After taking the medicine, the situation has improved, but this drug is taken for a long time, which is harmful to the body, especially he has to keep a clear head to deal with political affairs, and some anti-depressant drugs have the ingredient of sleeping, if he does not sleep enough, his spirit will be sluggish, which greatly affects his judgment.

Mao Leyan also rearranged the menu, all of which were light, and only asked him to eat a little at a time, drink some beef soup, chicken soup, or boil some thin rice porridge, eat a little, and eat more at the point, at first he was very impatient, impatient and angry, but Mao Leyan carried out the "dead" self again and again, and he gave in.

In the end, Liu gradually said to others, "Concubine Le's junior sister is really a difficult character." ”

Mao Leyan only smiled silently, but his heart was very sour, if he couldn't come back this time and couldn't take care of him by his side, I don't know what he would become.

Occasionally, Liu gradually would tell her about the affairs of the court, but every time he was gloomy, he said things about his youth, said that he and Liu Ji, Liu Xianmo separated the friendship between the four, Mao Leyan was very moved, but it was a pity because of their final split. Fortunately, although the four of them are not as good as before, they have resumed their relationship in the end. I only hope that time is the best doctor who can heal all the unpleasant past.

The situation of the Queen Mother has basically improved, and on Chinese New Year's Eve, she can still walk on the ground, and Mao Leyan also participated in that Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. The queen and Concubine Li attended in full costume, and the other concubines also dressed up luxuriously and had dinner with the ministers and family members of the court.

Liu gradually was a little happy this night, drank a lot of wine, Mao Leyan was by his side, looking at him worriedly, he had a bad stomach, drinking so much alcohol, I was afraid that it would be hard for a while. And she herself drank many glasses unconsciously, and her eyes were a little confused.

The palace is lit up with lights, and it is very beautiful. The red lantern hangs on the girder of the Qingfu Hall, the vermilion gate opens, and the wind sweeps in, raising the silk in the hall, which is a bit like being in a fairyland.

I don't know what time it will disperse, Mao Leyan was afraid that something would happen to Liu Gradually, so he followed him to the dormitory, and he was stunned to stare at him to take medicine before leaving.

Liu gradually drank a lot, coupled with his poor health, he was not strong enough to drink, and now he is already drunk. Li Yuan ordered someone to change his clothes, and then rested on the bed. She took out the medicine and tried to pick up his head and take the stomach medicine.

"Your Majesty, come, take medicine first!" She cried softly, his head resting on her lap, gently patting his face with her hand.

Liu Yan was asleep, but when he heard her voice, he opened his eyes suddenly, he only felt that everything in front of him could not be seen clearly, everything was like being in the clouds and fog, and the sound came through all the clouds and entered his eardrums. He eagerly stretched out his hand to grab something, and shouted in his mouth: "Xiao Yan.... I'm here. ”

Li Yuan and the others knew that he was drunk, and looked at Mao Leyan helplessly, "The emperor is probably drunk, Doctor Chen, please take care of it." ”

Mao Leyan looked at Liu Yan with a painful heartache, his face was still innocent and thin, because he was thin, his eyes were very big, he was staring at her hotly now, so confused, so attached, she didn't look over, she couldn't bear to see it, and said to Li Yuan: "Gonggong Li, you are not in good health, go down and rest first, I will take care of the emperor here, you let everyone quit, just serve outside the palace." ”

Li Yuan nodded, and asked the people below to bring a plate of hot water, so that Mao Leyan could wipe Liu Yan's face. However, Liu Yan snatched off the towel, threw it on the ground, hugged Mao Leyan feverishly, and shouted sadly: "Xiaoyan, is it you?" I miss you, it's bitter and bitter........ When they saw this, they all withdrew.

Mao Leyan touched his face and said softly: "Your Majesty, I am Mao Leyan's junior sister, and my senior sister is no longer here, so you better put it down as soon as possible." ”

Liu gradually shook his head like a madman, Mao Leyan clearly saw a tear flashing in his eyes, her heart instantly tightened, and she didn't want to think about it, so she buried her head in his arms. She groaned, just think she was drunk, anyway, his fate in this life can't continue, let her indulge it once.

When the passion subsided, both of them gradually came to their senses.

Liu gradually saw her lying naked on his bed, he was furious, raised his hand and gave her a slap, and said angrily: "Who asked you to seduce me?" With a snap, Mao Leyan's face had four more finger marks, she reached out to cover her face, it hurt, it was very painful, and it was very humiliating, but at the same time, she was a little happy, because he couldn't accept sleeping with another woman. Even when he was drunk, he didn't want to betray her.

Just looking at him like this, Mao Leyan was still very uncomfortable in her heart, the pain in her heart had been haunting her, she dressed gloomily, put on her shoes quietly, and then got up and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"Get out!" Liu was furious, his eyes were red, and his muscles were bursting out, like a wounded lion.

Mao Leyan wanted to say something, but seeing that he was so emotional, it was useless for her to say anything, unless she told him the truth. But no, in this case, there is nothing more to say.

