Chapter 189: I don't understand feelings

Mao Leyan sat down on the chaise longue again, closed his eyes, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart. He did a lot of things for her, but she never got what she wanted.

Mo Yan glanced at her lightly, "Why quarrel with him?" Men are people who want to save face, not to mention that he is an emperor, even if he is an ordinary man, it is difficult for you to let him give away his daughter-in-law's hands. ”

"Is it really difficult for a strong man?" Mao Leyan seemed to be asking himself, and he seemed to be asking Mo Yan.

Mo Yan said: "At least, in my opinion." ”

"Prove that you don't understand feelings." Mao Leyan glanced at her and said.

Mo Yan sneered, "It's as if you understand it very well, if you understand, you won't force him like this." ”

"Flattery is not my character." Mao Leyan said quietly.

"With a mentality like yours, you'll never find someone who likes you." Mo Yan snorted, "You don't understand men, men just like women to flatter." ”

Mao Leyan remembered that he said that he had only one queen in his life, and there was a long pain in his heart. The position of the queen is not attractive to her, but he is so stubborn that what she wants is the glory of the queen, in fact, she does not doubt his sincerity at all, nor does she feel that he said this out of love for the queen, in fact, if it is not because she likes him, she will appreciate his work attitude very much, after all, the emperor is also a job, and it is not easy to work hard to do this job. She has always admired ambitious men, but when this man becomes the person she likes, it is so incompatible. It's uncomfortable now, maybe it's because he doesn't really know her, and after going through so many things, he can still think of her so superficially.

She muttered, "I just feel uncomfortable looking at two people who love each other, but have to endure the pain of not being able to be together." As for whether anyone loves me or not, it's not that important. ”

"You can't handle your own affairs well, what are you doing in charge of others? Being nosy, King Jing is used to it, and the queen is content with the status quo, you outsider is in a hurry. Mo Yan's tone was a little bad, "I have never seen a woman like you, when I was in the palace before, I felt that Mrs. was very stupid, for the sake of a little prince who was not in the climate, she put her whole life into it, and you are good, for the happiness of others, you have lost your own happiness." I know you don't care about the queen's position, so why conflict with the emperor over this matter? If there had been a man who had been so kind to me, I would have never rushed over. ”

Mao Leyan was a little confused, "Maybe I'm really in the blessing and don't know the blessing, but, Mo Yan, everyone has their own bottom line, whether it is love or life attitude, as long as it exceeds this bottom line, it can't be easily accepted." ”

"I don't understand what the bottom line is, in short, in my opinion, it's a stupid thing to hurt someone who really loves you for the sake of some irrelevant person." Mo Yan disagreed with her.

Mao Leyan was silent, what Mo Yan said may be very reasonable, but that will not be the love she wants. Moreover, she doesn't think that King Jing is one of those irrelevant people, she knows and is grateful for his kindness to her, so she will do her best to do whatever she can do for him, even if the result is not as ideal, it is better than standing idly by.

Or, she overestimated her position in Liu Yan's heart, thinking that he might be able to let King Jing and the queen be together for her sake.

"Do you want to stay in the palace?" Mo Yan remembered the words left by the emperor before leaving.

Mao Leyan thought for a moment and said, "Pack up your things, let's go." ”

"Really go?" Mo Yan looked at her seriously, "You have to think clearly, if you really leave, you won't be able to come back in the future." ”

Mao Leyan said lightly, "There is no point in coming back, why come back?" Let's go, since everyone has issued an eviction order, we can't just die. ”

"The emperor doesn't mean to drive you away, but if you want to threaten him with walking, I'm afraid you can't, and it will be annoying." Mo Yan thought that she didn't really want to leave, but just threatened the emperor with walking, so she persuaded a few words.

Mao Leyan's face became a little stern, he glanced at Mo Yan obliquely, and said coldly: "Mo Yan, you remember, your master is me, you just need to listen to my orders." Also, you talk a lot of nonsense today, if you can, keep your mouth shut. ”

Mo Yan saw that she was really angry, and she didn't dare to say more, she knew that Mao Leyan might be really approachable in normal times, but if she really wanted to get angry, she was definitely a ruthless character.

Liu gradually left the Zhaoyang Palace, and began to regret the cruel words he had left behind. He was afraid that she would really walk away.

"The emperor doesn't have to worry, the mother won't walk away." After all, Li Yuan has been by Liu Yan's side for many years, and he can see through his worries at a glance.

