong with this road?" There's me on this road. ”
His voice was low and gentle in the night, Mu Hanxia was extremely moved in his heart, raised his head to kiss him, and said vaguely: "Then I see that other classmates are walking so well, and I will still feel sorry in my heart." I've been chasing it, but it's hard to catch up......"
"You don't have to chase them." He said, "You'll get the best later." ”
"Hmm." She thought that she would get the best through her own efforts.
He kissed her, but thought he would give her the best.
His Cinderella, who fell into the mortal world, went through so many vicissitudes before she came to his arms.
He just wants to put the best of everything in the world at her feet.
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The next day, Lin Mochen instructed Sun Zhi to continue to have in-depth contact with Cao Dasheng, showing his attitude towards this land.