She returned to Zhaoyang Hall late at night, and Fan'er and the others had already fallen asleep. The one who absorbs the moonlight in the courtyard is Concubine Mei. When she saw Mao Leyan coming back, she was embarrassed and sneered, "Can't help but confess to him?" ”

Mao Leyan sat beside her, but did not say a word, on Chinese New Year's Eve, the moonlight in the world was like chili peppers, sharp and curved, and the stars around were much brighter than it. The pain in her heart was unstoppable, tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, she threw her head on her knees, her shoulders twitching.

Concubine Mei stretched out her hand to caress her back, and said quietly: "There is a time when you cry." ”

Mao Leyan forcibly held back the whimper in his throat, but under the force, he looked even more sad. His slap was in her heart, and she had an indescribable taste, and her heart was very distressed. Now, how can you be willing to leave again?

"Concubine Mei, I'd rather he didn't love me." Mao Leyan whimpered and said.

Concubine Mei was speechless and lonely, and it was a good thing not to love her. But how can falling in love be so easy to forget? She also died once before she saw it through.

"We can't decide the affairs of the world." In the end, Concubine Mei said quietly.

Mao Leyan looked up at her, her eyes were red and swollen, her temples were messy, she tore off her mask, and in the dim moonlight, she only saw that her face was still the same as before, but the sweet smile disappeared, and her face was full of sadness.

"You and Zhao Zhenyu ......." asked half a sentence, and she suddenly didn't want to ask, redundant, because she knew that the person Concubine Mei liked at the moment was Chen Ruer, a deformed love, maybe it can't be described as deformed, it is a kind of emotional dependence, after being injured, everyone will look for a lifebuoy, no matter whether this lifebuoy is male or female, as long as it can bring you hope to live, it is always good.

Concubine Mei was silent, her expression was distant, she didn't know much about Zhao Zhenyu, when she handed over Mo Li and Zhao Zhenyu to Chen Ru'er, she actually despised Zhao Zhenyu in her heart. But a lot has changed since that night. She still resents Zhao Zhenyu in her heart, but every time she thinks that she is pregnant with his child, an indescribable feeling swells up in her heart. Xu has nothing to do with love, just an emotional dependence.

The news of her staying in Yonghui Hall soon spread, and the first person to enter the palace to find her was Liu Xian, the king of Qing. Liu Xian stared at Mao Leyan for a long time before he sighed: "Xiao Yan, what are you going to do?" ”

Mao Leyan was a little dazed, she had put on the mask again, but the mask could hide her emotions, but the hollowness of her eyes still betrayed her. She was silent, sat stubbornly on the bed, clasped her hands on her knees, and rested her chin on her knees, and said, "It's not good, I don't have the right to choose, last night, I indulged my emotions, but I promise, there will be no next time." ”

King Qing looked at her and said pitifully, "Is there no way to stay?" You are so powerful, can't you think of a way at all? ”

Mao Leyan was silent for a long time before he said lightly: "Do you know? Above our heads, there is a master who has arranged the future of all people in the world. I don't belong here, and even if I force it, I can't ask for half a point. There are even more to lose, I'm not cowardly, I just don't feel like I can fight against fate. ”

King Qing is silent, many things can't be forced, but he should always try to fight for it.

Fan'er and others hated Mao Leyan because they knew about Mao Leyan's overnight stay in Yonghui Hall last night. In the past two days, she didn't pay attention to Mao Leyan, and even ignored her orders. Even, La said to Mao Le angrily: "You do this? Is it worthy of your senior sister? ”

A fierce question, she couldn't answer.

The Queen Mother was quiet for two days, but this morning she still passed her over, staring at her with judging eyes for a long time before she said sarcastically: "You came back, in the end, it was still for him!" ”

Mao Le was speechless, only staring at the embroidered cotton shoes on her feet with deep eyes, these cotton shoes were a little small, she felt that her toes were very painful, but she was too lazy to bother to find someone to make a pair, so she wore it with a slight and unbearable pain. It's just that maybe I've worn it for too long, my toes and heels are a little worn, and it hurts to take off my shoes, and it hurts even more if I don't take them off.

Nowadays, that's it, it hurts to leave, and it hurts even more if you don't leave.

The Queen Mother asked sharply, "What are you going to do in the future?" Don't provoke him again, he can't afford the consequences of your teasing. ”

Mao Leyan looked up at the Queen Mother and wanted to say something, but his heart was full of sourness, and he couldn't say a word.

Liu Yiyi also came to look for her, stared at her for a long time, and then said sharply: "It seems that you are also very interested in your senior sister's man." ”

Mao Leyan didn't know how to distinguish the white, so he had to be silent blindly, what was the use of explaining? Everything was a mistake.

However, King Jing hugged her after entering the palace, didn't say anything, and let her tears flow wildly on his clothes. In the end, he said, "I really can't bear it, just tell him, it's better than hiding it like this, it hurts yourself and him." ”

Mao Leyan shook his head, his eyes were red and swollen, and said: "He has gradually accepted the fact that I am dead, and telling him at this moment will not make him suffer one more time?" And, when I'm away again, can you guarantee that he's just doing something drastic? When the time comes, I will really regret it. ”

No way, no way at all.

On such a gloomy day, Concubine Mei's trouble came.

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