Liu gradually sighed, "She can't look at it from my point of view, now the internal and external troubles are enough for me to have a headache." Don't say that the queen and King Jing have nothing, even if there is anything, I can't let the queen go with King Jing, first of all, this will damage my Da Liu Guowei, and secondly, to keep the peace between Da Liu and the Tu Han people, the queen must be a member of the Tu Han people. The Tu Han people are fierce and good at fighting, and if they really want to invade the Central Plains to get a piece of the pie, it is enough to be annoying. If it was a peaceful and prosperous world, I could still make a small statement, but now, the situation does not allow it, does she really care so much about the queen's position? If I can't make her queen, she'll leave me, and I don't think she's worth it for her. ”

Li Yuan nodded, "The slave understands what the emperor means. ”

After a pause, Liu gradually frowned and asked, "You say, will there really be a private relationship between the queen and King Jing as Xiao Yan said?" ”

Li Yuan said in fear: "The slave doesn't dare to say it, this matter involves the reputation of the queen, the royal honor and disgrace, and even more so the prince Jing, the slave never dares to say it." ”

Liu gradually nodded slightly, "It's okay for you to say it." ”

Li Yuan's face was pale, and he hesitated for a long time before he said: "When I married the queen, it was Lord Jing who led the team, did the emperor forget?" ”

Liu was stunned for a moment, and then he was slightly stunned, "I really forgot about this, could it be that the two of them didn't abide by etiquette back then, and they were as bold as the sky and deviated?" ”

"The journey is long, and the queen has never seen the emperor at that time, and she has seen King Jing handsome back then, so many women will indeed be tempted. It's just that whether it is deviant or not, presumably the emperor knows best. Li Yuan reminded.

Liu gradually understood what he meant, his expression softened slightly, and said, "The queen is indeed innocent. ”

"Then there is nothing to doubt about this matter, over the years, King Jing has only entered the palace a handful of times, and the queen mother is even more abided by women's morals and rarely leaves the palace." Li Yuan said firmly, in fact, in Li Yuan's heart, he also faintly felt that there was an unspeakable affection between King Jing and the queen, but it was rare for King Jing to release his military power, so how could he push the two brothers into a hostile situation now?

Liu gradually relieved, but at the same time a little disappointed, "In this way, it is indeed Concubine Le who is talking nonsense, in order to drive the queen away?" ”

Li Yuan shook his head, "Concubine Le Niangniang is not such a person, she probably thought that King Jing and the queen had a relationship, so she wanted to be a favor, not for the queen's position." ”

Liu gradually sighed, "If that's the case, I'm really wrong to blame her." Thinking of the days when she entered the palace, everything she did was for me, and even when Mo Li designed her to enter the palace, the excuse she used was to say that I had encountered an assassin mole, and she treated me so sincerely, I just said those angry words to anger her, I guess she was also sad at the moment. ”

"The emperor is still in time to remedy it." Li Yuandao.

Liu gradually stopped, and was about to return to the Zhaoyang Palace, but saw an internal supervisor who was waiting in front of the emperor hurrying over, holding a copy of the recital in his hand, and shouted happily: "Your Majesty, the border pass is a good news!" ”

Liu gradually overjoyed, Li Yuan took the recital of the internal supervisor and presented it to Liu Gradual, Liu Gradually immediately opened it to read it in person, his face became more and more cheerful, and said: "Okay, good, the king of the town has a great victory, Keri led the troops back to Beijing, Li Yuan, immediately ordered someone to invite Prime Minister Gu, General Mo and King Qing into the palace." ”

"Yes!" Li Yuan's expression was excited, "Congratulations to the emperor, the border problem has finally been solved." ”

Liu gradually said: "Okay, reward!" ”

Li Yuan and the inner eunuch immediately knelt down, "Emperor Xie, long live my emperor, long live, long live!" ”

And Liu Yan was discussing with his cronies in the imperial study how to reward the three armies, but Mao Leyan had already packed up his things and left the palace.

Zhao Zhenyu is now studying in the Tai Hospital, and he also enjoys this life very much, when Xiao Shu went to inform him that Mao Leyan was going to leave the palace, he said lightly: "I pack up my things and go back to my parents' house at every turn, this style is really modern." You tell her that there is a degree of temper tantrums, don't always blindly get an inch. ”

Xiao Shu was so angry that he left without him. In Xiao Shu's heart, any decision made by Mao Leyan is right, and she will support it infinitely, so when Zhao Zhenyu says bad things about Mao Leyan, she hates Zhao Zhenyu even more.

On the side of the imperial study, after the business was discussed, King Qing said: "Before leaving the palace, the minister has to go to see Concubine Le, and the mother concubine is always concerned about her these days." ”

Liu Yanfang thought of Mao Leyan, and said with some shame: "Okay, I will go with you, I will probably make her angry today." ”

Mo Li asked strangely: "Why is the emperor angry with her?" She's always had a good temper. ”

Liu gradually told him about today's events, and the three of them were shocked when they heard it. It's just that after being shocked, Mo Li said thoughtfully: "Actually, I think what Concubine Le said is not nonsense, let alone random speculation, I think that when you left the palace that day, King Jing insisted on breaking into the palace to see what happened." Li Yuan and the others couldn't resist it, and finally invited the queen mother to come before suppressing the matter. If it was someone else, how could he curb King Jing, who was so domineering at that time? ”

The prime minister also nodded, "Over the years, the only person who can speak to King Jing is the queen mother." When the emperor left the palace that day, it was the old minister who proposed to let the queen mother come out to block it. ”

Liu Yan's expression gradually became serious, and he said coldly: "You mean, King Jing does have a personal affair with the queen?" ”

Mo Li shook his head, "It's not a personal relationship, all kinds of things now, it can only prove that King Jing does have affection for the queen." The queen's mother's personality, the emperor couldn't be clearer, she can't go behind the emperor's back and get along with others. ”