Text Chapter 139 Shao Jiuxing's past

Shao Jiuxing returned to his other house and sat down on the sofa at home tiredly.

The house was empty, and the servants left early. Shao Jiuxing pinched his eyebrows, he was upset by Yu Panning's affairs for a while.

When he brought Yu Panning to his house in the past, he would at least have a hot meal waiting for him after work every day, instead of sitting in an empty room like now.

Shao Jiuxing began to miss the days when he was with Yu Panning in the past, and he knew that he was sorry for Yu Panning.

He still remembers the first time he saw Yu Panning, and learned that his most important sister was in the hospital because of Yu Panning, and he only had a deep hatred for that skinny girl.

In this cold Shao family, all he values is his sister, and everyone else is just a tool that can be used by him, only his sister is his only relative, but this woman has caused him to lose his only relative.

When he learned that his sister had become a vegetative person, Shao Jiuxing only felt that what he did became meaningless.

Yu Panning had no ability to compensate Shao Jiuxing's sister's medical expenses, and the Shao family did not need her to compensate, and the police also judged that it was an accident, so Shao Jiuxing took Yu Panning back to his home directly.

At the beginning, the two of them got along peacefully, Yu Panning was very guilty, Shao Jiuxing saw her pitiful appearance, and rarely said anything about her, but whenever he received a call from the hospital saying that his sister was critically ill, the anger in his heart could not be controlled.

He began to drink heavily, and when he came back, he would beat and scold Yu Panning, although he knew that these were not all Yu Panning's fault, but he couldn't help but torture Yu Panning.

But Yu Panning always endured his torture silently without complaining.

Later, Shao Jiuxing knew the reason why Yu Panning ran out of the house, and also saw her scumbag father, Shao Jiuxing even began to pity her a little, and slowly became less fierce towards her.

Until one day, he was in a meeting, and after the meeting, the hospital called and said that his sister was critically ill again.

Shao Jiuxing rushed to the hospital without waiting for the secretary to report his work, and saw his sister lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, and when a circle of doctors surrounded her to rescue, the last string of Shao Jiuxing's sanity was broken.

After Shao Jiuxing's sister was out of danger, Shao Jiuxing went to the bar and returned to his house drunk.

He could see the panic on Yu Panning's face when he opened the door, and his only remaining reason was lost, and he dragged Yu Panning into the bedroom.

When he woke up the next day, Shao Jiuxing realized what he had done, the hangover made him have a splitting headache, Yu Panning walked in with a breakfast as if nothing had happened, and called him to eat softly.

Only a puddle of red on the quilt reminded Shao Jiuxing of what happened last night.

Shao Jiuxing didn't explain to Yu Panning, he didn't know how to explain, and he didn't bother to explain.

After that night, Shao Jiuxing realized a terrible thing, he was used to Yu Panning being by his side, washing and cooking for himself, and getting used to coming home late every night for socializing, and he saw Yu Panning, who was tired and couldn't hold on, sitting at the dining table waiting for him, sometimes she would fall asleep, and even forgot to take off her apron.

Shao Jiuxing became more and more attracted to such Yu Panning, although he kept telling himself that it was this woman who caused his sister to lie in the hospital, but his eyes still couldn't control and followed Yu Panning.

Later, one day, Yu Panning walked into his bedroom with the test report, and his eyes couldn't hide his joy: "Mr. Shao, I'm pregnant." ”

Shao Jiuxing was stunned, he looked at Yu Panning, and then looked at the test report in her hand, he was obviously disgusted in his heart, but at the moment he was full of ecstasy.

Yu Panning was pregnant with his child, and Shao Jiuxing was swirling this sentence in his mind.

After the initial joy faded, Shao Jiuxing felt a wave of guilt in his heart, his sister is still lying in the hospital, but he has a child with the culprit who caused her to become like this, how can he be worthy of his sister?

Although Shao Jiuxing thought so in his heart, looking at the expectation in Yu Panning's eyes, he couldn't say these heavy words.

Only then did he finally realize that he had unknowingly fallen in love with Yu Panning while getting along day and night.

But how can he be worthy of his sister like this?

Shao Jiuxing grabbed his hair in the dim living room, and the entanglement in his heart seemed to come up again.

He didn't let Yu Panning kill the child, it was his child, how could he bear to let him die like this before he was born.

After a period of time, Shao Jiuxing began to let Yu Panning rest intentionally or unintentionally, and the work she usually did was handed over to other servants by Shao Jiuxing, seeing Yu Panning's belly getting bigger day by day, Shao Jiuxing sometimes even wondered what kind of name the child should give him after he was born.

But as soon as this thought came to him, he suppressed it, and his guilt for his sister grew day by day.

Whenever Yu Panning puffed his stomach and wanted to talk to Shao Jiuxing, Shao Jiuxing would try his best to avoid it, so as not to let himself see Yu Panning's lost eyes.

Yu Panning's labor date is getting closer and closer, Shao Jiuxing's anxiety and entanglement in his heart are getting heavier and heavier, he will go to the hospital to visit his sister every day, looking forward to his sister waking up as soon as possible, but to his disappointment, his sister is still sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed, like a sleeping beauty.

And the condition tends to worsen from time to time.

After Shao Jiuxing's sister was critically ill again, it was when Yu Panning was more than nine months pregnant, Shao Jiuxing went to the bar again that night, he drunk himself, on one side was his sister, and on the other hand was his favorite woman, but he had to make a choice between these two women, when he looked at Yu Panning, his heart was full of guilt for his sister, and the child was getting closer and closer to birth, and the guilt in his heart became deeper and deeper.

My sister must be disappointed to know that she has done such a thing. Shao Jiuxing poured down a bottle of wine and stumbled out of the bar.

As soon as he returned home, he saw Yu Panning sitting on the sofa waiting for him, and when he saw Shao Jiuxing coming back, Yu Panning went up and wanted to help Shao Jiuxing, but he was thrown away.

Shao Jiuxing still remembers the way he looked at Yu Panning at that time, it must have been terrifying, because Yu Panning's face was full of horror as if he had seen a demon.

"When this child is born, I will strangle it in front of you." The drunk Shao Jiuxing had nowhere to vent his emotions, and finally only came out with this cruel sentence, although he regretted it after saying this, but everything was irreparable from that day on, and when he woke up the next day, Yu Panning was gone.